Sixty-sixth bowl of soup (5)

After listening to Liuli's words, Pipa moved twice, lazily, as if he wanted to say something, but Liuli was in a trance and didn't pay attention.

Ren Wusi slept for three full days. He hasn't had a good night's sleep for a long time. On weekdays, as long as he sleeps, he dreams. All he dreams are pictures of sadness and suffering, so he tries to avoid it. Sleeping, so the whole person is melancholy, and there is always a faint black circle in his eyes. At first glance, it looks like a dead person crawling out of the grave.

When he woke up, the weather was very good, the sun was big, shining on the floor of the house, and fine dust particles appeared in the air, which looked very beautiful. On his bed was a girl who was staring at him.

That is his girl.

Liuli didn't intend to let him see that he was thinking of everything, but just smiled at him, and then reached out to touch his frowning eyebrows. The man had so many things on his back, his soul was extremely heavy, and Pipa was clamoring to devour him.

This kind of sadness is enough for Pipa to eat and stop eating for a long time.

But she doesn't allow Pipa to act rashly, but how can she clean her desperate soul? Rebirth is as clean as a newborn baby, in that case, you can start from the beginning and forget everything.

"You're awake." She said softly, lowering her head and rubbing Ren Wusi with her small face. The dark circles on his face faded a lot, and the whole person looked warm and moist. The unreliable yin, the depression over the years cannot be changed in a short period of time.

Ren Wusi also rubbed her back. He is clumsy in expressing emotions, and it is strange to say that when he concealed his true identity, he could be said to be a tongue-in-cheek lotus when he was in love with Liuli, but now he is stupid and can't say anything, let alone go. Please her.

"You have slept for a long time, it's time to get up." Liuli held his face, "Let's go out to bask in the sun."

Ren Wusi was supposed to go to court, but he didn't go there for three days. The palace sent someone to ask and learned that Master Yu Shi was "seriously sick and unconscious." Then he went back and reported that the emperor was merciful and gave him more sick leave. He must be physically recovered before going to court. Originally there was an imperial doctor who came over to get the pulse, but he couldn't diagnose the cause of the disease. Of course, he couldn't diagnose it. It was expensive if he could be diagnosed. He was just sleepy.

Liuli's words left Ren Wusi a bit at a loss, but he quickly realized that these three days and three nights were the first time in so many years that he hadn't dreamed of his father covered in blood, and no poisonous oath echoed in his ears. He even felt very happy when he woke up, and his whole person seemed to be reborn.

Or maybe it's not so appropriate. To be more precise, he put aside some, figured it out, and worked harder.

It doesn't matter what, he will spend the rest of the time with Liuli, and no one can stop him.

So he held Liuli's hand instead, put it to his lips and kissed gently: "Does Liuli miss my brother?"

She smiled obediently: "I think, brother get up quickly, let's go out to enjoy the sun."

After speaking, he ran over to fetch his clothes. Ren Wusi put on a scholar's robe, washed and tied his hair, and his whole person also looked a lot more energetic, no longer the gloomy appearance before, this is really able to bear the beautiful young man in the hearts of the noble ladies in the capital.

Even Liuli had to admit that Ren Wusi looked good. If there were no such grievances, he would be extremely outstanding, and he would not become what he is now.

But good luck fools people, God never cares whether you are innocent or wronged. If he gives you the pain, you have to suffer it. Maybe your pain is ten times a hundred times that of ordinary people, but what about it. If you can't resist, you can only accept it.

Go ahead.

Survive till death.

Because this is destiny.

Liuli gradually realized the authenticity of fate. They all say that God is fair, but she knows that he is actually the most unfair. He is getting worse and worse for the good people and better and better for the bad people. He says nothing is not reported. The time has not come, but the time has come. The weather-beaten people can no longer see it. So what's the point?

If you don't want to be entangled in hostility, you can only accept your fate.

Ren Wusi walked around the mansion with her hand in hand. The Yushi Mansion was too big and the rockery and flowing water had a unique scenery. Now the weather is getting warmer and the koi in the pond is no longer as lazy and slow as it was in the deep winter. With its tail on the ground, the surface of the water was sparkling in the sun, and the golden koi was shining brightly. Occasionally a drop of water burst out of the lake, and Liuli picked up the stones and threw them away.

It's a pity that she was not accurate enough, so Ren Wusi held her hand to teach her, and the two laughed together in the pavilion.

In fact, only Liuli smiled at first. Ren Wusi only slightly twitched the corners of his lips. His smile was really not so good. He didn't want Liuli to be scared, but Liuli poked his fingers at the corners of his mouth and made grimace again. Children.

Laughing at this kind of thing can be taught without a teacher. Later, Ren Wusi didn't notice that he laughed. Anyway, he was happy, so why bother to care if it looks good.

He held her in his arms, and only felt that this was the life he dreamed of. The wish that he had longed for in his dreams but couldn't be obtained countless times was now realized, but Ren Wusi couldn't believe it. He hugged Liuli tightly, fearing that she was fake and that he was in an illusion. When he was awake, all these beautiful things would shatter like soap bubbles, leaving him still a dark abyss.

But... "Why are you still holding it?"

Holding Liuli, Ren Wusi, of course, is willing to repay it, but this pipa... why is it so ignorant of the current affairs that he stands in the middle of the two?

Liuli held the pipa and was as careful as protecting the treasure: "I like it, I want to take it with me."

What she liked, Ren Wusi was reluctant to say anything, so she had no choice but to hold her... and Pipa.

In fact, Pipa was very disgusted in his heart and didn't want to be held by such a mortal at all. It's a pity now that it is under the control of others, and finally Liuli remembered that it hadn't been controlled by drugs, otherwise it would still be a dead thing now, it wouldn't even be able to move it.

This feeling is really terrible. When will it be free? !

Liuli didn't pay attention to what Pipa was thinking, she snuggled back into Ren Wusi's arms, "Brother..."

Ren Wusi gave a hum.

Although thinking of everything, Liuli didn't know what the host really wanted. It is absolutely impossible to say that it is killing Ren Wusi. What makes the host painful is that he knows right and wrong, but still loves this person deeply, and can't do it at all. It doesn't matter if he and Ren Wusi are together. , The real Liuli died as early as the birth of a stillborn child, and Ren Wusi suffocated himself when he came back to learn about it. The current situation is not the same as the memory she has received. These have never appeared before.

It was also because Liuli couldn't determine what the host wanted.

Are you staying with Ren Wusi?

If they can, why bother to struggle like this? The hatred between them is too deep, even if they are reluctant to hate each other, but day and night psychological torture has never been less.

There is no way to be together.

Reluctant to kill him, and can't be with him, could it be...want to have another child?

Liuli remembered the scene of being coaxed and overwhelmed by Ren Wusi when he had no memory before. He seemed to have obsessions, and that obsession was to form a happy and happy home with Liuli. A husband and wife alone are not enough in a family. Children are also needed.

Maybe... the host's wish is the same?

Liuli thought for a while and thought it was very possible, but she was not sure, and she didn't have a definite answer. Everything was guessed out of thin air. All she can do now is to keep the status quo and follow Ren Wusi's rhythm, even though this person is crazy. She couldn't understand it anymore.

Ren Wusi is of course a lunatic, but his reason suppressed this madness. And eating the second child and getting the things that had no memory of Liuli made him no longer restrained.

At first the restraint was for revenge, and then the restraint was to prevent himself from loving her. Now, what else does he need to restrain?

Does he want to climb up again?

forget about it. It doesn't make sense to be an official no matter how big it is, the glory, wealth, money, power, these are all Ren Wusi's disdain, what he wants is Liuli.

Then don't live so cautiously anymore, maybe he can be presumptuous once, don't care about anything, don't think about anything, if the flames of **** greet him at the end, he is willing to be burned to death.

What's the use of keeping all the hands that ruined Liuli? He just wants to get that little warmth, and it doesn't matter what happens afterwards.

"I want to be a bride."

Ren Wusi was stunned after hearing this, Liuli looked at him eagerly after speaking innocently.

He said that he owes her a wedding, maybe this is what the host regrets.

However, Ren Wusi didn't reply for a long time. Liuli began to worry about whether he had forgotten, or he was too obvious, so he said aggrieved: "I don't want to play house wine with Liuli?"

Of course Ren Wusi thinks that his biggest wish in this life is to marry his beloved Liuli home in an upright eight-carriage sedan chair, but their identities are destined to be a misfortune, and they have no parents’ blessing in a marriage. Is the best they can get.

"Do you want the player's house wine?"

Liuli's eyes sparkled: "Play!"

Ren Wusi chuckled. "Then give my brother some time to make beautiful phoenix crowns for our Liuli?"

"How long do you have to wait? I really want to play now..." She was aggrieved.

Ren Wusi kissed her face, "Quickly, not long."

He owed her too much and wanted to give her too much. The wedding was supposed to be held when she was sixteen, but it was so long.

He wanted to be more elaborate and prepare more grandly.