Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

Chapter 342: Twenty-sixth bowl of soup (9)

Qinghuan did not answer.

"I now have an eternal lifespan, and I can even control the life and death of others, you said, should I be happy about this?" Ji Li smiled at Qing Huan with a particularly happy smile. "Everyone is afraid of me, no one can betray me anymore, this is what I deserve, isn't it?"

Qing Huan said softly: "In my opinion, all of this stems from your low self-esteem."

Her voice was soft, but she was really pricked with Mi Li's anger: "What did you say?!"

"Because you fear yourself with nothing, resist all the memories of the past, and forcefully beautify the past that you feel painful and regretful in the depths of your own soul. You are denying yourself, and all of this stems from low self-esteem. You feel that you are worthy. There is no love, but you have never given your love."

Mi Li glared at Qing Huan tremblingly.

Qing Huan continued: "I am a little different from you. I am a long, long time ago. In that world, my destiny is more tragic than you."

"Don't preach to me! I have told you all, and I have been kind and innocent! I have also been hopeful for mankind, and I have been soft-hearted, but this switch is all knives! The knives in my heart! They will only betray, they will only claim! The human heart, like their lifespan, is time-limited. After a certain period of time, they will forget everything. It doesn't matter what kind of alliance and each other, what kind of love and affection...it doesn't matter!" Mi Li seemed to want to persuade Qing Huan. "Don't you understand? I have experienced everything you are experiencing now! Sooner or later you will become like me. Now you still have beautiful illusions about these worlds, but one day you will know that there is no People are worthy of love, no one is worthy of belief, only you are the most important. When you stand at the peak of power, these worlds are like ants that you can rub! At that time, whether there is love, whether there is self, and there is What is important?"

Qinghuan’s eyes looked at Mi Li as if he was looking at a wounded child, tolerant and gentle: “I used to dare not face the memories of my life. Do you know what kind of person I was, and I was humiliated in my life. , I was still humiliated after death. In the first world, I was weak and ignorant. For a reason, in order to fulfill the wish of a ghost, I was tortured and humiliated, whether my body was good, my spirit, or even my soul. A thousand catastrophes are gone, and my body is wounded. I loved a person before I died. I didn’t change my mind before I died. I couldn’t live and committed suicide. Less than two years old, I was tortured by women, abandoned by my biological father, my lover turned away, and was deeply trapped in the enemy. Jun, his body was completely broken and he could no longer be called a woman. Before he died, he married an old man and became his wife. After a few days of happy life, he died."

"I took over after death. My last term was a woman. She still couldn't let it go, so she left after I arrived. I also hated and resented myself. I was pressed by a man and unable to resist, as if I was born lowly, such as It’s like the mud on the ground, and I’m born to be trampled on. I even hated the sky. I was as cynical as you. I almost went astray."

"But do you know that beings like us are not tolerated in heaven or in any world. The place where we exist is nothingness. We come from darkness, belong to darkness, and how powerful we are, the bottom line in our heart should be? Strong. The more you are not in the way of heaven, you should live in harmony with the way of heaven, being righteous and good, so you can live forever.

"We have no heart, but you know, the heart can come back again."

Mi Li didn't appreciate it. Although she was a little touched by Qing Huan's words, she did not soften.

"I come from Naihe, I return to Naihe. If you want to destroy the world at this time, I am powerless to resist, unable to control myself, nightmare, past, memory, pain, all of which make me retreat. So I had to jump off ten thousand. The River of Ghosts, endure the loneliness that ordinary people can't bear, and suffer the pain that ordinary people can't bear, and get the compassion that ordinary people can't realize. Xiaoli." Qing Huan called her name seriously. "Let go, give up this world, and go with me."

"……where to?"

"I will take you to a place where you can wash away all your sins. After ten thousand years, you can still do it again. I will not embarrass you or obliterate you. You only need to follow me and wait until you don’t. Under the control of the heart demon, I will give you freedom. You can still have your own nothingness and enjoy eternal life. Are you willing?"

Mi Li laughed slowly, "Really?..." She laughed, getting bigger and bigger-when she slowly walked to Qing Huan's side, a round blade suddenly appeared in her hand. , The blade was black all over, with a weird light shining. Taking advantage of Qing Huan's defenselessness, she quickly wiped Qing Huan's neck!

He wiped it back and said: "This is the last weapon that never left. Before he wants to abandon me, I asked him to hug me. This is how I killed him. Our existence can be killed by a weapon. Did you know that this thing is extremely precious, and it is better than any other weapon in the world. You are really lucky. You are the second person to taste this since you opened the blade."

She embraced Qing Huan's body from behind, with a round knife!

But Qing Huan's voice suddenly came from behind her: "I'm afraid it doesn't include me."

what happened? Mi Li was shocked, and turned around to find Qing Huan did not know when she was behind her! She looked at Qing Huan in disbelief: "How is it possible? You, who are you?!"

"Didn't I tell you that we are very similar, but in a more popular way, I am a higher level than you." Qinghuan's eyes were no longer gentle. "You make me very disappointed."

Mi Li laughed as if he had heard some joke: "Disappointed? What are you qualified to be disappointed in me?"

"Ming is stubborn." Qing Huan whispered. Before Mi Li could see what was going on, Qing Huan had stopped her, took the round knife away, and tapped her index finger between her brows.

With just such a light touch, Mi Li felt that something had been lost from her body. She seemed... lost all abilities and became an ordinary human!

Qing Huan quickly let go of her, Mi Li stood up, frantically trying to use her strength, but her body was empty. She looked at her hands in horror, she used all means, and the power she had worked hard to get--disappeared! All disappeared!

"How could this happen?! What did you do to me?!" She yelled at Qing Huan in a collapsed state. "Give me back my strength! Give it back to me!"

"You have lived long enough, this body is still twenty years away, I wish you good luck." After speaking, Qing Huan turned around and left.

Mi Li roared: "Stop! Don't go! Don't let you go!" She chased up frantically and grabbed Qing Huan's wrist, "Don't go! Give me back! Give me my strength! Please! !give me back!"

"Everything comes from low self-esteem. Look at yourself. After losing your strength, you and the talented Mili are like two different people." Qing Huan looked at her with pity. "In fact, you know from the bottom of your heart that if you lose your power, you will lose the bargaining chip. Since humans are ants, now you are also ants. For the remaining twenty years, you should realize that the life of ants is how is it like."

Mi Li shook his head frantically: "I don't want to! I don't want to be a human!"

"You got everything from your last post. He taught you to grow, to be strong, to be gentle and to be just. But you went astray, and even killed him with revenge. I thought I could Help you, but now it seems that since you don't need my help, I won't be affectionate anymore." Qing Huan bent over and touched Mili's face. She looked so compassionate and a little bit sad. "No one can endure the loneliness and pain of these long years, so there is only one me."

The future, it has not yet come. The past has passed, and the years cannot be measured. Therefore, she only lives in the present.

Qinghuan still gave Mili the opportunity. If she couldn't complete the task in this world, she would be obliterated, but Qinghuan gave her 20 years of life to the maximum. If these two decades can live well, then, which one would be happier than the immortal life that would never be good?

Different people have different opinions.

When I returned to the delivery room, I only heard the doctor say that the child was born, but the mother had already died of dystocia. Sui Jing leaned against the wall and slowly slid to the ground. Qing Huan watched from a distance, but knew that Xin Yuhong shouldn't have died at this time. In a world that has not been disturbed by Sui Li, Xin Yubai and Sui Jing have fallen in love for their entire lives. Xin Yuhong married an ordinary person. Although we cannot say how deep the love is, she has lived to a white head after all.

Well, if you don't deserve to die, then live.

Xin Yuhong is arrogant and self-willed, but his nature is not bad. She has never dealt with Xin Yu in vain, even if she wanted to get Sui Jing, she used a bitter trick.

Sin does not die.

Sui Jing is even more so. Although he is weak and does not trust his lover enough, everyone's life is off track due to the interference of Xiaoli. Under Mi Li's deliberate guidance and lure, he and Xin Yuhong could do this.

However, Xin Yuhong can live, but can never be with Sui Jing.

Qing Huan lowered her head, smiled slightly, and disappeared.

After half an hour, Sui Jing raised his head and was shocked to see the person standing in front of him.

It belonged to Xin Yubai's face and body, but the look and expression in her eyes showed that she was not Xin Yubai. There was panic, anxiety, and doubt in her eyes.

From then on, the person Sui Jing hated the most had the body of the person he loved the most.

In this life, no one knows how it will end, no one knows what will be gained and what will be lost after a few decades of living.

But fate has changed and cannot be undone.