Qin Shuang lowered his head, turned and left the hospital.

She wore a mask and a peaked cap, so that the person named Zheng Zhi could no longer laugh at Sister Xi, she didn't speak much along the way.

So when she arrived at the apartment where Cen Bai lived, she collapsed on the sofa.

Today, Cen Bai should have an event to participate in. He is not at home, so the lights at home are all turned off. The sky gradually dimmed. Qin Shuang turned on the lights in the living room, ran to the kitchen to cook a bowl of noodles, and ate without considering his body. stand up.

Ever since she discovered her special ability that day, she has been having trouble eating and sleeping. Even when she goes to bed at night, she dreams of being arrested.

The fans are especially the ones headed by "The wind blows the **** and the cool", holding a sign there, originally it was white light, or Qin Shuang, but now it only has two words: monster!

"Drow this monster!"

"What if she knows water? Burn her!"

The fans were so crazy when they supported her, and now they are so extreme. They surrounded her one by one, but she was **** all over and thrown into the water.

"Wow."

The water rushing in from all directions made her feel a deep suffocation.

The fear of nowhere to go and nowhere to escape made her awaken and never dared to sleep again.

Qin Shuang was under a lot of pressure, but no one dared to talk about this. For fear of being treated as a monster, the only person she dared to talk to and the only person who dared to tell the truth was Sister Xi.

Qin Shuang thought of this, picked up the noodles, and ate in one bite.

The hot noodles gave her body warmth, and her cold hands and feet gradually regained consciousness.

She took a deep breath, and then thought that in the crew, the actor...

She felt more heart-stuck, and ate another bite of noodles.

Then, her cell phone rang, and it was her newly signed agent who called.

The agent opened his mouth: "Xiao Shuang, what's the matter? I heard that you ran out of the crew? The director also vaguely said that it was not clear, and only said that he had given you two days off. What happened?"

Qin Shuang stretched her chin, and lowered her head: "Brother Li, can I stop acting in this play?"

The agent was stunned: "Why? Xiao Shuang, the penalty is very high, up to eight figures, you always have to give me a reason?"

Qin Shuang sighed, "In this scene, there is a kiss scene."

The agent opened his mouth again: "I know the kiss scene. Are you not 19 years old this year? You should have known this when you first took the scene, and you agreed. Do you regret it now?"

Qin Shuang wanted to be willful, and said that he regretted it and stopped acting.

But I haven't spoken yet, but I think that the studio is very hard for her. If she gives up at this time...

Qin Shuang took a deep breath: "Forget it, two days later, I will return to the crew."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Qin Shuang looked at the noodles in front of him again, suddenly losing his appetite.

Kiss scene...

As long as she thought of the actor who played the lead this time, she felt a little nauseous and retched.

Qin Shuang took a deep breath and didn't eat any more. She stood up and walked to the sofa to sit down, holding a pillow in a daze.

From childhood to adulthood, she was not likable.

Father does not hurt, mother does not love.

Even when the relatives met, they just praised Qin Lu and scolded her for being disobedient.

She really didn't know what she had done wrong, it would arouse so much disgust.

Maybe her existence is a disgusting thing.

Therefore, when she was fifteen years old, she felt that there was no meaning to live, so she went to the tall building and planned to jump down.

In this way, the daughter that the parents hated is gone, only Qin Lu is their baby.

At that time, Cen Bai's singing saved her.

It made her feel like there was light in her life.

Since then, she has turned herself into a hedgehog. No one likes it anyway, so just don't care about others' opinions.

Joining the Flame Club, following Gao Yanchen's dazzling power, watching others fear her, Qin Shuang is in the faint satisfaction, but his heart is greater emptiness.

But now it's different. She has Cen Bai and Sister Xi.

But if they know that they are a monster, will they continue to love her?

Qin Shuang clenched his fists and started to daze.

At this moment, the door of the room was suddenly pushed open. She turned her head abruptly and saw Cen Bai standing at the door and changing shoes.

Qin Shuang was surprised: "Why are you back?"

Cen Bai raised his eyebrows: "Passing from here, and seeing the light in the apartment, I know you are here. Why? Did the drill not go well?"

It's not going well.

But she didn't want to add trouble to the idol, so she said, "It's okay."

Cen Bai came over and looked at her: "What are you doing?"

Qin Shuang smoothly picked up the script from the table: "Look at the script and ponder the role."

Cen Bai glanced at it, and his expression suddenly joked, "Is this scene difficult?"

She just looked like she had been in a daze for a long time.

Qin Shuang thought of this and replied: "Yes, it's difficult, so I'm thinking about the character's psychology."

Cen Bai smiled: "Well, we haven't done this before. It's really difficult."

Qin Shuang:? ? ?

She glanced at the script suddenly and found that what she was holding in her hand turned out to be a **** scene! And, it's a **** scene in the bathroom!

Qin Shuang's cheeks flushed instantly, and then he caught a glimpse of Cen Bai standing up and walking to the bathroom.

Qin Shuang: "Old, husband, you, what are you doing?"