Tian Jing's suppressed emotions spewed out at that moment, her eye circles were red, she bit her lips and choked, turned her head to the corner, her shoulders trembled.

She was not willing, because the pressure in the big city was too great. She was alone for too long. The meat that fell from her was her deepest concern and thought.

Ji Huai put his hand on her shoulder and comforted her, "One is also to raise, and two are also to raise. Since it comes, it will be life. Just work harder."

He followed the crowd, and he was a bit resigned.

"What about your parents? Are they willing to stay? We are still living in this house. It is impossible not to be affected. My sister-in-law gave birth to two and knocked out two. She will have to regenerate in the future. Don't give up until you have a boy." She was also a little excited, expressing her dissatisfaction, she pressed the tears in her eyes, helpless and grief, "Is it a fertility machine? Am I going to be like this?"

She didn't want to say these words originally, because it was a matter of clarification, she could only secretly plan in her heart, but since Ji Huai said to stay and not regenerate, then she had to make it clear.

She can walk step by step to the present, it means that she is not a temperament to be manipulated, she is more like a hedgehog, sensitive and suspicious, will put up armor to protect herself and the people she wants to protect.

Ji Huai was also a little silent by her, and he pondered for a while and explained, “I don’t know about the older brother and sister-in-law, but sister-in-law herself should also want to have a boy. I don’t care. If this stays, we will definitely not I can’t afford it when I’m born. I want to stay. I don’t know what you think."

Tian Jing didn’t think too much, and listened to him continue to say, “The children are born and raised by us. Parents will definitely make trouble, but if they make trouble, they can only make trouble. In order to resolve conflicts, they can’t live together. , We have to live, but in this case, the money we invested is equivalent to no more."

When they built the house, they paid out 200,000, which is more than that. Although she was in the same company, her salary was one and a half higher than his. He didn't spend any money and smoked again. She saved most of the money. After building the house, I bought furniture and purchased things. In addition, Ji Tianqi was born. She has no job. The child is often sick. She has to pay her social security. They have not paid off their credit cards.

The past few years have been very tight, and this year I plan to save some savings for my children to attend a better kindergarten.

Tian Jing calmed down, exhaled vigorously, and began to think seriously.

If they go out, the mountains will be pressed down against them, and they can't breathe just thinking about it.

If you want to get something, you have to exchange it for something else. She has always understood this. She looked at him, “Although it’s not very pleasant to get along at home, Mom can help us to cook Kiki while cooking Shanshan and Miao Miao Fan. We don’t have to pay rent and utility bills. Just pay one thousand a month for food. Qiqi's insurance has to be bought again, and she has to pay for her kindergarten. I also have to pay for social security, and I have to pay back my credit card. You can save a few thousand yuan on rent at home. Your salary After tax, there are no more than ten thousand. Have you thought about these issues?"

These are very real problems. Their life will be much harder than they are now. Ji Huai's idea is very simple. He has not suffered much. Although he is two years older than her, his mind is far from her mature and rational.

She will come over no matter how hard she is, but he may not be able to, she is afraid that he will not be able to bear the pressure, because he is a person who has grown up smoothly and is different from her.

In her gaze, Ji Huai's eyes sank. He obviously didn't expect to be so thin. He moved his lips and didn't immediately answer the conversation. His brows were also twisted tightly. The hope in Tian Jing's eyes slowly dimmed again.

Ji Huai said, "Don't think about it all at once."

"How can I not think about it? Moving out is to live, and I can't help you with my child." Tian Jing looked at him without anxiousness, only felt powerless, and her words became a little tired, "No Just say that you are born with one mouth, and move out when you say that you move out. Don’t you think things are so simple? Don’t be emotional."

It would be very difficult for this child to give birth without a quarter father and mother, let alone so many obstacles. Raising children now is not as simple as it was decades ago.

Ji Huai shook her hand and slowly explained her voice, "I have no feelings, don't be too anxious, think about everything in one go. The credit card will be paid in half a year, and Qiqi's insurance is still there. It took a few months to pay. The kindergarten is next year. If you don’t have any money, you can pay by credit card and then pay in installments. I owed a few credit cards before, but I paid it back over the past two years.

"We only need to ensure that we have income, a source of livelihood, and that we can move out without embarrassment. We have no vicious debts and no squandering. We have the ability to make money. If we survive, the days will pass by."

She has always been alone, she has nowhere to go, she feels insecure and feels that no one can help her. She thinks everything well and arranges many things, so she is very anxious. Her career is very hard, her life is tense, and her mood is relatively unstable. He has always been her mood stabilizer.

Tian Jing's irritability was gradually relieved. When he looked at him, a sour and hot sensation surged to the tip of his nose, tears in his eyes, as if he took off his armor suddenly, revealing his fragile and soft heart.

Ji Huai reached out and hugged her in his arms, covered her back with his hands, patted and soothed again and again, and whispered in her ear, "Remove your social security of about two thousand and four, and remove the rent of about three thousand. , If we return the credit card again, we won’t be starved, and the credit card doesn’t have to be paid back immediately. It’s okay to apply for one or two rescues. We can’t go to a bilingual kindergarten for the time being. If we can’t apply for interest classes and early education, we will not report it first. If we have money, we will let her go. Don’t arrange everything at once. There will be as much money as you can."

"Don't think too much, put too much pressure on yourself. You are stressed and anxious to sleep. It is not good for you and your children. We only need to save a sum of money for your pregnancy checkup and hospitalization every month. Nothing else is in a hurry."

"En." Tian Jing nodded gently in his arms, reminding him with a cry of voice, "Don't you still have some provident fund? It can be used for the rent. I'll let it go. It should be half a year?"

The company is very stupid, and only pays at 5%. They used to rent a house before. Ji Huai has saved a little more this year, and it will probably be worth half a year.

"Isn't it better in this case?" He smiled and looked down at her. In fact, he thought about it, just letting out the worst result would raise her expectations.

Tian Jing was not too embarrassed, and buried her head in his arms again. I can't say that the situation is better, I can only say that I don't need to apply for a credit card, but the days are definitely sad, and I can't run away with hard work. A large amount of expenses and a large amount of expenses have not been calculated.

"When I receive this month's salary, we will go to find a house. Don't tell my parents, I will solve it." Ji Huai said his plan.

"Okay." She listened to him this time.

"Go to sleep." Ji Huai opened the quilt and lay down himself.

Tian Jing's grievances and boredom in the past few days have disappeared without a trace, and most of her distress has been relieved, so she followed him to sleep and moved to his side.

She gave birth to another and became pregnant. Now she actually wants to go out to rent a house. Ji Huai does not earn much because of a high degree. In the past, this condition was really terrible, but she didn’t think he was bad at all. She has a good vision.

Conditions do not matter in front of these things.

Ji Huai just reached out to turn off the light, and noticed that she was approaching, reached out to hug her, and then pulled the quilt up.

Although feeling the bitter days are coming, Tian Jingxin is relaxed and happy. He fell asleep after holding him for a while, and was still asleep.

Ji Huai, who used to have a big heart, held her, sorting out the thoughts in his mind. What he said just now was calm and gentle, he just transferred the pressure from Tian Jing to himself.

At the end of his previous life, he quit his job at the company and found a casual job with a monthly income of several thousand yuan. He thought he had no pressure, and lived idle. Now he is about to support a family, and the child is even more broken. For the banknote machine, if the life is too hard and both of them are depressed, Tian Jing is afraid that he will be very anxious. For him, it has directly started the difficult mode.

He was unwilling to let her endure hardship with him, so he had to carry a family quickly.

Ji Huai didn't take her to the hospital on the grounds that she was busy at work. Tian Jing relaxed and continued to take care of the children at home. By the way, she took care of her body, and figured out when she left here and what could be taken away.

He said he would not let her interfere in this matter and just leave it to him.

Since the sister-in-law Ji was in confinement, Tian Jing also had to help take her two daughters, or she had to exchange cooking and housework with her mother.

Shanshan and Miaomiao were eight years old and five years old. When they were formally naughty, Ji Tianqi was less than two years old. The three children got together. It was okay when they had fun, and when they were crying, they were more ruthless. Who Don't let anyone.

Tian Jing got a headache because of the quarrel, and Sister Ji went downstairs. She was wearing a long dress and long sleeves, slippers on her feet, and a mobile phone in her hand. She kept looking at her. Hearing crying and looking at her two daughters, she scolded. The voice, "Shanshan, give the toy to my sister, being a sister is not like a sister!"

Of course Ji Shanshan didn't want to, she held it tighter, and Ji Miaomiao was still robbing it.

"Say why don't you listen?" Sister Ji was so angry, she rushed down and carried Ji Shanshan over. Tian Jing wanted to stop her, but the other party had already been beaten twice on the butt, and started crying.

Ji Miaomiao did not hide, and was taught to cry together.

"Why are you so disobedient? Do you want to **** me off?" Sister Ji sat on the sofa. Seeing the two children still crying, her voice was raised again and she suppressed it with brute force, "Try crying again?! I make you cry enough!"

The two daughters were really afraid of her, so they choked, stopped crying, and blushed.

Sister Ji was suffocated in the house, she folded her legs on the sofa, pulled a tissue, and pulled Ji Miaomiao over, wiped her tears at will, and continued to watch the drama on the phone.

Tian Jing swallowed what she was about to say again. Sister Ji was more casual than her in this house. The child she gave birth was also thrown to Ji’s mother, and she didn’t do much housework. The second floor where they lived was really messy, but no one felt it. She just didn't see anything.

Sister Ji is also a local. Her family and Ji’s mother are in the same village. She came to Ji’s house with Brother Ji after graduating from junior high school. They have been here for more than ten years. Usually they speak local dialects at home, and she doesn’t understand them, so they are more intimate. Besides Ji Huai, he only has a daughter in this family.

I heard that Ji’s sister-in-law had not been pregnant for seven or eight years. Later, Ji’s mother took her to take medicine everywhere. Only then did she give birth to two daughters. It was not easy to give birth, but she didn’t care much.

"I heard that you were a daughter?" The drama on the mobile phone was playing commercials, and Sister Ji rarely raised her head and asked Tian Jing.

Tian Jing was making beautiful braids for her daughter, and nodded when she heard her words.

"Why are you also a daughter? It's easier to be pregnant with a boy." Sister Ji said in her words, but her gloating is not well hidden, and she is quite happy to see it.

Of course she didn’t want Tian Jing to give birth to a boy. Ji’s mother’s Mandarin was not good, so she didn’t communicate with Tian Jing very much, and she could still talk with her. Sin, of course I don't want Tian Jing comfortable.

We will suffer together.

Tian Jing narrowed her expression and continued to braid her daughter, "Whatever you are pregnant, this can't be controlled."

"Then you are going to kill, right?" Sister Ji said after she finished speaking, "I think it's easier to give birth, but it's hard to give birth. In fact, it's the same thing to kill, and it's pregnant with a boy."

In that tone, there seemed to be a little regret for having a second one.

Tian Jing didn't return her, and didn't know how to return.

Ji Huai was right. Sister Ji also wanted to give birth to a boy. She believed that she had to be born. She was on the united front with Ji’s mother. There was no pressure on her to stay in this home. Someone helped her bring the baby for free, and she only Will feel bad, thinking about how to give birth to a boy.

Although she had been sitting in the confinement, sister Ji didn't take it seriously, and sometimes she didn't take it seriously. The confinement who had not been sitting for long last time wandered around in a miniskirt.

The TV series began, and Sister Ji continued to watch her play regardless of whether she returned.

Tian Jing put on her daughter's hairpin. Ji Tianqi was still very narcissistic and wanted to look at herself in the mirror. Tian Jing turned on the front camera of her mobile phone to let her see, and pulled her braid twice, and the other party giggled.

Looking at her daughter's smile, she also smiled softly.

"Come over for dinner." Ji Mu shouted in a local dialect. This sentence is the only local sentence Tian Jing has learned, but Ji Tianqi has learned better than her standards.

That night, Ji Tianqi still mimicked what Ji Mu said.

"You go and teach your mother that she can't." Ji Huai smiled at his daughter and asked her to teach Tian Jing.

When Tian Jing got married, Grandpa Ji was still there, and the old man could not listen to Mandarin. When Tian Jing went to deliver him food, he stumbled and said non-standard local language.

"Mom, would you say'for dinner?'" When Ji Tianqi heard that there was something her mother didn't understand, she ran over, shaking her two braids.

"Mother won't." Tian Jing knew that she was not standard and didn't plan to lose face in front of her daughter.

"I teach you." Ji Tianqi pursed her little mouth, as if she was going to be a little teacher.

Tian Jing saw Ji Huai staring here, waiting for a good show, she said to her daughter, "Neither will Dad, you go teach Dad first."

"Dad will." Ji Tianqi said and lit her head, compelling, "Mum won't."

Ji Huai leaned on the bed, with raised eyebrows. Tian Jing, who was unable to lose sight of her daughter, could only follow her daughter. She tried to imitate, but she still had an accent. Ji Tianqi kept saying wrong, like a real little teacher, pulling her and saying, Talking over and over again.

Tian Jing was embarrassed, but didn't lose his temper. She followed her daughter seriously and interacted with her.

He looked at the mother and daughter and kept his eyes on them.

The meaning of life is nothing more than hope and hope, not a stagnant pool. There is a big difference between love and non-love. A word from someone who doesn't love can make people irritable, and someone who loves is quite patient with what she does. Marriage is trivial and exhausting, and the right person will feel bitter and sweet.

Since Sister Ji’s confinement, Tian Jing has lost a lot of work. It is not how much work the other party has done, but that she takes her two daughters to go shopping every other day, and Ji mother does not need to help her watch two A child is naturally free to do a lot of things.

Her life is more chic than them. Brother Ji will give her three thousand yuan every month. She has never paid for the food at home. If Mother Ji asks, she will say that the money is with Brother Ji, but Brother Ji does not give it again. It's not that she didn't give it. For her son, Ji's mother also closed her eyes. Both children are in school.

Every time she looked at the snacks she bought back, Tian Jing had a headache, the children were greedy, and Ji Tianqi was clamoring to eat it again and again, but her stomach was weak, so she did not dare to let her eat it, so she could only try not to let her daughter see it. Tell her storybooks in the room as much as possible to attract her attention.

Sister-in-law Ji observed Tian Jing for a few days, and found that the other party had no intention of having a baby, so she asked Ji's mother around the corner, "Mom, are Ji Huai and the rest going to give birth?"

In fact, she heard Ji Mu said that she wanted to get rid of it.

"No birth, it must be killed, how can you afford it?" Ji Mu was knocking the seeds and replied casually.

"When the month is old, you must fight quickly? You have to sit in the confinement, which is also a crime. The confinement has to sit well. After all, her body is also weak. Didn't she fall into red when she was pregnant?" , The tone is still very concerned.

She gave birth very quickly, and there was no discomfort in hitting the baby. Moreover, she certainly didn’t want Tian Jing to be born. Ji Mu had already worked hard to take her two daughters. If she were to be born, she would have to take them too. Tian Jing still had to go to work. What she allocated was her resources. Of course she was not happy. .

After Tian Jing was killed, she had to conceive a boy as soon as possible, so that her status could be guaranteed and her father and mother could help her raise her.

"Ji Huai said he was busy recently, and I have waited for a while." Mother Ji grabbed a handful of melon seeds, "Who knows how they discussed it? Two pictures were taken as girls, so I can't be wrong."

Girls don’t have to be born, save trouble.

"Then you have to make an appointment first. If he is available, the doctor may not be available." Sister Ji said, remembering that when she asked Tian Jing to beat the child, the other party did not reply, and continued, "I think Tian Jing seems It’s the same if you don’t know anything, do you have to drag this matter?"

Hearing this, Ji Mu's rate of eating melon seeds slowed down, and when she thought that the other party didn't ask them for money, she had a bad guess, and her face didn't look good.

That evening, when the family was having dinner, Ji Mu directly asked Ji Huai at the dinner table, "When did you go and beat the child? I have ordered a few old hens, and then I will help her up. Take it, she has a good rest and just sits in the confinement."

"This matter can't be delayed. If you drag it for a day, the child will absorb an extra day. You don't know how your wife is?"

She spoke in the local dialect. Tian Jing could understand it very quickly. She lowered her head and Ji Tianqi was sitting on her lap. She silently fed her daughter.

"Yes, if you don't want to, don't delay. The doctor who performed the operation on me is an acquaintance of ours. Do you want to contact you? I did it both times by her." Sister Ji also answered, her tone of voice Discussing what food to eat today is very casual.

How could Tian Jing not see clearly the faces of these people? Su Ri Li's still peaceful relationship is like being torn apart by force, are they bad guys? There seems to be no evil, are they good people? But it's so evil.

"No, let's go to a regular hospital." Ji Huai refused, and he still had half a month to pay his salary. He wanted to delay it.

Sister Ji gnawed chicken wings slowly and said, "Regular hospitals also have to make an appointment. You have to take care of this."

Ji's mother looked at Tian Jing and then at Ji Huai. She still understood her own son. She didn't ask them for money or ask her what to pay attention to. She used to listen to her everything and could not be so quiet. Ever since I married this foreign daughter-in-law, I couldn't hear it well. I always felt that the other party was right. How many disputes did she have with her about raising children?

She looked at Tian Jing and pretended to have a pleasant look and said, "This matter can't be delayed. Tomorrow Mom will get the money. He won't accompany you, Mom will accompany you."

They also paid the money for sister-in-law Ji’s two abortions. This year a piece of land in her hometown was expropriated, and they lost tens of thousands of yuan, and they still had some money in their hands.

Tian Jing held her daughter's hands tightly, and looked at Ji Huai subconsciously.

"Mom, leave our business alone." Ji Huai put down the bowl, frowned, a little unhappy.

"Are you going to be born?" Ji Mu didn't understand anything, so she raised her voice and cursed back. The two of them regretted it and were reluctant to get rid of it.

The family can't afford that much, and she was born with four dead girls. How can she have the energy to take care of them? When do you have to have a grandson?

One more is more pressure!

"Don't give birth to you, how stressful is your elder brother and I now? Your wife can't go out to work, then you will know that you are suffering." Sister Ji also fanned the flames.

Ji Huai's salary is similar to that of Brother Ji. The difference is that a hard worker has no five insurances and one housing fund, and an office has five insurances and one housing fund, but in her opinion, there is no difference.

"If you can't give birth, mom will hurt you?" Ji Mu was very tough, staring at Tian Jing, with some commands, "This child can't be born, I can't take care of that much."

Just get rid of it, why are there so many things?

Tian Jing never looked up. She was not stupid enough to openly confront Ji Mu, just pretending to be dumb.

Ji's father also lowered his face, but his temper was not as anxious as Ji's mother. He looked at Ji Huai and asked calmly, "What do you think? Make it clear."

Ji Huai is honest and honest, and he doesn't think too much. How could he suddenly change his mind?

Seeing that he couldn't hide, Ji Huai also said simply, "I can't bear it anymore, I don't want her to fight, just keep it alive."

When he said that Ji's father and Ji's mother were mad, they didn't believe it at all. It must have been what the foreigner's wife taught Ji Huai.

"What do you raise? Expect us to help you raise it? Don't you know how much money you make?" Father Ji snorted coldly.

Tian Jing, a foreigner, has a lot of tricks. Unlike Sister Ji, the two daughters are raised at a low price. The kindergarten throws out the nearby Puhui kindergarten. She is weaned early and does not drink milk every day, while Tian Jing does not move on high-end milk, four to five hundred. One can, everything needs to be good, and what kind of insurance should you buy, buy this and buy that, and spend money like water.

Another one, Ji Huai's salary is enough to toss? Tian Jing's education also has its own set, and there is a lot of shit.

"We raise it ourselves." Ji Huai didn't shrink back, but was very firm. "I raise one, and I raise two. I don't let you raise it."

"Did Tian Jing say she was born?" Ji Mu forced her. In her heart, it must be the outsider, and she must be the pillow breeze.

"She doesn't want to give birth. I want her to give birth to boys or girls. I don't care. Everything is the same." Ji Huai took the daughter in Tian Jing's arms.

"How is it the same?" Ji Mu exploded her hair, with blue veins on her forehead.

"I think the same is the same. Anyway, I will be born." Ji Huai refused to give in.

Ji Mu felt that her authority had been violated, so she stood up while patted the table, pointed at him and gave instructions one by one, "I tell you, this child can't be born. Don't think I don't know who is behind.

This clearly refers to Sang cursing Huai.

Ji Huai really hates her appearance. It reminds him that his previous life also forced him to marry and have children. It was like a fertility tool that kept kidnapping him.

They were scolding in their hometown dialect. Tian Jing listened very much. Ji Huai stood up with her hands, as if she was rebellious, and said with her lips and her face closed, "I can't decide to give birth to my child. Doesn't give birth? No one says it's useless. I want to give birth and I want to raise. What does it matter to me if you disagree?

He was very angry, and said that he was about to take Tian Jing away. Ji’s mother and Ji’s father were very excited. She originally wanted to calm him down. Ji Huai yelled at her, "I don’t agree with you. Want to fight! Don't talk so much, just don't fight."

Tian Jing was taken aback by him and froze in the same place. It was the first time he saw him make such a big fire.

Ji Huai "vigorously" pulled her aside, "Go upstairs!":,,