Sixty-eighth bowl of soup (2)

The imperial concubine woke up in the emperor's arms early the next morning. He was still asleep, but the gesture of holding her was so careful and gentle, as if she was not so lonely, but loved and cared by others.

But she knew it was an illusion, and he didn't even forget to lie to her in his sleep.

Lightly getting up and leaving the emperor's embrace without waking him, the imperial concubine put on a dress and walked to the window. At this time, it was still dark, but she could not sleep anymore. She now has a living body of her own, but she doesn't feel so happy about it either.

She couldn't help but look back at the man who was still sleeping. He was a good-looking man. She once could not forget this face at the bottom of the Wangchuan River. She wanted him, wanted him to carry out the vows he had made, and wanted to take his soul as her own.

So she killed him herself.

Since he lied to her, since he betrayed her, then no one should get it. Isn't it happiness to be able to die together? She thinks Ren Wusi and Fu Liuli are crazy, but where is she better?

The imperial concubine didn't know what she had been waiting silently for, maybe she just wanted to live the same life again. No need to change, no need to intervene, just let the flow go, just live like this, and then follow the trajectory of the previous life and kill him again.

Maybe it doesn't matter whether he loves her or not. She just wanted to kill him again, that's it.

But she went back to bed contradictory and stared at the emperor quietly. The imperial concubine could not help but stick to the emperor’s chest. There was a bright red heart beating in this man’s chest. She used to lie on his chest when he said sweet words, but now she hears the heartbeat, But every word is talking about deception.

Perhaps it was because he was deceived during his lifetime and did not distinguish right from wrong. After leaving Wangchuan after death, the imperial concubine can see through the disguise and illusion of others, and see the most real scene through all appearances.

What the emperor did was like a big joke, but the joke was not so funny, and she was the one who was deceived.

Otherwise, she will laugh.

The slender green onion fingers crossed the emperor’s naked chest. She once cut the man’s chest open and took out his heart to see what color it was. Later she learned that good people are good, bad people are good, honest people follow Hypocritical people are the same, and everyone's heart is red, even if they are full of lies and feel lucky.

She had never done a bad thing in her life. She was diligent and unwilling to turn back. The only time she killed the emperor in the last year of Lenggong. She used the national teacher's news to lead the emperor to come and meet her alone, and then stabbed him before he was ready, and then strangled him to death with his hair full of hair.

He once said that her hair is the most beautiful, so he died in this beauty.

Until now, the imperial concubine did not know why the gentle and kind-hearted herself was so cruel at the last moment, and even after killing the emperor, she took out his heart. She was very calm. Then he cut his flesh with a knife, exposing the bones, and died holding the bones. She didn't care what happened behind her, she was dead, and no matter what, the living person could not insult a dead person.

She hates him as much as she loves him.

But the hate has passed, and what is left is love, an obsession that has been unwilling to let go of for thousands of years, entwining her soul, inch by inch, like a huge cocoon, wrapping her in it, not giving her a chance to breathe. .

This is destiny.

She should recognize it and accept it.

The imperial concubine kissed the emperor's thin lips and stroked his entire face with eyes and fingers with nostalgia. It was so handsome and heart-wrenching, but so heartbreaking. These loves are all false, and what he returns to her is true, false love and lone pet.

Thinking of him hugging other women after hugging her, kissing her with the lips of other women, and saying exactly the same love words to her...The concubine felt cold all over.

But she didn't want to save it.

She didn't want to do anything.

So be it, she thought.

Just when she was lying on the emperor's chest, the emperor's gentle and deep voice came, and he stroked her soft hair lovingly: "What's wrong with Susu?"

"I had a nightmare." She didn't call herself a concubine. "I dreamed that the person I loved was not me. I dreamt that the Holy Spirit coaxed me to deceive me. In the end, I was heartbroken and died.

The emperor stiffened for a short time, and then squeezed her soft pink cheeks, as if facing an immature child: "It's a dream."

But it didn't say that the dream was fake.

The imperial concubine is getting colder. She felt strange, she was obviously alive, how could her body still feel as bitingly cold as if she were in Wangchuan? Suddenly she sat up and looked at the emperor condescendingly. The emperor did not know whether it was an illusion. When the concubine looked at her, her eyes were cold and indifferent, as if she was looking at a dead person.

She also didn't want to become a vicious woman, nor did she want to cut her beloved into bones, but he lied to her, betrayed her, and let her taste all the sadness and jealousy-have you never been vicious? Are you a good person? Have you met the person you like and stayed with him for life?

So, have you ever tasted jealousy?

I was so jealous that I wanted to take this person as his own. From his body to his soul, he made his bones into a pipa that accompanies him day and night, so that his soul is permanently trapped in the pipa and cannot be superborn. As long as she exists, he Can't leave.

This is what he owes her.

"Don't be sad, I will give you an explanation, and if it hurts our emperor, no one can run away."

It seems to be sincere, but in fact, it is just a crime of murdering the dragon heir to the queen in the name of the imperial concubine's miscarriage. The queen is also the person who was divination by the national teacher at the time. The emperor has long been displeased. When you are ruthless, you will never remember that you are his wife.

What's more, he had to make way for his true love and let that little woman sit in the position of the maternal ritual world. The imperial concubine was just a **** to overthrow the queen.

If the cunning rabbit is dead, the lackey will cook; if the bird is exhausted, the good bow is hidden.

Therefore, the imperial concubine did not act so happy when the queen was deposed. Once Yong Rong Huagui described her concubine, the empress who made things difficult and framed her, withered, and the concubine sat at the top, side by side with the emperor. The queen knelt in the hall and shouted: "Yin Sunu! You bitch! This palace is dead! Do you think you can end up?! You have to die too! You don't want to sit in this palace in this life. !"

After talking about it, laughed, in fact, the queen only realized at the end that the Yin Guifei who she had hated for so many years was just a cover! It's a pity that the emperor didn't allow her to speak any more, so he ordered her to be sealed.

Later, the emperor looked at Concubine Yin, her complexion looked as usual and her eyes were calm. Of course, she knew that the queen had fallen, and the harem was alone in power. Only waiting for the former national teacher and his party members to be punished, waiting for her was the 13-year-old Leng Gong time.

For the emperor, no matter how beautiful and gentle Yin Sunu was, she was also the woman who came from the national teacher. It's worthless and meaningless, and it's an insult to his status as the emperor. How can the dignified true dragon emperor accept the woman who has been planted next to him?

In fact, he knew that she had never done anything, she was so good to him, and there were so many women in the harem, only she was the cleanest. It was his beloved woman, who didn't know how much blood was stained on her hands, but the clean Yin Su woman was called the dirtiest one.

Later, she really turned bad, the sin of Emperor Shi, opened her heart, cut the flesh and took the bones, and really became the so-called witch.

After the queen was abolished, the concubine Yin dominated the harem until the national teacher felt that he could no longer wait to prepare to do something. His old man could naturally see the emperor’s disgust and jealousy towards him. When the queen fell, his biggest backer was gone, that’s it. It's better to force the palace and let the prince who was just a few months old take the throne as his own regent. Anyway, the prince's mother is just a little Baolin, and she can even twist her own thick thighs.

The situation in the capital was faltering, and the emperor discussed with the imperial concubine. Of course, he still maintained his tender affection and asked her to stay in the cold palace for a few days. Because the national teacher wanted to be unruly, he naturally wanted to use her. With busy affairs, I can't spare time to protect her. It is safest to make everyone think that he is tired of her.

The imperial concubine is faint. In fact, the emperor also knows how much she loves him, otherwise, how can she tell her about the rebellion of the national teacher? If she is really a secret whistle, she is not afraid of secretly communicating with the national teacher.

He knows, but he still has to abandon her, this is the most hurtful place.

Saying that there is no time to protect her, then what does Zhou Baolin's secret guard, who is full of inside and outside the small side hall, say?

It's not that there is no time to protect, but I just don't want to protect.

It is ridiculous that he has to maintain a false and affectionate in the end, not daring to show his true colors and deceive her for decades. Let her spend her time alone in the cold palace, and finally her heart is dead. In the previous life... when she used the national teacher's news to deceive him, he appeared in front of her, very surprised.

What are you surprised?

Surprised by her beauty has become a thing of the past, or surprised by her withered description?

"Susu, wait for me, I will definitely pick you up soon."

The imperial concubine agreed.

So the emperor issued the imperial decree on the second day, saying that the concubine Yin was vicious and narrow-minded. He knew that the fetus in the womb was a dead baby, so he killed him on the queen. His heart was shameful. But for many years, he has been with him for many years, and he has a lot of positions, and he has entered the cold palace in order to behave like you.

What an accusation of unreasonableness, it must have been done a long time ago. The imperial concubine knelt on the ground indifferently, letting the lady of the court walk down her gorgeous dress and jade hairpin, and looked up at the emperor sitting above.

I also saw the weak and innocent Zhou Baolin next to the emperor. Such a humble woman, although she has amazing beauty, but because of the emperor's indifference, there was no turmoil in the harem. But for so many years, she was the only one who "coincidentally" had a dragon seed and was born safely.

The emperor couldn't tell why the noble concubine's eyes were so cold, with the quietness of seeing through the world, he tried to find her without telling it, but there was nothing.

She didn't smile, didn't speak, and let the guards pick up and drag her out.