Being able to sit down and drink tea and chat for a while after having a full meal is actually a very pleasant thing. Especially in today's situation, it can be called a "luxury".

However, it must be said that the more severe this kind of time is, no one knows what tomorrow will be, the easier it will be for people to unconsciously and honestly treat themselves in a rare leisure atmosphere.

Right now, after persuading Sarah, who wanted to leave the seat after a meal, Luna just said a few words, and started talking about some of the little things she had experienced in Hogwarts in the past.

The past events she mentioned were not necessarily ups and downs, and even others seemed a little bit dull.

However, among the people sitting around at this moment, if they were either experiential people or sisters like Geoffreyin, they simply did not attend the magic school at all. Faced with too much heavy and repression recently, these bland topics that Luna talked about became more and more attractive.

"... Oh! Sarah, I remember that Professor Snape also had a Bogut in the first grade class and almost tossed a semester once a week. In fact, when we were in the third grade, I had a similar class ... guess what happened when that Bogut met me? "

"What?" Sarah asked absently.

"It's mistletoe!" Luna opened her arms and drew a large circle in front of her, gesticulating, "So-what a bunch of mistletoe! It didn't tell me, but I know there must be many, many inside. Hook! "

"……what?"

Sarah listened, and couldn't help but twitch a little before repeating inexplicably.

"Hook!" Luna bent her fingers, "a black parasite with three eyes and thousands of teeth!"

As she said so, she suddenly shrugged again:

"Okay! I haven't actually seen it. This is what my dad told me ... oh, by the way! Sarah, I actually wanted to ask, what happened to your Bogut?"

Seeing that Luna turned back and asked about Bogut, Sarah could not help but be reminded of some memories.

I remember when she enrolled at Hogwarts almost entirely to get close to Maca. Therefore, at that time, although she did study carefully in order not to reveal her true identity, but because most of the first grade content she only needed to learn by herself, she didn't care too much about the time in class.

Even so, she still remembers Snape's first Bogut course.

After recalling it a bit, Sarah didn't want to mess with it, so she just said:

"It becomes me-another me."

"Another you?" Luna followed with interest, "why is that? What's you most afraid of is yourself?"

"Yes, I'm afraid of myself," Sarah said calmly. "Because you think, if a sample of 'monsters' that shouldn't have appeared in this world suddenly appeared in front of you, wouldn't you be afraid? "

Speaking of which, she shook her head slightly again.

"Unfortunately, that Bogut didn't know at the time, what he saw was actually not my fear-it was just that I kept telling myself that I should feel 'fear' of myself. Even then, I don't even know what fear is. "

"What do you mean?" Hannah, who was sitting opposite, listened and asked, confused.

"That is to say, I have proved that Bogut can be deceived," Sarah smiled. "If I lied to something and believed myself, Bogut would be fooled ... But in fact, I can really understand how emotions like laughter, sadness, and fear really felt, or not so long ago. "

At the end, she picked up the tea that Luna poured for her, and sighed softly:

"Actually, I'm not 'human.'"

...

Sarah can be a "person" who is very good at camouflage.

Since she gradually integrated into human society, except for the owner and few of the Hohenheim family, most other people have only treated her as a little girl.

And in order to hide her true identity in front of people, she even didn't understand the human emotions, she just let herself remember the reasonable expressions and actions that she should show in all cases.

However, Sarah can actually be a very frank "person."

Especially now, when she finally makes up for the defects of the soul with the help of Maca, and really has the emotions, she has rarely used those things that she had spent a lot of time to learn Of disguise tricks.

After all, for her, the true emotions are hard-earned "jewels". Now that they are finally possessed, why should they be hidden again?

After saying the phrase "I'm not human", Sarah seemed to have an instant interest in gossip, and suddenly began to talk to everyone present about her long past.

She was sad when she mentioned Phillips; she couldn't help giggling when she talked about the fun of the generations of the Hornheim family; and when she finally talked about Maca's help to herself, she was even more ridiculous. Undisguised reveals a grateful but pleased look.

It is actually a very pleasant thing to talk to people honestly-at least Sarah is talking, and she feels more and more relaxed in her heart.

However, Sarah's story is obviously not so happy ... even it can be said to be very sad and painful ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ everyone listens, her heart can't help being touched by her emotions, one by one All secretly became silent.

After a while, Sarah's narrative and emotion finally came to an end, and Ursula at the side finally couldn't help saying:

"I used to think that my life was scary enough, but ... Miss Hohenheim, I really have a hard time imagining what it would be like to live without emotion for hundreds of years.

"Well," Sarah shook her head. "In fact, it doesn't have any special feelings. It's as if natural born blind people often admire normal people with vision, but they don't understand the state that the eyes can really see things, So ... you know, they don't have a realistic goal to envy. "

As she was talking, she suddenly looked at Ursula again.

"So, now I feel that, instead of being like you, Miss Geoffrey, you may feel more fear and sadness—"

"Because I once owned, I will understand the horror of 'lost'." Luna whispered thoughtfully.