Sixty-seventh bowl of soup (9)

"Still sophistry!" Lan Shenxue walked around the room angrily like a violent lion. The knife in his hand had hurt himself, but he didn't notice it, as if he didn't feel the pain at all. general. "You did it for him from the beginning! Your whole person changed when he came! First, I was not allowed to kill him, and then I was asked to save him, and in the meantime, he gave him medicine and cooking. Now I still want to sacrifice myself to help him. You are for him! You are lying to me! You bad woman!"

He was really as naive as a child who had not grown up. His eyes were red with anger. He wanted to kill her, but he was reluctant to kill her. His eyes flashed with sadness and grievance.

Seeing the deer lying down and looking towards the roof, she felt that she had changed a little, but she could not tell where it had changed. She just...want to go back. That was her only obsession for thousands of years. It was the longing she had never dissipated from the bottom of her heart in Wangchuanhe. Even if I can't save anything when I go back, I hope I can have a chance.

She can adapt to the situation and commit herself to someone. Lan Shenxue can. It doesn't matter if she is another man. She has never forgotten her purpose-to go back.

She just wanted to go back, meet that person, and take away what she had always wanted, that's it.

If she can, she naturally doesn't want to hurt anyone. Ke Lan Shenxue is different from anyone she has seen before. He is crazy and paranoid, and the things she looks for will never change. Secular rituals, benevolence, justice and morality are nothing here, but she is not the one who can accompany him for the rest of his life.

"I didn't do it for Dongfanghong." She didn't want to lie to him. "I do it for myself."

"What do you mean?" Lan Shenxue couldn't understand.

He will never understand. He would never know what the woman in front of him had experienced, nor the scars hidden under her seemingly beautiful appearance. What Lan Shenxue saw was a beautiful deer, the original appearance, but what was under the surface?

It is tears, blood, despair.

That is the memory that she alone bears, and the distance between them is more than thousands of years of time? There is also a distance in Lu's heart that can never be crossed. If she does not go back one day, she will be unable to get free one day.

But seeing Lu did not answer him, but slowly sat up from the table, she took Lan Shenxue's hand, took the knife from his hand, and whispered to him: "I'm sorry, Shen Xue."

But she still won't change her mind.

Lan Shenxue rarely felt this way. He couldn't describe it in words. He only knew that his heart, which had never hurt before, began to have small pains and began to spread along the traces of the cracks. Some Nibbled at his internal organs, and some swallowed his soul. But he had never been so sober for a moment. He looked at the woman in front of him very calmly, and for the first time in his life he realized what a heartbeat is.

Ah, he thought.

It turned out that this feeling towards her was called heartbeat.

He was a little at a loss, "But if you do this, this body will decay."

After saying this, Lan Shenxue suddenly felt very boring. What is he busy every day for? The woman he likes is not willing to stay with him because of this. "It's boring."

He says. "It's boring to live."

As long as he thinks of not having this woman by his side, he feels that his life becomes blank. Once the most annoying voice and breath, but if he saw the deer disappear, he just thought about it, and felt extremely disappointed and wanted to catch it.

But he couldn't catch it.

Seeing the deer suddenly said: "Then make another ten thousand corpse pill."

"what?"

"Make another ten thousand corpse pill." She looked at him seriously and smiled at him. There were some strange things in that smile that Lan Shenxue couldn't understand, but she couldn't help but worry about it. "I believe you must have a way to keep this body, and when you refine a ten thousand corpse pill, I will return to you."

Lan Shenxue asked her: "Even if I disagree--"

"Help me, Shen Xue." She suddenly hugged him by the neck. This is seeing Lu Yiyi requesting him to do something for her. "Put out my heart and give it to Dongfanghong to make it look like a living person. Dongfanghong has a way to use it, and then... wait for me."

She was begging him.

Lan Shenxue suddenly felt relieved, he thought, so be it. Hasn't he been alone for twenty years? Didn't he just wait another ten years... Maybe it will be a little bit more, and if one more ten thousand corpse pills come out, she will come back.

Men have to be nice to their women. Give what a woman wants.

She only asks him, and he doesn't care about anything.

"Okay, then." He heard himself say that. "But you have to speak up, or I will never care about you anymore."

Seeing the deer chuckled: "Okay."

Lan Shenxue closed her eyes.

Dongfanghong and the others waited for a long time, worrying about what would happen between Genius Doctor Lan and Miss Jianlu. Just when they were both unable to sit still, Lan Shenxue appeared.

They hurriedly got up to meet them, but looked at the wooden box in Lan Shenxue's hand in amazement.

Dongfanghong and the others are brave and brave, and they will definitely not agree to such a thing as heartfelt, but Lan Shenxue and Jianlu are different from them. They are not good people, and they can do whatever they can to their ends. Therefore, Lan Shenxue had to take out her heart personally, and when he refind the ten thousand corpse pills, he would find a clean heart for her again.

She said she would come back, and he believed it.

Otherwise he will ignore her.

Handing the wooden box into Dongfanghong's hands, Lan Shenxue became the gloomy and sickly pale youth again. His eyes were faintly red with blood: "Go away."

Then he ignored them again.

He returned to the alchemy room, and then went to the room where the deer lived and sat blankly for a while. Seeing that the deer's body was kept by him in the underground ice cellar of the villa, where there were strange flowers and weeds, clean and bloodless, she would like it very much. He also put a bead in her mouth to protect her face.

It's just that she begged him, so they need to be separated for a few years, and they will naturally have a chance to see each other in the future.

Lan Shenxue started to make alchemy frantically, but ten thousand corpse pills were not so easy to make. If he hadn't known the deer's aversion to killing people at will, he really wanted to kill 10,000 people and invest in alchemy. All his time was spent on alchemy, and he never stopped day and night. Such a day is no different from before meeting her, but at that time it was because of obsessed with alchemy, but now it is to bring Jianlu back to life.

After a month of this, Dongfanghong and others returned. They knelt outside the villa for a long time, saying that they were to be his servants. Lan Shenxue thought it was ridiculous. If he wanted a servant, there were living corpses everywhere, quiet and silent, wouldn't it be better than these noisy guys?

but……

They said they could help him collect the body.

Lan Shenxue was caught in a difficult choice. Although he still didn't look at Dongfanghong pleasing to his eyes, the living corpse was indeed not as flexible as the living when looking for the corpse. So he agreed to Dongfanghong's request and let them live in the yard farthest away from him. There are countless gold and silver jewelry and precious medicinal materials, enough to buy many corpses to refine the ten thousand corpse pills.

Dongfanghong and Tang Huaiyan became relatives. He completed his master’s will. He had no utilitarianism and only wanted to repay his gratitude. Seeing that the deer girl died for them, if there is a chance to resurrect her, they are willing to give their lives for it. In fact, it was also afraid that the son would be extremely sad for the girl's death, leading to a mass murder. If someone like Lan Shenxue became a murderer, it would be much more difficult to deal with than the demon.

However, the corpses obtained without killing are too few and too slow. It took them 20 years to collect them. Lan Shenxue carefully selected a heart to see the deer. This heart came from a man who had just died violently. The person is fresh and energetic, and the other party has not done any bad things in his lifetime, and he will love it when he sees the deer.

This is what Lan Shenxue thinks. He once again opened the dry chest of the deer as he did many years ago, revealing the internal organs that had long been stiff as a stone. He treated the heart with antiseptic treatment, and when he put it in, it seemed She is still alive.

But the ten thousand corpse pill had not been refined, she still had to lie in the ice cellar. He had visited her countless times over the years, and he couldn't help but remember the phrase "Help me, Shen Xue" when she left a long time ago.

That was the only sustenance she left him in this world. In fact, after so long time passed, Lan Shenxue didn't know if she really liked her, or if she just wanted to fulfill her wish.

In another ten years, the ten thousand corpse pill was successfully refined, everyone was extremely excited, and a long-lost smile appeared on Lan Shenxue's face.

He used the method of refining living corpses to repair and reassemble the deer. When she woke up, she would find that she was not old at all. What she was like back then is what she is now. Of course, Lan Shenxue himself was not that old. He always felt that seeing Lu owe him 30 years, he had to make up for it.

He doesn't want to grow old, nor dare to grow old. He has to wait until this woman comes back, and then threaten her. If you don't obey, I will ignore you, and let your internal organs rot and mold, and die.

Dongfanghong and others were old, with wrinkles on their faces. Lan Shenxue decided to wait for them to die and refine them into living corpses, so that they could continue to stay as his servants.

Under the eyes of everyone's attention, he pushed the ten thousand corpse pills into the mouth of the corpse like thirty years ago, and soaked her in the medicinal soup. although……

Although she opened her eyes but didn't speak, it didn't matter, her consciousness could not be restored so quickly.

But Lan Shenxue waited for a long, long time, until he realized that thirty years ago, the woman he named Jianlu lied to him.

She will not come back.

Lan Shenxue stared blankly with his eyes open, and the skin was as soft as a living person, but there was a dead body with no fluctuations in the bottom of his eyes. He lowered his head, lowered his eyes, and said.

"I don't care about you."

Something seemed to collapse in an instant.