Is it two days, three days, or four days ... Time seems to gradually lose its effect in the torment and torment of drug addiction. Living in that small storage room, it is difficult to accurately measure the passage of external time. When a drug addiction occurs, it is tightly tied up, uncomfortable, struggling, moaning, and finally falls into sleep. When he wakes up, he cannot Feeling the change of day and night, what appears in the eyes is always the orange light, plus the figure standing on the edge of the bed.

Most of the time, it is naturally Yahan. When she is really uncomfortable, she wipes her forehead or sweat from her body, feeds her with water and medicine, and the rope will only be released when she is going to the toilet or taking a bath. open. She used to be very serious when she saw Teacher Yahan in school. Even many students were afraid of her, but now I know that Teacher Yahan is actually very gentle. In the past, no one had ever been so right. Feeling better about herself, she feels like her mother ... It should be said that she is the image of her mother in fantasy, because even her own mother does not seem to treat herself so well.

Every day since childhood, she seems to have to clenched her teeth. Compared to others, the conditions in the house are actually good. However, her father gambled and took drugs. Later, she also took drugs, on the edge of such a bottomless pit. Even if it was still bird's nest and shark fin today, maybe the father would lose her daughter at the gambling table the next morning-and he did. Every day is spent in my worries and anxieties. Compared to the environment at the moment, she feels the tenderness and care, and she occasionally feels: how good it is to be a baby ...

As for Su Yan sister-she may not admit that she called her-only three or four times together. She was very strict, of course, it was only for herself. Except for the first time, she seemed to come to look after Teacher Yahan when she was free. She didn't like herself, and she knew that.

"I'm not targeting anyone, but I hate people who can't control their choice."

This is the original word of Sister Su Yan. In her cognition, she is very strong and dazzling. She is beautiful and understands a lot. She always has such elegance and calmness, and of course it has become the center of all people's eyes. Focus-Of course, the "everyone" now is only himself. She may not know how much she admires and admires her. In the future, if you can have one percent of your sister, you may be satisfied.

Of course, in the presence of Teacher Yahan, sister Su Yan also seems to have some prank habits, and often jokes. When she comes over, she often becomes addicted and is **** by her into a very embarrassing appearance. Teacher Yahan saw She often gets annoyed. She often jokes that Teacher Yahan is a fool. It seems that Teacher Yahan is somewhat like her sister.

I was scared of urinary incontinence, naturally only the first time, although the next few times, although she was still severe, she was not as scared after all, she said that she would kill herself, but every time she Gritted her teeth and bitterly supported her, and did not really put it into practice. Occasionally when she saw her nodded, she would think like a child. If she praised herself one day, she might be happy to faint.

During the time when he was bound and clenched his teeth, his drug addiction gradually decreased, and the interval between each discomfort seemed to increase. This is what Teacher Yahan would say when he encouraged himself.

Time gradually passed in this struggle, and when the addiction was on, it was still cold and trembling as if to die soon, but anyway, at this time, at least some people will tie themselves up, and someone will care about her To make a decision for her.

Unwilling to think about the outside world, and not thinking about the death of her father, but she knew that her father was dead, and she no longer had a family, even if there were no such bad family members as her father. The body is tightly restrained and unable to move. It seems that there are only a few ropes and a door separated from freedom. However, can I get salvation even if I quit drug addiction? she does not know.

As if struggling on the border between darkness and light, no matter how far you look, you can't see the outline of the future where you can feel hope. She would rather keep on struggling, and never have the day when the results really come out, even if she is always **** like this, always uncomfortable, and never free, at least at this moment, she is dominated by others and has a real relationship Her people dominate her and tell her how to go at each step.

I want to cry, but ... I can't be hated anymore, I have nothing ...

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As we passed the door, the extremely depressed low-weeping sound faintly came out from inside, which naturally could not conceal the family's keen hearing.

Still a remodeled image of a woman, slightly rolling his eyes, he went downstairs, the taste of Chinese medicine and the aroma of food mixed in the whole house, diffused, and Yahan, who had just left the office, was also passing from outside Come in and look at the home downstairs and smile slightly: "Is she better?"

"Oh, a little bit, it should not happen again today, you can sleep well at night."

"Well, thank you." It was still a skirt at work, an old virgin with glasses and wavy hair, and when Ya Han laughed at the moment, she had some uniforms that seduced the professional sense, but because she was in front of Ming Ming at home, More is still the pure beauty, "I'm so tired these days, I always make you look like this ... Will you stay and eat?"

"Today ..." Jia Ming shrugged. "Let's go to another day. I told Lingjing today to go back to Wu Guan to eat, and I have to go to the karaoke hall after eating, and ... your food here is not enough."

"Uh? My side?" Yahan felt slightly wrong.

Jia Ming laughed: "Anyway, I came to your house in advance. I knew you were late at work today, so I used your bacon, mushrooms, and carrots in your refrigerator to steam you a bowl of rice, and fried a small bowl of vegetables by the way. "Well," he pointed his finger over the kitchen. "I probably know how much you eat, plus Yi Ting is going to eat a little more, three people will definitely not be enough."

Looking at Jia Ming's smile, Ya Han took a deep breath: "It's so fragrant ..." She was intoxicated for a moment before she frowned, and smiled: "Thank you, I smell the smell of medicine every day, I have It's about to crash. "

"Myself, why do you say those." Taking the keys of the classic car from Yahan, took two steps and turned back, "Yes, Xu Yiting's drug addiction has really abated this week, but her There is a burden in your heart. You slowly enlighten her. After returning to the Huang family without a drug addiction, apologize. Life is not that terrible. To be honest, I have no time to grind with her slowly ... "

"Um." Ya Han nodded smartly. "Yes, did you talk to Ling Jing and Shasha about Xu Yiting?"

"Yes, there aren't too many secrets between the three of us, and of course they didn't ask much ... Oh, but they didn't let them know in this appearance, so as not to be laughed to death." Replied with a smile. In a word, Jia Ming stepped out of the door and waved his hand, "Bye, come in and eat."

"Well, drive carefully." She stood at the door and waved her hands, watching Jia Ming enter her car, and then a skilled reversing, moving forward, after the vehicle disappeared at the corner of the road, she closed it with a smile. At the door of the room, I walked towards the kitchen happily, and a light dance step was rotated in the middle. She likes this feeling with Jia Ming, just like the young couple sending their partner out.

Wearing gloves, I took out the bowl of steamed rice from the rice cooker, took a deep breath, smelt the meat, and subconsciously took the large bowl of steamed rice in my hand for a while, then I felt that I was a bit embarrassed, and quickly picked up Mood, took out another bowl from the cabinet and began to divide the food into two ...

On the other hand, Yahan's car left the villa, but Jia Ming was not going to the room where he lived with Ling Jingsha at this time, but the house left by his parents after his death. He had to go there. I changed my dress back. Today is Saturday. After eating at the martial arts hall, I have to go to the Bluebird bar with Lingjing and Shasha to sing. Since the trio formed a small "concept band", Lingjing has He has quit his job as a piano performer of Nordic Fantasy. Currently, apart from Jia Ming's computer part-time job, the weekly performance is the biggest economic source for the three.

Unwilling to let messy things interfere with the normal cohabitation life of the three too much, so Jiaming did not make the premise of two girls, after all, no matter how you look at it, this kind of thing is not normal life Should appear in the bridge.

The time is more than six o'clock in the evening, and the sky is gradually getting darker. The drive to there is generally about 20 minutes, but at this time it is the peak traffic time after work. After leaving Shaohua District and entering the old city, On the road, the cars were crowded, the red light was on, the car stopped, and the family looked at the sky brightly. There seemed to be some signs of rain.

As they glanced over the rearview mirror, several figures who could be considered acquaintances came into view.

On the sidewalk on the sidewalk, three current classmates of Jiaming rushed from behind, seemingly being chased by somebody, headed by Dongfang Wan, who has always been full of energy and the king of trouble, and behind her was The two female classmates who usually get along well with her, several have always been the backbone of the travel community. He paused for a moment, panting, and started running forward desperately.

I don't know what happened to these guys ...

Some funnyly poked his lips, and the green light just turned on. He drove the car and slowly passed the intersection. Dongfang Wan ran towards the car quickly, because he couldn't catch the front, he slammed hard after Row of windows: "Teacher Yahan! Wait! Teacher Yahan!"

Again……

The window of this old car is relatively dim, plus the weather is about to rain, it is normal to see the person in the driver's seat outside. It ’s normal to check the gap between the two cars in front, and it will be a bit difficult to accelerate overtaking Afterwards, Jia Ming reluctantly stopped aside and lowered the window to reveal a perfect female smile.

"Mr. Yahan ... Yeah? This ... is Mr. Yahan's car ..."

No matter how harsh the teacher, UU reading www.uukanshu.com is always kind to the outstanding students. It seems that Yahan is good to Dongfang Wan in the school. Looking at the decoration in the car, Dongfang Wan's face Bewildered. The woman in the driver's seat smiled calmly: "Are you a student of Yahan?"

"Uh-huh, are you Yahan's friend?"

"Oh, yeah, I just arrived here soon, and borrowed Yahan's car to use it. Is there anything you can do to find her?"

"It's okay, okay." Looking back, Dongfang Wan said, "Someone chased us from behind, can we let us go into the car and hide a little. If something happens, we can get off right away, okay?"

Looking at the rearview mirror lightly, the woman in the car nodded: "... come up."

"Great, thank you." Pulling the door, Dongfang Wan sat in the front passenger seat, and the other two women got into the back seat: "My name is Dongfang Wan, hello."

"Jane Suyan." The two met for the first time in a soft voice.