Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

Chapter 312: Twenty-third bowl of soup (10)

I don't know if it is Lu Nong's illusion. In short, she feels that Yun Zhi has suddenly become particularly considerate these few days. I used to pester her out to play, but now I can’t. Yesterday I called out to take her out to put the paper kite, but today I changed my mind immediately, saying that the paper kite is nothing fun, and the sun is so big, why don’t you take him away? Is the whole skin tanned?

Lu Nong finally resisted wanting to say that he was not plain enough.

But this is fine, otherwise she would have to think of a reason to tell him that she can't play with him.

But wherever there is sunshine, she can't appear. Having been with Yun Zhi for more than ten years, Lu Nong dared to go out only on cloudy or rainy or snowy days, but even then she was accustomed to holding an umbrella.

When she first became a ghost, she didn't understand anything and suffered a lot. I had also longed for the sun to stretch out my hand, but in exchange for the sharp pain and burnt smell. Three thousand years later, she has a deep sense of Taoism, capable of transforming her form, but still can't appear in the sun.

In fact, she missed the warmth a lot, but she chose this path herself and she did not regret it. Fortunately, Yun Zhi lived very well. Thinking that Yun Zhi could reincarnate and live well, Lu Nong felt that everything he had was rewarded. After she dies, he will be sad for three or five years, but since he is to be a good emperor, he will not indulge in the love of his children, he will slowly forget her.

Maybe she still has a place in his heart, then he will eventually like other women again.

This is great, this is Lu Nong's greatest hope. She has searched for three thousand years, just to see if he is doing well now, just to promise him a great world, a prosperous generation, no regrets.

At the beginning, I was resentful, afraid, afraid that I could not find him, and afraid that after I found him, I found that he was living well and had a beautiful woman with him, so what would she do?

But later, as he couldn't find it, Lu Nong slowly realized that she loved him so much that she could watch him happy without disturbing him. She really hopes to be in love with him for a lifetime, but if he falls in love with another woman, she will also sincerely wish him sincerely.

Then watched him die old, reincarnation, until he perishes between heaven and earth.

She should be content to be together now.

But he was reluctant, really reluctant. She has lived an extremely long period of three thousand years, but the ten years of being with Yunzhi have passed as fast as a blink of an eye. Why is she so greedy and inadequate?

Lu Nong sighed slightly, and she felt that she was really going to be dying. After a short while, even if she could live, how long could she live? She shouldn't have existed in this world a long time ago, lingering for three thousand years, and now her wish has been given, and when her wish is gone, it is when she is dead.

From now on there will be no Lu Nong, Yun Zhi, will you weep for me in sorrow?

Don't cry, don't cry, you live well, I will not see you in countless reincarnations, and I can't protect you anymore. Who will help me take care of you?

She leaned on the bed and meditated quietly. The moonlight was bright and sprinkled on the ground, and the shadows of the trees were whirling, as cool as water. Lu Nong shuddered. She was really dying. She never felt hot or cold before, but now she actually feels very cold.

Lu Nong was surprised at first with the warm clothes draped over her shoulders, and then he was shocked. She didn't even notice someone came in and stood behind her!

Fortunately, it was Yun Zhi who came. He smiled and hugged her from behind, resting his head on her shoulder to protest: "Where is the moon viewing? The moon viewing does not call me, do you not love me anymore?"

When Lu Nong said this, his sad mood faded a little, and he forced a smile and said, "Why? I just can't sleep, so look at the moon. What about you, why are you still not sleeping?"

"The night is long and careless. I can't sleep without Nong Nong's hug. I also want to enjoy the flowers and the moon and Nong Nong." Yun Zhi buried his face in Lu Nong's neck, licking and laughing from time to time. Endless.

Lu Nong smiled and held his big hand on his waist, "That's fine, after a few days, after you finish your official business, shall we go to watch the sunrise?"

"Watching the sunrise?"

"Yeah, didn't you always want to take me to see? I heard that the sunrise here is very famous. If you stand on the top of the mountain and watch it, it seems to be close to you and you can touch it with your hand. I haven't been in the sun for a long time. Now, I want to go with you." Lu Nong's smile was a little pale, but it was extra sweet.

Yun Zhi's eyes were sore. He was not a fool. He knew that Lu Nong had a problem, but he would rather be a fool. In that case, he didn't know anything and was so happy.

He hummed and said, "Well, I'll be fine after a few days, so I will take you there."

"Just the two of us." Lu Nong said.

"Okay." Just the two of us.

What do so many people do? When we love each other, we don't need extra people to give pointers, and we don't need them to judge.

Lu Nong's situation was getting worse and worse. At first it was just a little bit, but it quickly fell like a mountain. In fact, she should have disappeared long ago. It was her obsession and wish that supported her to stay in the world until now. And she found Yun Zhi, and fell in love with him. This time, there was no national hatred, no grievances between them, they just simply fell in love with each other, nothing else. Lu Nong's wish was fulfilled, and his soul was released.

Yun Zhi didn’t want to leave her a step away, but he didn’t want Lu Nong to know his feelings, so whenever Lu Nong wanted to push him away, he always lied to ask for a kiss and left. It seemed like he had to live and die before. Pester her. Lu Nong didn't notice because of his body. Every time Yun Zhi held her, there were tears in his eyes.

At first it was just a guess, but Yun ordered the intelligence building to check it. At first he trusted Lu Nong, so he thought she was really a concubine who had lived in Lenggong for so many years, but the news from his men was not like that.

The Cold Palace has been abandoned for thirty years, and no one has been living in since the current saint ascended the throne! The wild grass grows wildly there, it is deserted and quiet, where is there a small kitchen, and where is a woman named Lu Nong!

But Yun Zhi pretended not to know, so Lu Nong would not worry.

Five days later, Lu Nong once again proposed to watch the sunrise.

Yun Zhi originally wanted to drag on for a few more days, but the second time Lu Nong raised it, he knew that he couldn't hide it.

So he held back everyone, drove the carriage by himself, wrapped Lu Nong tightly with the cloak, and hugged it in his arms. It was dog days, but Lu Nong's face was pale and trembling. She was cold, so Yun Zhi used his body temperature to warm her.

The two were camping in the mountains. Yun Zhi caught the hare, pheasant and roasted some mushrooms for Lu Nong to eat. This time she tried to eat a few more bites. Yun Zhi did not urge her to eat more like before, but his eyes were soft on her. After eating, he wiped her mouth, and then sat on the top of the mountain holding her.

They talked all night, and the mountain breeze roared, but no one felt cold. Looking down from the top of the mountain, the small figure is as fuzzy as an ant, and the clouds gradually spread out in the sunlight, and the east shows a white belly, and at the same time I feel a warmth on my body.

"...Nong Nong, will we be together for life and generation?" Yun Zhi lowered his head and kissed Lu Nong's heart, and asked softly.

Lu Nong smiled, and her petite body trembled slightly: "Life is too long, I only need a lifetime."

She is not greedy, she is acting against the sky and rebellious, so she dare not extravagantly ask for the next life, and she will not have the next life.

"If people have the next life, I still want to be with you."

"...I think too." Lu Nong grasped Yun's hand tightly, and stared at the golden light shining through the clouds with wide eyes. "The sun is coming out."

"It's so warm," she said. "I'm leaving. From now on, I can't take care of you, Yun Zhi, I wish you joy and peace throughout your life, and always happy."

"Where are you going?" Yun Zhi asked with a trembling voice. "Can you take me with me?"

Lu Nong smiled, she smiled, tears in the corner of her eyes. The ghost can't cry, but she cried, and at this moment she felt as if she was back three thousand years ago, she did not regret it.

Yun Zhi held the empty cloak and wept loudly.

He had never cried so happily before, not in his previous life, nor did he wait for three thousand years by the bridge, not to mention the reunion with Lu Nong. But even if the tears came out, there was no relief, on the contrary, it was extremely heavy.

None of them will have the next life, they will disappear completely in this life, but, Nong Nong, I don't want you to know, in fact, I remembered it a long time ago, I know everything, I remember everything.

You think that after my death in the previous life, I will reincarnate in the world and live for life after life. Then let you think so. In this case, you will be better off.

I waited for you for a long, long time. You didn't come. I thought you were reincarnated early, but I refused to go. I couldn't bear to go. After I walked over that bridge, I would forget you.

How can I be willing.

Reluctant, I will wait there until one day you show up, and then I want to ask you for an answer, but I waited for a long, long time, you always won't come. I watched the Naihe bridge owner change from one person to another, I watched countless ghosts jumping off the bridge, watching the pitch-black Huangquan road where the light was black, watching the bright red flowers from the other side of the bridge open to the end of the bridge, watching Some people were not reconciled, some refused to let go, watching the ghosts struggle and cry in the Wangchuan River.

They were all waiting for someone, but like me, they didn't wait for anyone.

I heard that Po Meng has a bowl of soup. Ghosts who want to put it down in the next life will forget all the past after drinking it. The lover does not remember, the enemy does not remember, the unforgettable does not remember, the heartbreak does not remember.

Don't remember anything, clean, just like a new born.

But I can't bear you.