Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

Chapter 414: 42nd bowl of soup (5 & 6)

"Accept me?" Yun Jinzi felt amused. "I don't need anyone to accept me. Today, you are acting without hesitation here, but because I have survived and become stronger, so strong that you can't resist it. If I died back then, you would never Guilt or regret, you are still your respected master sister, but I found this old hate to come to the door today, you are scared. "Today she has white hair and blood eyes, and the magic has been accomplished. No one in the world belongs to her. The opponent can only have this speech, but if she was driven down the mountain as Qing Qian hoped, because she was born beautiful, and was abolished by martial arts and cannot protect herself, who knows where she will end up? If the humble one came to the door, would Qing Qian also be this attitude?

impossible.

People in the world are afraid of the strong, and are used to bowing their heads to the strong, and they are accustomed to holding high and stepping on low. Good words are false. Only when they become strong can they crush all enemies.

Tears slowly appeared in Qing Qian’s eyes. For so many years, she had trouble sleeping day and night, dreaming of her uncle’s cold face, and dreaming that she was covered with blood and staring at her Yun Jinzi, but it was dawn. Now, she is still a role model for the younger generation of Tianjianmen disciples, and a great sister whom the younger brothers and sisters admire.

Yun Jinzi is a secret she hides in her heart, she is not known, even she herself is forcing herself to forget it.

At this moment, Yun Jinzi's words pierced the scars in her heart, exposing all her self-deception, and exposed herself to the sun in the most despicable and most unbearable way. She didn't even dare to look up into the eyes of the disciples and masters, as well as the uncles and uncles, for fear of seeing shock and disappointment in their eyes.

In fact, she was just afraid of losing such a glory, fading such a halo, and turning from the big disciple of the Heavenly Sword Sect that everyone admired to a deep-minded villain in a narrow-minded city. Such a life is not what she wants.

"I think it's scary to kill everyone and be spurned by others, isn't it?" Yun Jinzi licked the maltose, "What about me? I was abolished of martial arts, and I went down the mountain. You shouldn't be clear about what I will encounter. "At that time, Yun Jinzi, who was 16 years old, was as beautiful as a flower and didn't know anything about the world, and there will always be more bad people than good people in this world. "The bad things you did yourself are exposed, and you feel that you can't live. What about me? What did I do wrong? I deserve to be framed by you? Sister, I'm not happy when you say that."

She slowly stretched out her hands, and she didn't need weapons at all when the magical skill had been achieved. Only this pair of pure white catkins could tear a person's chest directly, extremely cruel.

Qing Qian flew off the high platform, drew his sword out of its sheath, and stood in front of Yun Jinzi, with a spirit of sacrificing the individual for the sake of the self. She took a deep breath and said, "It's not you who die or I live today. Miss Yun, you killed 17 disciples of my Heavenly Sword Sect, you brutally murdered my fellow martial artists, and killed innocent people. Everyone will kill me! I am! I am sorry for you in the past, but I will never allow you to continue to kill evil!"

"The tone is not small." Yun Jinzi chuckled. No one knew that she would be so fast. With just a blink of an eye, she caught a disciple, tore the other's chest with her backhand, and took out the red heart that was still trembling. The speed was too fast, the heart was pulled out, and the eyes were still blinking.

Warm blood splashed all over the ground, and Yun Jinzi's snow-white skirt was not spared.

It was the first time Qing Qian saw such a cruel and **** murder technique. She took a breath and couldn't help taking a step back. She didn't dare to look directly at Yun Jinzi's eyes. At this moment, she really realized that in front of her. This person is no longer the innocent Yun Jinzi who used to be easy to deceive, and now he is a big monster who kills people without blinking.

"You're scared, you actually retreated." Yun Jinzi smiled more and more. "It's really funny. Didn't you still say that you are a master sister, and you want to set an example for the younger brothers and sisters?" At this time, the headmaster said: "Are you a disciple of Jun Mo?"

Yun Jinzi ignored him, just jumped off Leopard's back and approached Qingqian step by step. It was this woman who ruined her whole life, and it was this woman who reduced the real Yun Jinzi to that point.

If the female ghost was not around at that time, Yun Jinzi was afraid that he would have to go down the mountain like before, living at the foot of the mountain, waiting foolishly for Jun Mo to find her. But the good times didn't last long, she always had to live, clothing, shelter, and such a face, she was coveted when she joined the world.

Becoming a group of men’s imprisonment, and in the end he could only commit suicide in despair. Qing Qian was afraid that he had never thought of Yun Jinzi who was expelled from his teacher's door?

In order for Yun Jinzi to choose to jump off the cliff, the female ghost took a lot of work, which caused her whole body to be cold behind her body, and there was no way to save herself, otherwise she would not hang on the cliff for so long.

She was about to reach out to catch Qing Qian, but a long sword was stabbed out diagonally. Yun Jinzi hid in time, and the sleeves of her clothes were cut off.

She lowered her eyes, then slowly raised her eyes to look at the purple-robed youth who appeared beside Qing Qian. The youth is very beautiful, with a faintly bookish look.

Bookish.

Yun Jinzi somehow thought of another man who looked very bookish but had a pair of **** eyes. Soon, she disliked such a restless herself, and severely choked the young man's neck, "I like heroes to save beauty, don't you?"

"Stop it!" Qing Qian yelled. "Yun Jinzi, you are crazy! That is Qingfeng! Gu Qingfeng! The best Gu Qingfeng for you!"

Gu... Qingfeng?

Yun Jinzi squinted his eyes and thought for a long time before vaguely remembering the rainy day when he was expelled from the teacher's door that year. Only a teenager comforted her and helped her. When she was framed by Qing Qian and others, only Gu Qingfeng pleaded for her. .

It's the gentle boy.

But now he has become a gentle young man. Yun Jinzi tilted his head and looked at the sadness in the other's eyes. "Why are you crying?" Are you afraid of death?

She slowly let go of her hand. "I won't kill you, you can get out of it."

Gu Qingfeng shook his head: "I can't let you kill anyone again. You used to be like this." He has always admired the innocent and innocent girl, the bright smile on her face, and her words and deeds, but This admiration has always been deep in his heart. He still remembered that kind girl, she didn't even eat meat, and the little animals in the mountains would approach her.

A fairy-like girl many years ago, if she knew that she would become like this many years later, she would definitely be sad.

"But now I am like this, what should I do?" Yun Jinzi approached him step by step, and Gu Qingfeng stepped back as a result. A sly smile turned from the corner of her mouth. "Do you like me?"

Gu Qingfeng's handsome face suddenly turned red. When Yun Jinzi watched a play, he stretched out his hand to pinch his chin and flirted with the mature and steady fourth senior brother of the Heavenly Sword Sect in full view: "If you admit that you like me, I will take you out of here after I deal with these people later. Stay with me, can't you say okay?"

Before Gu Qingfeng could answer, she said again: "Think clearly, you have only one chance in your life."

The wind outside the hall blew her white hair like snow, and her blood-red eyes were rippling with cheerful colors. Gu Qingfeng looked at Yun Jinzi as if he was looking at a dream that he could not touch in his whole life. Over the years, he always saw her in his dreams. "If I promise you, will you let go of the Heavenly Sword Gate?"

Yun Jinzi expressed regret: "No, you promised me or not, it's just the difference between you being alive and dead." After she finished speaking, she utterly said, "Today I want to wash the heavenly sword with blood!"

At this moment, a cold voice came from behind: "Jinzi."

Yun Jinzi slowly turned around, still pinching Gu Qingfeng's chin with one hand.

"Uncle Master!" The head and the elders were very happy.

"Uncle Shi!" Qing Qian and others were also very happy.

"Mr Mo!" The disciples who had never seen the rumors only felt they had escaped from death!

Mr. Mo, the youngest and most mysterious elder of the Heavenly Sword Gate, has been extremely talented since he was a child. After he became famous, he could not escape from the world. He only lives in legends, but today they see them alive!

Gu Qingfeng's heart was mixed with joy and sorrow. The happy thing is that there is Lord Mo, and today the Heavenly Sword Gate can escape the catastrophe. Sadly, I still can only look at Girl Yun from a distance. If Lord Mo is there, Miss Yun can't see anyone in her eyes.

"I'm looking for you, Jinzi, go back with Master." Mo Jun stretched out his hand to Yun Jinzi. He was also in white clothes and white hair. Compared with Yun Jinzi, who was full of demonic aura, he was like a banal immortal, rich and handsome. Compassionate. At this moment, his expression is indifferent, but his eyes are very gentle.

Yun Jinzi looked at that hand for a long while, just when everyone thought she would accept it, she suddenly turned her head and asked Gu Qingfeng: "If I don't blood wash the Heavenly Sword Gate today and let you go with me, would you be willing? "

Gu Qingfeng replied without thinking, "I am willing."

Yun Jinzi looked at Monarch Mo as nothing, hooked Gu Qingfeng's waist, and fell onto the leopard. The leopard roared, and the beast roared and became deaf. Everyone covered their ears, and then jumped over Monarch Mo's head and walked away. He disappeared in an instant. A trace.

Jun Mo turned to catch up, and the three of them shot a leopard, and in the blink of an eye they couldn't see anything. The people who left the Heaven Sword Gate stood in place, looking around, dumbfounded.

Although Leopard ran fast and Jun Mo was faster, he always followed them, Gu Qingfeng trembled with excitement, his hands tightly hugged Yun Jinzi's waist, he just didn't dare, after all, men and women are different, but Yun Jinzi found him annoying, because the leopard could easily fall off without a horse, so he grabbed his hand and let him hug him.

At this moment, Gu Qingfeng's face was red, and he couldn't say a word.

They entered the Tingyu Tower, but the Tingyu Tower did not allow Jun Mo to enter. These killers were not easy, and Jun Mo, who did not want to hurt his life, took a little effort to find him. After looking up layer by layer, I saw Yun Jinzi sitting on the main seat on the top floor. He didn't know how to say a thousand words in his heart, so he took a step forward: "Jinzi..."

"You and my master and apprentice broke off the relationship early, so please don't call Mo Jun to be so intimate."

Gu Qingfeng was sitting on the main seat, while Yun Jinzi was sitting on his lap. As a result, the young handsome face was flushed. He didn't know where to put his hands and feet. Yun Jinzi felt his trembling and couldn't help feeling. His face: "Hey, I won't eat you again, just let you be a chair for a while." This big chair was originally used by the host of Yulou. Men are not so particular about it, so they are very hard. Yun Jinzi doesn't like it. Sitting in a hard chair, Gu Qingfeng was thrown inside.

Gu Qingfeng was nervous for a while before he hummed, swallowed, looked at Yun Yanzi and looked at Mo Jun. He knew in his heart that he would salute when he saw Uncle Master, but he didn't want to separate from Yun Jinzi, she was so slender and small, sitting on his lap so cleverly, he could even see the whirl of her head.

Pity her at a young age, she suffered such a frustration, white silk, Gu Qingfeng only felt full of pity, really wish that she could bear it for her.

Jun Mo stepped forward and stared at Yun Jinzi, "Jinzi, my teacher shouldn't have treated you like that in the past. You and Master should go back to Xianren Mountain. We are still the same as before, okay?"

Yun Jinzi shook his head: "I won't go back, I don't like you anymore, Master."

She suddenly called him a master, his voice was still pretty and pretty, but no longer the affectionateness of the past, and there was no act of acting like a baby in her eyes. "I will never go back to Xianren Mountain. It is not my home. Yun Jinzi died when he jumped off the cliff. You won't be able to find her again."

Jun Mo closed his eyes and opened them again: "I must take you back."

"You can't beat me." Yun Jinzi said mercilessly. "My magic has been accomplished, and I am no longer a living person, and no matter how powerful you are, you are still a common man. Do you think you can force me back?"

"I will make you willing to go back with me." Mo Jun said lightly.

Even if he was asking Yun Jinzi, he was still so noble and cold.

Yun Jinzi always feels that he is very far away, even if he is within reach, it is still far away. Such a man shouldn't be moved by the mortal heart, and there is no woman in the world who can match him. He should be so remote, but because of this, she said she didn't like it, and she really didn't like it anymore.

Gu Qingfeng only felt light on his body. It turned out that Yun Jinzi had left his thigh. He did not speak, and quietly watched her walk towards Mo Jun, thinking that she was still going back to Xianren Mountain in the end.

That's the best.

Back at Xianren Mountain, she is still the Yunjinzi of the past, and she can live with her uncle master for the rest of her life, even as a master and apprentice.

Yun Jinzi walked up to Mo Jun, he was very tall, and he had a cold breath of flowers and plants, far away, so far away. It seems that even if she holds him, she can't own him.

How can a person stay so far away after living together for so long? Yun Jinzi chased this man in his dreams countless times, but she shed tears and couldn't catch him.

I don't want to be close to him, I dare not expect it, but it is impossible to even look at him quietly. She doesn't want to be a good person anymore, she has done enough. She was bullied to despair, physically and mentally broken, and unable to live, she chose to commit suicide.

"Do you believe people can do it again?"

Mo Jun did not speak, just looked at her.

"I have dreamed many times." Yun Jinzi stood on tiptoe and raised his head, as if to kiss Jun Mo, but no, she just approached his ear and told him: "I always dream of me without jumping off a cliff. , I went down the mountain with my disused body and lived at the foot of the mountain. Later, a group of people took me away. I was pressed under my body by many men. Night after night, it was such a dream. Is that true or Fake? I can't tell."

"I don't want to live anymore. I think it's really hard to live. I dreamt that I've been calling Master, but Master has never looked for me. I called Master to die. After I wake up from my dream, I don't like you anymore."

After she said these words, she suddenly saw her clothes, seemingly naive: "My skirt is stained with blood, you can wash it for me."

Just like it was on the mountain before.

Mo Jun quietly took the skirt she took off and walked out.

Yun Jinzi stood still, she still felt sad, her sad eyes were sour, but there were no tears. The grief of Yun Jinzi staying in this body is still there, but the female ghost does not want to cry. She raised her head to look at Gu Qingfeng who was sitting on the main seat, and asked him, "How do you like me?"

Gu Qingfeng's face reddened again, but he couldn't answer this question.

Yun Jinzi smiled, pulled him up and nestled on it. This grand teacher's chair is very large and spacious. She is a small one, curled up into a nest on it, looking petite and lonely.

So Jun Mo stayed in the Tingyu Tower. What bothered him was that the host wanted to find his troubles every day and tried every means to kill him. The time he spent with Yun Jinzi hadn't been much time with the Ting Yulou killer. The only person who accompanies Yun Jinzi every day is the purple-robed young man named Gu Qingfeng.

On this day, taking advantage of Jun Mo being caught by the killer again, Yun Jinzi took Gu Qingfeng into the city by sitting on a leopard. People in the city screamed and fled when they saw her, and soon the whole street was empty. Enjoying such a peaceful atmosphere, Yun Jinzi took the root candied haws from this stall and the roasted sweet potatoes from that stall from time to time.

But unfortunately, someone stood in front of them again, and it looked like they were here to kill Yun Jinzi again.

When those people attacked her, Yun Jinzi didn't fight back. She just looked at Gu Qingfeng beside her.

Gu Qingfeng said that he liked her, but he couldn't do anything to kill these righteous people. He followed her. In addition to his youthful liking, he just wanted to influence her not to kill innocent people indiscriminately.

Yun Jinzi's right chest was penetrated by a sword. She slowly lowered her head and pulled out the sword in her chest and grabbed the person. Before opening his chest, Gu Qingfeng grabbed her hand: "Yunzi, don't hurt him. "He was very anxious and worried, but he was not worried about her, nor was he worried about her. Yun Jinzi asked him: "It was he who wanted to kill me first, didn't you see it?"

"You will be fine, but if he takes your hand, he will really die!" Gu Qingfeng said eagerly.

Yun Jinzi's chest was still dripping with blood, but Gu Qingfeng said, you will be fine, but if he takes your hand, he will really die.

Yun Jinzi threw the man aside in a desperate manner, and the leopard threw the man down with a low growl, biting the opponent's throat fiercely, with a fatal blow. Gu Qingfeng's face was pale: "Jinzi! You can no longer kill people indiscriminately!"

Is it for her?

may be.

I don't want her to kill evil on her back again, I want her to turn her head back.

But she was not happy at all. Yun Jinzi walked to the leopard and touched the leopard's head. Only the leopard who ate her meat was her partner. She let her chest bleed and sat on the leopard's back without turning her head back: "You go back, if I see you again next time, I won't be merciful."

Mo Jun was on the way to find her. Yun Jinzi waved away the hand he intended to support, found the Grand Master's chair, and lay down in a nest. She lay there quietly, like a lonely beast.

Jun Mo asked for hemostatic medicine, but Yun Jinzi refused to approach him and refused to talk to him.

She just lay there quietly, without speaking or moving, her white hair was hanging on the ground, the leopard was lying on one side, and the airflow formed by breathing made her white hair flutter uncontrollably.

Mo Jun said, "The clothes are already dry, Jinzi, let's change your clothes."

Yun Jinzi didn't reply, no one knew what she was thinking, no one knew what a moody person she was now, no one knew what she would do next.

When she lay here, she looked like a simple child, but her hands were already full of blood. She was unreasonable, cruel and ruthless, and anyone who opposed her died in her hands. She was not a real Yun Jinzi, but she never wanted to be a good person anymore.

Leopard noticed Yun Jinzi's low mood, so he went to rub Yun Jinzi. Yun Jinzi held its big head and saw the golden vertical pupils. She touched it, and the leopard licked her face.

Yun Jinzi originally wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh at all at this moment. Behind her stood Mo Jun, the man was like a god, but he didn't even know what she was thinking, he didn't care what she was thinking, let alone what she wanted.

He just wanted to take her back. He wished to go back in time, thinking that everything could be done from scratch, thinking that even if Yun Jinzi changed, the heart that admired him would not change. He traveled thousands of miles to find Yunjinzi, but he was never looking for Yunjinzi.

It's the phantom.

It's the past.

It was the Yun Jinzi before the age of sixteen. Before the age of sixteen, the innocent, kind and lively Yun Jinzi. No one likes or accepts Yunjinzi nowadays.

They would only fear her, resent her, and curse her secretly, but after seeing her, they were full of fear.

Mo Jun is not afraid of her, but he just wants to find her in the past. But can she come back alive from the past? It's impossible, even if it is not a female ghost, but the real Yun Jinzi, he also deeply understands that he will never go back to the past. Even if she forgets the unbearable memory, the body and soul will always remind her and tell her. If you can't go back, your nature is like this, you're already covered with filth and can't be cleaned.

No one is willing to open his arms and accept, no one will come to understand, you can only be alone, silently, to pay homage to yourself.

Gu Changfeng who likes you doesn't really want to protect you. He was just afraid that you would hurt his fellow students and elders; Lord Mo, who raised you, didn't really love you. What he loves is never to come back, you who were in the past.

There is only one king in this world.

Only he does not care about the eyes of the world, only he does not fear your horror, does not fear your fear, stretches out his hands, and embraces you who is covered in filth.