My name is Li Ying, the daughter of founder Li Chengxiang.

Before seventeen, I was a carefree little girl, spoiled by my father and mother. At the age of seventeen, I met him at the palace banquet.

His name is Long Jingsong, and he was the second prince of the dynasty. His jade tree was facing the wind, and he was as graceful as jade, and he talked and laughed decently.

At the palace banquet at that time, he made a poem in public, which surprised everyone. Later, he talked to the ministers about his political opinions, and he talked eloquently, but said the civil servant was speechless.

At a glance.

I went back and begged my father to marry me to the second prince, and my father never agreed. Daddy said at the time: "Although the second prince is a jade tree facing the wind, but his mind is too deep, not suitable for you. You grew up spoiled by me and your mother, the mind is too pure, not suitable for the harem."

I do not follow, go to E Niang. E Niang has petted me since I was little, but after hearing my pleading, I was a little unhappy, saying: "I heard your father mentioned it. If there is no accident, the second prince may be the new emperor in the future. In our identity, Let you be small, not suitable, let you be a wife, and you are not capable, you will be suppressed everywhere. "

I said angrily: "Is it not because I like being with one? I like the second prince, naturally I will work hard for him. Mother, you give me two years, I will prove that I am capable ! "

In two years' time, I have managed my house in an orderly manner. Dad saw me being so stubborn and sighed, "You can also marry the Second Prince, but Dad is afraid you will regret it later."

I smiled at the time and said, "Daddy, it is Yinger's wish to marry the second prince, how can I regret it?"

On the second day, Dad stayed in the palace after going to the dynasty to explain to the emperor his intention. The emperor pondered for a while and said, "Yes."

The decree came down, and it was decided to allocate me to the second prince Long Jingsong. I was happy to prepare the wedding dress with E Niang and Grandma to do handiwork together.

I finally wore the red robe and married the second prince, Long Jingsong, the one I really wanted.

And the same year I married in the past, he lifted another door for the side concubine. She is the daughter of the dean of Lushan College. She is beautiful, literate, and capable.

Long Jingsong attaches great importance to her.

But what about that? I am always his wife and his true wife.

Side concubine is a natural pride, she is never willing to tolerate her inferior section, so she does not salute me.

I was so annoyed to report her to Long Jingsong, and Long Jingsong just said faintly: "Xueer is a natural pride. You tolerate her as an older sister."

Well, since he has said so, I will bear it.

The first emperor was killed because Long Jingsong, the second prince, had the support of my father Li Yuanlao and the support of the civil servants who came from Lushan College. The voice was high and he was recommended as the new emperor.

When Long Jingsong became emperor, Xue Fei became pregnant. He was directly promoted as a concubine.

I looked at Xue Guifei's careful care, and my eyes were a bit sour. But it doesn't matter, I like him, and I can already be satisfied when I see him.

I am pregnant because I am a queen, and the emperor must come to my palace on the first and fifth day of every month. So I am pregnant.

After I knew I was pregnant, I was very happy. Long Jingsong was not too happy, but just said: "The queen is pregnant and the country is celebrating."

I Yingying looked at him with a smile, he must also be happy, otherwise why would there be such a celebration of the whole country?

At the palace banquet, the emperor saw the daughter of a civil servant. Why would I find it, because I was watching him throughout the palace banquet. I noticed that his eyes were suddenly wrong, a little bit enthusiastic, like a leopard seeing his prey.

I looked in his eyes, and was the daughter of a civil servant, who looked really beautiful, not as proud as Xue Guifei. A little gentle, white skin like snow, big eyes are very flexible.

I feel bitter in my heart.

I gave birth to the second prince, Long Jingsong holding our children, even said three good, said: "Looks like me, I am happy."

His words made me feel like seeing each other again and again, he finally saw my good.

The second prince held a banquet for a hundred days. Above the palace banquet, he actually directly asked that the daughter of the civil servant had a worthy match.

The civil official ’s daughter looked at him with warm eyes, and Yan Yan walked to a little general in the middle of the court, gently holding his arm and said, "Back to the emperor, the little woman has already signed a marriage contract with General Mu . "

He talked a little bit about it, so he had to stop.

Later, he learned that the woman and General Mu Xiao originally had no marriage contract, and that the woman really married General Mu Xiao.

He was furious, who could bear the crime of bullying? The woman's father was implicated.

If you ask the emperor, do you have any regrets? I can give you a definite answer, yes. Because for more than ten years, General Mu was born and died, but he had never been promoted to one official and one half. Some women who entered the palace later were also left behind because they were like that woman in some places.

That's why I hate Mu Xiyue so much. How can I like that woman's daughter? Besides, it killed my second son, my best second son.

There are more and more concubines in the palace, but I have never complained. Just like what my mother said in those years, such a day was my own choice, why should I complain.

When I have a son, they are all of me. I am very grateful, he gave me two sons, and he gave me hope.

I disdain to compete with those concubines. I am neither as young and beautiful as they are, nor can I fight with them. Moreover, both of them are stupid. Want to keep a man's heart, where is it so simple?

The best is not available. I am very clear about this. For example, when he saw the fierce and enthusiastic eyes of Mrs. Mu at the palace banquet, I understood.

My two sons are my hopes. My second son is clever and has his own views on the political affairs. Whenever I see him, I seem to see what the emperor looked like when he was young. Although the five sons are mediocre in qualifications, they are also more diligent.

But the woman's daughter, Mu Xiyue, killed my son, my proudest second son, and the second son I gave.

You said, how can I forgive her.

When I concentrate on my son, I can get a moment of peace.

Only when he saw him would he be sad for a moment.

I was sad because I had passed my whole life. I was sad because I trusted the non-beauty. I was sad because the person I liked never liked myself.

Occasionally when I see Long Jingsong, I think of myself as a girl. I am not afraid of the sky, but just smiled and said, shouldn't the person to be married be the one you like?

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