Sixty-third bowl of soup (6)

The two newly married Yaner, naturally mixed oil, the Prince Su worried that Xiao Rong would come to the palace again, specially strengthened the defense, the guards inside and out have doubled many times. In short, it is okay that Xiao Rong will not come, Xiao Rong. If you dare to come...you have to peel your skin if you don't die.

He is now looking forward to Xiao Rong's coming, and then he will be able to teach this fellow who knows nothing about the heights of the sky. Now Feng Jin is the Princess Su, and has nothing to do with Xiao Rong. If Xiao Rong is wishful thinking, he doesn't mind taking care of him.

Among other things, as a prince, especially a prince who has a good relationship with the emperor, there are probably a hundred ways for Prince Su to make Xiao Rong uncomfortable.

In the past few years, Prince Zhaozhongsu and Xiao Rong have also dealt with each other. He knows that this person has a firm character, talent, and loyalty to the emperor of the country. He has been married for many years and has not even a concubine by his side. Go out and ask, who Not to mention Xiao Rong's good character.

But it is such a person who has lost the most important memory in his life, but now he remembers it again.

But what can I do when I think of it, can I go back to the past when I think of it?

There are too many things Xiao Rong has to consider, and too many things are entangled, so it is impossible for him to be with Feng Jin at all. Even if we are together, many problems will arise-they cannot be happy, as early as Xiao When Rong shoulders other responsibilities and forgets the past, this is doomed.

It is best for Feng Jin to stay by his side. It is best for them to never meet. Prince Su firmly believes in this, so he firmly guards Feng Jin and never lets her leave him. Naturally I won't let Xiao Rong see her again. The water surrounding Prince Su's Mansion was impenetrable, and Xiao Rong was the only one who could come in.

But for Xiao Rong, it was a kind of torture. He is always entangled by memories of the past. As long as he closes his eyes every night, what appears in front of him is the appearance of Feng Jin from the teenage years, laughing, noisy, innocent and cheerful, and then now calm as water. The first second they hugged each other and talked about getting old, and the next second Feng Jin told him to turn around and leave without looking back.

Can't be together anymore, let it go.

How can Xiao Rong do it? He was muddled all day long, his spirit was extremely bad, and his whole body was gone. His wife saw everything in her eyes, but she didn't say anything.

No one knows you better than the person next to your pillow. Madam Xiao didn’t understand what was going on at first, but day and night, Xiao Rong’s dreams, his babbles, and his strange behavior all made her understand one thing-Xiao Rong had another love. He had been missing a period of memory, and she knew this too, but Xiao Rong, the energetic high school champion at that time, rode on a tall horse, and the handsome and handsome Xiao Rong made her very excited.

Seeing his own mind, his father also deliberately recruited Xiao Rong as Chenglong’s son-in-law. When he went to Xiao Rong’s hometown, he found out that he was not married or married, so they became husband and wife.

Everything should be good, but why did it become like this?

Why is the memory of the lost period of time like this?

Madam Xiao resisted not saying anything, she could not lose her husband, and her children could not live without a father. Before Xiao Rong could recover his memory, they were the happiest family. Xiao Rong is a loyal and generous husband, a serious and loving father, filial piety to his parents-in-law, and a promising future.

But now he suddenly remembered, which meant that everything could change. The woman who has been buried in her husband's heart for a long time does not know how beautiful it is.

It must be beautiful, otherwise how could he miss her?

Madam Xiao pretended that she didn't know anything. She could only do this. If she had a showdown with Xiao Rong, what would the result be? It's better to pretend that you don't know anything. In this case, it's better than the embarrassment of having nothing to say in the future.

She loves her husband deeply and does not want to lose him.

So Mrs. Xiao remained silent, and she saw Xiao Rong's weight loss. She didn't feel distressed or worried, but she didn't know what to do.

She didn't even know who the person he loved was.

Until one day, when the palace held a banquet, all the female relatives of the high gates in the capital came to join in the excitement. Naturally, this also included the Princess Su who had been living with the Prince Su after she married the Prince Su.

The moment Princess Su appeared, Mrs. Xiao knew who the husband had been missing.

Eyes can't deceive people. When Xiao Rong saw Feng Jin, his eyes lit up, and his whole body came back to life. But Feng Jin didn't look at him from beginning to end, as she had said, meeting was just not acquaintance.

She was held in her arms by Prince Su, and sat with the emperor and queen after saluting. Prince Su did not know what she had said to her, and saw her smiling lightly, her eyebrows were light and elegant, without too much emotion. It's like a calm spring water, clean and without ripples.

It seemed that whether it was such a magnificent palace or the nobles in beautiful clothes, nothing could fascinate her, and nothing was as important as the Prince Su beside her.

She only looked at him.

Feng Jin and Prince Su have been married for more than two months. She has gained weight, but she rarely goes out. Basically, she can never go out if she doesn't go out. One is that she has no interest in this world, and she doesn't want to meet Xiao again. Rong.

She felt very tired, and she didn't have any thoughts to always tell Xiao Rong something to stop being attached to. If this person doesn't listen, what's the point of saying it a hundred times?

Just avoid seeing each other. If you don't see each other, Xiao Rong will figure it out one day, not to mention that the host's wish is Prince Su, and Xiao Rong's life and death are not that important.

Feng Jin didn't think she was affectionate, she just had a weird feeling, sad, very sad, but for some reason, this kind of emotion has been filled with her soul in Wangchuan, and it has not changed until now.

Because it was to attend the palace banquet, Feng Jin failed to bring her pipa. To her, the pipa is more important than her soul. She is reluctant to carry that pipa wherever she goes. No one except herself is allowed to touch it, even Prince Su.

Almost a morbid affection.

She didn’t have Pipa when she was in the Wangchuan River. Pipa did not appear by her side until she appeared in this first world. This gave Feng Jin a strange feeling. She seemed to be able to learn many stories from Pipa. Pipa also seemed to be talking to her all the time, but her voice was mute and could not hear her clearly.

"Taste this, you love fish the most." Prince Su picked a piece of fish, and Feng Jin liked to eat fish, so he asked the cook in the mansion to try to make fish for her in a variety of ways. He joined the army when he was young. There have been very rough and wild ways of eating, although it can't be compared with the fine in the court, but it also has a special flavor.

Prince Su has always wanted to take Feng Jin out to catch fish and grill them for food, but recently Feng Jin always feels tired, so she rarely goes out in the house.

"Thank you, Lord, don't just take care of your concubine, you have to eat it yourself." Feng Jin picked up the fish and chewed twice in her mouth. Before swallowing, she felt a rush of nausea, and she covered her mouth. , Xiao Xiao retched, the public, and the palace, she wanted to hold back, but it was really nauseous, so she had to vomit, and then she got out of control and vomited dimly.

Prince Su was terrified, and the emperor quickly ordered someone to summon the imperial physician. The empress, who had given birth to several children, saw the clues and thought it might be a joy. When the imperial doctor came to check the pulse--hey, let's not say it, it is indeed happy, more than two months of body, if you carefully count the days, it is probably what they were pregnant when they were newly married.

Maybe I had a good rest in the past two months, so I didn't have any reaction. Today, this steamed fish caught Feng Jin's morning sickness, which is also a miracle.

When Prince Su heard that his wife was pregnant, he was shocked and didn't know how to react. He didn't dare to touch Feng Jin or talk to Feng Jin, for fear that his voice was too loud to scare her.

Xiao Rong's heart was full of flavours, and Mrs. Xiao looked at him quietly, and gently touched his hand when he was shaking.

I am sad, how can I not be sad, I married another woman and gave birth to children, both children, and now my beloved has also become someone else's wife and conceive children for other men.

For the first time, Xiao Rong realized what fate is.

That was something he never believed in from a poor background.

But now, watching Prince Su talk to Feng Jin with a look of ecstasy in the banquet of this sheng song film, he seems to suddenly understand what fate is.

That is something that you can't resist when you are born. He walked step by step to where he is today is fate, so losing is also fate.

Even not admitting fate is a fate.

How sad Xiao Rong was in his heart, even he himself couldn't tell. He only knew that something suddenly shattered, and countless small fragments stuck in his heart, making him no longer able to distinguish between what is true and what is false, what is past and what is now.

If you indulge in the past, you will hurt the present, and endanger the future. You have to let go, watch and work hard.

It is the meaning of human existence.

Feng Jin never went to see Xiao Rong from the beginning to the end, and Prince Su only thought that Feng Jin was pregnant and she was going to be a father. Of course he was so excited that he would not care about Xiao Rong. He didn't even remember Xiao at the moment. Who is Rong? It doesn't matter who he loves. Now his wife is pregnant, and they are about to usher in a little life. As for Xiao Rong-love it, it's nothing to do with him!

Their family of three will be very happy. That's enough. Nothing else matters. Feng Jin now belongs to him completely, so what is there to worry about?

She would never leave him again.