Chapter 145 The Little Prince (4)

After escaping from [Rucheng], Zhou Yan was allowed to approach Yinyin all the way, but except for occasional condolences, Zhou Yan seemed to avoid Yinyin on purpose. Even when he was together, he always spoke very little. Although others don't understand this, Yinyin is very clear, but because she can't speak anymore, she can only watch it.

  Zhou Yan didn’t know if he was escaping, but he clearly felt that he could not face Yinyin, because Yinyin’s gaze made him feel ashamed of himself. When did he become like this? He never thought that he would be shaken by Yinyin's accident, and he didn't even think so, but why would he help those who have always wanted to frame Yinyin to escape? The pain on Yinyin's body and her voice were beyond his tolerance, but he could endure it without attacking? Why on earth is this happening?

  A group of people settled in the mountains and forests, sitting around piles of bonfires and taking a break. Fortunately, the rain had stopped, and there were even stars in the night sky...

In the middle of the night, most people have fallen asleep, only a few people are awake to watch the night, as well as Zhou Yan and Yin Yin. Because of Zhou Yan’s relationship, Yin Yin has not been restricted to freedom, and the wounds on his body have also been treated and bandaged. Keeping her gaze on Zhou Yan, she didn’t know what to say, and even if she wanted to say it, she couldn’t make a sound; just as Yinyin put her hand on her throat helplessly, Zhou Yan just turned her gaze to her and saw Yinyin After the action, Zhou Yan's heart sank. The two were sitting opposite each other. Yinyin's thin figure made him feel a pain. She was so helpless, why didn't he go to comfort her?

  Thinking, Zhou Yan stood up after all and walked towards Yinyin...

  Yinyin wanted to speak, wanted to say something to Zhou Yan, but couldn't speak out, so she felt depressed and helpless. Zhou Yan would always come to rescue her every time she was in danger, but what? She didn’t do anything for him, even now when he needed comfort the most, but she couldn’t even say a word. She felt unwilling... At this moment, a cloak fell on her shoulders to bring warmth, Yinyin looked up instinctively and saw Zhou Yan standing beside her. His eyes were very bright in the dark, but with a little sadness.

  "You need to rest." Caring as always, but it sounds a little cold at the moment?

   Yinyin looked at Zhou Yan, neither speaking nor speaking, so she could only watch.

It’s not like this kind of silent relationship has never happened before. Knowing that Yinyin might not be able to listen to it anymore, so she sat next to Yinyin and looked up at the starry sky. Looking at Zhou Yan’s profile, Yinyin had a momentary illusion that she felt Zhou Yan was That fragile? Of course, Zhou Yan has never been vulnerable in Yinyin's impression, so she can only think of it as an illusion.

   "Do you hate me?" Zhou Yan asked lightly, looking up at the starry sky.

   Yinyin couldn't speak, so she couldn't answer. Besides, she didn't know what Zhou Yan was referring to. After all, too much happened between the two.

   "I heard that you have restored your memory." Not knowing whether it was intentional or unintentional, Zhou Yan suddenly changed the subject.

  Yinyin of course can’t answer, but if Zhou Yan asked the previous sentence for this reason, I’m afraid Yinyin would not be able to give an answer. She really hated him once, and even hated him to kill him, but now? Still can't say not to hate, just can't hate it.

   Zhou Yan turned his head to look at Yinyin, and said, "So do you hate me?"

  Sure enough, Zhou Yan returned to the original question, which means that he did not change the subject, but intentionally reminded it.

   Yinyin should shake her head, even if she can’t speak, she can still express her meaning in other ways, but she finds she can’t do this? At first it was just her own guess, but when Zhou Yan mentioned it, the memory came to her mind like a revolving lantern. She would never forget that night... Yinyin didn’t hate Zhou Yan, really, but she couldn’t convince herself because of her. I really can't forget, she doesn't want to hate, because she is too tired, so she doesn't hate Zhou Yan, but how can I tell him? Tell him he doesn't care? Or tell him that he forgot that memory? Either one seemed to be deceiving herself and others, so Yinyin turned her head away and didn't go to see Zhou Yan.

Seeing Yinyin’s behavior, Zhou Yan felt a pain in his heart, and then a self-deprecating smile appeared on his face. No matter who did that kind of thing, he could not be forgiven, so Yinyin should hate him and cheat by herself. It's been a long time since her, now it's time to let go, right? What else can he expect? A person who was supposed to be happy, was dismantled by himself from another person, and even tortured the two of them to death... I thought that Yinyin’s amnesia was a chance for him to redeem, so he could take this opportunity It seems that God will not give him this opportunity to redeem his mistakes, because Yinyin has already woke up and completely woke up, so it is natural for Yinyin to hate him. Why can't I give up? He said that he couldn't give up, but why did he help others to hurt Yinyin?

   Zhou Yan felt a mess in her heart, her brain was unable to function and she couldn't think. What can be thought of is that Yinyin will not forgive him. The hatred look of Yinyin towards him in the past still reminds him of her memory. She still hates herself, right? Not only can he not make up for anything, but now that she abandons her when she needs help most, what can he hope for? There was nothing left. He didn't expect Yinyin to forgive himself, but only wanted Yinyin to believe in herself and believe that she would be rescued.