Since it has something to do with her, it doesn't matter if I listen to it.

Thinking of this, Shiina's face showed a natural look, and he obediently stood aside, ready to continue listening.

"Yes, the reason why I didn't continue to paint is because it is really white. In fact, it's not just me alone, there are many people who have given up painting because of true whiteness."

Rita laughed at herself. She remembered the days back. Now it still feels so painful. But now that she has a listener, she is still willing to speak out and tell each other, but when she speaks, she seems to be talking to herself. Self-spoken: "The children in Grandpa Zhenbai’s studio are not the same as the innocent children in the painting classrooms outside. Everyone wants to learn professional painting, and they want to become a famous painter. Come from all over the world."

"These children always thought that they were special. After all, they are not special, so they cannot enter the studio of Grandpa True White. In the art world, that studio is like a holy place, and those who can enter are the pride of heaven. ."

"Although it may be a bit inappropriate to say that, I was once one of the members, and I was also quite good, because I have been painting since I am sensible. Painting is the future for me, no matter what I paint. My parents and grandpa would praise me. I was so happy to hear their praises. I worked hard to paint in order to paint better. I kept drawing in order to get their praises."

Having said this, the expression on Rita's face began to become a little scary, and she said in a cold voice one by one: "However, all this has started to change little by little since it became really white. That's right, all It’s not the same. So are my parents and grandpa. They are all addicted to their true white talents. Other things are completely ignored. And I am just one of those things that I don’t care about, so I started to look for them. I never gave up when I tried to compete with Shiina. I didn't give up because I was able to win the Shiina Shiba in a fair manner, so that my family could pay attention to me again."

"I don't know how many times I failed, but I didn't give up, but one day my grandfather and my parents told me to forget it. Because I couldn't win it really white, so forget it. It doesn't make sense to paint any more, so forget it! I am an unneeded child, so I was just given up."

"The result is this, not unexpected. The reality presented before us is very cruel, because everyone is like a waste in front of Zhen Bai.

However, in the more talented world of the art world, these are all things taken for granted.

That's right, it's a matter of course. The weak will eat the strong no matter where they are, and the waste will be eliminated by the strong.

If you want to become a real artist, you will inevitably eliminate many people and use these people as stepping stones to keep moving forward.

But our situation was a little different at that time because of the existence of true white. "

"No matter how hard we try, there is no way to become like Zhen Bai. We are completely inferior to her. Zhen Bai is always so dazzling, and Zhen Bai's eyes didn't look at us at all. Zhen Bai easily destroyed us with invisible weapons just for the sake of The children who gathered in the studio for painting have devastated the dreams and hopes of all our peers who are painters as they are now, and they will never show a trace of guilt."

"And as long as you look at the really white paintings, you will feel that all of us are different from the world in which she exists. People can see what real talents are. Incompetent people are fakes.

It seems to be laughing at us. Incompetent people can't succeed no matter what, even if they try everything they can, they can't see the shadow of true white, and even true white has never seen anyone in the painting! This is the biggest insult to us as painters! "

"I still remember Zhenbai once told me that I will definitely become a great painter. People like you certainly can't understand my feelings. Since Zhenbai told me that I can become a great painter, let me do it. A dream, even if I was given up by my family, I still didn’t give up because of the truthful words, but I was wrong from the beginning, and finally it was useless and took the dream from me without permission! As a painter, all of this is really white, it’s all really white’s fault!!"

Rita's heart-piercing voice resounded nearby, as if abandoned by the world, full of unwillingness and resentment.

"Kang Dang" sounded, as if something had fallen on the ground.

The sudden sound shocked Rita and Wang Hao, turned around together, and looked at each other towards the place where the sound was made.

What fell on the ground was a plastic bag containing three bottles of black tea. A beautiful girl stood there at some unknown time.

Shiina's face was pale, the usual indifferent color had long since disappeared, her eyes were hollow and filled with confusion, she kept mumbling to herself, repeating the same words: "Rita, I'm sorry...I'm sorry ……I am sorry……"

Zhen Bai kept apologizing on the spot, his face was full of confusion about the world, like a drowning person who couldn't find a life-saving straw, so helpless.

It's like recognizing the world suddenly, I don't know what to do next, I just stayed in a daze with fear, everything is full of fear.

"Is it still useful to say this now? I don't need your apology! I hate true white the most, if true white doesn't exist from the beginning!!!"

Rita exclaimed excitedly, showing a terrifying expression that she had never seen before, making the latter even more at a loss. She felt so unfamiliar with her childhood friend at this moment, but she kept apologizing. , Repeating the three words "I'm sorry".

Upon seeing this scene, Wang Hao's expression was complicated. It was a little unexpected for Zhenbai to appear here. He had never thought of involving Zhenbai in such a thing.

But now it's too late to say anything. Although it's pure white, it's not stupid. Even if Wang Hao says some remedial words, it won't help.

Now that Zhenbai knew it, there was nothing he could do. Although he wanted to make Zhenbai a carefree, innocent girl, it seemed impossible now.

It is not a bad thing to let the other party understand some things.

"enough!"

Thinking of this, Wang Hao turned to look at Rita, his face was already indifferent: "Have you finished what you want to say?"

Originally, Wang Hao thought that the other party should be even more different, and he should also know the true white thoughts.

But apparently, after listening to Rita's words, Wang Hao realized that the other party didn't know the truth at all.

He was a little disappointed. He watched Rita's expressionlessly continue to say: "If you only want to say these things, it is really boring. I did not expect that the true white friends who trusted from childhood would be so unbearable, from beginning to end. Talking about my misfortune, I have never understood the true white thoughts."

"What do you mean? Zhenbai and I grew up together since childhood, do you think I don't know what she thinks?!"

"Literally, I said that you are a selfish, arrogant guy who completely ignores other people's ideas! Will the childhood sweethearts who grew up together be able to understand another person's ideas? Really simple! You really know how white you are now Do you think that? In that case, do you now know what she likes now? Do you know how much effort she puts behind her back alone? You don't know anything at all!"

"Ho! Stop talking about Rita! It's all my fault, I'm too stupid to notice..."

Shiina Masashi said to Wang Hao, shaking constantly all over, like an abandoned cat.

Because of fear of being hated by Rita, fear and fear are like being abandoned.

Rita is such an important existence for Zhen Bai, and she usually doesn't care about the true Bai of others. Perhaps the only person who cares is Rita.

For the past ten years since the age of six, I have been painting with Zhenbai, the only friend facing each other.

So Zhenbai cares about Rita very much, because Rita is a childhood sweetheart and only friend, even Zhenbai has regarded her as a relative without knowing it, so she is afraid of losing.

For Zhen Bai, who has only been around Rita since she was a child, Rita has become an important part of her life, and it is for her to come into contact with other things besides painting.

I could have endured darkness, if I had never seen light.

Rita Einzworth, is a ray of light in Shiina Mashiro's life, bringing a ray of hope.

"Sorry, it's white, I have to say something now."

Wang Hao wanted to stretch out his hand and rub Zhen Bai's head, but he stretched it halfway and then retracted it. Now he must let Zhen Bai know everything clearly.

However, his gaze at Rita became colder, and he continued: "It’s so white, even if a person is injured, he won’t tell anyone anything, but a silly kid who will bear everything behind his back, you’re talking about those Have you ever thought about the dignified words?"

"To shut up!"

"You never thought about it! If you take other people together as a reason, that's good, but don't you know? You are really white painting when you drink coffee, and you are really white painting when you are playing, even you Zhen Bai is also painting when he is sleeping. Even you, who is regarded as a friend of Zhen Bai, never know what Zhen Bai is doing or thinking. I thought that Zhen Bai still has your friend. It seems that you are just to satisfy yourself. His desire is close to Zhen Bai. Don’t you really know that Zhen Bai has nothing but painting? A guy who gives up halfway is not qualified to say that a person who has been working hard all the time!"

"Shut up! Shut up!!"

"It’s all true Bai’s mistakes that you say, and you know that Zhen Bai doesn’t understand this at all. You won’t understand these things if you don’t tell Zhen Bai, so you have been making excuses for yourself like this. Respond to the expectations of others and work hard. If you fail, you will blame others. You never said what you want to do. You seem to have no explanation at all? You keep talking about others' mistakes from beginning to end, but you are constantly anxious. Fear, sorrow, suspicion, self-blame, depression, hatred, hostility, resentment, revenge, jealousy! In fact, you are the person who made the mistake! Why didn't you tell this? In fact, you are not willing to face reality at all. !"

The words are frosty, ruthless and cold, and the reality is explicit.

Wang Hao's words broke through Rita's disguise as a sharp sword. The latter said excitedly: "Shut up! You don't know anything! As high as you are, you obviously don't know anything. It’s a terrible thing to just analyze others on your own, and then say nothing! Is there any fun in doing this? You bastard!!"

As soon as he finished speaking, Rita ran forward, reaching out and rushing to beat Wang Hao.

Wang Hao looked at Rita who was rushing over with expressionless face, and when the other party approached, he gently flashed to the side, and said mercilessly, "Are you the only one you have?"

"Ah! Shut up your mouth! If you are a man, just stand on the spot and see if I don't tear your nasty mouth in half!!"

After being run away by the other party, Rita became depressed and even more irritable. She felt like a clown.

Wang Hao turned a blind eye to all this, and he was still relentlessly sarcasm: "If you can do it, you can try it."

The irritability that couldn't vent filled Rita's heart, and she was angry. She picked up her bag and threw it towards Wang Hao, but unfortunately they were all evaded by the latter one by one.

He picked up the drink that fell on the ground and threw it over. However, Wang Hao easily drew it aside. When there was nothing to lose in the end, Rita gave Wang Hao a vicious look with red eyes, and turned and ran alone.

There was a slight light rain in the sky, and the wind rolled up the leaves, and the pedestrians in the amusement park began to leave in twos and threes.

Wang Hao just watched all this coldly, he would not go to Rita, because Zhenbai's current situation made people even more worried.

The rain is getting bigger and bigger, and gradually there are no people around.

Shiina Mashiro is like a homeless cat ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ curled up alone beside the street lamp in the amusement park.

Wang Hao quietly approached the opponent, silently blocking his clothes on Zhen Bai's head.

The cold air, the cold rain.

This world seemed to lose its warmth for Shiina Mashiro.

Rita's words completely negated Shiina's past life.

"Ho, I don't know anything, I never thought about hurting Rita, I'm a bad boy..."

Shiina Shiro raised his head blankly. Those eyes were hollow, which made people feel distressed when they saw it.

"No, Mashiro, you are not wrong. From the day you and I met, I knew that the girl named Mashiro Shiina has always been so kind, always so innocent, as if she was a carefree and shouldn't The elves that exist in this society are like. You have brought a lot of joy to me and everyone in the Hyundai Dimensional Research Society. I have always believed that I can meet Shiina Shirai, it is really great!"