Chapter 146, I hate because of love (3)

Fear quickly occupied Han Ji’s whole heart. She had never felt such a fear before, but she couldn’t tell the reason. She could only stare at Zhou Yan in a daze, without saying a word; Zhou Yan was indeed looking at Han Ji, Realization does not stay on her body. His eyes are not clear where Han Ji is looking, but she clearly feels that Zhou Yan seems to have made a certain decision, and this decision is likely to threaten his life.

  Finally couldn't bear the fear in her heart, Han Ji's trembling voice sounded, with sadness and eagerness in her eyes: "You...what happened on earth? Did something happen to her again?"

Zhou Yan was awakened by this sound, the focus in his eyes returned to Han Ji, and he put down the hand touching her face, his expression was still indifferent, he didn't need to answer this question, but he still answered, and the truth is: "She remembered it, remembering everything."

In an instant, Han Ji's memory returned to the meeting with Yinyin that day. She had known about Yinyin's recovery of her memory. But in terms of the reaction at the time, it was better to restore her memory than to continue to lose it, because Yinyin was The indifference that has been shown has kept her memory fresh, and she even remembered every word and sentence clearly at the time; since Zhou Yan already knew it, she would subconsciously guess what Yin Yin was in her heart, and she must think it was hate. His? In fact, Yinyin said at that time that he did not hate anyone, but Han Ji believed that this was not her true heart, and even if it was true, it would not be that kind of attitude. What happened to Yinyin Han Ji still didn’t She understands it too well, but she believes that Yinyin's thoughts will determine all of this.

   Speaking of it, Han Ji, who had fallen into the magical hands of Yinyin, didn’t know and couldn’t imagine. The most important thing was what Yinyin’s attitude was, and what thoughts did Yinyin think about Zhou Yan? No longer hate the same as I said to myself? Or did something happen again? Han Ji remembered Yinyin's reaction before the separation. From the situation at that time, Yinyin's heart was erratic. It was not so erratic, it was because she had lost her heart's support. Has she found it now? If she finds it back, then she will definitely choose the person in her heart, so what should Zhou Yan do? Han Ji can almost imagine Zhou Yan's compromise with the phantom for her, but he is pretty sure that he will save Yinyin. If Yinyin's heart is only in that person, what will Zhou Yan's reaction be? Han Ji can't imagine , But you can guess that you will not give up easily.

Thinking back and forth, I still clearly understand that Zhou Yan will not give up the fact that Yinyin. Even a momentary compromise does not mean that it will always be the case. From another perspective, even if he does not want to admit it, I am afraid that Zhou Yan will give up in the end. She; thinking of this, Han Ji couldn’t help but smile. She didn’t know that she would never be as important as Yinyin in Zhou Yan’s heart. If she really could only choose one, she was not sure whether Zhou Yan would give up on herself, but Is it certain that Zhou Yan will not give up Yinyin, so what else needs to be said for such a comparison? No, nothing is needed.

"She hates me, and you hate me, and that child will also be in the future. I deserve it..." A wry smile appeared on the corner of Zhou Yan's lips, with a trace of imperceptible fatigue in the wry smile, and her eyes were full of loss and sad.

It’s not that Zhou Yan’s loss has never been seen before, but when he sees Zhou Yan’s time delay at this moment, Han Ji still feels a pain in her heart. She knows that Zhou Yan’s expression will never show for herself, although she has known it for a long time, she still feels heartache; Han Ji has reminded herself more than once not to expect things that she can’t get, but she still feels heartache every time she faces it. This is inevitable. Her husband and her lover have only one other person in their hearts, so What is oneself? What about heartache? He would never care or notice. She didn't want to be jealous like other people. Obviously, she and Zhou Yan never had such a relationship from the beginning. She knew better than anyone else that Zhou Yan would not be able to do it. , So she has no qualifications, no reason, or even rights, as if she was just an outsider from beginning to end. In this way, what kind of position should she take to fight for the wind and be jealous?

  Looking at Zhou Yan’s dejected look, Han Ji couldn’t stop her heartache. She wanted comfort, but found that she couldn’t talk about it, but if she wanted to be silent...

  After struggling with her heart for a long time, Han Ji finally spoke: "Why are you so sure that she only hates you?"

  Han Ji's words caused Zhou Yan to slowly raise his head. He thought her cast a puzzled and puzzled look, obviously he didn't know what Han Ji's words meant.

"Hate is often born of love. If it is not because of love, you will not hate. The deeper you hate, the deeper your love. Because of love, there will be hate." When Han Ji said these words Feeling that her heart is about to be broken, she said that these are completely unfounded, at least for Yinyin. She doesn't know if Yinyin has loved, but Han Ji knows that she has not hated her, but found out At that time, I realized that it was because of love, and because I was in love, I would hate.

Han Ji didn’t know whether she was right or not, but she wanted to say it anyway, and she gave Zhou Yan new life at that time, because she couldn’t bear to witness Zhou Yan’s loss and decadence, which was the same as Zhou Yan in her mind. In her mind, Zhou Yan has always been instructable, arrogant, and domineering. Even so, she is the one she loves deeply.