Sixty-sixth bowl of soup (3)

Ren Wusi is really good-looking, this kind of good-looking is different from the people Liuli has seen so far and has an impression in his mind. He is a person who can endure and wait very much. After all the truth is made public, he is like a desperado. At this moment, his eyes are pure gentleness. For Liuli who can see through hypocrisy, she cannot refuse such gentleness. .

But at the same time she felt that something was wrong. So she grabbed the pipa, and the pipa quivered slightly under her hands. She seemed to feel something in her heart, but the brain so far did not allow her to do the hard behavior of "thinking", so she just slowly used her fingers He wiped the dirt off Ren Wusi's face, and then the handsome young man smiled at her.

All the servants of the Yushifu changed their ranks, and the gentleness when dealing with Liuli was in sharp contrast with the cruelty when dealing with others. In fact, Ren Wusi knew that there were countless women who admired him, but who could accept him wholeheartedly like Liuli. Seeing his glamorous appearance is one aspect, his dark heart is riddled with holes, and there is no way to live like an ordinary person for a long time.

He has so many things on his back that he has become completely unrecognizable.

He is Ren Wusi, calling this name, doing what "Ren Wusi" should do, and his soul and body are locked in a poisonous oath, unable to break free.

Holding the medicine bowl on one side, Liuli frowned subconsciously with the smell of the soup rushing over her face. Ren Wusi took a spoonful and brought it to her lips, coaxing her: "Will you have a sip?"

She turned her head, it tasted weird, she didn't want to drink it.

Ren Wusi couldn't help it, the real he was like now, but he had forgotten about it.

If he hadn't pretended that he didn't hate or conceal each other when they met, maybe he wouldn't be like today.

The most beautiful in the world, but love at first sight. The most terrible in the world, the least can not let go, but also love at first sight.

He raised his head and took a sip of the medicine. Liuli felt scared by his light and breezy appearance, but Ren Wusi was the most cruel to himself. The medicine was in his mouth, and the root of his tongue would be covered. It was bitterly numb, and then he pinched Liuli's chin and kissed her.

Her strength is similar to that of the little milk cat, and Ren Wusi forced it into it without drinking. Liuli felt wronged inexplicably. The person in front of her was very gentle, but her gentle gaze didn't seem to be looking at her, as if she was in this body, but not the original person.

Also because she has never gotten this kind of tenderness.

Childishly wiped her tears, sobbed and choked as if she hadn't grown up. Ren Wusi looked distressed and smiled, holding her in her arms, coaxing her softly, Liuli clinging to her lute firmly and pressing her face. Above, the cold bone seemed to be warm, and she seemed to hear the bone talking to her.

Ren Wusi didn't care about the origin of this pipa or why Liuli held it. She likes it, then keep it, and lose it if she doesn't like it. What a simple thing, he doesn't want to continue torturing each other in hatred. After he died, he went to the underworld and saw his father. It should be enough.

One is not many, one is not many, what about him? Isn’t it enough to sleep and eat for so many years?

"Open your mouth."

The sweet candied fruit was stuffed into her mouth, Liuli's eyes were still with teardrops, she looked at the smiling young man before her idiotically, his slender fingers were beautiful and warm, and brushed across her cheeks, as if she could be trusted .

A mouthful of candied fruit and a mouthful of medicine. Later, Liuli became obedient, holding the medicine bowl by herself. She didn't want to get close to Ren Wusi, and she didn't know why.

But he was so kind to her, all these good things were sincere, and he didn't hesitate to hesitate.

After raising her body for two months, she was finally allowed to get out of bed and walk around. During this period, Ren Wusi insisted on sleeping with her in the same bed every night. He never took care of her. Over time, people’s hearts are made of flesh. Yes, Liuli naturally accepted him. But if anyone outside Ren Wusi wanted to approach, she was still very alert, the look in her eyes was as if everyone were enemies.

The Imperial Palace covers a large area. I heard that it was originally the residence of a certain idle prince. Later, the prince died and the mansion remained deserted. Until Ren Wusi gained power, the emperor gave it down and personally mentioned the palace. The three characters of Shifu. The emperor had high hopes for Ren Wusi, as long as he continued in accordance with the current situation, one day, he would be able to establish a new prominent family.

But Ren Wusi doesn't want these. He was not someone who was thirsty for fame and fortune. All he wanted was coarse tea and light rice, wine and sangma, a wife and several children, and the whole family was happy and peaceful. That was enough.

But why did he become such a terrible person in the end?

He is dying and there is no cure.

Because of this, Liuli looked at his eyes at night and even felt scared. She has never been afraid of anything. Even if she has no memory, she gradually wakes up with the help of Pipa, but at this time, when Ren Wusi stared at her with his black eyes, she was scared.

Ren Wusi firmly covered her body and removed her little hand holding her chest. Although he did not speak, his eyes told her that he would not change his mind. As if she had lost her soul, Liuli let go of her hand and asked him to peel her off a little bit, and then put down the Luo Wei red tent.

It’s not always true that it’s desire. Even if a person like Ren Wusi is not relieved for a lifetime, there is no problem. He is like a warm sun and a cold knife, but he thinks they are husband and wife, so how can a husband and wife? Not worthy of the name? To put it bluntly, this is the obsession in his heart.

He is alive as if he is already dead, and every move is caused by deep desire in his heart. Reason has long been unable to control emotions.

Liuli trembled slightly in his arms, and the pipa was lying quietly on the table outside. Occasionally, a few strings tried to escape from the body. They struggled for two times before failing again.

It is one with Liuli, if she has no memory, then it is a dead thing. Even if the souls swallowed by the previous worlds barely had some strength, it was far from enough, and they still couldn't get out. It is trapped inside and can only live by clinging to colored glaze.

Because it is different from Liuli.

Liuli had a dream.

When she woke up from a dream, she couldn't tell whether she was in a dream or not.

In her dream, she was Fu Liuli, the daughter of the Fu family. She sneaked out of the house when she was 13 years old, and was almost taken away by a kidnapper. It was a young man with a face like a crown who rescued her. The young man was very gentle. He squatted down to support her when she saw her knees, but his expression changed and changed after learning her name. She couldn't describe what kind of feeling it was, but it was not good anyway.

Later, he sent her home and turned around to leave. She stopped him, asked his name, and asked his address. The little girl was really not ashamed.

The young man didn't want to have any contact with her at first, only said that he came to the capital to study, and now he is studying in the Imperial College. She was delighted when she heard that, although she didn't know the name of the other person, she knew where he was and could find him.

At the second meeting, she pretended to be in front of him by disguising herself as a man and entering the Imperial College. The young man was amazed, and he was afraid of being discovered by his husband, so he would cover her in every possible way.

If you come and go, you will be familiar with it. Fu Liuli didn't understand why Wu Si Ge obviously liked herself so much, why always restraint and always keep a distance.

How did she know Ren Wusi’s deep hatred that Ren Wusi could not say, just because every time she saw her eyes, heard her voice, and even thought of her in the bottom of her heart, she was full of joy. At first, she didn’t want to get involved, but then she was reluctant to say it. In the end, it became dare not to say.

Fu Liuli didn't have so much entanglement and sorrow. She told her father that she had a sweetheart in the year of Ji Xuan, and she insisted on dragging her father to look at it. The girl was passionate and joyful, and she didn't even notice Ren Wusi's complicated and difficult eyes.

How much I trust him and love him, how heartbroken and desperate when I learn the truth.

It's obviously a dream, but my heart hurts like a knife.

They Fu Jia was ashamed to Ren Jia, this was a sin to be repaid, if they had never known each other, it would be fine-Fu Liuli thought so. But she was so sad, so unwilling to give up, the pain of family destruction and unforgettable love intertwined-she resented why she could see Ren Wusi's sincerity when she was crazy, and hated each other for such entanglement, and hated herself even more. Immortal.

Reluctant to die.

Don't want to die.

You can still see him while you are alive, and you will have nothing when you die.

It is a fact that his father had collaborated with the enemy and treasoned the country. Even without Ren Wusi, it would eventually be exposed one day. It is the law of the country to kill the Nine Clans, and Fu Liuli knows all this. But so what? Later, she didn't know whether she hated heaven or human.

Or maybe this is fate.

What cannot be avoided, cannot be resisted, and everyone must accept.

She saw Ren Wusi's heart struggle and pain, saw him tear open the scars blood drippingly, and hardened his heart time and time again to fulfill his vows. When he loved her, he pledged to each other and said that if one day makes her sad and cry, he will Endure thousands of times the pain.

He did. In the three years of madness, there was a lot of fun between them. He always didn't take off his clothes, but she could still see the scars he accidentally exposed.

The handsome son Ren Wusi, who is like a jade, is actually covered with scars and is unsightly.

But where is Fu Liuli so good?

Such two people desperately want to be together, but they hide everything in their hearts and are unknown. In the end, they rot and turn into dust, and their souls gradually become distorted and uneasy.

can not say.

He would not tell her the truth.

She couldn't tell him the truth.