Sixty-eighth bowl of soup (6)

As a neglected person in the cold palace, Yin Sunu knows that she can only die here for the rest of her life. She was not qualified to see the emperor, and the emperor would never pick her out again. It took her thirteen years to figure this out.

But she has to be entangled with him until she dies. So after digging out the emperor's bones, she also took out her own bones.

Starting from the leg, with such a piercing, desperate but sober pain, she shivered and made a rough lute from these bones. She also drew out her own tendons to make the strings-but such a pipa smelled of blood and couldn't make any sound. Then she died slowly holding the pipa.

What Yin Sunu did before her death was enough to shock the world. She killed the king and pulled her bones. She was alive to death. At that time, the emperor's soul was on the side. He did not leave for a long time after Yin Sunu died, even He himself didn't know why. When he realized it, he came back to life inexplicably, and beside him was his beloved Queen Zhou.

Then he spent several months thinking about it, and in the end he still couldn’t control his inner desire. He went to Lenggong to bring Yin Sunu out, give her glory and restore her status as a noble concubine, but-but he still didn’t know himself. Why do you want to do this.

Now that she was born again, the emperor didn't understand why they tortured each other.

After returning to Jucui Palace, Yin Sunu went to rest. During the rest, she was still holding her pipa. The emperor had seen the prototype of this pipa, but didn't know how she did it to make the pipa so perfect. The bones on it belonged to the two of them, which seemed to represent something in the dark.

Even if Pipa is perfect, how did she bring her into this life? There are many doubts in this, but the emperor really couldn't understand it.

Naturally, he couldn't understand it. He had never been to Naihe, never jumped off Wangchuan, and never experienced those thousands of years of suffering. How could he understand?

No one in the world understands.

People who feel that it is not painful enough or feel that it is irrelevant are not Yin Su women. It is Yin Su-nu, not someone else, who is truly stuck in the pain and unable to break free. Whether she breaks free or falls, no one can save her, and no one has the right to be beaked.

This is her choice, her destiny, and a destiny granted by God, and she is not allowed to refuse or resist.

Feeling the same, do you think it’s enough to just talk about it? Haven't experienced the same thing, what qualifications do you have to say about liberation?

Whenever you are surrounded by suffering, you will suffer to the point of breaking apart, and then you will understand that it is better to die than to be alive, and that the ashes are better than six reincarnations.

Yin Sunu curled up on the bed. She didn't like to lie down to sleep, which made her feel very insecure. Pipa is also living in her arms at this moment, quietly, without any changes. Even in a deep sleep, her hands still rubbed in the pipa unconsciously. After death, she went to Naihe, she took the pipa and jumped off Wangchuan. The pipa is not a living thing, and she is safe and sound in Wangchuan. Her character at that time Weak, afraid of everything, but still desperate for Pipa.

It was only because that was her only connection with the emperor. They were entangled with each other, and then she had this silent pipa. Later, she could not leave again. Maybe one day she would let go of the emperor, but she would not be able to put down the pipa.

She wanted to completely lock the emperor's soul into the pipa and let him stay with her forever.

Locking his deception and betrayal, locking his ruthlessness and cruelty, locking his excuses and feelings all belong to her.

There will never be any more Zhou Baolin and Zhou Empress, no prince and princess, just him, her, and each other's bones.

This is her wish for thousands of years.

She didn't need him to guarantee herself, and she didn't believe in each other, she just had to hold him firmly in her hands. Or maybe she doesn't even care whether he loves her or not, as long as she has him, Yin Sunu is satisfied.

Yin Sunu slept very soundly, she didn't have a strong desire for anything now, she knew she would get it if she wanted it. Before that, she was still wondering why the emperor didn't kill herself after being reborn, but now she doesn't care that much. Whether he kills her or doesn't kill her, that is the emperor's choice and his own brand-new destiny.

However, when she opened her eyes, the emperor slept beside her.

So beautiful, so quiet, and there is no one around.

If she wants to kill him, then she can start now. He is absolutely incapable of resisting the reborn Yin Su-nv. The most important thing is that Yin Su-nv who studied medicine in the second world can now be taken down perfectly. The emperor’s bones will not be damaged.

In this case, the pipa should become more perfect. Then she could take the emperor's soul as her own, so that he would never leave her again.

But... at the moment she couldn't have the energy to do this. Yin Sunu didn't understand what was wrong with her. She looked at the emperor quietly and put her hand on his chest.

The chest under his palm is wide and strong, and his heart beats vigorously, one after another. But the heart that was dug out would not be able to beat. Even if her hands were fast, she could only keep beating for a while, and then the pungent **** smell remained.

How did that happen.

Yin Sunu felt nostalgicly on that chest until the emperor's joking voice came over her head: "What is Susu doing?"

She looked up, the emperor's mouth was smiling, and his eyebrows didn't mean anything else, it seemed that it was really interesting just because of her touch. Yin Su Nu is a little puzzled, how could this be? It stands to reason... The emperor should be afraid that he is terribly afraid, even if he is taken out of the cold palace for some reason, he should not be so gentle, let alone be so boldly sleeping beside her.

Why did he do this?

For Yin Sunu this is a difficult question to answer, but for the emperor, his focus is completely different from that of Yin Sunu. If I really wanted to ask, he himself didn't know why he wasn't afraid that this woman would kill him again, maybe he knew it deep in his heart. As long as he lives up to her, even if the whole world becomes an enemy one day, she will stand firmly beside him and will not leave her.

But just because the relationship is so deep and long, it can't stand the betrayal and deception.

He touched Yin Su Nu's face, and his voice was soft and low: "It's me who was wrong, I...I won't be anymore."

The warm palms stroked her cheeks, very comfortable, like a feather flicking gently, the whole heart was comforted. Yin Sunu subconsciously rubbed her small face on the emperor's palm, and for a long while, she said, "Holy Master treats me badly."

False feelings are the most hurtful.

"I'll change it," the emperor said, bowing his head and kissing the pro-Yin Su Nuv's cheek, "give me a chance, let's start from the beginning."

From scratch?

These four words were thought of by Yin Sunu a long time ago. But she has never succeeded. It's too easy to talk about it, but it's another matter to actually do it.

So everyone in the palace knew that the Holy Master and the noble concubine and empress were reconciled as before.

But Yin Sunu knows very well that reconciliation is reconciliation, but as always... not necessarily.

Regarding this situation, Queen Zhou, who had been quiet, was anxious. The saint hadn't come to her Fengyi Palace for many days, and all stayed at the **** of Jucui Palace. How could this be? The saint said that she is his wife! What is that **** who has been put into the cold palace for several years!

Because of this, she especially wanted to meet the emperor. The emperor didn’t want to see her. Unexpectedly, Empress Zhou relied on his past love and rushed into the imperial study room, and tears fell when he saw him: What's the matter! Is it impossible to not want to see concubines like this!"

The emperor put down the cinnabar pen in his hand and stared at Empress Zhou twice, with a light tone: "I have been busy with government affairs these few days..."

"How busy is the saint, so busy that I don't even have the time to accompany our mothers to eat a meal!" Empress Zhou wiped away her tears. She was weak in character and loved acting like a baby, and she was strong enough to endure all the pains and swallow into her stomach. Women are completely different. On weekdays, the Sage saw her crying and felt distressed a long time ago, but today she didn't react at all, and she had to make Queen Zhou think that Yin Su-nu said something behind her back.

If Yin Sunu is not that kind of person-a person who has been in the cold palace for three years and has tasted the warmth and warmth of the world, who can guarantee that she will remain the same?

Therefore, Empress Zhou's mind passed quickly like a revolving lantern, just wanting to invite the emperor to her Fengyi Palace tonight, so there is no better excuse than a child. "Both children want to go to the holy, and the concubines... also want to go to the emperor."

She was just as young and beautiful as a girl, and she was even more charming and coquettish because she had children. The emperor looked at her but was not moved by her. After a long while, he asked her: "Zheng'er is also your child. You are too ignorant. Him."

Empress Zhou's face became stiff, "The concubines are busy taking care of the other two young children these days, but they have neglected a little bit of Zheng'er, and the saints have to bother a lot. Zheng'er is too naughty, and the concubines don't listen to what they say. It is inseparable from what the Holy Spirit teaches."

The emperor sighed slightly. He didn't say to go in the evening, nor did he say that he could not go. He only said: "You can withdraw.

Empress Zhou has yet to speak, the emperor has already devoted himself to the memorial. She knew the emperor, and in his mind there was nothing more important than Jiangshan Sheji, even she did not dare to touch the emperor's inverse scales.

The emperor's expression became more and more obscure when the Emperor Zhou retreated. The light came in and sprinkled on the ground, forming a strange light, and also cast a clear and incomparable shadow on his face.

Empress Zhou was pregnant with the concubine Yin, but she was born prematurely at the age of seven months, all due to the frame of other concubines in the harem. It's just that the endings of the two are different. Concubine Yin's child was born, and Queen Zhou's child, whose facial features were already formed, was dead.

The eldest prince is the child of Concubine Yin.