Do not know how to let go, all are trapped beasts.

But you love someone so so so, how can you let her go?

Let her eyes be filled with other people's figures, let her plunge into the arms of others, let her marry others, let her have children with others, and grow old.

How are you willing?

How can you let it go?

You are full of joy and want to hug her and take care of her. So things backfired, so she was terrified and resentful for a lifetime, so she didn't even know after death that she, in fact, had never loved herself, not even the slightest liking, except for hate, that person has no love for you. She can strangle your mutual child, and then return to the other person's side.

Chi Jing slammed a fist on the table, and the lieutenant next to him was trembling with fright. He knelt down and apologized: "General! General!" The general was at a loss. After so long, they finally won the battle. Then the class teacher will return to the court, and the emperor will surely give a big reward at that time. This is a great good thing. How can the general suddenly start the fire like this?

Chi Jing calmed down his anger and said softly, "Go down."

The lieutenant glanced at him, then retired in response, not daring to say a word. After he left, Chi Jing clutched his chest and slowly fell to the ground from the chair, where the pain was terribly painful, and it was so painful that he couldn't describe it. He would rather be bitten by a hundred ghosts than feel heartache.

Hard days...Thousands of years have passed, and he almost turned into mud at the bottom of the river before he finally had such a chance to be reborn.

Chi Jing just knelt on one knee and took a rest for a while, and finally recovered, staggering to his feet, realizing that he was in the camp, and he didn't know when. At this time, his close-fitting servant came in with water, and saw what he looked like, and quickly said: "What's wrong with the general? Is he overjoyed? Why don't you sit down?"

Chi Jing asked in a low voice, "Why are you happy?"

"The general is about to marry Mei Jiao Niang to get started, so it's naturally worthy of joy." Xiao Si said with a grin. "The little one has been with the general for so many years, and finally saw the general move his heart, and now he will embrace the beauty. This is a great thing. Only when the general returns, the emperor will definitely give the general a marriage. When the time- "

"Enough." Chi Jing waved. "I know."

The young man looked at him incomprehensibly, but fortunately he was still clever, quickly put the basin on the shelf and turned away.

Chi Jing used to twist the cloth towel to wipe his face, his heart no longer hurts, and his desire for survival made him gradually begin to examine his current situation.

Chi Jing, the great general of the State of Qin, has fought and killed countless enemies throughout his life. He is the emperor’s confidant general. Now that he has passed the new year and has not yet married, the emperor is anxious for him. There is no reason for him. Chi Jing’s mother is the emperor’s sister. Later, when Chi Jing's parents died young, the emperor treated him as a son. If Chi Jing only loved Congwu and not Xiwen, he was afraid that the emperor would spoil him so much that he was willing to pass on the throne to him.

What worries the emperor the most is Chi Jing's lifelong event. He promised Chi Jing’s mother that he would take good care of this child. It’s just that after so many years, how many beauties he has stuffed into the General’s Mansion, the ring is fat and thin, he has everything, but Chi Jing is not tempted, and he doesn’t say what he likes , Pure heart and wanting to be like a monk.

Of course Chi Jing is not a monk, and he is not without desire, but he always thinks of his parents. His parents can be described as a couple of gods and goddesses, but it is a pity that his mother was born with a heart disease. When he was ten years old, he fell ill and died. His father lost his beloved wife and couldn't last long. Chi Jing was deeply influenced by his parents and never looked at women who he didn't like.

Until he met the nemesis in life, Ye Qianlu.

Ye Qianlu was a beautiful woman. She was a dozen years younger than Chi Jing. When Chi Jing met her at the age of thirty-one, Ye Qianlu hadn't been married yet.

He fell in love with the girl, and learned that the girl hadn't promised anyone, so he immediately expressed his thoughts to the emperor's uncle. The emperor was overjoyed when he heard that, and quickly made an decree to give him a marriage. In this way, Chi Jing married his wife.

But on the wedding night, his wife did not allow him to touch him, and she was even more frosty towards him. By chance, Chi Jing discovered that his wife had actually met a man by the opportunity of going to the temple to offer incense, and even had a skin-to-skin relationship! After discovering this, Chi Jing was furious and made a big mistake. Under Ye Qianlu's struggle, he raped her forcibly. Afterwards, she was locked at home and she was not allowed to go out for a while.

He didn't dared to let the emperor know about this, because he was afraid that the Heavenly Family would cut Ye Qianlu's head directly.

But as the truth of the matter was revealed, Ye Qianlu was reluctant to do it even on the surface. She told him directly that it was her parents who had taken advantage of him and forced her to separate from her lover and marry her into the General's Mansion. She also said that every minute and every second of being with Chi Jing felt disgusting.

Chi Jing's mother was born extremely beautiful, and his father was also a well-known handsome son, but unfortunately he did not inherit the advantages of his parents, on the contrary, he looked like a rugged and heroic emperor. They all talk about his nephew, Uncle Xiao, and this is true. Because of this, the emperor especially liked this nephew, but it was difficult to please the woman if she was born in this way.

The beautiful man with weak and romantic style in Qin's popular literature seems to be Chi Jing's tall and loud and bronze-colored man. In modern times, he may be very masculine and appealing to women, but in Qin, it is indeed unpopular.

What Ye Qianlu likes is her cousin, a man who is completely opposite to Chi Jing, who has a very good appearance, which Chi Jing has to admit.

Of course he refused to let Ye Qianlu go, and even because of Ye Qianlu's various language stimulation, once he had a desire, he would vent on Ye Qianlu, not knowing how to pity and cherish jade, and was rude and violent. Over time, Ye Qianlu was very afraid of him, and at the same time, he learned that he had acted on his cousin and blocked his cousin's career, and even hated him.

A good couple, in the end, they are not even as good as their enemies.

Until the emperor's death, Ye Qianlu was heartbroken while Jing Jing, pretending to be gentle, sent a knife to his heart, strangled their child who had just been born not long ago, and returned to her cousin.

But the good times didn't last long. She and Chi Jing had been married for several years. The cousin had already been married, and there were countless beautiful wives and concubines in the family. How could she be alone?

Going to the cousin's side, the general's wife no longer exists, and Ye Qianlu can't even go home to visit her parents in an open manner, so she can only survive as auntie Ye.

She lived for a few more decades, only to realize that Chi Jing is good, and that there are not many loyal husbands like Chi Jing in this world. The wives and concubines around her cousin all hate her, and she is gradually getting old and declining. No matter how beautiful she is, the cousin will naturally no longer be interested in her. She hadn't been able to give birth to a child and a half daughter, but her life was very hard. The cousin died, and she was still alive, but without the cousin, those wives and aunts would have no scruples.

In the end, he was kicked out of the mansion and became a beggar who froze to death in the ruined temple.

I regretted it before I died. If I can do it again, I must treat Chi Jing well, and don't let him disappointed and painful. I want to stay with him and give him a few more children.

But she didn't know, from start to finish, Chi Jing didn't want to meet her again.

If you don’t meet it, you won’t fall in love, if you don’t fall in love, you won’t be in pain, you won’t die miserably, you won’t have grievances and persistence after you die.

The male ghost entered his body at this moment. The wish to fulfill is very simple, no longer pester Ye Qianlu, Chi Jing, who doesn't know how Ye Qianlu will spend the rest of her life, just hopes that she won't meet this woman again, and don't force it anymore.

He didn't dare to come, because he didn't know if he was crazy for Ye Qianlu and lived again, would he still be so paranoid and become a demon.

Male ghosts have no such scruples. It’s just that he still feels the pain of Chi Jing, the pain of being stabbed into the heart by the person he loves most, like, like—

What is it like?

Can't remember, but feel inexplicably familiar. He stroked his chest slowly and closed his eyes.

When he returned to the capital, the emperor called him into the palace as usual, first praised him greatly, and then asked him what he wanted and what reward he wanted.

At this time before his death, Chi Jing asked the emperor to marry him without even thinking about it, and then looked forward to marrying the beloved woman and giving her the happiness of a lifetime, like a father and a mother, a couple for life, happy and happy. Live on.

But the result made him understand that there is no result to force.

So he just clasped his fists: "At the end there will be no rewards he wants."

The emperor sighed: "Jing'er..."

Once he opened his mouth to call him Jing'er, it meant that the Heavenly Family was going to think about it as an elder. Chi Jing replied unchangingly, "Yes, uncle."

If you don’t meet it, you won’t fall in love, if you don’t fall in love, you won’t be in pain, you won’t die miserably, you won’t have grievances and persistence after you die.

The male ghost entered his body at this moment. The wish to fulfill is very simple, no longer pester Ye Qianlu, Chi Jing, who doesn't know how Ye Qianlu will spend the rest of her life, just hopes that she won't meet this woman again, and don't force it anymore.

He didn't dare to come, because he didn't know if he was crazy for Ye Qianlu and lived again, would he still be so paranoid and become a demon.

Male ghosts have no such scruples. It’s just that he still feels the pain of Chi Jing, the pain of being stabbed into the heart by the person he loves most, like, like—

What is it like?

Can't remember, but feel inexplicably familiar. He stroked his chest slowly and closed his eyes.

When he returned to the capital, the emperor called him into the palace as usual, first praised him greatly, and then asked him what he wanted and what reward he wanted.