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Chapter 258: two hundred and fifty-five

   Chapter 258 Chapter 255 · "Dear, you have to remember"

   The drizzle like a bead curtain gradually formed a line, laying a heavy rain curtain outside the cave.

  In the cave, the blood-red color is vividly dancing.

  The girl who was shivering from the cold hugged her body, bowed her head, and curled up all over her body, with bright colors jumping on her hospital gown.

   "You say, guilty?" she asked.

   "Well." Su Ming'an said, "Dongxue, have you ever regretted it in your heart?"

  "..." Dongxue tilted her head.

  She stood up suddenly.

   The thin hospital gown was stuck to her like a piece of paper, folded and folded when she got up. The wet black hair was pressed against her cheek, she clenched her fists, and her thin body was shivering.

   She gasped, her dark eyes fixed on him.

   "Is unwillingness to grow up a disease?"

   The wet black hair was sticking to her body. Under the wide hospital gown, her exposed arms were full of marks from electric shocks and whiplashes.

  ... Those are the scars engraved in her skin and flesh, in the bottom of her heart.

  …

  【During the days of correction, Dongxue thought about suicide countless times. 】

   [Later, she gradually discovered that a woman named Yang Xia appeared beside her. 】

  …

  Su Ming'an's eyes moved slightly, still thinking about the organization of the next sentence.

  —I saw Dongxue suddenly come forward and hug him.

  The moisture of the rain came, her skin was full of water stains, her hair was scratching his neck, and the folds of her thin clothes were extremely obvious.

   At this time, there was no sway in his mind.

   He knew that Dong Xue loved Yang Xia, and only Yang Xia.

   As a visitor from another world who came to do the mission halfway, and also talked for a long time for the last clue, he should not be the object of her affection.

   His mind was still full of all kinds of words that had just been organized, but he didn't expect that the other side didn't say a word and hugged him directly, which caught him off guard.

   He didn't feel any heartbeat of being hugged, and his thoughts were extremely rational at this time.

  —He was thinking about whether Dongxue’s favorability would change because of his next actions.

  He was thinking rationally here, but the barrage exploded in an instant:

  【I rely on! I rely on! I rely on! 】

  【nmd let him go! He is not your Yangxia! Climb away—]

  【I'm so stupid, am I the only one who envy Su Mingan? 】

  【My grass, you won't forget that Dongxue is a boy. 】

   [I am grass, I suddenly don't envy. 】

  【Faced with this kind of transgender person...Some words are really hard to say, I don't know how to persuade this kind of person myself, I feel that pushing away will definitely reduce my goodwill...]

   [Dongxue is also quite pitiful, she just got sick... mental illness. 】

  【…】

   Dongxue hugged him, eyes closed.

   Her embrace seemed a little clammy and cold, the flames did not dry her clothes, and she was shivering from the cold.

  Su Mingan suddenly felt something was wrong.

   Dongxue posted it on his shoulders and neck, as if there was no Adam's apple.

   He also felt that the softness that was attached to him was not like a male body.

   "Yangxia." She whispered suddenly, her voice trembling, as if she just wanted to ask for confirmation: "You are my creation, do you love me?"

   When she asked "Do you love me", her voice was on the verge of a prayer, and every word trembled violently.

  …

  【Yangxia appeared beside Dongxue. 】

  【But everyone is saying that Yangxia is fake—she fell in love with her illusory creation. 】

  【Winter Snow doesn't believe it. 】

  【She promised Yangxia that they must live together forever. 】

   [But Dong Xue gradually discovered that Yang Xia would only persuade her to become better and mature. She confessed to the other party, but was rejected. 】

  【Dongxue is very puzzled. 】

  【—Why does the creator not love the creator? 】

  【—Why, her illusory creation can’t do everything she wants? 】

  …

   "..." Su Ming'an did not respond.

   He was thinking about a possibility.

  Some special clues were gradually linked in his mind.

   "—But, I don't want to grow up." Her mood suddenly fluctuated violently.

   It was as if a taut string was suddenly torn off. She opened her red eyes, her whole body trembled like a sieve, and her tone was hysterical:

   "—If you grow up, if you abandon the past...I, I..."

   Dongxue's movements tightened.

   She hugged him tightly, like a whole world around her.

   "In the present, in the future, or in the far future - I will never meet someone like Yang Xia again!"

   she growled in pain.

   "—what she taught me, I learned nothing, and the qualities she possessed, I possessed nothing!"

   "This is me, this is me..."

   She closed her eyes and shivered with cold.

   She had woken up countless times from her late-night dream and saw her figure in the brightest spot.

  Yangxia is raising her eyes and holding an umbrella, as if she will stay where she is forever, looking at her.

  —She has always been naive, with a sin called "not growing up" and a sin that was reprimanded by her parents.

   But that person will always stop in place, waiting for her. Like a blue whale accompanying her to the bottom of the sea, like a bird holding a branch for her.

  —In this world where aliens are not tolerated, she experienced an unspeakable secret love.

  Crossing over a long period of time, going through cold, summer, summer and winter.

   "...Yangxia." She said, "Don't try to persuade me to mature."

  Her voice was a bit poignant and pleading, as if she was afraid he would reveal something.

   "...Please, Yangxia." She said, "...Let me go."

  Su Mingan smiled.

   While Dong Xue’s mood was changing, the clues in his mind were already linking.

   As he pulled down her wide collar, he saw the condition of her neck.

   Dongxue's skin is not delicate, it can even be said to be rough, and there is even a pinch mark left by the abuse on the front of the neck, like a light red brush stroke.

  … He confirmed that she had no Adam's apple.

   "But I already understand, Dongxue." His tone changed a little bit.

   Dongxue's body shook violently.

   "Winter Snow - Am I really your fantasy?" His words never stopped, his tone was as decisive as a blade.

  Su Mingan knew that his actions were cruel.

   But he needs that last piece of clue, and he needs to clear all the fog.

  …Even so, who will be hurt.

   But he never chose to let go of anyone because he loved someone.

   He looked at Dongxue, the softness in his tone disappeared little by little.

   "Dongxue - wake up." He said: "Go and admit, between us, who is the imagined existence."

   "Ding dong!"

   The long-lost system voice rang in Su Ming'an's ears.

   In the next second, as if some switch was triggered, a series of system voices rang out in line.

   "Ding dong! Ding dong! Ding dong!—"

   It was like the dominoes collapsed at this moment, and the prompting of the clue link was endless.

   He gradually cleared the fog and saw the truth that he had once ignored.

   Dongxue's words echoed in his mind at this time.

  【…I have been looking for Yang Xia, looking for her every night. 】

  【But she will grow up, mature, and go away from me. 】

  【…Why, my creator, would not love her creator? 】

  …

  【Clue 1·Yangxia's diary, key clue·Dongxue, clue link occurs! 】

  【Key clue · Xia Luoyang's words, key clue · Lin's words, clue link occurs! 】

  【Key clue · Disappeared student No. 30, key clue · Dong Xue's words, clue link occurs! 】

  …

  【Clue link·Xia Luoyang's words: "Yang Xia, you have already walked out of the past, why are you coming back?"】

  【Clue link·Linen's words: "I remember you, I saw you who is searching for the [past], doctor - reconcile with your past self."]

  【Clue Link·Night of the Night: "Why do you have to face reality? You are so succumbed to reality, so "healthy"—why are you coming back?"]

  …

  【Clue Link·Disappeared Student No. 30:

  Yangxia: A transgender person who fantasizes about having a virtual girlfriend who was sent in by his mother for correction. (The current condition is improving, excellent student candidates.)]

  …

   [Conjecture link: - Dongxue, who is actually a boy, has a female body, while Yang Xia, a fantasy girlfriend who is fantasized, has a male body. This is contradictory. 】

   [Clue link: "The only one without a file, the 30th student who disappeared—who is the one who really doesn't exist?"]

  …

  【The clue link is completed, you have formed a guess! 】

  【You have formed the final conjecture, please make the final inference to reveal. 】

  …

  Su Ming'an watched the clues line up in front of him, the blue link line swept across his field of vision like an electric light.

   The fire was shining brightly in the cave, and the girl's tears slowly fell.

   "Dongxue." Su Ming'an said: "-We, the positions have changed, Dongxue."

  The winter snow is trembling.

   seemed to wake up suddenly from a misty dream, her hands were shaking, her hair was shaking with her trembling, and her whole body was shaking violently, as if she was about to freeze in the cold rain.

"Ah ha ha ha ha ha…"

   She suddenly started laughing, tears falling with her trembling.

  The blue and white hospital gown that was one size bigger completely wrapped her body. She hugged herself, curled up together, her fingers were so hard, her body was stuck on the ground like a wooden stake.

   Her throat was as dry as a desert at this time, but not a drop of water could moisten it, and the pain lingering all over her body like moisture was even more obvious. She was hoarse, gasping for breath, inhaling, laughing, and weeping.

  Like a board that suddenly cracked, she stood there, her long hair sticky and her light-colored clothes soaking wet, like a sheep that could fall down at any time.

   To her, the raindrops hanging at this time seemed heavy.

  Su Mingan watched this scene silently.

  The light of the fire moved in his eyes, and through the jumping colors, he saw a long black shadow behind Dongxue, like a gradually expanding abyss.

  The sheep in the rain collapsed before his eyes.

   With the sound of the heavy rain curtain, she fell like a blue whale before his eyes.

  Everything is poignant.

   Everything is desperate.

  …

  …

   [Later Dongxue gradually discovered. 】

  【—So she was the one who was created. 】

  【And the real correction is completed, the mature and stable protagonist Ge Yangxia has walked out of the haze of Baisha. 】

  【She has been abandoned in the memory of the past. 】

  【…Because this society doesn’t need her who can’t adapt and grow up. 】

  …

  【Yang Xia, transgender, **** patient, has a fantasy virtual girlfriend. 】

   [That girlfriend's name is Dongxue. 】

  …

  【She thought it was funny. 】

  【The world has never let her go. 】

  …

  【Perfect Clearance Progress·Escape Line: 90%】

   (end of this chapter)