When did it begin to discover that Cheng Yu was gay? Jiang Si didn't know it either. It was probably from discovering that his friends around him were all men, and he gradually felt something was wrong.

When her good sister heard this, she laughed at her confusedly, "Your husband does not play with men, but with women. Is this what you need to worry about?"

Jiang Si smiled reluctantly, "That's what I said."

But she could clearly feel that Cheng Yu looked at the male colleagues at the unit, and her eyes were different, but she couldn't tell where the specifics were different. There was no concept of homosexuality in that era, for no reason, of course not. Think in that direction.

Another thing that dilutes her random thoughts is the children. In the third year of marriage, they finally had children.

This is the crystallization of their husband and wife after countless failed attempts. Jiang Si was of course very happy. Cheng Yun rushed out to the street and bought her a bag of sesame crisps-that was her favorite food, Cheng The contented smile on Ying's face gave her a sense of home for the first time, and the thoughts in her heart disappeared with her husband's smile.

But Cheng Yun's happiness didn't last long. It seemed that after a week, he became that dull and boring man again. Fortunately, he was always gentle and caring for her.

Cheng Yu has the habit of waking up at night. Jiang Si knows that since his pregnancy, his frequency of waking up has gradually increased. Jiang Si didn't care too much. After all, he would feel nervous and uneasy because of the arrival of a new life. That night, she suddenly felt sick in her stomach. After frowning, she stretched out her hand and found that the quilt next to her was empty.

"Cheng Yun...? Cheng Yun?"

An indescribable feeling filled Jiang Si's heart. She gently got up from the bed and looked for her husband at home. When she passed the kitchen, she found a dark shadow squatting on the corner of the sink.

What's up with him? Is he uncomfortable?

Jiang Si was about to step forward, and suddenly heard a faint whine sound like a small animal's wailing in the air. Upon closer inspection, Cheng Yu's body shrank in the corner couldn't stop shaking. Although he didn't speak, even He didn't have any expressions, just a back figure, which could make people feel strongly-an inexplicable depression and despair enveloped him.

You are so scared of this child... Are you so scared of me?

Pregnant women’s emotions are always sensitive and agitated. Jiang Si looked at Cheng Yu, who had shrunk into a ball, and his chest was constantly rising and falling. The grievances and worries he had experienced during pregnancy turned into raging anger in his chest at this moment, and there was even... There is hatred like nothing.

She took two steps forward and was about to question him when the sorrow in the air suddenly changed, and Cheng Yun smiled with a crying voice, which was an extremely reluctant laugh. To be honest, it was a weird thing to hear her husband crying and laughing in the kitchen in the middle of the night, but Jiang Si was, from the laughter, she felt that Cheng Yun was trying to persuade herself to make herself happy, despite failure. Up.

The laughter lasted not long, and a more sorrowful cry replaced the whine and spread to this small and cramped kitchen. Cheng Yu buried his head in his knees and hugged the palms of his arms very hard. The veins were very conspicuous even in the dark. , The painful emotions overwhelmed Jiang Si, she suddenly felt extremely tasteless when she looked at such a fragile Cheng Yu.

She backed out silently.

Cheng Yun became more and more indifferent to her, and she slowly became numb. She knew that no one did it on purpose, but the atmosphere of speechlessness grew stronger between the two.

Alas, this is not the way to get married. Time goes by, and love slowly becomes family affection. Even if Cheng Yun no longer loves her, at least it will be good for her and children.

But she never expected to find the love letter he wrote in high school in her husband's closet.

A love letter to that male classmate named Cai Bowen.

It turns out he is gay.

"I want to go home! You **** liars! I want my father to sue you for fraudulent marriage!" Jiang Si ignored Cheng Mu's pulling, dragging the box and going out.

"No, Xiao Jiang, even if you don't think about it for yourself, you must also think about it for your children!" Mother Cheng burst into tears as she kept talking about her grandson.

"Don't say it, I'm thinking about the child, so I can bear you to this day!" Jiang Si was angry, angry, the muscles on his face quivered slightly with the vigorous action, and her internal organs were heated by a soaring anger. It hurts again, it seems that the grievances accumulated over the past few years have all exploded.

"We are sorry for you, but in the past few years, how has our Cheng family treated you badly? Lao Cheng and I treat you as a daughter... Cheng Yu! Cheng Yu, besides dislikes women, has done something wrong. What? Did he beat you, or scolded you, or cheated? This is a disease, this is a disease, Xiao Jiang!"

Hearing the word "illness", Cheng Yu's lips moved, but in the end she said nothing.

Jiang Si's movements stagnated for a moment.

Father Cheng immediately pushed Cheng Yu, who was shrinking behind everyone, "I'm not apologizing to your wife!"

At this moment, Jiang Sicai saw Cheng Yu behind the crowd. His face was pale, his lips were slightly pursed, his eyes fixed on the small paper ball in Jiang Si's hand, and a humiliating look appeared on his face, "Why... My stuff?"

Jiang Si shook his heart and said loudly, "I am your wife. I can't see this shameful thing?"

Father Cheng said angrily: "What nonsense about Cheng Yu, don't you admit your mistake?!"

Cheng Yu didn't say anything, but his face was paler than before. A pair of eyes glanced over everyone present with complicated expressions, seeming to be accusing, and as if with a kind of speechless grievance. Anyone looked at him with such an expression. Can't harden your heart.

Li Yan was stunned.

Honestly speaking, after seeing that Jiang Si and Cheng Yu were looking at each other in the script, she changed her mind. She didn’t get divorced. She couldn’t understand why just one glance could make Jiang Si willing to stay in this nominal marriage prison. .

Now she knows.

Zhou Yuhe's eyes.

Those eyes really carried too much, the shaking behind the dullness, the hesitation on the edge of the explosion, and the final compromise with reality without a word.

Such a look of compromise and humiliation also hit Jiang Si who was hesitating.

Under the circumstances at the time, if a woman divorced, she would suffer a lot of pressure in society, and her old Jiang family could not afford to lose this person. What's more, Cheng's family is really good to her, except that she and Cheng Yu have been very depressed for these years, there is really nothing that Cheng Yu has done to her. Can a divorced woman find an honest man like Cheng You aside, what can the child do...

She stared at Cheng Yu intently, trying to find more power to support her decision in those eyes.

But Cheng Yun only looked at her for a second, then looked away, and no longer had the courage to face her.

Jiang Si stared angrily, and suddenly let go of his shoulders, a bleakness spread from her.

Forget it, this life has been like this. According to him, as long as he doesn’t get divorced, he won’t do anything to be sorry for her. It’s not easy to eat well and dress well these days. How can there be so many pursuits... …

That's how it was said, but Cheng Yun's eyes kept lingering in her mind that night.

Although there was only a moment, the moment of determination in those eyes always made people feel uneasy.

It seems that a seed was planted for the rainy night.

After seven or eight years of marriage, Jiang Si was like a frog soaked in warm water. His original lively and bright personality was polished by the dull and boring life and Cheng Yu, and her face was no longer a girl. Smart, only the chicken feathers after the hurricane of life swept through.

Even so, it is good.

Because she wasn't the only one who was tortured by life, there was also Cheng Yun.

Cheng Yu and her became more and more speechless. When they came home every day, the two people washed their hands and ate silently. Later, because it was too depressing to eat at the same table, Cheng Yu had to go to the kitchen and come out after eating.

Jiang Si thought they would spend their whole life like this. He didn't expect that one day suddenly, Cheng Yun returned home with a smile, carrying a plastic bag in his hand, and it was full of ordinary daily necessities.

That smile was very eye-catching.

It was different from the way Cheng Yu had smiled in the past ten years. It was transparent, brisk, and smiled as if it had been exposed to the sun.

Such a smile shocked Jiang Si, but it faintly made people feel uneasy.

It seems that something has appeared.

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The scenes of Li Yan and Zhou Yuhe have been filmed for more than half a month. Many of the material may not be cut into the main film when editing, but the two did not slacken their work because of this. They still arranged all the scenes arranged by the director. Completed step by step.

Watching the film, Meng Chuan couldn't stop praising the acting skills of the two actors. Maybe only two or three of the ten sentences said Li Yan, but Li Yan couldn't get any jealous thoughts.

To be reasonable, Jiang Si’s character in the film is external, while Cheng Yu is introverted and dull. With such a natural advantage, Li Yan should be in charge of the rhythm. The feeling of being led by the other party, it seems that her every move, Jiang Si, is influenced by Cheng Yun. With such a powerful dramatic control, she can only meet some old actors in the show business. I felt this way when I was a senior.

Li Yan's drama ended after the youth dramas were all finished. At the same time, Xie Yifeng and Zhou Yuhe's youth dramas ended.

In order to better understand Jiang Si’s emotions in the film, Jiang Si didn’t know what happened between Cheng Yu and Cai Bowen. Naturally, the director didn’t let Li Yan watch Xie Tuueren’s youth role until she finished "Cai Bowen." "I didn't even see one strand of hair.

There was no chance until after finishing.

"Li Yan, haven't you finished? Why did you come to the set today?" Meng Chuan said unexpectedly.

"Hey, it's okay if you don't go back, I'll take a look today." Li Yan patted the dust on her skirt.

"Oh okay, they happened to be making a juvenile movie today. You can sit here." Meng Chuan pointed to the position next to the deputy director with the rolled up script.

Li Yan nodded, picked up a bench and sat down beside the deputy director.

In the center of the set, it was Zhou Yuhe and Xie Yifeng who filmed the first scene.

The shooting location was a middle school classroom. The camera was facing a long corridor. Xie Yifeng, wearing a white T-shirt, walked through the crowd from the camera.

I have to say that Xie Yifeng is indeed an actor who is good at integrating himself into the scene. Although he has never seen the young Cai Bowen, Cai Bowen in his youth just took the feeling of the hero of the character from his bones, without any intention of it. It comes out naturally.

The surrounding staff kept exclaiming. They should have been shocked by Xie Yifeng’s role. After all, they had just returned from their youth. At that time, Cai Bowen, like Cheng Yu, was completely different and fell into the family. Cai Bowen has become a pragmatic and reluctant commissary owner under the temper of the society, and the feeling of "white-faced niche" is not too different from the current feeling.

But Li Yan didn't feel much. Because she didn't play against Cai Bowen, she naturally didn't realize how good Xie Yifeng's acting skills were. It was just a face-to-face meeting, and she couldn't see anything.

She is more interested in Zhou Yuhe.

Li Yan tugged at the sleeve of the deputy director next to him, and whispered, "Eh, where's Luo and Zhou Zhou?"

Director Luo's eyes were completely glued to Xie Yifeng's body, and he didn't care about Li Yan and pointed forward, "Hey, isn't it there?"

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After a long time waiting for everyone, OTZ is also fate afterwards.