Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

Chapter 409: Forty-first bowl of soup (one & two)

The female ghost experienced endless suffering and torture when she was in the Wangchuan River. Because they want to continue to exist, they discard their reason and emotions. All the beautiful memories and praiseworthy virtues disappear in the Wangchuan River, but even if they no longer remember anything, pain, resentment, despair... etc. Negative emotions will still follow closely, and will not leave for a moment. Even with the growth of time, it gradually thickens, and the pain is so severe that you can't wait to wipe out your soul.

Many ghosts couldn't bear this kind of pain, so they were eaten up by other ghosts in the long river water. From then on, they could not be reborn, could not go ashore, and could not find their obsessions and memories, and then dissipated between the heaven and the earth, turning into this dark river bottom silt.

The pain of life will be replayed, replayed, replayed again and again. So when the female ghost felt this pain, the memory of Wang Chuanhe followed. She has to endure this severe pain every day at the bottom of the river, never stopping, never ending.

That is the pain of giving birth.

As soon as she opened her eyes, she felt that her legs were broken apart, and there was something under her waist, and she groaned. In fact, it was nothing compared to what she had suffered, but when she was at the bottom of the river, she groaned. No heart, now she has a heart.

Although it is the heart of others.

But I still feel the needle-like pain that rises from the bottom of my heart. Accompanied by the sharp pain of tearing, it converges and twists into a resentment that radiates from the heart to the limbs.

"Girl use more strength, girl, use more strength! It will be done soon! It will be done soon! I have seen the head of the little boy! Hurry up! Girl hard! Think about the little boy, think about the castle lord, Hurry up girl! "Someone kept urging in her ears, but the female ghost didn't really want to have a baby, but she was disgusted with the pain, so according to the woman's words, she kept on exerting force, her forehead was dripping with sweat. Before she gave birth, she heard someone shouting outside: "How is Liuzhu now? Let me go in and have a look!"

Immediately I heard someone admonishing: "Fort Lord, the girl Liuzhu is giving birth to a child. How can this man enter the delivery room? It is unlucky and unlucky!"

"Go away!"

I saw a figure whirling between words, and between pushing and shoving, a tall man in a black costume rushed in. He ran to the bed in a few steps, held Liuzhu’s hand, and kissed him on his lips. Said: "Liuzhu, you are good, you must be good, I can't live without you, our child is about to be born, you, you must be good!"

He wouldn't want to live without her.

Liuzhu only felt pain all over, but half didn't want to talk to this man, just wanted to slap him away. She doesn't have the energy to speak at all now, can this person shut up and get out? But the man's strength was unexpectedly great, and she couldn't escape, so she could only stare at him-she thought it was staring, but it was a rare softness for a man.

He softened his eyes, and even kissed her white jade forehead regardless of the sweat on her forehead, and then wiped the wrinkles between her brows with his fingertips.

Liuzhu only felt that this person's eyes were so sincere and soft, but he could not feel any waves. She has no time to deal with men, because the pain of childbirth has taken away all her language.

I don't know how long it took, and with the cry of the child, Liu Zhu's body became soft, and she no longer had any strength, closed her eyes, and fell asleep.

When she woke up, her body had been wiped, and there was a clean and soft bedding under her body. She tried to move and found that her hand was still being held. Turning his head to look, he saw the man before him staring at himself softly: "Liuzhu, are you awake? I'll let you make porridge for you, let's drink some first."

The maid next to him presented a tray. The man put the porridge bowl in his hand, blew the heat, tried the temperature again, and took a spoonful of it to Liuzhu's mouth.

Liuzhu turned her head and refused: "Go away."

The man seemed to be accustomed to being rejected, without any irritation. He still softly encouraged him: "Liuzhu, don't get angry with me. Your body is important. Don't you want to see our children? I'm still waiting for you to give it. He has a name."

With that, he motioned to someone to bring the child over.

Liuzhu looked at the little baby in the nurse's arms. He looked very small, his face was red, his eyes hadn't been opened yet, his skin was tender, and his little mouth chirped from time to time, full of vitality.

But Liuzhu refused: "I don't want to see him."

A touch of sadness flashed in the man's eyes: "liuzhu..."

"I don't want to see you either. Go ahead." She closed her eyes and lay down again, even turning her head to stop looking at him.

The man stood there, and even the people on the side showed sympathetic eyes, but he did not lose his temper against Liuzhu, but whispered to Liuzhu: "Then I will go out first, let Tweety feed you porridge, no matter what Well, even if you hate me, you have to think about it. We are now a husband and wife, and we even have a son. We don’t have those overnight hatreds anymore."

Liuzhu lay there, her soul didn't feel any sweetness, but teardrops slowly slipped in her eyes.

After the man left, Tweety sat up with Liu Zhu, and Liu Zhu quietly drank the porridge while she was feeding. Tweety looked at her one after another, and then stopped talking, until Liuzhu asked her, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

"Girl, the young master is born, you...whatever you should do, you should get married with the lord of the fort. Anyway, our young master of Fujiapu, we must not be unfair."

Liu Zhu said, "His father is Fu Dong, a great merchant who is in the world. Isn't that enough?"

"But..." Tweety didn't dare to say any more, because she saw the long-lost coldness in Liuzhu's eyes again, and she had never felt that a girl was so cold.

The girl is mysterious, no one knows who she is, where she comes from, and what life experience she is. I only knew that the castle owner who went out to do business suddenly brought her back one day. After that, I have never seen the arrogant and arrogant castle owner treat him so tenderly and lovingly, indulging himself in every possible way, the love and hatred between the two people I don't understand, but I feel very sorry for my own castle owner. He almost racked his brains to please Liu Zhu girl. However, one year has passed, Liu Zhu girl gave birth to the castle owner, but she still shows no words for the castle owner.

There are many iceberg beauties in the world, but there is only Liuzhu that can make Fu Dong, the master of Fujiabao, so cherish. Tweety waited with her after Liuzhu arrived. Although this girl is not talkative and cold, she never criticizes others. After a long time, she dares to occasionally give the castle master in front of Liuzhu girl. Say something nice, but it's a pity that the girl never appreciates.

At that time, the lord of the castle brought Liuzhu back, and ordered them to call her girl. No one was allowed to call her a girl or a lady, and no one knew why.

Liuzhu lost her appetite after taking two sips of porridge, and waved to let them all go down. She wanted to be alone. Tweety glanced at her worriedly, and said softly: "Girl, the castle owner has been standing in the yard. If you want to see him, just scream."

The answer to her is always the silent back.

Tweety exited the room, Fu Dong was standing in the corridor, tall and silent, his usual aloof face is now only a gloomy face, the nurse standing beside him holding the child, but did not get the opportunity to enter.

Tweety heartily felt sorry for the castle lord, but she didn’t know what to say. In the end, she gave only a pale and weak persuasion: "The castle lord must not be impatient. The girl just didn’t figure it out for a while. Now that there is a young master, sooner or later, the castle lord will come. of."

Fu Dong opened his mouth, but said nothing, motioning her to go down.

At this time, the young master burst into tears, and the nurse hurriedly hugged him to breastfeed, and half an hour later, he sent him to Fu Dong's hands. Fu Dong held him like this and waited at the door, but Liu Zhu refused to see him. .

Liu Zhu will be in confinement after giving birth. This month, according to the rules, he cannot take a bath or wash his hair. When he thinks of her, his scalp becomes numb. However, I vaguely remembered that after being induced to give birth, I died tragically before I had time to do it in confinement, and I felt that it was nothing.

She looked in the mirror and knew what she looked like now. In these three worlds, one thing is the same, and that is beauty. Whether it’s Xu Lianyi or the flower blooming, plus Liuzhu, they are all born beautiful and refined. Each has its own merits. I can’t tell which is more beautiful. Liuzhu likes beautiful looks. Many times she can just look at her current face. Have a long and boring day.

Fu Dong stood outside for a day, and did not return to the room to rest until the evening. Although Liu Zhu showed no secrets to him, he also let her to indulge her, but he insisted on the matter of Yushui Huan. Otherwise, how did the young master be born?

But he didn't dare to go to bed. Liuzhu never even allowed him to touch her. He could get her as he wished, and it was a blessing from heaven. Now she gave birth to him a son. He really has nothing to ask for, and he only wants her in the future. Ken nodded to marry him, and the couple took their sons, so that he was immediately short-lived, and he was also happy.

Liuzhu was lying on the bed, Fu Dong was far away, he slept outside, only separated by a screen, at night, he seemed to be able to hear her breathing. But he didn't dare to talk to her, or make a noise to disturb her, he just looked at his baby son softly. The little guy is a little bit older, and I don't know if it is Aiwu Jiwu or something else, Fu Dong always thinks that his son looks like Liuzhu.

The woman he loved the most, he got her, but lost her forever.

Sometimes he didn't know whether he was right or wrong in doing this. He did what he was supposed to do, but it was a kind of harm to Liuzhu, and it became a ditch that couldn't be crossed between the two. The former Liuzhu also smiled innocently. It was he who took away her smile and forcibly changed her from a splendid girl to a woman. He even forced her to give birth to her son.

But how does all this help the final outcome?

Fu Dong thought, his heart was infinitely sad. In just one year, Huafa was born on his head, as if he was much older.

When Liu Zhu fell asleep and heard steady and regular breathing, he dared to approach her slowly, sat on the bedside and stared, motionless, as if he could watch for a lifetime.

She is still so young and beautiful, just because she is more charming and charming to be a mother, but he is solidly old. Fu Dong stretched out his hand, trying to touch Liu Zhu's face, but Liu Zhu moved a little, and the dignified seven-foot man was so frightened that he immediately crawled down to avoid being caught.

After a while, he dared to raise his head and slowly retreated behind the screen.

The next morning, Liu Zhu woke up and saw the child lying next to him. He still didn't open his eyes, but it was tender and a little open. Liuzhu looked at him and remembered the child she had missed. At this time, there was movement around her. She sat up and saw Fu Dong appear in front of her with a smile.

I didn't look it up carefully yesterday, but today I found out that this man seemed to be a young man, but his black hair was mixed with gray. If he hadn't been for his young and handsome features, he would really think of him as an old man.

He smiled when he saw her, smiling softly with a hint of humbleness. He approached Liuzhu and asked cautiously: "Are you better?"

Seeing Liuzhu ignored him, he continued to try to find a topic: "Look at our child, how beautiful he looks."

Liuzhu stared at him for a few seconds, then picked up the child. Fu Dong was pleasantly surprised. Everyone could feel the joy and joy he exudes from every pore. But the next second Liuzhu's action was to throw the child into the ground. If Fu Dong hadn't reacted very quickly, maybe the little child would be thrown to death. Even so, the little baby began to cry.

"It's so noisy, I don't want to see him." Liu Zhu said coldly, and after seeing Fu Dong stiffly turned around, he said again, "Next time I get close to him, I will only fall him to death."

Fu Dong's back was trembling, but in the end he left without saying anything.

On the third day Liuzhu heard that Fu Dong had gone out again, and he couldn't come back within ten and a half months. The nurse held the child to see her, and told her that when the lord of the castle left, he asked the girl to name the young master, but she only dared to show the child to Liuzhu, she didn't dare to hug Liuzhu, she was afraid that Liuzhu would The child fell to death.

The grandmother and others were there that day, and saw with her own eyes how ruthless Miss Liu Zhu was towards this child, and then thought of the tired look between the brow master's eyebrows, and there was no reason to understand. The housekeeper watched Fu Dong grow up. Their family served the Fu family for generations and felt very distressed for Fu Dong, so they were very dissatisfied with Liu Zhu.

But Fu Dongsan ordered Wushen, if he is or not, Liuzhu's status is the same, and the entire Fujiabao must obey her orders, and no one can violate it.

Fu Dong is not there, and the entire Fujiapu is only Liuzhu, but she never stays at home, does not see others, and rarely talks to others. Sometimes she sits alone for a day, sluggish, quiet, like No soul.

Tweety often worried about her, but it was useless to worry.

She also often wants to comfort Liu Zhu, hoping that Liu Zhu can understand the infatuation of the castle owner. She really does not understand. A good pair of Bi people, men and women, are a match made in heaven. Why can't they stay together in love? Make it like an enemy.

"Girl, the castle owner has been away for almost a month, don't you worry about him?"

When Fu Dong left, he said that he would be back in half a month, but Liuzhu had finished his confinement, and he still did not return. Tweety always wanted to prove that Liu Zhu had feelings for the castle owner, but every time Liu Zhu responded coldly to her.

"If you die outside, it will be clean."

Tweety clenched his fists: "Girl, Tweety really doesn't understand! Why on earth do you resent the castle owner so much? In the eyes of Tweety and everyone in the castle, the castle owner treats you consistently and affectionately, why can't you be right? How is the castle owner better?"

Liuzhu was sitting in front of the window looking at the sun. When she heard Tweet's words, she looked back at her with a smile but a smile, "Are you holding the injustice for your castle owner?"

"It's not just a servant, a housekeeper, a nurse, a guard... even the gardener thinks you are too much of a girl! The castle lord's true heart for you can be learned from the sun and the moon, how can you treat him like this? See the castle lord's year After passing by, the head is full of gray hair, are you really sorry to go!"

"The slave servant doesn't know what's going on between you and the master of the castle, but from the slave servant's point of view, the master of the castle is upright and considerate, and has never done despicable things. You-why don't you know how to feel sorry for him? "Tweety was about to cry as she talked. She is only 16 years old this year. Before she was six years old, she lived a nightmare life, coveting her stepfather, and wanted to sell herself to her younger brother who went to school... She would carry buckets and buckets in the cold winter. When the clothes go to the frozen river, they try to knock on the ice to wash the clothes. If they make a mistake, they will be severely beaten, and they will not even be able to eat one meal a day.

When she was six years old, she accidentally fell into the river. The castle owner happened to rescue her, asked her name, gave her parents Yinliang, bought her, and brought her to Fujiapu. Even though he was a servant, he was a hundred times happier than when he was at home.

For so many years, Tweety felt that she could see clearly what kind of person the castle owner was. So why the girl Liuzhu treated the castle owner like this, she just didn't understand!

"If it was your fiancé, all of your fiancé's parents were killed by him, would you like him?" Liuzhu asked.

Tweety was stunned for a moment.

"I hate Fu Dong, of course I have my reasons." Liu Zhu said, lowering his head. "If I don't hate him, why should I live?"

Tweet's eyes widened. Liuzhu raised his eyes, smiling at the corners of his mouth, but tears under his eyes. "Do you know the feeling of seeing the fiance who grew up together and the uncle and aunt dying in front of you? They are like my biological parents, but they are 11 million or not, and they treat me very well. "For Fu Dong, that was the person to kill, but for her, it was a warm and happy home.

"In the spring of that year, I was hiding in the closet and trembling at Zishi. When Fu Dong opened the closet, I could only see blood on his face from the knife. That scene was never forgotten before my eyes."

Tweety said in disbelief, "No, it's impossible...The castle owner won't kill people for no reason, it won't!"

Liuzhu wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said lightly: "Yes, they are sinful and they deserve to be killed. But for me, those are my parents and husband."

Liu Zhu had lost her parents since she was a child, and when her fiance's parents were raised, her father and mother treated her as their own. They were about to get married, but at this time a Fu Dong appeared.

Liu Zhu didn't know whether to hate Fu Dong who killed his relatives, or to hate himself who helped Fu Dong inadvertently.

On that spring day two years ago, she took her maid to a small hill outside the village to catch a butterfly, chasing a butterfly and lost her way, and somehow stepped on a person under her foot.

That person is Fu Dong.

He was unconscious, and the wound was still bleeding, which was obviously poisoned. The fiancé’s farm kept poisons and was doing business in medicinal materials. She was afraid that the flow beads would accidentally hurt her, so she took antidote pills with her.

Liuzhu rescued the person, and even scooped water for him, and healed the wound.

She thought it was just an episode, but she never expected that soon after someone came to seek revenge and slaughtered the entire villa, she was hidden in the closet by her fiance and hid there.

Endless fights, screams, weapons, blood bursts.

There is also fire.

When Fu Dong opened the closet, she looked at him with tears in her eyes.

Then he picked her up and took her to Fujiapu.

In fact, they are not familiar with it at all. Liuzhu hasn't even talked to him much for two years, just passively listening to him begging and explaining over and over again.

The fiancé’s family was doing insidious deeds, killing countless people. They even colluded with foreign enemies and sold unique poisons regardless of national interests. In Fu Dong’s mouth, family members who treated her so well were beasts who only recognized money but not people, and even cruelly used living people to test medicine. The hillside is full of colorful flowers, but there are countless bones buried underneath.

But they never leaked half a point in front of Liuzhu, they just wanted Liuzhu to live a simple and happy life. If Fu Dong did not join hands with the court and figure out the details of the villa from the business field, they would only kill more people.

Liu Zhu saw the people who were desperate because of the loss of their loved ones, the piles of bones, and the conclusive evidence.

Yes, Fu Dong is a good person. He didn't kill the innocent indiscriminately, he just killed three wicked men. The three wicked people with no conscience did not want to be caught by the court, so they chose to die rather than surrender, but hid her alone, wanting her to live.

I love her, so I separate her from all sins, love her, so let her live alone, love her, so I left her.

Liuzhu felt that it was his fault.

If she didn't save Fu Dong at that time, Fu Dong would die. If Fu Dong is dead, her family can live. Sometimes she no longer knows what she wants. She hates herself for killing her family, but she knows that her family has committed heinous crimes and deserves to be punished. But if she doesn't hate Fu Dong, she doesn't know what it means to be alive.

She must hate him, hate him forever.

After arriving at Fujiapu, Fu Dong treated her very well, but Liuzhu was always on guard against Fu Dong. He always wanted to get close to her. He tried his best to beg her to smile. He treated him in the bush of flowers. The girl with a brilliant smile fell in love at first sight, loved her and couldn't help herself, but cruelly took her smile away.

The court was going to kill Liuzhu together, but Fu Dong couldn't bear it. He took the innocent Liuzhu first step, even forged a corpse, and changed her name.

When she was in the villa, the people called her Miss.