Ten years ago, at eight o'clock in the evening, there was an alley on the way to self-study in the evening.

Lonely moon, cold wind, a few lines of shadows.

"Hahaha...Bane, just like you, bullying me?!" A thirteen or four-year-old boy with tattoos on his body, two cigarettes arrogantly in his mouth, he took a sharp breath Later, he stretched one of the bright red cigarette butts to Jian Xiaodan's arm.

Jian Xiaoshan instinctively hid, but the ruffian boy didn't press down.

But before Jian Xiaodan could react, the other hand stretched out. It was a girl's hand. All of a sudden, the cigarette **** pressed onto Jian Xiaodan's arm.

Zi...

A very shallow and very shallow voice, not as heavy as when a similar scene appeared in a TV series, but a dull and extremely short voice was uploaded on Xiao Shan's arm. The cigarette **** went out.

Jian Xiaodan bit her lip firmly, tears came down, but there was no sound.

This thirteen-year-old boy is a girl who is the same age as Jian Xiaodan. Although she wears the same school uniform as Xiaodan, the school uniform is open, wearing a low-cut sling inside, and can't wait to expose her underdeveloped chest. half.

The ruffian boy seemed to be taken aback by the girl beside him pressing the cigarette **** on Xiao Shan's body. He watched in surprise, but didn't say much.

"Do you know it's wrong?" the girl asked proudly.

"I didn't..." Jian Xiaodan just said.

Snapped! There was a crisp sound.

The girl standing next to the scornful boy stepped forward and slapped Xiao Shan's face with a slap: "Dare to talk back?! How dare you copy the answer for me!"

It's not a big deal, what kind of hatred will there be in this adolescence? But during the mid-term exam, Xiao Shan sat in front of the girl and did not pass her the answer in time. The invigilator was staring at her, Xiao Shan did not dare to pass it.

The young girl failed, was scolded by her family, and became angry with Xiao Shan, calling her boyfriend to vent her anger.

"Teach her a lesson! Fight!" The girl seemed to be puzzled by Shan Jian Xiao's single slap, and took the water pipe in her boyfriend's hand.

"Hey, this would be too hard." The ruffian boyfriend quickly grabbed the water pipe and pulled the girl aside and whispered: "Bringing a water pipe is to scare her. You slapped her and kicked her a few feet. , This water pipe takes the lead, and it will hurt you if you drop it."

Fighting with the water pipe, this ruffian seems to be a frequent visitor to fights. The one who cuts with the knife is a fool, and he doesn't dare to cut it, he usually uses the back of the knife. The tap water pipe is different. With the head on, it is the head at the junction of the pipe and the pipe. When it hits it, it hurts to the bone.

It’s heavier, the bones are cracked, and lighter, the bones will be so painful that people can’t stand it. You can’t even climb up. Only those who fight frequently, and only those who have been beaten by this kind of thing, know the damage of the leading water pipe. force.

Fractures are not painful, but bone fractures are painful.

"It's too hard. Be careful when parents come to the door. It's a good idea." The ruffian boy persuaded.

"Give it to me!" The girl sneered, disapproving: "I failed, my mother hit me with a board!" After speaking, she took the water pipe and moved towards Jian Xiaodan's left elbow.

There is cartilage there and it hurts so much.

Boom, a muffled sound.

Jian Xiaodan fell to the ground, making a screaming cry, hugging her left elbow, rolling all over the floor, the scream of pain from screaming to sobbing, and finally it was like a baby cry.

Have you heard the barking of a newborn puppy? Have you ever heard that whimper?

Pain, despair, and helplessness but endure.

I can't help but endure it.

"What are you doing!" A man's voice suddenly came from the alley. A simple whimper caught his attention, and he ran over from a distance.

"Go!" The ruffian boy took a look, and quickly reached out to hold the girl, and waved at his gang of brothers, but disappeared in the depths of the alley in the middle of the night within ten seconds.

"Tell you not to be so cruel! When the time comes, I see what you do!" As he ran, the ruffian boy scolded the girl.

"Don't worry, she doesn't have a father or mother, so she won't find it." The girl smiled disapprovingly: "I'm an orphan, no one helped her get ahead. If she dares to say, I will continue to beat her! And she has no boyfriend. , I know all day long to study honestly, huh, the teacher really likes her, so what? Can the teacher compare with his parents?"

The eleven or twelve-year-old is simple, not pretty.

She has dark skin and her face hasn't been long open, because she has been living in an orphanage, her nutrition is not so good, she is shorter than others, and even other girls have menarche, and she has not come.

It is said that the eighteenth change of the female big, the Jian Xiaodan at that time did not start to change.

When she was sent to the orphanage, she was five years old and she was a girl again. It is difficult for such an orphan to find an adopter. Adopters generally tend to adopt orphans under one year old, and they have a lot of affection since childhood. I'm five years old, and I'm afraid I won't be married.

Girls in the orphanage are not popular with boys.

Batch after batch were adopted, and batch after batch were left behind. Most of the ones left are defective, such as the brother she met in the orphanage, who had a heart attack.

Such a child will be bullied when he goes out to study. People are good at being deceived, and Ma Shan is being ridden by others. This sentence is true. Not to mention that children are innocent, but they are also very good at winking. Jian Xiaodan has done well from childhood to most.

It is precisely because of this that she has been bullied since she was a child.

She couldn't count how she was bullied.

Resist? Yes, it's all in TV dramas, resist! The strong girl finally resisted and beat up the bad guys. However, it was a TV series, not reality.

What is the reality?

If you have tasted a life under the fence of others, if you are helpless, you know that if you want to live, have books to read, and have food to eat, you have to please, and you have to know your words and colors. Must be able to bear it.

Can't bear everything.

It is useless to resist.

Because they all know that no one will help you out.

Who can beat a girl? Women are naturally disadvantaged in this regard and are destined to admit defeat. And she, until she was eleven or twelve years old, was not a beautiful girl. The "brother" who appeared in the TV series secretly fell in love with the girl and then stood up to protect the heroine did not appear.

The beautiful fairy tale did not appear on Jian Xiaodan.

After being wronged, hold back, and continue to live.

Study hard and work hard to be a useful person. Only by being a useful person will Jian Xiaodan feel that she is alive, meaningful and hopeful.

...

Jian Xiaodan, who leaned on the door and sat on the ground crying, stretched out her right hand and touched the elbow of her left hand. Until today, ten years later, she still can't use her left hand for heavy things. When she was shooting, the weight of the camera was almost All pressure on the right hand.

This is the first time someone has helped her out.

Gao Leng helped her get ahead and asked the high-ranking reporter Peng to apologize to her in public. It seemed to others to be righteous, but it hit Jian Xiaoshan’s deepest heart, the most sensitive nerve, and the toughest at work. I also hope that someone can help her out when she is wronged.

call.

Jian Xiaoshan raised his head and let out a long sigh of relief. The tears on his face couldn't stop flowing down, but he was smiling. If the unforgettable cry in the alley ten years ago was so painful, she cried ten years later.

But it is happy and sweet.

It cannot be expressed in words.

"It's going to be busy." Jian Xiaodan reached out and wiped his eyes, held the door to his feet, walked quickly to the table and wiped it with a tissue, then picked up the mirror to tidy up his makeup, and found that his eyes were red. So I opened the drawer and took out a mirror frame.

Decorate the frame, the one without lenses, bring it and cover it up.

Picking up the phone on the desk, her voice was steady: "Take the document here, and sign it." A minute later, the colleague who asked her to sign came in with the document. There was no more abnormality on Jian Xiaodan's face, and she returned to her usual appearance. .

The perseverance and independent manager Jane should look like.

"Okay, let's go out." Jian Xiaoshan looked at the document, and after signing the letter, after checking the time, he raised his leg and walked out. She is going to the high cold office and will go to CCBV in a while.

I don’t know how Gao Leng is going to talk to the team leader of CCBV? Now the public opinion on the Internet is not good for us. Want CCBV to admit that they are fake news? This is impossible. Simply thought.

Hastened the pace.