"Miao Miao, you haven't tasted that kind of loneliness, nor the kind that looked at the people you care about, and died one by one, the big world, but only me alone... originally I thought that I was early I got used to it and calmed down, but I met you. I used to want to give you the best happiness in your limited life, and then hold you to grow old, but I did not expect that happiness came too fast, also It's perfect."

"Like the poison, it slowly corrodes my heart. The more happy and content I am with you, the more I am reluctant to let go. As long as I am reluctant, I greedily want to keep it forever...I know I am selfish. But if I don’t do that, then there are only two waiting for our end.”

"Or, I will stop here and disappear forever. This is also your elders. I plan to arrange for you and implement the outcome. It is because I have to open my heart and get a compromise."

"Or, just let me watch you die, if I had to do that, why don’t I do it myself... Miao Miao, the reason why I don’t tell you is because I can’t afford to gamble, I know better than anyone, living people follow The difference between dead people, even if you say you love me, you say you don’t regret it, I dare not take this as a bet...I can’t afford to lose.”

I couldn't afford to lose it, but it was the way to distrust between me and Rong Qi.

He didn’t believe it, or couldn’t believe it, and I would die for him.

And I don’t believe that Rong Qi will really hurt me, and the purpose is to keep me beside him.

He is selfish, but selfish makes me feel bad.

We looked at each other quietly.

Because of my consciousness, I just returned to the flesh, and the whole person was still numb, but after a short adaptation, I slowly stood up.

I saw that in Rong Qi's eyes, a panic and fear flashed quickly.

He suddenly opened his arms and hugged my waist tightly.

"Miao Miao, don't go, I won't let you go. It's the end of the matter. You haven't looked back. Forgive me, Miao Miao, please, forgive me?"

Rong Qi almost begged hard.

And I never thought that Rong Qi's love could be so humble.

"What if I have to leave?"

I said indifferently.

"If you leave, I will, I will..."

Rong Qi hugged me like a child who was about to be abandoned. There is no better way to do everything he can, "I will, I will... I will show you all the dust..."

"I just want to go to the bathroom."

I said lightly.

Rong Qi held my movement and froze.

Like a kid with a broken farce, he looked up and looked at me blankly.

I also glanced at him.

Rong Qi hesitated, letting go of his arms carefully, and letting me stagger forward.

I have been dead for two days. The basic functions of living people are estimated to be almost funerals. I am like a group of souls now attached to my body.

Half dead.

Slowly push open the bathroom door.

Although I had already prepared myself in my heart, when I saw my honor in the mirror, I still throbbed a little, pale, without any charm.

Rong Qi, hiding in the doorway, looked at me quietly.

I seemed afraid that I would be angry and hurriedly explained: "Miao Miao, you are just waking up now, and it is a bit unstable. I must raise you well. I raise you like a normal person, but only half as much as a normal person. Just breath, you are not dead, really not..."

"Can I go out now?"

I suddenly cut off his words and asked.

Rong Qi stayed for a while, thought for a moment, and said, "Miao Miao, do you want to go out? But..."

"Stopped in the house for a long time and wanted to go out and see."

It can be seen that my move may make Rong Qi a little embarrassed, but he nodded quickly.

"Okay, wait for me, I will let you out soon..."

As if I were willing to talk to him like this as long as I didn’t leave, it was a matter of celebration. I turned around with a smile and walked away, as if to get me something.

I am curious what he is going to get.

But in a blink of an eye, I smelled a tantalizing fragrance, yes, a tantalizing taste, like... like fresh blood.

I swallowed my throat unconsciously, like a hungry person, and suddenly saw the food.

Then I saw that Rong Qi walked quickly and stumbled to me again.

He carefully carried a small bowl in his left hand, and there was red blood in the bowl.

And he carried several fierce wounds on the arteries of the arm holding the bowl, and it seemed that he had just released blood from the inside.

Zombies have little blood.

The only thing that is so important is that he is also accompanied by Rong Qi who has been practicing zombie blood for centuries.

He released it to me.

"Drink, you can go out after drinking, the sun won't burn you."

With blood on his face, Rong Qi smiled, pleased carefully, and then told me to say: "But you must come back within twelve hours, otherwise you will be in danger... Miao Miao, you can rest assured that this is only temporary, and it won't be long. , You will be well, and you can live a normal life like me."

Rong Qi tried hard to let me accept.

Let me believe him.

But when I saw that the knife marks on the arteries of his arm suddenly stabbed me in the eyes, he knew that I could not see him hurt or sad.

knowing that……

"Miao Miao, drink it."

Rong Qi seemed afraid of my repentance, and handed the small bowl of blood towards me.

I just stared in a daze.

When I was alive, how could I drink blood and feel sick at first glance, but at the moment, I like the taste.

This is Rong Qi's blood.

He married me and gave me the ultimate happiness.

Later he killed me again and made me a living dead person.

But I don't care whether I am dead or alive, from beginning to end, as long as I want, he seems to give without hesitation, even if he draws his blood, his heart under his wrist.

Such Rong Qi.

What should you do if you let me take you?

"Miao Miao, are you upset, don't be upset, I'm not worth it...My blood will come back from raising, the blood of the corpse, Xiaoheng, who can't drink it."

Extremely delicious blood.

Placed in front of my eyes, but below is Rong Qi, mottled scarred scars, and please him timid smile.

I kept tolerating again and again, and finally took the blood in his hand, swallowed it in my mouth, grabbed the coat in the cupboard, and I almost won the door.

"Miaomiao..."

Behind him is Rong Qi's call with some fear and sincerity, and stares at me closely.

"Relax, I won't run."

When I said this sentence, I felt that I was crazy, and I had reached this step with him, and I was still thinking about his feelings.

He is most afraid of loneliness.

"Okay, I'll wait for you to come back."

Rong Qi laughed like a child.

I flung out the door, the weather outside should be afternoon at this moment, the sun is not so blazing in winter, but I still have a slight discomfort.

I don't know why I have to come out.

Staying in that room, I felt suffocated, as if I could not vent the shock in my heart at the moment.

My beloved man killed me.

Regardless of the reason, he did not trust me and created another strange state of life for me.

What's even more **** is that I still love him hopelessly and love him.

"Miaomiao."

Seeing Ye Qun standing in the street at the door, he did not go.

"How are you?"

Ye Qun looked at me with some surprise.

Judging from his hesitant glance, I can see that after I drank Rong Qi's blood, it should be a bit human.

"Can you take me to a place where no one is?"

"boarding."

Ye Qun to simply.

He didn't know yet. The specific grievance between me and Rong Qi only knew that I was dead. My state at the moment was not very stable.

"How about Xiaoheng?"

After getting in the car, I asked casually.

Ye Qun probably knew that I was in a dull mood, and deliberately diverted the topic, laughing: "That kid always likes painting. Last week he shouted for me to enroll him in a class. I went to class the other day, but today I didn’t. Let him go, he is too weak, let him soak the body water for a few days."

I screamed.

There seems to be nowhere to go.

So Ye Qun drove out of the downtown area, and the surrounding buildings began to decrease.

People are getting thinner and thinner.

Until it came to a desolate land, not far away, it was still a burial place, too special to echo my current mood.

"What's going on, can you tell?"

Ye Qun glanced at me.

I lowered my head, letting the wind from all directions blow my messy long hair, probably this should be my most embarrassed time.

"I'm dead, do you know?"

It was a long time before I said that.

Then he laughed at himself, Ye Qun, actually became the object of my talk.

"I know."

Ye Qun nodded, "The advertising sign in the shopping mall accidentally fell and injured a lot of people. You were not injured, but you were shocked and died unexpectedly, but I don't believe it at all. You will die suddenly. Miao Miao I know, very Brave and capable, how could it be frightened by a little accident..."

Ye Qun looked at me seriously.

Seems to be waiting for my answer.

"sudden death?"

I shook my head, "It seems that Rong Qi's methods are doing very well, and the traces are also very clean, so that the hospital thinks that I was a sudden death."

"Rong Qi?"

Ye Qun's eyes widened.

I'm afraid he can't think of it anyway. The one who killed me will be my favorite man in the world.

Immediately, I suppressed the secrets in my heart for a whole two days, and all told Ye Qun. Although I and Ye Qun didn't know each other for a long time.

But I believe that she is the only person I can trust at the moment.

Ye Qun was stunned after listening to this, a little unbelievable story.

Join me and squat on the road teeth without squeaking for a long time.

"Do you smoke?"

Finally, Ye Qun took out his cigarette. I knew he was smoking a cigarette when he was upset, but he just stopped handing out the cigarette.

"Sorry, I forgot, you're mad now."