Chapter 145 The Little Prince (5)

He took a long breath to show that he adjusted his emotions, then raised his hands on Yinyin’s shoulders, turned her to her, looked at her, and said, "Trust me, I will not let anyone hurt you again, even if it does, That's what happened after I died."

Yinyin looked at Zhou Yan in amazement. She didn't understand why Zhou Yan said this suddenly, but she obviously felt fear in her heart. A kind of anxiety spread and made her panic inexplicably. She shook her head and opened her mouth to tell him. She didn't hate him, but she couldn't say anything when she lost her voice.

  However, Yinyin’s shaking of her head represented negation in Zhou Yan's eyes. I have to say that he felt very disappointed, and then smiled bitterly in his heart. Yeah, why should I be forgiven? Isn’t another meaning of believing to be trust? Since you can't be forgiven, what kind of trust is there? How can she believe if she is not trusted?

Suppressing the sense of loss in her heart, Zhou Yan suddenly pulled Yinyin into her arms and hugged her tightly, and said in a trembling voice in her ear: "It doesn't matter if you don't believe it, I will prove it by my own actions. So even if you hate me, it doesn’t matter. As long as you don’t suffer anymore, it doesn’t matter what you want. I am willing to bear it. I deserve it."

In Zhou Yan’s arms, Yin Yin shook her head fiercely. She seemed to vaguely perceive what Zhou Yanxiang had done, so she wanted to shout and tell him what she thought. She didn’t hate him, she just hoped that he could. Be nice to Han Ji, not to mention that this time it was only for Han Ji’s business. Yinyin was even a little pleased because she knew that Zhou Yan didn’t have Han Ji in her heart, so she didn’t care about the others, as long as Zhou Yanzhen Care about Han Ji.

Feeling Yinyin’s reaction in his arms, Zhou Yan treated it as a struggle, so he retracted some of his arms and continued: “Don’t worry, I won’t pester you again when this matter is over. I’ll let you go. To pursue your own happiness, it doesn’t matter if you return to him, as long as you are happy."

Zhou Yan's words sounded like saying goodbye. Yinyin felt a strong anxiety in her heart. She wanted to break free from Zhou Yan's arms and tell him everything, but she couldn't break free; just when Yinyin didn't know what to do, Zhou Yan suddenly relaxed. After driving her away, Yinyin watched Zhou Yan motionless for a while.

Seeing Yinyin’s stupefaction on her face, Zhou Yan smiled bitterly: “Don’t doubt the authenticity of this sentence, I have done what I said, but I still want to tell you that I don’t know what the road ahead is, but I Assure you that I will protect you and will surely let you return to that person safe and sound."

   Yinyin looked at Zhou Yan in a daze, forgetting to react, forgetting what was supposed to be said to him, forgetting everything, as if everything was untrue, why did Zhou Yan in front of her feel a little strange? People who have always believed that nothing will be overthrown are so fragile at this time. The tone of voice is fragile rather than some kind of despair; Yinyin is no stranger to the word'despair', but she can't figure out what can be done. Make Zhou Yan feel desperate in front of him, is it himself? No, or Han Ji? Yinyin couldn't be sure, but what was certain was that the phantom must have said something to Zhou Yan, otherwise Zhou Yan would never be like this, let alone this series of behaviors.

She can’t say that she has an absolute understanding of Zhou Yan’s behavior, but she has a considerable degree of understanding. This person who has been entangled with herself and who has tortured herself is not as good as death. She believes that he will not be overthrown by anything, let alone anything. If things are threatening, then the Phantom can threaten Zhou Yan. Surely things must be something extraordinary, right? From the previous words of the Phantom, the only thing Yinyin guessed was that it must be related to Han Ji. As for what happened, except for Han Ji's life threatened or what Yinyin couldn't think of other reasons.

Zhou Yan fixedly looked at Yinyin, unaware that Yinyin was already immersed in another world of thinking. He regarded Yinyin's contemplation as an escape, and forced to endure the pain in his heart. He slowly spoke and said softly: " Tell me, have you... ever loved me?"

  This sentence awakened Yinyin’s mind. She opened her eyes in astonishment and looked at Zhou Yan. She seemed to feel that Zhou Yan’s words contained a little begging, illusion? Regardless of whether it was an illusion, Yinyin still did not ignore Zhou Yan's question.

  Have you ever loved it? Maybe there is, maybe not, maybe when Yinyin didn’t know it, and once loved, and now, except for Zhao Ziheng, Yinyin will not fall in love with anyone, because her heart can only be given to one person, even if the wind is cold, Although it is also love, it is not love. In other words, she can say that she loves him, but it does not mean that it belongs to love. But who can understand this kind of thinking? Since she can't understand, how should she say it? Had to remain silent.

Maybe he saw Yinyin’s thoughts, or maybe he simply didn’t want to be extravagant. Zhou Yan embraced Yinyin again and said sadly: "It’s okay, even if you haven’t loved it, it’s okay. I just hope you will be in the future. Occasionally I think of someone who once loved you deeply."

In Zhou Yan’s arms, Yinyin shed tears silently. She didn’t know why she shed tears, only that she could not control herself when she felt Zhou Yan’s fragile heart at this time; Yinyin never wanted to understand why. Zhou Yan will love her. Why is Zhou Yan so persistent to her? Even though she has never loved her, Yinyin can still feel that his heart that loves herself has never changed. She can't guarantee that she would have been without Zhao Ziheng. I will not fall in love with him, I can only be sure that I will not be able to leave him...