Chapter 177 Huangfu Ye Fanwai, Qu Huashang, Love Breaks (2)

  If I can restrain my desire to possess her, maybe Huangfu Jin won't be so eager to attack her.

   There will be no such thing as later.

  Perhaps, it's my conceit to blame, I thought I would definitely win this gamble, but I didn't expect that Huangfu Jin would be so ruthless and let Su Liuyun poison her in advance.

  Yes, although in the end, I did win, but what's the use of that?

   I lost her.

  I calculated everyone into it, and all the plans were so perfect. After all, there are always some things that cannot be calculated or calculated.

  The day she left me, I always remember that the sky was gray, the color of sadness.

   It is she who let me know what is light from the darkness, and it is she who let me know what is sad...

  I thought, I owe her an apology.

  As she said, there should be no calculations in love.

  But I kept scheming against her, scheming again and again, but in the end I couldn't save her life.

  After she died, everyone said I was crazy.

Ah!

  I just hugged her for two days and two nights. What qualifications do those people have to call me crazy?

  The worst thing is, someone actually tried to take her away from me, how could this be possible?

  Damn everyone who stops me from being with Shang'er!

  However, even if these people are dead, the one I love will never come back.

  Since then, Huashang Palace has become my residence.

  Only here can I feel her breath, and only this place can let me get closer to her.

  Later, those common people recovered from their illnesses, and finally some people were willing to believe in Chang'er, and some people began to regret it...

  I didn't want to hear these things at first, but what they said was related to Shang'er.

  I listened to the people's gratitude to Shang'er, I heard the ministers' regret to Shang'er, I heard the boudoir women's admiration for Shang'er, and I listened to my regret to Shang'er.

   Once, I thought that being in power and overlooking the world would be the best life. Later, I knew that without that person, I would be nothing.

  So, I did something that surprised all the hidden guards.

  I brought out the dead "Huangfu Jin". In fact, he didn't die from the arrow that night, and he still had his breath left.

  At first I thought about suffering slowly, but after the person I loved left, I saw through everything in the world. The throne and power are nothing to me.

  Huangfu Jin and I made a request.

   That is, the throne can be returned to him, but he must abolish the rules set by the hidden guards.

   Anything that cannot see people, and anything that is inferior to animals, all must be abolished...

  Huangfu Jin finally agreed.

  Sometimes, people who have died once cherish life more than anyone else, because they have experienced the fear of death up close.

   In a word, he said, in exchange for a prosperous country, there is still one life, and a lifetime of power. Thinking about it, it is extremely cost-effective.

  The world is so big, but there is no place for me to stay, nowhere without you, nowhere is home!

  I finally understand that in this world, there are really things I can't do, and there are really people I can't love.

  From then on, I will keep our memories and continue walking.

  A song of Huashang breaks the love, and two lovesickness reads in the dark night.

  Three wisps of Jin souls are absurd dreams, and four seals of wandering clouds are in love.

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