Chapter 91 Hopeless Love (5)

  Love? Love is unforgettable!

  Don’t love it? Love hurts my heart!

  He repeatedly struggled in Zhou Cheng's heart between love and unlove. It is undeniable that he has never loved a person so intensely, nor has he been hurt so deeply by a person; therefore, how should he answer? He loves Yinyin, to the extent that he can't believe it, but at the same time he hates Yinyin, hates Yinyin for the incompleteness of his body, and hates Yinyin for being so unfeeling; but what can all this prove? Yes, nothing can be proved, nothing can be changed, the fact that I don’t love Yinyin can’t be proved, and I can’t change that I still love Yinyin!

  However, Zhou Cheng couldn’t say it, and couldn’t answer Yinyin’s question. He could clearly seize this opportunity, so why couldn’t he say it? She still loves Yinyin, isn't she? Why can't you say it? If you don't say it, you will never have a chance. Why is this happening? Why do you think you will never have another chance? Isn't it? Yinyin rejected her like that before, didn't she? Zhou Cheng was still struggling in his heart, he didn't know the answer when he was struggling, but he wanted to avoid it when he was struggling?

Yinyin clearly saw Zhou Cheng struggling, so she smiled bitterly. She knew that Zhou Cheng had not forgotten herself, and even loved herself, but Yinyin couldn’t change anything like this, even if she saw Zhou Cheng’s pain in her heart, She couldn't comfort him, and even amplified his pain, just like...

  "Isn’t it good not to love? This way, it won’t hurt anymore. Once the pain is over, you can continue to find new relationships. This time, find someone who loves you the same."

  "Are you underestimating me?"

Zhou Cheng couldn’t bear these words to Yinyin, and his anger seemed to come out at any time; however, even if he noticed Zhou Cheng’s anger, Yinyin was still calm and calm and shook his head gently: "I don’t know myself What kind of position does it occupy in your mind, but..."

  While saying this, Yinyin resolutely chose to face Zhou Cheng's eyes, which made Zhou Cheng a little surprised, a little shocked, and being so stared at Yinyin made Zhou Cheng feel a little guilty?

   "I'm not the first person you love, am I?"

  Sure enough, Yinyin didn't have the slightest hesitation in her eyes, but Zhou Cheng was tightly bound by her words, and she unknowingly looked away, because he could not refute Yinyin's words.

   "Since I am not the first, and I don't want to be the last, you can forget your first love, so why cling to me?"

  Zhou Cheng suddenly realized whether Yinyin’s sentence itself has a different meaning from his own, first love? Zhou Cheng knew that he was the one he loved first, so should it be Jiang Ru Ting? Zhou Cheng hesitated in his heart. He had never thought about this question. Now when asked by Yinyin, he has almost completely forgotten Ru Ting. It seems that he has never appeared before, but didn't he love her back then? Love? Feeling is completely different from facing Yinyin. Is it because different people feel different?

Turning his eyes back to Yinyin again, rethinking Yinyin’s problem, Zhou Cheng smiled faintly, really laughed, Yinyin saw clearly, it was self-deprecating with contempt, what did Zhou Cheng think of ? Yinyin suddenly felt a kind of anxiety in her heart...

   "You are really cruel."

  This was Zhou Cheng's first sentence after self-deprecating. Just one sentence made Yinyin's heart tremble slightly.

"Even if you forget, but I can tell you that my feelings for her and you are different, but I don't deny that I almost lost my mind when she died. Remember, it was just a little bit. And you? Has made me lose my mind more than once. Does this show your place in my heart?"

Yinyin could see that there was no hesitation or lies in Zhou Cheng's eyes. It was obviously not for knowing these. This would only make Yinyin feel that her sin was more serious. Yinyin lowered her head slightly and did not dare to look directly at Zhou again. Cheng's eyes.

"I am sorry."

   "What I want is not sorry, you should know."

"I do not know what you're talking about."

   "I know you know what I'm talking about."

   "Then can I think you don't hate me?"

  After a conversation, Zhou Cheng was the first to be silent, hate it? Zhou Cheng admitted that he hated it, but since when did he stop hating it? When did you hate it so much that it hurts your heart? What now? Hate it?

  As a result, whether it is love or hate, the current Zhou Cheng can't answer it right away? why? Zhou Cheng also found himself very strange, aren't these all questions that can be answered without thinking? Why can't I answer it?

   "Can't answer? Love or hate, since you can't answer, it proves that you have forgotten me, right?"

  Zhou Cheng was taken aback, and in his heart he tried to deny Yinyin’s words, but in his heart, why couldn’t he say it?

"If this is the case, I think I will be very happy, at least this is good for you and me. When you completely forget your feelings for me, you can stand up again and don't go anymore. You are the king, and you belong to Da Zhou. The monarch, the Great Zhou needs you, and the people also need you. I don’t believe you will abandon the country for your children’s personal affection. At least you make me think so now, so in my heart you are a conscientious monarch. I’m very happy. Only if you can separate state affairs from your children’s personal relationships can you be considered a qualified monarch. In my opinion, you are. Maybe this is why everyone has a different destiny. You and I are the same.

  Yinyin’s words sound very weird, but they can’t find any disharmony. Why does Zhou Cheng feel so impatient? Rather than being impatient, it is more accurate to say that it is anger. Why is it anger? Yinyin’s words are not wrong. Zhou Cheng tried to suppress an emotion in his body that would burst out at any time, because he knew that once it broke out, something he could not predict would happen, and it is likely that he would lose control because of it...