Diary (five)

"Yes, that person is me..." I smiled and slowly spread my sad life in the sun. "... Every day, I am immersed in my own world, without any communication with the outside world." (((Mobile reading visit m.lightnovelpub.net))) In fact, looking at the girls who laugh in the sun, my heart is full of envy and desire. But, I dare, I am afraid, because one of the children Misunderstanding, I have always lived in inferiority and frustration."

"At that time, I definitely didn't dare to stand in front of so many people like this. I dare not say a word more. I dare to hide behind my thick bangs and this big black-rimmed glasses, secretly envy those. People who can stand in the sun. So, I have this nickname that has been with me for nearly 7 years - 'The Spirit of the Back'. I originally entered Chunling High School with a desire to change, I hope I can There is a whole new life here, but the inferiority that has been carved into the bones keeps me on the old road..."

Thinking of that sad day, I sighed softly and continued. "When I was ready to put away my heart that I was eager to change, and I was prepared to accept this sad fate, one person walked into me. life."

I looked at the man under the stage without any disguise. I know that my eyes are full of hot light at this time. "I can stand here and spread my darkest memories in the sun, because That person is the shadow that he helped me out of the past."

In the good memories, the smile on my lips is getting deeper and deeper. "He, it is a very awkward person. In fact, he has never been to me and he has never been scolded for everything he and I said." You can't imagine that there are so many mean words in his head. His poison tongue makes me sad every time, but under every poison tongue, I feel warm and considerate."

"In the beginning, I didn't understand it at all. I often cursed him quietly in my heart. But gradually, I understand that he is actually a person who is awkward and proud. He is caring for him in his own way. I am a The girl who was hurt. In fact, there is a deep scar in his heart. My darkness, his coldness is actually the camouflage of our protection of our wounds. But he is a strong person, not as weak as I am, It was he who helped me to abandon this black body. He reawakened her courage and self-confidence that I had disappeared for a long time. It was also him who kept silently supporting me. Today, I am standing here wearing such a dress, all of them are because of him."

"Here, I want to say a word to him, a sentence I want to say for a long time." I looked at the bright eyes of Minghui under the stage, unfolded my most beautiful smile, and said to him with a voice full of love. "Ming Hui! I like you!"

"Wow!"

My voice just fell, and there was a roar in the audience. Everyone was discussing it fiercely. Many people stood up and sighed enthusiastically, and even some boys whistled with excitement.

"Wow! Our brave No. 27 crush is so brave! This should be all the confession before our campus girl contest. Let us bless her, hope her confession can be answered smoothly!" The class followed the classmates and raised their hands.

"Thank you!" I deeply stunned everyone. I nodded to the host and said hello. In his goodwill whistle, I walked off the stage. When I walked to the background, I saw Fan Yuze, he was waiting for me.

When I saw Fan Yuze’s moment, I immediately took a nap to him, sorry to say. “I’m sorry...”

"A fool, you don't have to apologize. There is nothing wrong with this kind of thing."

Fan Yuze stretched out and pulled me up. His face still had a gentle smile, but I saw the faint sorrow in his eyes. My choice still hurts him... hurts this gentle boy...

"Nana, don't show the expression of crying... you just need to be happy. This time, don't miss your happiness."

After that, Fan Yuze used the same force to lick my head and turned away from the background.

Are you happy? That is what I have been searching for, isn't it? But why do you have to hurt others when you want to be happy?

"Cry what, ugly."

I looked back and looked at the place where the sound was made. Minghui was still wearing the clothes of the waiter, standing not far behind me.

He strode over and took out a paper towel and rubbed my face hard. He said, "You found your own happiness. You should laugh, aren't you? Fan Yuze doesn't blame you, why are you?" Are you going to blame yourself? What you have to do now is to work hard and be happy, even our shares together!"

At this moment, the phone in my pocket rang. I took out my mobile phone and saw the flashing screen on my mobile phone. It was the name that hovered thousands of times in my heart.

"Nana, what are you hesitating!"

I was so stunned by Minghui, I connected the phone all the time, and I didn’t wait for me to talk. The familiar snoring came over there.. "Stupid! You..."

Listening to his stiff voice, my heavy feelings became a little easier.

"...Old place! Wait for me!"

After Minghui finished, he immediately hung up the phone.

Reluctantly watching the phone enter the standby mode, I looked up to Minghui, he made a gesture of cheering for me, and then forced me to launch the background.

Yes, Fan Yuze and Ming Hui are not wrong. I can't let my own happiness be lost. This time, I have to personally grasp the happiness that belongs to me!

Stepping on the brisk pace, I once again came to this very familiar place. But today, in my eyes, everything around me is completely different from usual.

The grass under the feet is like a naughty child under the breeze blowing, gently crossing the instep of my sandals. The little birds on the campus who were so scared by the noisy crowds that they hid in the woods were not willing to be silent, waving powerful little wings in the green sea. They are like a group of children after school, playing happily.

The sun is like the most harmonious mother, embracing me with her warmest embrace, and let me feel a touch of emotion from the bottom of my heart. I ran to the big tree where I shunned the school worker last time, stroking its rugged trunk, looking at the tall branches, and recalling my sleek and unusual appearance, I couldn't help laughing.

At that time, was I possessed by Superman? How else could I hang up the branch and avoid the inspection of the school worker? However, this tree that is not really big can take up my weight, which is really not easy.

"Working hard!" I gently thanked the trunk.

I sat down under the trunk with my knees and looked at the intersection where I entered, waiting quietly for the arrival of Minghui.

The breeze blew through the treetops, and the sound of rustling came, my shadow slowly shortened, and time passed by. Minghui did not appear.

But I was not as anxious as I was last time, so fearful. Because I know that today he will definitely appear in front of me, it will be!

I don't need to worry, I don't need to be afraid, I just need to wait quietly, waiting for his arrival.

I hugged my hands on my knees, looked at the intersection with a smile, and felt the breath of this beautiful nature. I waited quietly.

When the sun came to the top of my head and the shadow was shortened to leave only a small piece under the foot, Minghui appeared. He held a bag in his hand and ran over with sweat.

I remembered the last time he came here to look for me in the evening, the flustered look, could not help but bowed his head and sneaked.

Minghui rushed to me in front of me, and then sat down beside me. Suddenly, I wrapped my breath with the refreshing smell of his body.

Looking at his close-knit face, the heart that I had been calming suddenly jumped wildly.

"Give you!" Minghui, who was sitting on the side, suddenly stuffed the bag in his hand into my arms.

I opened the bag curiously and found that there was a mess of pink jelly. I sneaked my head and saw the nervous expression on Minghui's face, and couldn't help but laugh.

"Come on! You must eat!" Minghui's voice is a bit strange.

Listening to his words, I stuffed the jelly that looked very weird into my mouth. A sweet strawberry scent swept my mouth.

"I... I just... oh..." While eating the jelly, I said to him, "I just said... I said... all... all... oh... cough and cough... ..." Maybe it’s too anxious, I’ve been caught in jelly all the time!

"You stupid!" Hearing my cough, Minghui turned to see my red face, panicked and helped me slap the back, and kept licking me in my mouth. "Your brain Is it ice cream? It’s gone by the sun! What do you say when you eat?” Although he was still so poisonous, his gentle strength and anxious tone revealed his concern.

"Cough... Cough..." Finally, after a painful cough, I slowed down. I put the last piece of jelly into my mouth and looked at his eyes. I happily chewed the jelly in my mouth.

"Stupid! I was stunned and still eating!" Minghui turned a little bit awkwardly.

"Ming Hui!" swallowed the jelly in the mouth. I looked at his eyes and said to him very seriously. "What I said on the stage is true!"

Minghui did not speak, and his face floated with a layer of blush. I did not speak, waiting quietly for his response.