Chapter 910 Chapter 908 · “Laugh.”

　　Although he just took a casual look at the church yesterday, Su Mingan remembered the names of all the students.

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“Only study and examination can change the future... If I can become a leader, I will definitely enact laws and regulations that make ordinary people happy.”]

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This is what Tao Meng said when she took the oath yesterday, and Su Ming'an still remembers her expression when she said this. She was a girl with a loud voice, and her clear voice echoed throughout the church. She studied very hard, and even when she was bandaged, she was always immersed in reading.

　　She was obviously about to take the college entrance examination, but today she jumped to the next level.

Jiang Xiaoshan looked at the face of the corpse and staggered a few steps with a pale face.

She opened her mouth and called out softly in disbelief:

 “Peach dream...?”

 Why do you want to commit suicide?

 You can take the college entrance examination tomorrow, right? You can change your destiny tomorrow, right?

How many times have you told me at night that you want to study hard and get good grades in order to change the fate of people like your parents... But why did you choose to take a leap at the dawn of dawn, on the eve of the college entrance examination? Down?

 It's obviously just a little bit close, isn't it?

 “Why did this girl commit suicide?” The soldiers lowered their heads and recorded.

"According to the data file, it seems that it was suddenly discovered yesterday that she failed the examination. Her grandfather once violated the death arrangement arranged by the gods, so there is a stain on her resume and she will not be able to take the exam for the rest of her life." Another soldier said.

"As for that? Can't we take the exam? This kind of child is too fragile in mind and will commit suicide if there is even the slightest problem. He is really irresponsible." said the soldier.

 They stuffed her into a cloth bag like a piece of pork.

No one cared about the struggle she went through in her heart, and no one thought about how she would survive in the future if she didn't even have a chance to take the exam.

Su Mingan stared at the blood-stained cloth bag, and he suddenly understood—

　　Why Tao Meng’s death ending was starving to death at the age of twenty-two.

—Because she had no chance to take the exam to change her destiny since she was born.

 The gods are infallible.

He is cruel enough to give you a little glimmer of hope and make you think victory is tomorrow. But suddenly I tell you that your death outcome has already foretold your life. No matter how hard you struggle, you cannot break your "destiny."

No matter how hard you study, how many times you get up at five in the morning to recite, or how many times you work hard to copy notes, your chance to struggle is taken away from you from the beginning.

 In the end, Taomeng chose **** resistance.

 For the last and only time in her life, she went against the arrangement of the gods. Today, when I was eighteen years old, I jumped off the mountain and went against the tragic fate of starving to death at the age of twenty-two.

 If you die early, the death outcome will be invalid. If she gives up her struggle early, the gods will no longer be able to watch her pain.

 …This was the last scream in her short life.

She didn’t even tell anyone, nor did she cry or make a fuss. She just quietly left the church alone in the morning without complaining to anyone. If the students hadn't come out in droves to find her, her death would not have been caught by any of her peers.

“There is another witness here!” A soldier noticed Su Mingan next to him: “Be careful of spreading negative emotions and make him laugh.”

 Several soldiers saw Su Mingan. A soldier walked towards Su Ming'an and patted him on the shoulder: "Young man, don't look so gloomy. Hurry up and smile."

Su Mingan looked at the **** steel bars and broken organs on the ground. He raised his head slightly and held the rag doll that had turned red.

Blood stains dripped down the back of his hand, and the back of his hand felt hot.

 The soldier stretched out his hand and pulled the corners of his mouth, revealing a forced smile, like a clown's funny mask:

 “Come, learn from me, laugh, laugh. Children, laugh.”

　　　【The world has gone crazy. 】 Su Mingan thought.

"Laugh out loud! Young man! Don't have this expression, you will bring trouble to the front line, you know? Don't be sad, don't spread negative emotions, laugh!" The smiles on the soldiers' faces have begun to distort: ​​"I Let me tell you, there was a very funny thing a few days ago. When we were disposing of the corpse, the corpse was not wearing underwear, hahahaha..."

 They laughed, clearly to divert attention, but it seemed to be their true intention.

　　【Laugh happily even in the face of tragedy. 】

 The blood stains on the ground were extremely glaring.

　　　　Laugh like crazy in the face of death. 】

 In the cloth bag, dark red blood seemed to seep out faintly, and a few black hairs leaked out of the puncture wound, like swaying water plants.

Through the puncture, Tao Meng's face can be vaguely seen. Her eyes are still open, wide open, full of bloodshot eyes, and there is a bit of doubt in her eyes, as if she is doubting what she sees in her eyes. Everything, why is it like this.

　　　【Also smile humbly when facing the gods. 】

 The refugees in the distance slowly raised their heads, but there was nothing in their eyes.

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　　【The survival of the race...has transformed people into lunatics. 】

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 “Haha, hahaha, laugh, young man, you—”

“Is it okay to just laugh?” Su Mingan said.

"Huh?" The soldier was stunned and laughed: "Of course. Can't we just laugh?"

-Of course.

 —Can’t we just laugh?

 “Because the person is dead, do you have to laugh?” Su Mingan said.

"Yes, it is precisely because we see dead people that we have to laugh hard." said the soldier.

 So, in their doubtful, puzzled and expectant eyes.

—The black-haired young man holding the doll laughed softly, like a stickman.

His voice didn't sound like a smile, but more like a low growl.

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In front of the colorful windows of the church, the bishop dressed in pure white chanted prayers.

 The students on both sides lowered their heads and no one spoke.

In the center of their sight was a small black box containing a heart-shaped necklace. There was no coffin, no flowers, and no body.

Tao Meng committed suicide, violating the destiny arranged by the gods. So even if she dies, the file will be included in the criminal record, and her body will only be crushed and disposed of, and will not be returned to the church. Li Mingyue couldn't even erect a monument to her publicly because she was a sinner.

 “Sinner”.

 A girl who was deprived of all opportunities to change her destiny and lost the chance to take the exam. She became a "sinner" by choosing to give up her life because of her foreseeable tragic life.

Su Mingan stood among the students and looked at their faces.

 “Do you still have faith?”

 In the silence, Jiang Xiaoshan’s voice was very clear.

 The students immediately looked at her, her words were too disrespectful. Even if they think so in their hearts, no one dares to say it out loud. At this time, it was Jiang Xiaoshan, who was usually timid, who said such words.

Li Mingyue stopped praying and looked at her quietly.

"Do you still need...faith?" But Jiang Xiaoshan just repeated these words. She looked at Taomeng's small box dully and aimlessly, her eyes already red.

 “Do you want to continue?”

 “What do I believe in?”

 “What does the church believe in…?”

 “What do humans believe in…?”

 The clear voice echoed in the empty cathedral, and the sun shone through the colorful windows.

 The only sound in the air was the sound of people breathing.

 “Go back and rest, we have the college entrance examination tomorrow.” Li Mingyue said.

 He did not praise Jiang Xiaoshan, nor did he scold her. Just let them rest. So, they stopped staying and left here silently, like a group of lambs driven by invisible things. Jiang Xiaoshan murmured confused words and followed the crowd away step by step.

Su Mingan raised his head and looked at the most conspicuous stained glass in the church again - a blue-eyed angel descended into the mortal world and stretched out his hands to the devil in the abyss. The angel's expression is noble and compassionate, as if he has tolerance and love for everything. He is wearing a white robe and white gloves, and reaches out to the demon who is on the verge of falling. But the demon with black eyes had a ferocious expression. Its body was embroidered with a terrifying blood-red python, a cross was nailed to its neck like a pendant, and blood-red curses came out of its mouth.

 The background of the stained glass is in the shape of a colorful ring, like a long snake encircling angels and demons. It also looks like a vague city in the sky. The color of the glass is half pure white and half blood red. The intertwining of these colors is like ice and fire, which attracted Su Mingan's attention.

 “Wen Sheng.” Li Mingyue said.

 “Hmm…?” Su Mingan came back to his senses.

Every time he saw this piece of stained glass, his eyes seemed to be drawn to it.

"Maybe you made the right choice to leave the small town. Only by leaving can you have the chance to change." Li Mingyue said.

Su Mingan said: "Godfather, someone said today that I am a king of alien species..."

Su Mingan still trusted Li Mingyue and wanted to ask Li Mingyue what he thought.

Li Mingyue’s expression remained calm after hearing this.

"What do you think about this matter?" Li Mingyue said.

"I am a human being, and only a human being. What I see now are scenes of alien species harming human beings, and all the people who are good to me are also human beings. Therefore, if there is no particularly big reversal, I will stand On the human side." Su Mingan said.

 “Then act according to what you want.” Li Mingyue said.

“But am I really the alien king? Godfather.” Su Mingan said.

 Li Mingyue's sight moved slightly.

 “You are not.” Li Mingyue said.

 “Okay.” Su Mingan nodded.

No matter what Li Mingyue thinks, at least judging from Li Mingyue's answer, Li Mingyue is more inclined to deny this matter.

 Farewell to Li Mingyue, Su Mingan returned home.

There was no sound at all at home, and the girl was lying on the computer table. The afternoon sun was very dazzling, but she slept deeply, she must be extremely tired.

At first glance, Su Mingan saw that the interface on the computer screen looked familiar—it was an interface similar to PR (editing software). It seems that Surolo fell asleep while editing the video.

There are some pill boxes scattered on the table, with the words [Bupropion] and [Paroxetine] written on the surface.

As soon as Su Mingan approached, Su Luoluo woke up. Her first reaction was to reach out and put away the medicine box before raising her head.

 “Little Yunduo is back?” Su Luoluo said.

“...Need help?” Su Mingan knew what kind of medicine it was.

"You saw it." Su Luoluo clenched the medicine box tightly, lowered his head and smiled bitterly: "Actually, I don't need any psychological comfort. Living every day is very tiring. If you can help me end the pain and close my eyes completely, I really want it. Say thank you.”

 “Don’t say that.” Su Mingan couldn’t tell at all. Su Luoluo, who usually likes to laugh cheerfully and comfort others, will also have this idea.

“Little Yunduo, you seem to be in pain, but you always like to comfort others.” Su Luoluo said.

Su Mingan looked at the system mirror and calmed down the expression on his face.

 “By the way, where did Xiao Hei go?” Su Mingan asked.

Since Su Wensheng cannot be exposed as Su Ming'an, Lu Shu's real name cannot be exposed either. So Su Mingan asked Lu Shu to give him a pseudonym. Lu Shu thought about it and named it "Xiao Hei".

"Xiao Hei went out to buy tea." Su Luoluo said: "Is he really called this name? Why does it sound like the name of an animal..."

“He just likes this kind of name.” Su Mingan changed the subject: “Okay, let me help you see how the video goes.”

 “Does Little Yunduo know how to edit?” Su Luoluo asked in surprise.

 “Well…” Su Mingan said softly: “I used to also like to make game videos.”

 “Then why don’t you do it now?” Surolo asked.

 “…” Su Mingan said nothing.

Su Mingan opened her anchor homepage and saw that she had published a total of more than a dozen videos, each of which had 200,000 to 300,000 views, which was already a very good result.

 But when he opened the comment area, he was instantly greeted by a bunch of trolls. These comments are many times more unfriendly than Zhai Xing's video platform. Dirty words such as "chicken", "face", and "one night" can be seen at a glance. These people seemed to only focus on her gender, not her achievements and efforts.

 “It’s very annoying to look at.” Su Mingan said in a low voice.

 At this moment, he suddenly saw the screen of his mobile phone flash, and the negative comments in the comment area disappeared immediately.

 A line of text appears on the screen:

　　【Deleted them all for you, my dear Wen Sheng. 】

Su Ming'an felt cold.

The gods are clearly watching all of this, and can even notice his whispers, but they don't care about all the tragedies that happen in this land.

“Hasn’t a guy named Su Lin come to you yet?” Su Mingan whispered. With Su Lin's temperament, he should go to the gods at this time.

 Writing flashes on the screen:

  【I don’t want to see him. I do not like him. 】

 “You don’t like him, but you like me?” Su Mingan said.

 Writing flashes on the screen:

【Um. 】

【like you very much. 】

 (End of this chapter)