, even a shred of it.

How did it become like this? Was it the warmth accumulated day by day in the long darkness, or the deep love that day by day, when it finally came into contact with him, it broke out completely?

Crazy, only his wholehearted attention.

Fortunately, my mortal, he also loves me...Otherwise, I can't imagine how far I would go with him.

Because he loves me, all my paranoia and all my coldness have been tolerated by him. That kind of tolerance has already exceeded the bottom line of most people. Although he could tolerate me, almost all of his friends did not agree with me and tried to persuade him to leave me.

These, I know, I look indifferent on the surface, but who can know the panic in my heart, although I know he loves me, but I am not confident enough, I am afraid, afraid He will leave me. He is my only pursuit and greatest desire since I was a child. I can't imagine how I would live if he left me.

Although it seems that I domineeringly control everything about him and severely restrict his freedom of friendship, in fact, I live by him. If he leaves me, I don't know what to do at all. Under this helplessness, I stare at people more and more urgently, and even a few times, I even know that this time is too much, and I look at his face that sinks slightly. , the panic almost drowned me.

His actions show that he will never leave my heart.

Under the consistent trust of Fan, my restless heart was finally appeased.

At one time, I thought about what would happen to me if Fan left me. At that time, I thought about destroying with Fan, even death, and I would not allow Fan to leave me. But now, every day I get along with Fan warmly, and when I think of that possibility, my heart can't stop starting to hurt. I think, if Fan wants to leave me now, I will destroy it alone, and I can't bear to touch Fan. Bar.

Fortunately, everyone loves me so much.

When you are with Fan, most of the time Fan is accommodating my feelings. I think the age gap between me and Fan should still exist. Although the appearance is not obvious, Fan is always more than I am ten years older, and we are ten years apart.

This ten-year gap may not seem obvious now, but one day, this gap will be revealed. I am ten years younger than Fan, and my inner strength is deeper than Fan. If anyone can really grow old together, then the one who leaves first must be Fan... However, I am not so afraid of this possibility, because there is no world of Fan, and I will not live alone. On the road to Huangquan, I will definitely Walk side by side with where.

Sometimes, I am even glad that I am ten years younger than Fan, because at that time, I still have the ability to take care of Fan who is getting old and fulfill my promise to Fan's parents, Fan will not have Children, but no one will take care of them in the final situation.

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Today is a good day, because a nasty person is finally getting married.

Gong Yijun, who has been jumping up and down in front of Fan, trying to attract Fan's attention with this childish method, is finally getting married.

When I saw me standing on the balcony, I was stunned for a moment, and then I walked away with a lonely face. That back looks really a bit pitiful. But I can't give birth to any sympathy, there is no way, who made this Gong Yijun the most energetic one to persuade Fan to leave.

On the wedding day, Fan and I arrived on time and gave a generous gift. I looked at Gongyijun who was holding the bride and smiled reluctantly, and said a lot of blessings, the bride listened After these words, the smile was like a flower, and as for a bridegroom with a pale complexion, it was not in my consideration.

After Gongyijun got married, he seldom swayed in front of me and Fan, and the voice that separated me and Fan, without this main force, gradually weakened until it disappeared No, even, most people began to acquiesce to the presence of me around Fan.

Although I have never cared about those questioning voices, it is undoubtedly a comfortable thing to be recognized.

At night, I kissed Fan's cheek, listened to Fan's moving breath, couldn't help but ruthlessly entered Fan's body, after lingering in that warm package, I Arms the exhausted Fan quietly lying on the bed.

My hands are lingering on Fan's body, I don't know when I touched Fan's firm and flat belly, thinking of what I just left in Fan's body, I feel very good laughed.

Everyone who hears my laughter opens his eyes and asks what I'm thinking.

I paused and said, "I'm thinking I've worked so hard, why isn't Fan pregnant yet."

Van's air pressure dropped immediately, so I was kicked out.

Standing naked outside the bedroom, I know the joke is over, I regret it a little, I don’t know when Fan will be able to calm down, in fact, what I said just now is really a joke, I think , I should be glad that Fan can't have children, because I hope to get all the attention of Fan, and I can't tolerate anyone who will take Fan's attention, even if that person is Fan and my child.

I hugged the quilt, and my heart overflowed with a hint of sweetness. Even if I was angry, I would not forget to care about me. I didn't take the quilt anywhere, but wrapped it in the quilt, lay down against the door, and closed the quilt on my body, hoping that Fan would not be frightened by me at the door when he woke up the next day.

My happiness is to be with all. As unique to each other, not mixed with any other.

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