From the perspective of skin appearance, Chen Xinghuo is absolutely perfect. He is very good-looking, and he has been soaked in calligraphy and ink all the year round, which gives him a literary atmosphere that ordinary people don't. Perhaps because of his loneliness since childhood, he yearns for the companionship of the soul more than the closeness of the body. The attractiveness of a quiet and tranquil life to him is far higher than that of the open sea and the young and arbitrary.

When he met Qingdong, he was not tempted. It's just that over time, Qingdong's stalker courtship made Chen Xinghuo gradually feel his heart. He realized that he was in love with the same sex, and he never hesitated or flinched, but Qingdong, who once wished to tell the world, took the initiative to hide this relationship.

He didn't understand before, but later learned that in many cases, the pay and the gain are often not proportional.

He lost a lot, and finally understood this.

Some people are born with ups and downs and never get true love in their entire lives. Some people enjoy the wealth and prosperity, play with the sincerity of others, and still live happily.

He had a good life until he met Qingdong and felt love while also welcoming heartbreak and pain. This torment made him feel uneasy after death. He had no way to get rid of everything to the afterlife, so he could only choose to jump off Wangchuan.

After a thousand years of struggle, he no longer loves this person, but the wound in his heart has never healed.

This is the first time in a thousand years, he meets Qingdong again. Once he wanted to grow old with this person, wanted to be a better person for this person, wanted to stand with this person and face the world hand in hand. But in the end he stood alone across the world and was crushed to pieces.

In Qingdong's consciousness, he hadn't seen Chen Xinghuo for a few days, but now that he saw it, he felt something was wrong. Leaving aside the house, Chen Xinghuo's attitude is worse than when they first met. At that time, he was completely rejected from thousands of miles away. Indifference can be seen with the naked eye. At this moment, the indifferentness is frightening, as if he is standing in front of Chen Xinghuo, no longer the lover who made Chen Xinghuo desperate for him, and Is an ordinary member of this world.

If Chen Xinghuo didn't know the truth, then he should be overjoyed when he saw him. If Chen Xinghuo learned the truth, it should be anger or questioning, but Qingdong fantasized many times, but he never thought it would be like this in the end.

He looked at him, just within reach of him, but very far away.

"What are you doing."

Even the voice was extremely cold, feeling that they had never had intimate intimacy between them, but they were strangers from the beginning.

Qingdong was spoiled, and no one had ever dared to talk to him like that, even if it was Gao Leng such as Chen Xinghuo, wouldn't he be spoiled after being chased by him? He usually plays tricks, and Chen Xinghuo wouldn't say anything bad about him. This should be done in normal times, Qingdong lost his temper early, but today I don't know why, looking at Chen Xinghuo, he can't say anything.

Chen Xinghuo really didn't care. It didn't matter how Qingdong tossed him. He didn't want to continue to struggle with this person when he returned to his own world-although he didn't know what he wanted.

Qingdong's facial expression was sluggish, and Chen Xinghuo was taller than him. He looked like he had just left work, because he was carrying some fresh seasonal vegetables in his hands, which looked full of smoke. Qingdong suddenly remembered that Chen Xinghuo once said that he wanted to spend a lifetime with him, just like ordinary people, happy and simple, it doesn't matter if you don't have children, it doesn't matter if you can't make it public, as long as two people are together.

But now he doesn't want to be with himself anymore, right?

At this time, Chen Xinghuo's goodness is particularly obvious. He is gentle and considerate, full of gentleman's demeanor. Compared with Gu Feng, who always has Qingdong's appetite and likes to play domineering and arrogant, Chen Xinghuo respects him from the bottom of his heart, and loves him earnestly and religiously.

Everyone has only one copy of that kind of love.

Seeing that Qingdong didn't answer, Chen Xinghuo put down the fruits and vegetables and said, "It's too early, you should go back."

His tone was still gentle and gentle. He didn't have the anger or resentment Qingdong imagined. Instead, Qingdong didn't know how to react. He walked slowly towards the door in Chen Xinghuo's sight, and then watched the door. After being locked up, he realized that he hadn't had time to say a word from beginning to end.

I don't know if I haven't had time to say it, or I can't say it.

Those eyes are still as good-looking as ever, but they no longer have the tenderness and affection of the past. Qingdong stood at the door for a long time, not knowing what he wanted to do, until the phone rang, it was Gu Feng.

He didn't accept the ghost messenger. At the door of Chen Xinghuo's house, he didn't have the courage to answer the call.

I don't know how long he stood, Qingdong finally raised his hand and knocked on the door, but he was disappointed. Chen Xinghuo didn't pay attention to his plan at all, let alone open the door, even if he asked no one.

There is nothing to struggle. At this point, even a fool knows why Chen Xinghuo did this. Just thinking of that person didn't say hurtful words in front of him even so, Qingdong's heart was mixed with mixed feelings. He remembered what he had seen on TV. Chen Xinghuo said calmly that he fell in love with a man and didn't think he was wrong, but the person he fell in love with was not worth it.

not worth it.

The man who once regarded himself as a treasure, thinks he is not worth it.

Qingdong returned to his apartment in despair, and now Gu Feng often comes to live with him. Gu Feng is not as good at everything like Chen Xinghuo. Every time two people come to make love, Gu Feng will ask him how to treat Chen Xinghuo, so that Chen Xinghuo can fall from that position and take his place.

It was the first time Qingdong felt that he had been used. He thinks Gu Feng likes him a lot, but what if he doesn't?

Let him use love to deceive others, so others can't use love to deceive him?

But when I entered the door and saw Gu Feng coming out of the bathroom after taking a shower, Qingdong felt that this was not the case again.

Compared with the elegant and cold Chen Xinghuo, Gu Feng was more like a fire, handsome and strong, full of convincing masculinity.

Gu Feng didn't wipe off the water droplets on his body, so he pulled Qingdong into his arms and kissed him. After a fierce exchange of kisses, he asked him: "What's wrong, I'm unhappy."

Of course he really likes Qingdong, why not? This young man is good-looking and has a good family background. He can help him in many places. If he wants to achieve his goals, he can't rely on himself.

When Qingdong was kissed by Gu Feng, Chen Xinghuo's face appeared strangely in his mind. That cold and indifferent face looked at him from a distance.

"...It's nothing." Qingdong pushed Gu Feng away, went to sit down on the sofa, and said, "Do we have to treat Chen Xinghuo like that? He has always been very good to me, I don't want to..."

"Do you still like him?" Gu Feng's face turned black after a brush, he strode over, pushed Qingdong on the sofa, and approached him: "I didn't tell you, I don't want to like him anymore except for me. Outside?"

"I didn't!" Qingdong denied subconsciously, but was inexplicably guilty and didn't dare to look directly into Gu Feng's eyes. "I just don't want to hurt him!"

"How can this be hurting him? If you win, you lose. Is it because your Qing family has stood firm in the Galaxy for so many years because the methods are particularly open and upright?!" Gu Feng stared at Qingdong fiercely. "Me and Chen Xinghuo, you can only choose one!"

Qingdong was flustered. He knew in his heart that Chen Xinghuo would never turn his head, but because of Gu Feng's words, he ignited hope. Can he make a choice? These two equally good men, he can choose at will?

But before he had time to think clearly, Gu Feng sealed all his consciousness and immersed himself in the ocean of **** desire.

Chen Xinghuo worked step by step every day, going home, cooking, and sleeping. Just like every day he had been alive, he worked very hard to find something for himself, such as volunteering, doing charity... He kept himself busy every day, and he would go hiking and watch in his free time. See the scenery and taste the food.

He did everything he could, but he still couldn't create hope for the world from the bottom of his heart.

He felt that everything was terrible.

Because of his brave expression of his sexuality, Chen Xinghuo's status in the hearts of the people has risen to a new level. Although there is no lack of disgust and opposition from some radicals, he is still the best in the country and the most eye-catching in the Galactic Federation. Diplomat. Everyone believes that in time, this man will lead the country to another glory.

He can. He has this ability, this courage, and even this determination.

The more proud Chen Xinghuo was, the more difficult it was for Gu Feng to bear his jealousy. In all fairness, he is equally good. He doesn't think he has a place to lose to Chen Xinghuo. Even Chen Xinghuo's favorite has switched to his arms, right? But even so, Chen Xinghuo was still lying on a mountain in front of Gu Feng.

He is a few years younger than Chen Xinghuo, so he has become a so-called junior. In a country where etiquette is important, he habitually bows when he sees Chen Xinghuo. When working, he often hears such things as how good and how good is diplomat Chen Anyway, it seems that no matter how hard you try, you can't succeed.

Just because someone stood in front of him forever.

Since it cannot be crossed, it will be destroyed.

In fact, Chen Xinghuo and Gu Feng know each other well, but they will still cooperate at work, and they still greet politely when they meet each other-on the surface it is so peaceful, but underneath the skin is turbulent.

I'm afraid no one would have imagined that these two equally outstanding diplomats, on the surface, had a close personal relationship, but in fact they were incompatible with each other?

It's just to see who can't hold his breath first.