Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

Chapter 367: Thirty-third bowl of soup (5 & 6)

Counting the time, five days have passed since entering the manor, but Qinghuan still hasn't seen the owner of this manor Leng Jue, but instead sees her Royal Highness every day.

Her Royal Highness is an extremely beautiful and weak woman. She is always waiting for Leng Jue's return. She stays by the door every day, but Leng Jue has not come back for five consecutive days. This makes her feel very sad, often Sitting there weeping secretly.

Looking at it this way, the princess seems to be a good person, but Qinghuan has seen with her own eyes that one day her Royal Highness was sitting by the door and crying alone, waiting desperately but to no avail. She was crying all the time, but the housekeeper went back and forth several times but never came forward to admonish or comfort her. At first Qing Huan thought that the princess did not have any status in this family, but after careful consideration, it should not be because the housekeeper has repeatedly told her not to make the princess angry. It can be seen that the princess is in this house. Still the mistress above.

Regardless of the admiral's feelings for her, her status as a noble princess cannot be shaken.

Originally Qinghuan only learned about the princess from Meiye and TV news. The former once said that the reason why Song Xing got the charm is the princess's handwriting. If you think about it, the princess can never be a white lotus. And the praises and praises on her in the TV newspapers, Qinghuan didn't bother to read it.

This is a country with a constitutional monarchy. Isn't it true that mainstream media will dare to say that the princess is not?

That day, she was wiping a vase in the living room at the order of the housekeeper. As soon as she turned her head, she saw a maid hired with her walking towards the princess.

Qing Huan didn't speak, but just watched after a few steps. The maid was to comfort the princess, because the princess was crying every day, waiting sadly for her lover to return home. The maid seemed to be about twenty-five or sixteen years old, with an ordinary appearance, but a kind heart. Qinghuan saw with her own eyes that she just kindly comforted the princess by saying, "The admiral must be something important, otherwise the princess will not be left alone". With just one sentence, she didn't know where she got the princess's x point. People come in and drag the maid down!

After a severe beating, the maid was thrown out of the manor. Even if you are a princess, you can't rush your life, otherwise the maid's life is gone now.

The princess naturally said: "What she said made me unhappy." So she wanted to punish her.

Qing Huan thought, this kind of innocent cruelty makes people shudder. Because she was born as a princess, more noble than everyone else, and everyone else must satisfy her to serve her, so even if she doesn’t understand anything, she knows that people who make herself unhappy and unhappy can get rid of it—because of her It's a princess, she has this ability and this qualification.

She was born different from ordinary people, which is why she fell in love with Lengjue. The more Leng Jue treated her as if he were stubbornly obsessed with her, the more the princess fell in love with him.

She didn't enter the manor to be a maid. Song Xing still had memories of Leng Jue in her mind. Qing Huan's careful analysis and analysis thought that Leng Jue might not dislike her. They even got married, but the strange thing is that, knowing that his wife disappeared after betrayal, Leng Jue not only didn't look for her, but regarded everything as having never happened, and even married a princess as a consort.

What does he want? Qing Huan thought, this is already something obvious. For an ambitious hero, no matter how beautiful a beauty makes him move, there is no great attraction for power. It might be fun to be with Song Xing, but it didn't help him in the slightest. But if he married the princess, his status would only be even better!

Qing Huan knew that the Federal Empire seemed calm, but it was actually in a civil war. The emperor wanted to ban the existence of the parliament, and progressive people in the parliament proposed the idea of ​​progressing the constitutional monarchy into a democratic republic. That is to say-the existence of imperial power is banned. From then on, this country is no longer called the Federal Empire, but the Federal Republic.

In other words, the two sides are evenly matched, so at this time, whoever wins the support of the general Leng Jue will be the winner. But the question is, does Leng Jue want to continue to be a nobleman, or does he want the people of this country to live a democratic and fair life?

Since then, there will be no more distinctions, no commoner nobles, everyone is equal, everyone can rely on their own abilities to get ahead, and hereditary titles will soon cease to exist. It can be said that the latter is for Leng Jue. It's not that wonderful.

This can also explain why he chose to marry the princess. His Majesty the King has only three daughters, and the little princess is one of his favorites. He marries the jewel in his palm to Leng Jue, and he is making a promise: You are on my side, and when I die, the throne is yours.

Leng Jue was born noble and enjoyed all the privileges that nobles could have, so it is not surprising news that he chose to stand on the side of imperial power, is it?

Qing Huan feels that even if Leng Jue knows where Song Xing is, or even knows who framed Song Xing and who was tortured and humiliated by him, he would not save Song Xing. The five years has already well explained. all.

Who is Lengjue? He is not a commoner like Song Xing, but a hereditary noble, and even more importantly an admiral! If he was determined to protect Song Xing, how could he give others a chance to hurt her?

In any case, Qing Huan felt that Leng Jue's "no knowledge" of Song Xing's experience was untenable, and he couldn't justify it at all. It was all lies.

Poor Song Xing can't live anymore. He would rather jump down the Wangchuan River and endure a hundred years of torture than come back and be a man for five years. For a hundred years on earth, how many years is Wangchuan River? That was an immeasurable amount of time, and for Song Xing, the pain was a thousand times worse.

Or maybe, she didn't have the courage to come back and support herself to live another five years because she had a faint hunch that Leng Jue was not angry because of her "betrayal", but he chose to abandon her as early as the beginning. She didn't dare to face this reality, so she didn't come back and deceived herself.

Song Xing she wanted an answer, but she knew what the answer was from the bottom of her heart.

Just when Qing Huan was in a daze, she suddenly heard the soft and joyful voice of Her Royal Highness: "You are back!"

When she looked back, she saw Her Royal Highness lift the skirt of the tutu, trot all the way, rushed to the small road and plunged into the man's arms. Because the distance is a little far away, the naked eyes can't see clearly what kind of respect the admiral, who is fascinated by His Royal Highness Song Xing, the princess, and 90% of the women in the empire, looks like.

At this time, the butler quickly ordered: "Hurry up and serve tea!"

Qing Huan responded, and when she brought her tea from the kitchen, she just saw the princess sitting on the sofa holding Leng Jue's hand happily.

She put the tea on the table in front of them, then bowed out, and took a cold look from the corner of her eye without a trace.

Can swept the empire by thousands of young girls, Leng Jue is naturally very beautiful, and his rigorous military uniform makes him look a bit more abstinent. There is almost no emotion in those black eyes, and there is always a cold light. ——This is a man who recognizes his goal and never let go. For his purpose, he will sacrifice everything, even his own life, he will not cherish it.

Compared with the princess's confusion and infatuation, she feels indifferent and alienated and doesn't seem to be facing his wife. But even though he was so indifferent, the princess did not complain at all. Instead, she nestled in his arms with a blushing face and looked obsessed with her eyes. It can be seen that she really loves cold sleep, loves enough to do bad things for him, lose The kind of self. Qing Huan thought that if Leng Jue asked her to kill the king to marry him, the princess would not hesitate for a moment.

Next, the couple did not care what they did. After finishing work at night, she returned to the lower house. Because there are many manor houses, the maids live in small single rooms. Although the floor area is not large, but All have personal space, so that they don’t bother each other.

Qing Huan sat in front of the mirror to remove the disguise from her face. She is very confident in her makeup skills. Leng Jue and Song Xing have not seen each other for five years, and Song Xing was only twenty years old five years ago. Once a woman changes, she can be quite different. In the past two years, she has been conditioning her body, and she has undergone earth-shaking changes from the inside to the outside.

She removed the camouflage on her face, wiped the marks on her face with a soft wet towel, and then looked left and right in the mirror. Song Xing is very beautiful, even if compared with the princess, he is not defeated, but it is a pity that he is an ordinary background, low education, but has a heart of innocence. Such simple kindness has never appeared in the world of Leng Jue. So Qing Huan boldly concluded that he really liked Song Xing. But this kind of liking is only a temporary infatuation. It is good to have Song Xing, but he will not die without Song Xing, not to mention that if he sacrifices Song Xing to plan, he can get even greater benefits.

Only Song Xing would believe him. How can the love of a politician be believed? They are accustomed to lying, and they can't stop talking in their ears. If they want to live well, protecting themselves is the most important thing.

If you take heart and soul to others, they will only think you are stupid, and then use you mercilessly to stab the heart with your hands. It is only a momentary matter for him, but it takes you a lifetime to heal the injury, and it may not get better in a lifetime.

Qing Huan avoided the camera, and aimed at the study room with cold sleep. The study is a major military site. It is usually guarded tightly. Only when the general is at home will he relax a little bit. Maybe they don’t think anyone will dare to attack at night, but if the general is there, what little thief can’t catch it?

The door was concealed, and there were only two military police guards around it. Qing Huan was wearing a maid costume with a tray in her hand, and smiled at the two military policemen: "Two eldest brothers, the butler asked me to bring tea."

It was late at night, and only the housekeeper and shift workers were there, so the military police gave way without taking precautions. After Qing Huan entered, he held the tray with one hand and gently closed the door with the other. The soundproofing effect of the manor is very good, even if there is a bomb inside, there is nothing to feel outside.

Leng Jue is looking down at the document. He is a left-handed man. At this moment, he is writing thousands of documents with a golden pen. I didn't care when I heard the footsteps, and thought it was the princess: "Didn't I say I'll go back to the room later, who asked you to come?"

Qing Huan said lightly: "No one asked me to come."

Her voice was different from that of the princess, Leng Jue immediately raised her head, but saw a strange and familiar face. He squinted his eyes and looked at Qing Huan, not daring to confirm who she was for a while.

"Have you forgotten me?" Qing Huan showed a lonely expression, walked to his table, put the tray on the table, and poured a cup of tea for him: "His Royal Highness is really an honorable person who forgets things. Anyway, you and I will do it too. After a period of time as a couple, how come there is a new person and forget the old person and don’t remember me?

"...Xiao Xing?" Leng Jue's eyes were surprised.

Qinghuai laughed: "It's me, long time no see."

Leng Jue still couldn't believe it. Song Xing in his memory is a little sun, full of vitality every day, always facing the world with the best smile. But what is Song Xing like in front of me? Although he laughed, he became restrained and unpredictable.

"Don't worry, I just wanted to ask you a few things." Qing Huan noticed the change in Leng Jue's expression, thinking that this man might like Song Xing more than she had guessed. "Do you love me?"

She was going to ask something else, but the cold-jue expression made her change her mind.

Leng Jue did not speak, and was silent for a few seconds before saying, "No."

But in those few seconds, he told Qing Huan that he was duplicity. It's not that Qinghuan has never seen such a man. It is exactly the same as Jing Shaoyou. He loves each other, but for other things, he does not hesitate to sacrifice the person he loves, and then live with pain and regret-all nonsense!

Without her, Jing Shaoyou was still a high-ranking official with power in the hands of the opposition. He was still dressed in fine clothes and jade, eating silk, silk and satin, and countless beauties gave in and embraced him. Without Song Xing, Leng Jue is still the hereditary aristocratic general, and is still respected and respected by countless people, holding the military power, and marrying the princess as his wife.

Have they ever suffered? Yes, in the dead of night, I would probably groan without illness, remembering that a clean girl once loved him deeply, and she was all in her heart. It was the most complete and sincere love.

But it's dawn, cold, unfeeling, they are still them, and there will be no change.

"Don't love me? If you don't love me, how can you marry me?" Qinghuan walked behind Leng Jue. In the afternoon, she noticed that the princess was quickly pushed away by Leng Jue when she threw herself into Leng Jue's arms. Sitting on the sofa, Leng Jue seemed to find it difficult to accept the intimate movements of the princess. But right now, when Song Xing's body was pressed on his back, he was completely relaxed, without the slightest stiffness or rejection.

Sometimes, the body is more honest than the mouth.

"Your body still remembers me." Qing Huan whispered in his ear. "Remember who I am and how close we once were. Your Majesty, after you drive me away, will you think of me in the dead of night? Can your Royal Highness satisfy you, eh?"

Leng Jue grabbed her hand and said in a low voice: "Xiao Xing."

"Tell me, do you know that the so-called'betrayal' is that the princess is framing me? Five years ago, when you drove me away, did you know that the father-in-law shot me? My depraved charm is the princess's handwriting, you Do you also know? You know what kind of life I have spent three years in Mei Se, eh? That is, in the past two years, I escaped from Mei Se, and you started to send people to look for me." Qinghuan noticed it when she was in the slum area, and there were two groups of people looking for her! It must be Master Mei, but she still has Master Mei's videotape in her hand. The man is extremely arrogant, and it is absolutely impossible to take such a risk to tell others to catch her together. Not to mention the inextricable connection between Lord Mei and the princess, so Qinghuan determined that the other group of people belonged to the general Lengjue.

He was also looking for her.

But what is even more ridiculous is that Song Xing has seen all of his life in the past three years, but he has not saved her.

It was Leng Jue who appeared in Song Xing's life, it was Leng Jue who kept Song Xing by his side, and it was Leng Jue who offered to marry Song Xing. All of this was Leng Jue's initiative. Without him, Song Xing might be just a simple ordinary but safe and happy civilian now.

You ask Song Xing, what kind of life does she want to live?

Qinghuan thinks it is the latter. "There are men in this world who will only bring harm to women. You are such a man."

"Xiao Xing..." Leng Jue held Qing Huan's hand, "When my plan is successful, I will go to the charm to bring you back, but I can't do that at the moment, because the king and the council are eyeing me. Can you understand? Be considerate of me."

Qinghuan suddenly felt funny: "I don't understand, and I don't understand. Don't think I don't know what your wishful thinking is. From the very beginning, you just want to marry a civilian wife to lower the council. And the king’s suspicion and suspicion of you. What does it mean for a nobleman to marry a commoner regardless of his status? They will treat you as a fool who doesn’t love Jiangshan but only beautiful people, but who knows that power is the most important thing in your heart? I am a guise, a shield, when you feel that the heat is almost over, you won't protect me in front of the princess. So, boom!" Qing Huan shrugged. "My scene ends here, it's finished, and your great cause is about to unfold. You show to the best of a man whose heart is ashamed after being betrayed by your lover. Even the princess was deceived by you. On the one hand, she was because of marrying you. Feeling joy, on the other hand, because of your indifference, think you are obsessed with me, and five years ago, the drama of my betrayal was created by her. You use her guilty conscience and love to achieve your goal step by step. And I, I have to bear all the princess's anger. Every time she gives way to you, I will suffer a torture, and life will be a little bit worse. You know all this. Even if you don’t know, you can guess it. But you let it happen. ."

So, don't say whether you love it or not, and don't say anything about saving Song Xing. Even if you erase all the memories and start over, how to choose, the man will still choose.

Qing Huan said slowly, she knew that she was right when she looked at Leng Jue's tight lips and flashing eyes. I should be thankful that Song Xing jumped off the Wangchuan River, otherwise, if she knew the truth of the matter was like this, what kind of shock would it be?

Qinghuan had forgotten how she felt before she was alive, but she knew that it would definitely not be so happy.

People live for decades. Why waste people who say that they love you but can’t cherish you? Time is precious.

Leng Jue couldn't deny it, because what Qing Huan said was the truth. It was not that he had never thought about how Song Xing would be treated. What is the charm, who are the people in the charm, and the class difference between commoners and nobles, he knows all these too well!

Of course, he was reluctant to bear Song Xing, he liked Song Xing, and if he could, he was willing to keep Song Xing by his side forever. But the problem is that when love and power can't have both, he chooses the latter and can't regret it!

Even regret is useless! Because everything has developed in the direction he expected, he can only go on, but Leng Jue has thought that when he succeeds, he will naturally bring Song Xing with him. At that time, he will still love her. , Even because there is no concern and purpose, will love deeper.

Song Xing loves him very clearly to what degree he feels cold, he thinks there is still time, he thinks it will not be too late.

But Qinghuan knew that everything was too late. If Song Xing did not come to Naihe Bridge, but continued to live in this world, then five years later, she would die in endless gang **** hell. When Lengjue's big event was finished, she turned around to find Song Xing, she had already become a wolfdog's belly Chinese food!

and then? Leng Jue will probably be sad for a few days. Then, he can become the emperor of the empire, and then marry a beautiful and gentle queen, have some children, and become famous throughout the ages.

Song Xing would only turn into a puddle of mud, at best he could make flower fertilizer, and nothing more.

How long can Lengjue be sad? He and Song Xing have been separated for so many years. Even if Song Xing is not there, he will not die. After he becomes a king, what else can he not get? There can be women who are more beautiful than Song Xing, and there can be women who are more innocent than Song Xing. He can find countless "Song Xing", and he can even play some affectionate money, which looks similar to Song Xing. People cherish the memory of the past.

Then every year on Song Xing’s death day, he can go to the grave-if Song Xing has some flesh left, sit on the grave and drink a glass of wine, squeeze a few tears, and say something to miss and regret... When he is old, he can still do it. Tell his children and grandchildren, ah, I once loved a woman, how good she is, but I am sorry for her, if there is another life, I hope I can live with her forever...

Nonsense.

It's all bullshit.

Song Xing died a long time ago. No matter how good your life is, you are the king and your power is overwhelming the world, so what? If you miss her, can she crawl out of the ground to hug you? Or to say, this ridiculous so-called "love", she should be grateful, and remember it when she died, loving you will never change, you will enjoy the wealth and glory, full of children and grandchildren, but she is an early death, but she still needs to take your affection. ?

Why not eat shit?