What is love?

Qinghuan doesn't know.

She really didn't know. In fact, by now, she has begun to doubt whether there is such a thing in the world, but facing the sad eyes of the female ghost, Qinghuan calmly said: "This question, you will naturally know in the future."

"But, I want to know now." The female ghost had a sad look in her eyes, but after a few seconds, she suddenly smiled, "Oh, maybe, not knowing is the best. I spent my entire life asking questions, but I didn't expect it. How can one expect others to tell me a result?"

Qinghuan saw the sadness in her eyes. Since the female ghost appeared at the bridge, she was not surprised or unhappy, with a plain face, Qinghuan looked at her, and sighed lowly.

What is the pain of being so embarrassed.

"Girl, how long have you been here?"

Still the first person to talk to her and take the initiative to care about her. Qing Huan smiled slightly, and was willing to accompany this female ghost who looked reticent and silent, but had a gentle look in her eyes: "It's been too long, I don't remember it anymore." She looked into the distance. "I don't remember how long I have been here and how old I am."

"Isn't it lonely?" The ghost asked softly. "I often feel lonely. When your Majesty does not come, you are lonely. Your Majesty is still lonely. I am very lonely if he is not by my side. He is so close to me. Why do I feel that it is so far away? "

Qinghuan really has no say in love, she doesn't know what she can say about this female ghost. Advise her not to be obsessed, to turn around? She, who was also insane and crazy, has the qualifications and confidence to persuade others? The wound is not on my body, and no one knows how painful it is. The first thing she learned was never to ask others by her own standards.

"Do you know, girl, my name is Ruolan, which was taken by your majesty." The female ghost Ruolan seemed to fall into the memory, with a lightly sweet smile on the corner of her mouth. You can imagine how beautiful she was during her lifetime. . "At that time, I was just a singing girl. His Majesty made a private visit in a private service. After he took a fancy to me, he stood alone and took me back to the palace and made me a concubine.

The smile on her face was so sweet that Qinghuan couldn't even bear to interrupt her, so she quietly let her continue.

"That period was my happiest time. I had money to bury my parents and a husband who was kind to me. It was...a dreamlike day." The smile on the corner of the female ghost Ruolan's mouth was softer. After a long while, she seemed to have thought of something, and smiled again. "My destiny is called Shang'er. Your Majesty changed my name for me and made me an Lan Fei, and let me live in the Qilan Hall, where I lived with so many orchids. I am so happy. I think I have the whole The world. Therefore, even if other concubines poison me and cause the baby to die in my womb, I don’t care if it is difficult to conceive an offspring. Because as long as you have your majesty, you can always look at me."

"He stayed in my temple for ten days a month, except for the first half a year, and later, he stopped touching me. I don't know why, but everyone thinks that I am the emperor's favorite woman. "The female ghost Ruolan's tears fell drop by drop, her eyes were filled with the sorrow and sweetness of memories, but they were also extremely empty. "Is it good to let me be deceived like this? Why do you want me to know the truth? Let me know... Actually, I am just such an unbearable existence."

"The emperor has long loved me. For the first half year, he favored me because I was a stand-in, because he hadn't got the girl. Half a year later, he came to my palace but didn't touch me because he had gotten it. That person is just to cover people's eyes and ears, so he used me as a cover, afraid that the queen and other concubines would pay attention to the woman. Girl, you see, I can't even laugh, because your majesty doesn't like to see me smile. , I always thought it was because I didn’t look good when I laughed. Turns out, it was because I was the least like her when I laughed."

"You are beautiful." Qing Huan said sincerely.

"What's the use of beauty? After all, your Majesty loves not me, but the queen of the enemy country." The female ghost Ruolan smiled softly, and Qing Huan realized that when she laughed, there was a playful little tiger tooth on the corner of her mouth. There is a sweet pear vortex.

"Your Majesty let me be a target. He knew that I was pregnant, but he still let me lose a child and broke my body, just because the woman lost her temper to him, because he promised her that in the harem, he would never Touch another person. I was pregnant, and the woman became angry. So, your majesty pushed the boat along and asked the queen to give me medicine."

"I thought it was the ultimate tragedy at this point. But I didn't expect that your Majesty was more cruel than I thought."

"He ordered me to be ravaged and killed, and the body returned to the enemy country, and then let the queen of the enemy country replace me." The female ghost Ruolan smiled sadly. "The Lan'er he kept calling out was not me. He was deliberately deliberate to save me and help me. It was not me. He had no affection for me. After my death, the enemy monarch recognized that I was not his queen, so he took me. The body of the whip was cut off and hung on the city wall for public display. His Majesty insisted that his Concubine Lan was in the palace. Girl, you say... Am I to blame him?"

"I never blamed him. Because he is your majesty. He is hot and cold, I don't blame him, he doesn't save the child, I don't blame him, he used me as a substitute, I don't blame him, he killed me, I still don't blame him, because I love him. That love has been carved into my soul, allowing me to live for him and die for him. But I still feel sad, I still... still think of the various things before my life, and feel pain. What did I do wrong? I was poor since I was a child, and my parents loved me, but when I fell in love with my family, I had to be a singer-song girl, but I didn’t steal or rob, so I kept myself clean. Why did I end up like this in the end? End?"

Qinghuan looked at her quietly.

The female ghost Ruolan shed blood and tears, Qing Huan was a little bit frightened secretly, but there were so many ghosts on the bridge, but like the female ghost Ruolan, it was still so difficult to escape after death, but it was the first time I saw it.

After a long while, she sighed slightly, brushed her bare hand across the face of the female ghost Ruolan, and said lowly: "Then go and dream. If you want him to fall in love with you, I will help you. But this world love , How can there be so many loves that are open and honest."

This love was too heavy, and it made Qinghuan feel depressed again.

She has lived in so many worlds, loves those worlds very sincerely and enthusiastically, and believes in the beautiful feelings of those beautiful people, but she herself will never have love again. It's not that she is afraid or repulsive, but that she really doesn't need love anymore. Family friendship also made her unable to give up. So far, what she missed the most was the practice of being a Taoist priest.

Chi'er, chi'er, life is sometimes necessary, so why bother to force it.

And she has already learned and enjoyed forgetting. Regardless of whether the memory is good or painful, it will eventually pass, and nothing can pass time.

Qing Huan sighed again, and she sent Mo Ze out, but the bridge was instantly deserted. I don't know what's wrong in which world, time is probably out of the question, let's talk about it when Mo Ze comes back safely.

When he closed his eyes and opened them again, Qing Huan felt a sharp pain. She subconsciously covered the painful part, and sat up abruptly, sitting on the bed bending over, hugging her belly tightly.

"Niang Niang, Niang Niang, are you awake?!" A round-faced little palace lady greeted her, with an excited expression telling her worry, "Great, you finally woke up! The doctor said you can't move! Hurry up, Lie down!"

Qing Huan’s brain hurts for a while. Her arrival has always been random and unlimited, but it seems that it is not very reliable every time. Maybe she should consider whether to decide the time point by herself in the next world? At this moment, it was obvious that Ruolan had a miscarriage, and the emperor had already got the so-called queen of the enemy.

In other words, he wouldn’t kill Ruolan until he got the queen’s heart, but there was not much time, at most, about a year. When the queen was moved to him and was willing to be his concubine, then it would be Ruolan. Lan's death date.

How cruel and cruel this man must be to come up with such a way to use a woman who loves him so deeply.

Qinghuan didn't want to think about it so much, because she really hurts. I have endured any pain before, but now I am squeamish.

"Niang Niang..." the little palace lady called softly. "You, do you want to see your majesty? Or, should Tuan Cui order someone to remind you?"

"No need." Qing Huan said weakly. "Your Majesty knows everything, how come you have time to visit this palace? You can withdraw."

He is a ghost, hiding in the secret room of his bedroom and using the enemy king to cultivate affection with the enemy king.

Qing Huan had seen many people in these worlds, but among the men she chose to be with, none of them were as disgusting and despicable as the emperor. Since she was not a fellow traveler, Qing Huan would not be polite, so she didn't want to keep such a man by her side.

Looking at Qing Huan's pale face, Tuan Cui's heart trembled, and he replied and stepped back.

There were no others in the temple, Qing Huan moved his finger lightly, and the pain disappeared instantly. In a world where she has no intention to stay, it doesn't matter if her heart does not beat, because there will be no emotions that can move her. Whether it is the cruel and ruthless emperor, the queen who betrayed her husband and thrown into the arms of the enemy, or the great king who ravaged the body of a weak woman, it was the ultimate in disgust for Qing Huan.

Therefore, the capacity can be used without restriction.

It's better to use the first one first. Qing Huan tilted his head for a moment, and a sly smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

Naturally, she would not use the ability that this world does not exist on the feelings of the emperor and others. If feelings are not wholeheartedly, then the wish is not fulfilled, and Qinghuan does not have the will to confuse others, but in other aspects, she did not say that she could not. Use it.