Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Fifth Chapter Renewal of Love Part 1 (4)

The last sentence mentioned by Wang Ye made Zhao Ziyin frown. He did not understand why Wang Ye said this at this time. He thought Wang Ye would avoid such topics at least at this time, but after seeing Zhao Ziheng On this topic, there was a slight ripple in his eyes, and he was silent. At the same time, he understood Wang Ye’s intentions. Even if he didn’t know what happened, he still believed in Wang Ye’s judgment and practice. To some extent, It can also be regarded as a kind of default.

  Silence! Still silent! ! Zhao Ziheng seemed to have lost the human language. He had forgotten how to let himself speak, and even deliberately closed off the emotions he should have. In this way, both Wang Ye and Zhao Ziyin looked sad.

After a long sigh, Wang Ye seemed to have some plan, and said straightly: "She has visited you, but I stopped it, because I don't think you want her to see you like that? I don't want to circumscribe. I just want to tell you that if you miss this time and she is taken back, then you will probably never have a chance to meet again."

  Wang Ye told a cruel fact, but even if it was the truth, Zhao Ziyin was still startled. If he could, he hoped that this ending would never come, hanging on both sides, clenching his fists, seemed to vent his unwillingness.

After repeated stimulation, Zhao Ziheng's lifeless eyes finally slowly showed a faint emotion, sad and desperate, unwilling and painful, although it was very light, but it was all showing his heart at this moment. His lips moved slightly, as if to say something.

  Under the attention of Wang Ye and Zhao Ziyin, they both heard two extremely light sounds coming out of Zhao Ziheng's mouth.

   "Shu Er——"

The two words    are the only words ever said since Zhao Ziheng woke up. When they heard this name, Wang Ye and Zhao Ziyin were not unfamiliar, but it was still not the first time that they wondered, why is this name? Or what is the connection between this name and Yinyin? No one can figure this out, it's probably just a secret between the two of them, right? Just like Yinyin, she didn't call Zhao Ziheng by his name.

  "Don't you want to see her?" After suppressing the doubt in his heart, Wang Ye expressed Zhao Ziheng's confusion.

When these words came out, Zhao Ziyin was very puzzled, a little unclear, but at the moment both of them were attracted by the reaction of Zhao Ziheng's left hand outside the quilt. I don't know when, that hand clenched his fist tightly, and the joints were white. Red liquid overflowed between the gaps, and the two of them fell silent immediately. Even if there were a thousand words in their hearts, they were all suppressed; Wang Ye stepped forward and opened his clenched fists with a little effort. One piece of blood red, and there are four nail prints embedded in the flesh.

"If you want to see her, just say it, why torture yourself? It's not your fault that you killed King Jing by the wrong hand. She won't blame you, you should know." Wang Ye wiped Zhao Ziheng's wound carefully while talking. .

Zhao Ziheng did not speak, and his sullen eyes were drifting and blurred, making people think whether he really listened to Wang Ye's words, but Wang Ye knew very well that Zhao Ziheng had listened, and he could clearly feel it from his trembling hands; even so, Wang What Ye said was only one of them. Compared with Wang Ye, how could Zhao Ziheng's understanding of Yinyin be lower than him? Some things can only be experienced and understood by each other, so Zhao Ziheng didn't want to say anything or clarify anything.

Zhou Yan died in his own hands. Zhao Ziheng did not intend to deny it, because this is a fact. Whether he was killed by the wrong hand or deliberately, it doesn’t matter to Zhao Ziheng himself. The important thing is that the scene made him the least want to be killed. People who saw it saw it; if time can go back, Zhao Ziheng would rather die than he would like Yinyin to see such an unbearable scene. He can believe that Yinyin’s reaction to Zhou Yan is not love, but it cannot prevent Yinyin from not producing Guilt, how much Yinyin has been carrying and how bumpy road he has been walking on, how can he not know? If you change to someone else, it may not cause irreparable trauma to Yinyin's heart; what Zhao Ziheng did not expect is that although the journey has been difficult, but fortunately, it is still fairly stable, thinking that it will go to the end like this, but Unexpectedly, he would leave Yinyin with pain in the end. He could not forgive himself for this, because he knew that if he could be a little more restrained, less impulsive, and more careful at the time, maybe none of this would happen. What? Even if all of this comes from Zhou Yan's meaning, isn't it his own misunderstanding? How could Zhou Yan, who was under control at that time, begging to die for relief?

Zhao Ziheng closed his eyes and recalled the situation when he fought Zhou Yan at that time. He could feel that even if he was controlled, Zhou Yan still retains a trace of reason in his subconscious mind. He doesn't know how much, but he can be sure that Zhou Yan has not been completely controlled. Control, from the injuries on Zhou Cheng's body, it can be seen that apart from causing excessive bleeding, there is no fatal injury; and in the fight against himself, Zhao Ziheng can clearly feel that Zhou Yan's sanity has not been completely controlled. , But also gradually recovering? At the same time, he also felt that Zhou Yan was always forcing himself to free himself from control because he challenged himself with all his strength. The reason for this is self-evident. As for him, he inevitably cannot and cannot refuse. That's why it resulted in such a result. occur! Why can it happen because of the results that can be controlled? This is undoubtedly caused by my own inner demon, because the hatred of Zhou Yan has long been unavailable. It is not ruled out that the control of the inner demon at the time will lead to loss of calmness. Of course, I do not rule out myself. The sudden situation at that time, if it were not for the recurrence of side effects in the body at that time, how could it be impossible to control it? In the end, what has happened is that it can never be changed, and the elapsed time cannot be reversed!