Tian Jing's suppressed emotions spewed out at that moment, her eyes were red, she bit her lip and choked, turned her head to the corner, her shoulders trembled.

She was not willing, because the pressure in the big city was too great. She was alone for too long. The meat that fell from her was her deepest concern and thought.

Ji Huai put his hand on her shoulder and comforted her, "One is also to raise, and two are also to raise. Since it comes, it is fate. Just work harder."

He followed the crowd, and he was a bit resigned.

"What about your parents? Are they willing to stay? We are still living in this house. It is impossible not to be unaffected. My sister-in-law gave birth to two and knocked out two, and she will have to regenerate in the future. Don't give up until you have a boy." She was also slightly excited, expressing her dissatisfaction, she pressed the tears in her eyes, helpless and grief, "Is it a fertility machine? Am I going to be like this?"

She didn't want to say these words originally, because it was a matter of clarification, she could only secretly plan in her heart, but since Ji Huai said it to stay and not regenerate, then she had to make it clear.

She can walk step by step to the present, which means that she is not a temperament to be manipulated, she is more like a hedgehog, sensitive and suspicious, will put up armor to protect herself and the people she wants to protect.

Ji Huai was also a little silent by her, and he pondered for a while and explained, “I don’t know about the older brother and the sister-in-law, but the sister-in-law herself should also want to give birth to a boy. I don’t care. If this stays, we will definitely not. I can’t afford it when I’m born. I want to stay. I don’t know what you think."

Tian Jing didn’t think too much, and heard him continue to say, “The children are born and raised by us. Parents will definitely make trouble, but if they make trouble, they can only let them make trouble. In order to resolve conflicts, they can’t live together. , We have to live, but in this case, the money we invested is equivalent to no more."

When they built the house, they paid out two hundred thousand, which is more than that. Although she was in the same company, her salary was one and a half higher than his. He didn't spend any money and smoked again. She saved most of the money. After building the house, I bought furniture and purchased things. In addition, when Ji Tianqi was born, she was out of work. The child was often sick, and her social security had to be paid. They didn't pay off their credit cards.

The past few years have been very tight, and this year I plan to save some savings so that my children can go to a better kindergarten.

Tian Jing calmed down, exhaled vigorously, and began to think seriously.

If they go out, the mountains will be pressed down against them, and they can't breathe just thinking about it.

If you want to get something, you have to exchange it for something else. She has always understood this truth. She looked at him, “Although it’s not very pleasant to get along at home, Mom can help us to cook Kiki while cooking Shanshan and Miao Miao Fan. We don’t have to pay rent and utility bills. Just pay one thousand a month for food. Qiqi's insurance has to be bought again, and she has to pay for her kindergarten. I also have to pay for social security, and I have to pay back my credit card. You can save a few thousand yuan on the rent at home. Your salary After tax, there are no more than ten thousand. Have you thought about these issues?"

These are very real problems. Their life will be much harder than they are now. Ji Huai's idea is very simple. He has not suffered much. Although he is two years older than her, his mind is far from her mature and rational.

She will come over no matter how hard she is, but he may not be able to, she is afraid that he will not be able to bear the pressure, because he is a person who has grown up smoothly and is different from her.

In her gaze, Ji Huai's eyes sank. He obviously didn't expect to be so thin. He moved his lips and didn't immediately answer the conversation. His brows were also twisted tightly. The hope that rose in Tian Jing's eyes slowly dimmed again.

Ji Huai said, "Don't think about it all at once."

"How can I not think about it? Moving out is to live, and I can't help you with my child." Tian Jing looked at him in no hurry, only felt powerless, and her words were a bit tired, "No. Just say that you are born with just one mouth, and move out when you say you move out. Don’t you think things are so simple? Don’t be emotional.

It would be very difficult for this child to give birth without a season father and mother, let alone so many obstacles now. Raising children now is not as simple as it was decades ago.

Ji Huai shook her hand and slowly explained her voice, "I have no feelings, don't be too anxious, think about it all at once. The credit card will be paid in half a year, and Qiqi's insurance is still there. It took a few months to pay. The kindergarten is for next year. When you have no money, you will pay with a credit card and then pay in installments. I owed a few credit cards before, but I paid it back over the past two years.

"We only need to ensure that we have income, a source of livelihood, and we can move out without embarrassment. We have no vicious debts, nor squandering, and we have the ability to make money. If we survive, the days will pass better."

She has always been alone, she has nowhere to go, she has no sense of security. She feels that no one can help her, thinks about things well and arranges many things, so she is very anxious. Her career is very hard, her life is tense, and her emotions are relatively unstable. He has always been her mood stabilizer.

Tian Jing's irritability was gradually relieved. When he looked at him, a sour and hot sensation surged to the tip of his nose, tears in his eyes, as if he took off his armor suddenly, revealing his fragile and soft heart.

Ji Huai reached out and hugged her in his arms, covered her back with his hands, patted and soothed again and again, and whispered in her ear, "Remove your social security of about two thousand and four, and remove the rent of about three thousand. , If you return the credit card, we won’t be starving, and the credit card doesn’t have to be paid back immediately. It’s okay to apply for one or two rescues. If we can’t go to a bilingual kindergarten for the time being, we won’t go to the bilingual kindergarten. If we can’t apply for interest classes and early education, we will not report it first. If we have money, we will let her go. Don’t arrange everything at once. There will be as much money as you can."

"Don't think too much, put too much pressure on yourself. You are so stressed and anxious that you can’t sleep. It’s not good for you and your children. We only need to save a sum of money every month for your maternity check-ups and hospitalization. This province can’t Nothing is in a hurry."

"En." Tian Jing nodded slightly in his arms, reminding him with a crying tone, "Don't you still have some provident fund? It can be used for the rent. I'll let it go. It should be half a year, right?"

The company is very stupid, and only pays at 5%. They used to rent a house before. Ji Huai has saved a little more this year, maybe it can be worth half a year.

"Isn't it better in this case?" He smiled and looked down at her. In fact, he thought about it, just letting out the worst result would raise her expectations.

Tian Jing was not too embarrassed, and buried her head in his arms again. I can't say that the situation is better, I can only say that I don't need to apply for a credit card, but the days are definitely sad, and I can't run away with hard work. A large amount of expenses and a large amount of expenses have not been calculated.

"When I receive this month's salary, we will go to find a house. Don't tell my parents, I will solve it." Ji Huai said his plan.

"Good." She listened to him this time.

"Go to sleep." Ji Huai opened the quilt and lay down himself.

Tian Jing's grievances and depression in the past few days have disappeared without a trace, and most of her distress has also been relieved, so she followed him to sleep and moved to his side.

She gave birth to one another and became pregnant. Now she actually wants to go out to rent a house. Ji Huai does not earn much because of a high degree of education. In the past, this condition was really terrible, but she didn’t think he was bad at all. She herself has a good vision.

Conditions are not a big deal in front of these things.

Ji Huai just reached out to turn off the light, and noticed that she was approaching, reached out to hug her, and pulled the quilt up again.

Although it feels that bitter days are coming, Tian Jingxin is relaxed and happy. He fell asleep after holding him for a while, and was still asleep.

Ji Huai, who used to have a big heart, held her and sorted out the thoughts in his mind. What he said just now was calm and calm, he just transferred the pressure from Tian Jing to himself.

At the end of his previous life, he quit his job at the company and found a casual job with a monthly income of several thousand yuan. He thought he was not pressured, and lived idle. Now he is about to support a family, and the child will be even more broken when he is born. For the banknote machine, if the life is too hard and both of them are depressed, Tian Jing is afraid that he will be very anxious. For him, it has directly started the difficult mode.

He was unwilling to let her endure hardship with him, so he had to carry a family quickly.

Ji Huai didn't take her to the hospital on the grounds that she was busy at work. Tian Jing relaxed and continued to take care of the children at home. By the way, she took care of her body and figured out when she left here and what could be taken away.

He said that she wouldn't let her interfere in this matter and just leave it to him.

Since the sister-in-law Ji was in confinement, Tian Jing had to help take her two daughters, or she had to exchange cooking and housework with her mother.

Shanshan and Miaomiao were eight years old and five years old. When they were formally naughty, Ji Tianqi was less than two years old. The three children got together. It was okay when they had fun, and when they were crying, they were more ruthless than the other. Who Don't let anyone.

Tian Jing got a headache because of the quarrel. Sister Ji also went downstairs. She was wearing a long dress and long sleeves, slippers on her feet, and a mobile phone in her hand. She was looking at her two daughters when she heard crying. The voice, "Shanshan, give the toy to my sister, being a sister is not like a sister!"

Of course Ji Shanshan didn't want to, she covered it tighter, and Ji Miaomiao was still robbing it.

"Say why don't you listen?" Sister Ji was so angry, she rushed down and carried Ji Shanshan over. Tian Jing wanted to stop her, but the other party had already been beaten twice on the butt, and started crying in her throat.

Ji Miaomiao did not hide, and was taught to cry together.

"Why are you so disobedient? Do you want to **** me off?" Sister Ji sat on the sofa. Seeing the two children still crying, her voice was raised again and she suppressed it with brute force, "Try crying again?! I make you cry enough!"

The two daughters were really afraid of her, so they choked, stopped crying, and blushed.

Sister Ji was suffocated in the house, she put her legs on the sofa, pulled a tissue, and pulled Ji Miaomiao over, wiped her tears at will, and continued to watch the drama on the phone.

Tian Jing swallowed what she was about to say again. Sister Ji was more casual than her in this home. The child she gave birth to was also thrown to Ji’s mother, and she didn’t do much housework. The second floor where they lived was really messy, but no one felt it. What's the matter, she just pretended not to see it.

Sister Ji is also a local. Her mother’s family is in the same village as Ji’s mother. After graduating from junior high school, she came to Ji’s family with Brother Ji. It’s been more than ten years now. Usually they speak local dialects at home, and she doesn’t understand them, so they are more intimate. Besides Ji Huai, he only has a daughter in this family.

I heard that Sister Ji had not been pregnant for seven or eight years. Later, Ji's mother took her to take medicine everywhere. Only then did she give birth to two daughters. It was not easy to give birth, but she didn't care much. It is normal to curse.

"I heard that you were a daughter?" The drama on the mobile phone was playing commercials, and Sister Ji rarely raised her head and asked Tian Jing on her own initiative.

Tian Jing was making beautiful braids for her daughter, and nodded when she heard her words.

"Why are you also a daughter? It's easier to be pregnant with a boy." Sister Ji said in her words, but her gloat is not well hidden, and she is quite happy to see it.

Of course she didn’t want Tian Jing to give birth to a boy. Ji’s mother’s Mandarin is not good, so she doesn’t communicate with Tian Jing very much, and she can still talk with her. If the other party is pregnant with a boy, her status will rise, and she has suffered so much. Sin, of course I don't want Tian Jing comfortable.

You have to suffer together.

Tian Jing narrowed her expression and continued to braid her daughter, "You can do whatever you are pregnant, this can't be controlled."

"Then you guys are going to kill, right?" Sister Ji said after she finished speaking, "I think it's easier to give birth, but it's hard to give birth. In fact, it's the same thing to get knocked out, and it's pregnant with a boy."

In that tone, there seemed to be a little regret for having a second one.

Tian Jing didn't return her, and didn't know how to return.

Ji Huai was right. Sister Ji also wanted to give birth to a boy, thinking that she had to give birth. She was on the united front with Ji’s mother. There is no pressure on her to stay in this home. Someone helps her bring the baby for free, and she only Will feel unlucky, thinking about how to give birth to a boy.

Although she sat in the confinement, sister Ji didn't take it seriously, and sometimes she didn't take it seriously. The confinement who had not been sitting for long last time wandered around in a miniskirt.

The TV series began, and Sister Ji continued to watch her play regardless of whether she returned.

Tian Jing put on her daughter's hairpin. Ji Tianqi was still very narcissistic and wanted to look at herself in the mirror. Tian Jing turned on the front camera of her mobile phone to show her, and pulled her braid twice, and the other party giggled.

Looking at her daughter's smile, she also smiled softly.

"Come here for dinner." Ji Mu shouted in a local dialect. This sentence is the only local sentence Tian Jing has learned, but Ji Tianqi has learned better than her standards.

That night, Ji Tianqi still mimicked what Ji Mu said.

"You go and teach your mother that she can't." Ji Huai smiled at his daughter and asked her to teach Tian Jing.

When Tian Jing got married, Grandpa Ji was still there, and the old man could not listen to Mandarin. When Tian Jing went to deliver him food, he stumbled and said non-standard local language.

"Mom, would you say'for dinner?'" When Ji Tianqi heard that there was something her mother didn't understand, she ran over, shaking her two little braids.

"Mom won't." Tian Jing knew that she was not standard and didn't plan to lose face in front of her daughter.

"I teach you." Ji Tianqi pouted her little mouth, as if she was going to be a little teacher.

Tian Jing saw Ji Huai staring here, waiting for a good show, she said to her daughter, "Neither will Dad, you go teach Dad first."

"Dad will." Ji Tianqi said and lit her head, forcing her, "Mom won't."

Ji Huai leaned on the bed with raised eyebrows. Tian Jing, who couldn't help her daughter, could only follow her daughter. She tried to imitate, but she still had an accent. Ji Tianqi kept saying wrong, like a real little teacher, pulling her and saying, Talking over and over again.

Tian Jing was embarrassed, but didn't lose her temper, and followed her daughter seriously and interacted with her.

He looked at the mother and daughter, his eyes kept on them.

The meaning of life is nothing more than hope and hope, not a stagnant pool. There is a big difference between love and non-love. A word from someone who doesn't love can make people irritable, and someone who loves is quite patient when she sees what she does. Marriage is trivial and exhausting, and the right person will feel that there is sugar in bitterness.

Since Sister Ji’s confinement, Tian Jing has lost a lot of work. It’s not how much work the other party has done, but she will take her two daughters to go shopping every other day, so Ji’s mother doesn’t need to help her watch two. A child is naturally free to do a lot of things.

Her life is more chic than them. Brother Ji will give her three thousand yuan every month. She has never paid for the food at home. If Mother Ji asks, she will say that the money belongs to Brother Ji, but Brother Ji does not give it again. It's not that she didn't give it. For her son, Ji's mother also closed her eyes. Both children are in school, and the old couple have to pay back money to help them raise their children.

Every time she looked at the snacks she bought, Tian Jing had a headache, and the children were greedy, and Ji Tianqi was clamoring to eat it again and again, but her stomach was weak and she did not dare to let her eat it, so she could only try not to let her daughter see it. Tell her storybooks in the room as much as possible to attract her attention.

Sister Ji observed Tian Jing for a few days, and found that the other party had no intention of having a baby, so she asked Ji's mother around the corner, "Mom, are Ji Huai and the others going to give birth to this child?"

In fact, she heard Ji Mu said that she wanted to get rid of it.

"No birth, it must be killed, how can you afford it?" Ji Mu was knocking the seeds and replied casually.

"When the month is old, you have to fight quickly? You have to sit in the confinement, which is also a crime. The confinement has to sit well. After all, she is also weak. Didn't she fall into red when she was pregnant?" , The tone is still very concerned.

She gave birth very quickly, and there was no discomfort in hitting the baby. Moreover, she certainly didn’t want Tian Jing to be born. Ji Mu had already had a lot of effort to take her two daughters. If she were to be born, she would have to take them too. Tian Jing would have to go to work. What she allocated was her resources. Of course she was not happy. .

After Tian Jing is killed, she has to conceive a boy as soon as possible, so that her status can be guaranteed and her father and mother can help her raise her.

"Ji Huai said he was busy recently, and I have waited for a while." Mother Ji grabbed a handful of melon seeds, "Who knows how they discussed it? Two pictures were taken as girls, so I can't be wrong."

Girls don’t have to be born, save trouble.

"Then you have to make an appointment first. If he is available, the doctor may not be available." Sister Ji said, remembering that when she asked Tian Jing to beat the child, the other party did not reply, and continued, "I think Tian Jing seems It's the same as knowing nothing, this matter still has to be procrastinated?"

Hearing this, Ji Mu's speed of eating melon seeds slowed down, and when she thought that the other party didn't ask them for money, she had a bad guess, and her face was not pretty.

That evening, when the family was eating, Mother Ji asked Ji Huai directly at the dinner table, "When did you go to beat the child? I have ordered a few old hens, and then I will supplement her body, the child, I will come. Take it, she has a good rest and just sits in the confinement."

"This matter can't be delayed. If you drag it for a day, the child will absorb an extra day. You don't know how your wife is?"

She spoke in the local dialect. Tian Jing could understand it very quickly. She lowered her head and Ji Tianqi was sitting on her lap. She silently fed her daughter.

"Yes, if you don't want to, don't delay. The doctor who performed the operation on me is an acquaintance on our side. Should you contact you? I did it both times by her." Sister Ji also answered, her tone of voice Discuss what food to eat today, very casual.

How could Tian Jing not see clearly the faces of these people? Su Ri Li's still peaceful relationship is like being torn apart by force. Are they bad guys? There seems to be no evil, are they good people? But it's so evil.

"No, let's go to a regular hospital." Ji Huai refused, and he still had half a month to pay his salary. He wanted to delay it.

Sister Ji gnawed chicken wings slowly and said, "Regular hospitals also have to make an appointment. You have to take care of this."

Ji's mother looked at Tian Jing and then at Ji Huai. She still understood her own son. She didn't ask them for money or ask her what to pay attention to. Before, she listened to her everything, it was impossible to be so quiet. Ever since I married this foreign daughter-in-law, I couldn't hear her and felt that the other party was right. How many disputes did she have with her about raising a child?

She looked at Tian Jing, pretended to have a pleasant expression, and said, "This matter can't be delayed. Tomorrow Mom will get the money. He won't accompany you, Mom will accompany you."

They also paid for the money for sister-in-law Ji’s two abortions. This year a piece of land in her hometown was expropriated, and they lost tens of thousands of yuan, and they still had some money in their hands.

Tian Jing held her daughter's hands tightly, and subconsciously looked at Ji Huai.

"Mom, don't care about our business." Ji Huai put down the bowl, frowned, a little unhappy.

"Are you going to be born?" Ji Mu didn't understand what else, and immediately raised her voice and cursed back. The two of them regretted it, and were reluctant to get rid of it.

The family can't support so many, and she was born with four dead girls. How can she have the energy to take care of them? When do you have to give birth to a grandson?

One more is more pressure!

"Don't give birth to you, how stressful is your elder brother and I now? Your wife can't go out to work, then you will know that you are suffering." Sister Ji also fanned the flames.

Ji Huai's salary is similar to that of Brother Ji. The difference is that a hard worker has no five insurances and one housing fund, and an office has five insurances and one housing fund, but in her opinion, there is no difference.

"If you can't give birth, will Mom still harm you?" Ji Mu was very tough, staring at Tian Jing, with some commands, "This child can't be born, I can't take care of that much."

Just get rid of it, why are there so many things?

Tian Jing never looked up, she was not stupid enough to openly confront Ji Mu, just pretending to be dumb.

Ji's father also lowered his face, but his temper was not as anxious as Ji's mother. He looked at Ji Huai and asked calmly, "What do you think? Make it clear."

Ji Huai is honest and honest. He doesn't think too much about what he promises. How could he suddenly change his mind?

Seeing that he couldn't hide, Ji Huai also said simply, "I can't bear it anymore. I don't want her to fight, just keep it alive."

When he said that Ji's father and Ji's mother were mad, they didn't believe it at all. It must be what the foreigner's wife taught Ji Huai to say.

"What do you raise? Expect us to help you raise it? Don't you know how much money you make yourself?" Father Ji made a sullen face and snorted coldly.

Tian Jing, a foreigner, has a lot of tricks. Unlike Sister Ji, the two daughters are raised at a low price. The kindergarten throws out the nearby Puhui kindergarten. She is weaned early and does not drink milk every day, while Tian Jing does not move on high-end milk, four to five hundred. One can, everything needs to be good, and what kind of insurance should you buy? Buy this and buy that, and spend money like water.

Another one, Ji Huai's salary is enough to toss? Tian Jing's education has its own set, and there is a lot of shit.

"We raise it ourselves." Ji Huai didn't shrink back, but was very firm. "I raise one, and I raise two. I don't let you raise it."

"Did Tian Jing say she was born?" Ji Mu forced her. In her heart, it must be the outsider, she must have been blowing the pillow breeze.

"She doesn't want to give birth. I want her to be born. Both boys and girls will do. I don't care. Everything is the same." Ji Huai took the daughter in Tian Jing's arms.

"How is it the same?" Ji Mu exploded her hair, with blue veins appearing on her forehead.

"I think the same is the same. Anyway, I will be born." Ji Huai did not give in.

Ji Mu felt that her authority had been violated, so she stood up while slapped on the table, pointed at him and gave instructions one by one, "I tell you, this child can't be born, don't think I don't know who is behind it."

This clearly refers to Sang cursing Huai.

Ji Huai really hated her in this way. It reminded him that his previous life also forced him to marry and have children. It was like a fertility tool that kept kidnapping him.

They were scolding in their native dialect. Tian Jing listened to it seven or eighty eight. Ji Huai stood up with her hands, as if she was rebellious, and said with her lips and her face closed, "I can't decide to give birth to my child. Doesn't give birth? No one says it's useless. I want to give birth and I want to raise. What does it matter to me if you don't agree?"

He was very angry, and he was about to take Tian Jing away when he said. Ji's mother and Ji's father were very excited. She originally wanted to calm him down. Ji Huai yelled at her, "I don't agree with you. Want to fight! Don't talk so much, just don't fight."

Tian Jing was taken aback by him and froze in the same place. It was the first time he saw him make such a big fire.

Ji Huai "vigorously" pulled her aside again, "Go upstairs!":,,