Chapter 66: The Shape of Happiness (5)

"I always use evasion to protect myself, but I unknowingly hurt unrelated people. I always use my amnesia as an excuse to destroy their due happiness. In fact, I just don’t want more. People are hurt for me. For me, who has no memory of the past, I don’t need to mind what happened in the past, because it has passed, but I’m so scared and so afraid that what the monk said will become reality. I can feel it vaguely. First it was King Zhou and now King Jing. From the power of Zhou, it is completely possible. I don’t want to be like that. I don’t want to be a person who will bring disasters. I just want to find myself. That's it—"

Silent crying, the pain contained in Xiuying could not be imagined. She has never known what kind of unknown pain Yinyin is hiding. At this moment, she has fully understood it. It seems ordinary, but it is not. Ordinary people can imagine that the pain that Yinyin suffers is difficult for ordinary people to understand and endure. Although Xiuying can't understand this kind of pain, it must be very, very painful for Yinyin who is tortured by this kind of pain. Right? However, even when she was alone, no one could really relieve her of her worries. When she needed it most, there was no one who could penetrate her heart to accompany her... Xiuying turned her head away and looked at Yinyin’s The expression she herself couldn't help but tears, calling from the bottom of her heart, calling the person Yinyin was looking forward to. If Zhao Ziheng was there at this time, the result would be different, right?

For fear of being hostages, I dare not cry loudly. Silent crying is far more painful than crying. In addition to crying to vent, Yinyin can’t find other ways to release her accumulated depression; if she can do it in Zhou Yan Or Zhou Chengzhong can choose one. If the person deep in her heart can be with her now, if Feng Qinghan is the person she has been looking for, maybe she will not be tortured so painfully, even once. , In the dream, she also wants to rely on the arms of the person deep in her heart, the person she has forgotten, the only thing that cannot be forgotten is the residual memory given by that person, which is his warm embrace, so Yin Yin knew that if it was really that person, she would be comforted and happy, but which person is who? Where is it? While searching, she also had to bear her own mental pressure. How long can she hold on to such a life?

Thinking that she can be strong, now, in a corner of her heart that Yinyin doesn’t know, she has begun to disintegrate this strength, so she doesn’t know how long she can hold on, but she still continues. Not the memory of the past, but the figure of the person buried deep in the heart...

"who??"

  With a shout, the whole team stopped immediately, and the carriage that Yinyin was riding was of course the same.

"what happened?"

The parking was so sudden that both Xiuying and Yinyin in the carriage were affected. Unconsciously, although it was still dark, it was not bad. The team was walking through a deep forest, so the surroundings were dark. Xiuying lifted the curtains and looked around. There seemed to be no one around? What was the cry just now?

It wasn't because of seeing a talent calling. Zuoyu, who took the lead, looked around vigilantly. He also called so when he was aware of movement. Intuition told him that there must be people around him. Seeing Zuoyu's reaction, other guards also improved Be vigilant.

  Because of the darkness, nocturnal animals such as owls, flying squirrels, and snakes have also become active, and their sounds have been heard all around. This proves that the darkness is about to come, and the mixed animal sounds in this silent deep forest look a bit gloomy...

   "Master Zuo?"

  'S subordinate's call, Zuo Yu did not respond, just focused on the surrounding things, his intuition was not wrong, he knew that he was being watched, and the other party was definitely not an ordinary person.

   "Send orders, speed up the breakthrough of this forest."

   "Yes! Speed ​​up!!"

Zuo Yu ordered the team to move again after he drove the horse first. He knew that with his less than a hundred people, they had absolutely no chance of winning in this gloomy and dim deep forest. If there is an enemy, there must be an ambush, so you must leave this place before the opponent takes any action.

  ………………

It has only been two days since Yinyin left. [Weicheng] has fallen into an unprecedented panic due to the plague. Those infected areas are even more enveloped by the breath of death. The plague is spreading, and the number of people infected or killed continues to rise. It is beyond Zhou Yan's control, and the speed of the plague infection is even beyond Zhou Yan's imagination...

  In the Jing Palace

   "Unreasonable, what is going on? Why is the infection rate so fast?"

Zhou Yan’s roar, no officials in the hall dared to gnaw, only one official who appeared to be a civilian came forward and said tremblingly: “Master, this plague came too suddenly, and it was also coming fiercely. When the scope is controlled, the speed of infection is too unexpected. The reason why the scope has expanded to this point is that Xiaguan believes that it is almost like an infected person appeared in a way that we don’t know. It’s not the same as the initial infection. The area is implicated, but it is not ruled out that those who have been infected with the virus leave when they are not manifested, and then become infected in a new area after manifestation. At first, officials thought so, but this possibility has been overturned. In one day, an outsider will have signs of infection, and it shouldn’t show up after a few days."

"So?"

   Zhou Yan said coldly, what he wanted to hear was not the theory, but the result.