46th bowl of soup (1)

pain.

It hurts too much.

However, the pain is secondary, and the unbearable pain makes the male ghost the most uncomfortable. He felt like he was lying on something stiff—perhaps a rectangular plank, but at the moment he didn't have the energy to see where he was. He just felt cold and shivering all over.

In addition to pain, there is also a strong sense of humiliation.

This emotion is certainly not his, but the original owner of the body. The male ghost trembles involuntarily, this is a natural reaction of the body, I don't know if it is because of cold or pain.

He barely opened one of his eyelids and found that he was sleeping in a small small room. Although it was dark and humid, it was clean, and there was a small window through which the sun could not get in.

He remembered it, but after trying it, he finally lay down again, not knowing what the situation was or don't move, so as not to get worse.

It's just... the male ghost slowly stretched a hand to the hip, this kind of pain... I thought it wouldn't be hemorrhoids. What happened to this body?

Suddenly, there was a slight sound of footsteps, and the male ghost closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep. The footsteps of the visitor were very light and sounded like a woman. After she opened the door, she stood at the door for a few seconds before approaching the male ghost. The male ghost heard the sound of sniffing and crying, and heard the woman. A grieving call: "Little tree, little tree...It's mother who is sorry for you, mother who is sorry for you..."

He closed his eyes and began to receive information about the owner of the body in his heart.

Zheng Jiashu, 14 years old, was in the third grade of junior high school. When he was five, his father died in a car accident. He has lived with his mother since then. When he was ten, his mother remarried and went to Fang's house as a glorious oil bottle and met his stepfather Fang Huai. Fang Huai was drunk and beat Zheng Jiashu's mother when she was drunk. Zheng Jiashu's mother was timid and submissive. She never dared to speak more. She was always a cowardly woman.

Zheng Jiashu was on the first year of junior high when he was twelve. One day when he came home from school, his mother set up a street stall to buy vegetables. Only his drunk stepfather was at home. When he got home, he did his homework first and then went to the bathroom to take a shower. In a trousers and t-shirt, a half-year-old boy inherited his mother's good looks. Gentle and delicate again, his stepfather drank high, and when he saw his lust, he raped him.

Afterwards, his stepfather repeatedly threatened him not to speak out, otherwise he would kill Mother Zheng. Zheng Jiashu was young and courageous, so he really didn't dare to say a word.

He thought that the matter would be over here. In the future, he would avoid his stepfather. Who knew that after getting drunk again, the stepfather got into his room by drunkenness and invaded him all at once.

Since then, it lasted for two full years. Mother Zheng goes to the vegetable market to buy food every day. She is too busy to buy food before dawn. She has to take care of three meals a day and housework when she comes home, taking care of her husband and son, so she didn't notice Zheng Jiashu's abnormality.

As for the stepfather, although Zheng Jiashu is a boy, he is a teenager, beautiful and well-behaved. The most important thing is timid. The skin is white and smooth, and feels better than a woman's touch. How can he not be addicted? , Gradually became a habit. As time passed, Zheng Jiashu became less and less talkative, more and more introverted, and his grades plummeted. Every time Zheng's mother went to a parent meeting, she was so anxious that she couldn't help it.

She always wanted to know why her son became like this, but no matter how she asked, Zheng Jiashu didn't say a word. He gradually estranged from his mother, the whole person became gloomy and cringe, and he was even more delicate and beautiful than a girl, so in school, the seniors especially liked to bully him.

He had done anything nasty to him. He was taken off his pants in the men’s room to show it back and forth, his cigarette **** was extinguished with the palm of his hand, and he was forced to drink... Since the death of his biological father, Zheng Jiashu’s life has moved in a miserable direction, never again. Look back.

On his fourteenth birthday, Mother Zheng deliberately closed the stall earlier and bought a cake to go home to celebrate his birthday. Who knew that when he opened the door, he saw Fang Huai knocking Zheng Jiashu on the dining table and assaulting him, swearing some swear words in his mouth. Seeing her, not only didn't panic, he even gave Mother Zheng, who had come forward to stop her, severely beaten her. Mother Zheng was interrupted by two ribs.

Domestic violence is already commonplace, and Zheng's mother has always been patient. She is the most tolerant woman, but this time she can't bear it anymore.

After being beaten, she did not go to the hospital, but sat in the living room for a long time. Fang Huai vented on Zheng Jiashu and went back to the room to sleep like a thunderous sound. Zheng mother went to Zheng Jiashu’s room, gave him a kiss, and then turned to the kitchen. Take a kitchen knife.

After killing Fang Huai, Zheng's mother chose to commit suicide. Since then, Zheng Jiashu has become an orphan, with nowhere to go, wandering around.

However he knows nothing. He didn't have a skill, and he didn't have the motivation to support him to live. His only mother was also dead, and he no longer knew the meaning of his life.

The fourteen-year-old boy didn't understand anything. He was supposed to be innocent age, but he was too filthy. So Zheng Jiashu's wish is simple, take his mother and leave here and never be bullied again.

At this time, Mother Zheng stroked Zheng Jiashu's face, Zheng Jiashu felt her tears slip, and several of her tears fell on his lips, which was extremely bitter.

Mother Zheng lowered her head, kissed Zheng Jiashu, sniffed gently, and tremblingly took something out of her pocket and stuffed it into Zheng Jiashu's pocket.

He knows what it is.

Even after marrying a man like Fang Huai, even after living like this, Zheng's mother is still a good mother. In addition to the money she had to give to Fang Huai every day, she also secretly saved a part of it, in the name of Zheng Jiashu, to prepare for his future school use.

Her little tree is the smartest and kindest. When she was a child, she said she would take a good university entrance exam and be filial to her mother.

But she is not a good mother.

She didn't even know that the child was hurt like this.

No matter how weak the woman is, she will become extraordinarily strong and brave after using the term mother.

Just when Mother Zheng got up to leave, her wrist was suddenly caught. She lowered her head in shock, but saw Zheng Jiashu raise her face, her beautiful eyes gleaming with moving light: "...Mom...Mom, don't."

The child saw her thoughts and knew what she was going to do.

Mother Zheng burst into tears immediately, she hugged her son, sobbed and wept. She didn't dare to speak too loudly, because too loud would only provoke Fang Huai's beating and scolding, and the man would strike up and deny his relatives.

Zheng Jiashu hugged his mother backhand and shed tears. The male ghost possessed at this moment was suppressed, not only that, but he couldn't even speak.

That is the emotion that belongs to Zheng Jiashu. Simple and beautiful, love for mothers, even if they are still a child, they want to become strong and protect their mothers.

He hugged his mother Zheng, which was the embrace he never invested in since this day. Since then, his mother has left him. He has always missed her and didn't want to be separated from her.

Holding it like this, Zheng Jiashu whispered: "Mom, don't do that."

Mother Zheng took a breath. Zheng Jiashu repeated: "Mom, don't do that."

"Little tree..."

"I can do it," he said.

In the next second, the male ghost regained the dominance of the body. He let Mother Zheng hug him a little stiffly, and then said to Mother Zheng: "Go to the hospital first."

Mother Zheng shook his head: "I still won't go, it will cost money."

In this era, making money is not easy, but spending money is not difficult. In this era, the law is not perfect enough. Domestic violence men will not be punished much. Even the police will persuade the upright officials to be difficult to cut off household affairs, persuade women and children who have been domestic violence to calm down, and persuade them to give the man another chance.

Mother Zheng tried to call the police when she first started, but she was rewarded with a stronger fist, and even Zheng Jiashu was beaten. Slowly, she confessed her fate.

But now she can't go on like this. Even if she died, she would never give Fang Huai a chance to get close to Zheng Jiashu.

Zheng Jiashu smiled at her, her face pale and she was uncomfortable, but she said to Mother Zheng: "Mom, don't leave me."

This is Zheng Jiashu's only requirement. He would rather be sexually assaulted by Fang Huai for a lifetime, he would be bullied by his classmates for a lifetime, or be looked down upon by others for a lifetime, as long as he could get his mother's life back, he could do anything.

He doesn't regret anything.

He just wants his mother to survive, and he doesn't want to lose her anymore.

There were wrinkles in the corners of Mother Zheng's eyes. What a young and beautiful woman she used to be, but the burden of life weighed on her shoulders, causing her to collapse. Zheng Jiashu stared at her and said, "Mom, I am a little bit painful. Will you give me some hot water?"

Mother Zheng wiped away her tears, nodded and said, "You are waiting here, Mom will be back soon."

Zheng Jiashu smiled at Mother Zheng, then lowered his eyes.

No one could see the coldness and viciousness in his eyes.

Soon, Mother Zheng came back. Zheng Jiashu asked her not to watch, but she was not allowed to leave, so Mother Zheng turned her back. He endured the pain and cleaned up his body, put on clean and fresh clothes, and then helped Zheng mother deal with the injury—he left the last world and got all of Luo Xi's medical knowledge.

This is the reward given to him by the little boy.

There are too many injuries on Zheng's body, and the old ones are added to the new ones as soon as they fail. Zheng Jiashu looked at it, and his eyes were hot and red—the real Zheng Jiashu's feelings still existed, and he couldn't control it.

Li ghosts don't have such emotions as love, but the people they possess still have them. With the help of human bodies, some have learned to love again, and some have fallen more deeply.