Seventy-third bowl of soup (5)

In his predecessors, Zhong Lang looked at her very tightly. He didn't like her leaving his sight, even less like her stopping her gaze on others. Therefore, Zhong Lang hated her job as an actress. He disliked Qinghuan's affectionate appearance in front of other men, especially her acting skills were very good, and he always felt that she truly loved each other, so he felt that the job was even less pleasing. Later, because of the rising conflict between the two, he simply locked her up and prevented her from appearing in front of the world again.

He wished that no one in this world would remember her anymore, so that she would completely become something that belonged to him alone.

Therefore, when Zhong Lang put a few carefully selected scripts in front of Qing Huan in this life, her first reaction was that this person thought of another way to deceive her. It's not uncommon for seniors to pretend to be grandiose and tell her that he is going to give her freedom, but when she really wants to leave, he will turn his face right away-just such a moody guy.

Therefore, Qing Huan stared at the script for a second time, did not reach out to touch it, but said: "I don't want to act."

"why?"

How can there be so many reasons? What does he have to ask, others don't know, don't he still know why? Qing Huan pursed her mouth. From the beginning to the end, she didn't believe what Zhong Lang said to her. This person is too deceiving. Wasn't she deceived in her predecessor? She can't risk trusting him, otherwise she doesn't know what serious consequences will be caused to herself. "...I just think it's quite boring. I've filmed it in my previous life, and I don't want to do this again in this life."

She is a lie, she obviously likes it very much. Zhong Lang twisted his brows. He didn't understand why Qing Huan refused such a good opportunity. Of course, he didn't want her to be known in public, but he resisted the urge to hide her and she told him. Say she doesn't like it anymore? Zhong Lang didn't believe a word. He understood that this woman was related to her frowns, smiles, and even an ordinary little gesture. She clearly wanted to go, so why not go?

He will never understand it. This is a natural lack of emotion for him. He can only see the duplicity of joy, so he coldly snorted: "Give you an hour, and pick one you like from here, otherwise ..."

He didn't need to say those threatening words, an unfinished word was enough to make Qing Huan's hair stand upright. Seeing her seriously looking like she was holding the script, she was so frightened that Zhong Lang looked a little weird and got up and left.

Qing Huan was afraid that he would toss himself again, holding the script and reading it seriously and didn't pay attention. Zhong Lang went to the bathroom after returning to the room, looking left and right in the mirror-is there any problem? He is obviously very handsome, and she said that she has never seen anyone better than him, so why is she not happy at all? Didn't he give her what she liked? Why is she still upset when she got it?

Zhong Lang had this question for the first time in her life: What kind of image is he in her mind?

However, Zhong Lang didn't feel too much at all when he counted the things he had done in his predecessors. He likes her and doesn't want her to be nice to others, but she doesn't listen to him and wants to break up with him, and he persuades her not to listen with his kind words, then what is wrong with him locking her up? After being locked up, he still wants to escape. He will get angry again and again, so what's wrong with her? He didn't beat her or scolded her, he just did something interesting between men and women, until he realized that he couldn't completely control her, so he chose drugs-what's wrong with this?

Oh... Zhong Lang suddenly realized to himself in the mirror, maybe she thought she should be courteous.

Qing Huan was taken away before finishing reading the script, and facing Zhong Lang's very serious expression, she immediately sat down, thinking that Zhong Lang was going to say something threatening. Who knows that he opened his mouth and said, "You can do that too. I."

……what?

She was confused and clearly didn't understand, Zhong Lang repeated: "Just like I was to you, to me."

Qinghuan: "..."

"You are not happy because of this, think I bullied you?" Zhong Lang recalled that he didn't think he had done anything wrong in his predecessor. The only regret for him is that he didn't lock her up and stay safe. , So that she would not run away in collusion with others, let alone die in a dark alley. He still remembers putting her together in a complete look. The pain made him understand that if he could make Qing Huan come alive and see him alive again, he could give in.

After saying this, he left again. Qing Huan could never keep up with his unconstrained thinking. A few minutes later, Zhong Lang came back and said, "Okay."

All right? What's up?

It didn't take long before someone sent a large box of things respectfully. Zhong Lang opened it in front of Qinghuan and said to her, "You can also use these on me."

Qing Huan's face suddenly turned red, and she was familiar with the things inside. Zhong Lang had liked to use on her most in his life, all kinds of torture tools, but now...

"Anything is fine." Zhong Lang shrugged. For a long time, he had been thinking about why she left him. Now he realized that she might feel unfair. Only he played with her. This time, for the sake of fairness, Let her play with him. "Lock me up, whipped me, raped me, sexual abuse, I can do anything, if you still don't think it is enough, I will give you a separate basement, then—"

Qinghuan quickly interrupted him: "I don't!" She wouldn't do that kind of thing that puts human dignity under her feet!

"Why?" Zhong Lang asked her strangely, "Aren't you just dissatisfied that I treat you that way?"

She simply didn't know how to tell him that his brain circuit was different from ordinary people, and Qing Huan knew it for the first time.

"Oh." Zhong Lang suddenly understood, "Or do you want me to do it too? Then don't do it. I did it when I was a teenager. It feels boring, so I quit."

To say that drug rehabilitation is harder than Dengtian is like taking a bath. For Qinghuan, the unforgivable pain is nothing in Zhong Lang's eyes. It is not what he played the rest, or the innocuous game in his perception. ——Qing Huan wanted to cut open this person's brain to see what structures were inside. "I do not!"

"Then what do you want?" Zhong Lang was even more distressed. "I don't want to be angry, and I don't want to make you angry." He has tried very hard to restrain himself, not to scare her or treat her, the most proud thing is that he doesn't use his favorite kind when doing it at night. Posture, everything is subject to her needs, why is she still not satisfied?

"I, you..." Qing Huan said incoherently, Zhong Lang was not afraid of torture and revenge at all, he was a lunatic at all!

Zhong Lang stared at her for a while, then looked at the dazzling array of boxes: "Do you really want it?" There seemed to be a pity in his tone, and Qing Huan shook his head sharply: "No!"

But Zhong Lang likes these things, so he can't bear to lose them, "Then I will ask someone to put them away first, so I will need them later."

Hearing what he said is horrible, what is it to be useful in the future? Who needs it? how to use? Qing Huan didn't want to ask any more questions. She squeezed the script in her hand and felt the gloom and frustration for the first time. She even knew that Zhong Lang was such a person. The script was almost torn by her, and it took a long time to speak: " I, I don't want you to control me!"

Zhong Lang pinched her face, soft and smooth, whiter than milk, he leaned forward and kissed first before slowly asking, "That's not okay."

"you……"

"You didn't like the way I treated you in your predecessors. It took me many years to understand this." Zhong Lang was distressed, "I am working hard to change, but when you refuse, I can't bear it. There is a big fire, you see, it was not my intention to threaten you in the car the first two times. If you are willing to accompany me obediently, there will be nothing." Not only will there be nothing, you can even ride on him. act wildly.

Zhong Lang is a very weird person. He is not a patriarch, nor machismo. He does not even have normal values ​​and outlook on life. This is related to his innate personality and is inseparable from the acquired environment. There are no normal people in the Zhong family, and normal people can't live in the Zhong family. Qing Huan can't understand this. The more he rebounds, the stronger his suppression and the crueler the methods, but when you question him, he thinks this is his normal method—otherwise? Watching her leave? disappear? Say goodbye?

People have weaknesses. He can always let her stay by his side for the rest of her life. As for whether she is afraid or willing, it doesn't matter.

If it hadn't been for the death of Qinghuan in his predecessor, if it hadn't been for the remaining decades of his predecessor that Zhong Lang had dimly felt what she disliked, he would not change it at all.

Although this so-called change... didn't really change much, but at last it wasn't the same as before, and went into the basement if they didn't agree with each other.

Zhong Lang didn't understand what dignity and respect was, neither did he. If Qinghuan stays at ease and never leaves, the price is to whip him and teach him or give him all the things he did to her, he doesn’t care. For such a person, physical revenge is not worth mentioning, mentally. It is even more difficult, because he is not afraid of anything and cares nothing. Things like self-esteem may not be as important as a breath.

But now Zhong Lang wants to keep people who are completely at odds with his own ideas, as if living in two worlds, but the ending seems to be doomed long ago. Either you die or I die.

Even if it could do it again, even if there were countless reasons to explain it, it was useless, because Qing Huan would never love him again.