PS: At the end of Chapter 5 today, Long takes a bath and goes to bed. Readers, don’t forget to send warmth to Long after reading it! ! ! Let the monthly pass come more violently!

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Suddenly, Zhao Zhu felt a little cold. This cold was released from the inside out from the bottom of his heart. It was really cold, very cold. , still cold;

Qingzi left her, Qin Tiantian also went back to Qin's house and didn't have any contact with her. Now, Fang Yun...

That mole is still in Zhao Zhu's eyes;

Although there is no evidence, there is no need for evidence, because Fang Yun herself is a member of the group;

"A cup of milk tea, original flavor, with ice."

Zhao Zhu bought a cup of milk tea at the door of a milk tea shop, drank the milk tea, and continued to walk. He didn't know where he was going, so he just walked like this. Zhu Jianping and Xiong Zhiqi were still in the mission world, their family was in Beijing, their own Women have left themselves.

Inexplicably, a moment of loneliness.

Zhao Zhu raised his head, as if he saw a cage covering him, and he couldn't breathe. The sense of loneliness was swallowing up his senses. Zhao Zhu took a deep breath and sat down on a bench in a small square.

Surrounded by a turbulent crowd, but the turbulence has nothing to do with him.

Many things should not be like this, but they are like this. Many things are bitter wine brewed by Zhao Zhu himself, but he did not expect that in the end, not only did he really drink it himself, but he would come with him when he came.

Zhao Zhu doesn't like this feeling, and at the same time he doesn't like himself now.

Suddenly, Zhao Zhu realized that he had changed a lot. Before he entered the mission world, he was a doctor in a mental hospital controlled by his mother, flirting with nurses who he liked every day. The girl, the cooked and green ones, pick them off and eat them if they like, and live a very pleasant life. It's comfortable and indulgent.

carefree;

My mother's money is estimated to be so much that I can't spend it in my next life, my father's status. It's also enough to protect myself all the time, all I need is to enjoy life well.

And the current self.

What's the use of this body's power, and what the **** is it for!

Zhao Zhu put the milk tea on the ground. He grabbed his hair with both hands, he was in great pain, speechless in pain, Zhao Zhu, who was already in a bad mood, was like a pile of dry wood that was already dry, and suddenly sparks were added.

Crazy started to blow up in the square, and sand and dust were also raised, which made other people in the square hurriedly go home. For a time, under the impact of the sand and dust, the square and the surrounding area were much quieter. Only Zhao Zhu was left to continue sitting on the bench, and the sand couldn't get close to him.

Gradually, there was more than one person sitting on the bench. Zhao Zhu continued to hold his hair. Next to him, another person appeared. It was a ghost-faced Buddha. The ghost-faced Buddha was sitting upright, with only face It was looking at Zhao Zhu.

"Isn't it boring to live like this?" Zhao Zhu said. He didn't raise his head, but he knew what was sitting beside him.

Ghost-faced Buddha did not answer, did not speak, but continued to look at Zhao Zhu quietly. There is no joy or sorrow in his eyes, but this grimace looks very gloomy.

This ghost-faced Buddha was forcibly cultivated by Zhao Zhu in the state of a ghost by relying on the special conditions set by the group leader in the last mission world. It has the compassion of a Buddha and the splendor of a ghost. It should be one of the powers of Buddha attributes. branch, and a unique branch. It is a branch of power that belongs to Zhao Zhu alone.

"Answer me." Zhao Zhu asked again.

Ghost-faced Buddha still didn't speak, just looked at Zhao Zhu.

"You don't answer me, I let another person answer me."

On the bench, a third person appeared, a person wearing a white robe with a mask on his face. As soon as this person appeared, the surrounding Feng Shui pattern began to be in turmoil, and it seemed that it might change at any time. People hold a book in their hands, a very old book, and the pages of the book exude a sense of vicissitudes, which shows the age of this book.

This is... the scriptures of heaven!

"He doesn't answer me, you answer me."

The masked man didn't speak, and just looked at Zhao Zhu.

"Aren't you going to answer me?" Zhao Zhu continued to hold his hair and lowered his head, everything seemed to be talking to himself.

Soon, a fourth person appeared on the bench. It was a person with a faint glow. His appearance made everything around him start to tremble, and even the flow of air was changed, as if everything could move. Even... the sun, moon and stars!

However, this person also looked at Zhao Zhu and did not answer Zhao Zhu's question.

Immediately afterwards, in front of Zhao Zhu, a golden figure appeared, and the spiritual storms began to condense into small cyclones, which contained terrifying spiritual power. Once released, all consciousness could be annihilated.

He is profound, wise, and has a terrifyingly powerful calculation ability, but it seems that he can't calculate the result because he doesn't speak.

What followed was a series of different figures, all of them standing around Zhao Zhu, each time one appeared, Zhao Zhu asked the same question, and as a result, each figure answered.

"Anyone ignores me, what's the use of asking you so much?"

Zhao Zhu raised his head and took a deep breath.

"You don't answer?"

Zhao Zhu asked again;

Silent.

"Haha." Zhao Zhu smiled, "Yes, you are me, I don't understand the answer, how can you understand."

At this moment, Zhao Zhu's eyes became very pure and indifferent, and the whole person's temperament began to fall into a kind of ethereal, as if he had let everything go.

Figures began to raise their heads together, looking at the sky, and finally, their bodies began to dissipate, as if they had never appeared.

"You guys, don't exist at all, there is only one me, only one me, only... one me!"

Zhao Zhu stood up, and the breath of the whole person began to slowly rise from the trough.

In an instant, all the exercises in Zhao Zhu's body were merging and blending, regardless of each other.

This is a questioning of oneself, there is no answer in itself, and no one will answer it. What oneself asks oneself only requires a process, and does not require a real answer.

This is the self-confidence in oneself, a self-confidence that cannot be desecrated and shaken!

"This is... a cage."

Zhao Zhu spread his hands and looked at his palm prints.

"But...I'm still me."

Zhao Zhu suddenly regretted it, because when he looked at himself again, he regretted what he had done recently;

Since Qin Tiantian has returned to Beijing, he should go there in person, even if the group owner does not give him a chance or release his grounding, even if the group owner may issue an order to kill him, then let the group owner issue it. , let's go, just go underground, I can't carry it alone, and Xiong Zhiqi and Zhu Jianping accompany me to carry it together, this **** poor Eastern circle, it's a big deal to fight with each other, and if you die a few administrators, the world will become Better!

What were you afraid of before?

Why be afraid?

When Qingzi wanted to leave her, she just saw the hesitation and sway in her heart. Does she really mind her relationship with Qin Tiantian?

no.

She felt like she owed me her life.

She didn't want to annoy me, so she chose to leave.

But who brought this trouble to him?

It's not just your own sway!

If I knew it earlier, I would just say it directly, tell Qin Tiantian about Qingzi, and tell Qingzi about Qin Tiantian. As for Fang Yun, you can throw it wherever you want. If you don't like it, you don't like it. If you don't care, you don't care. , there is no need to make yourself a mother-in-law just because the other party gave it to you for the first time.

Everything is torn apart. If you want to have two maids and one husband, you will have two maids and one husband, and enjoy the blessings of the people.

I saw the girl named Meimei in the barbecue shop before, and he said what the village asked about the situation, and directly said that he could help her live for another five years, and then just grab a dead soul from the outside and change her soul, five years later. When Meimei died, she also died. She had lived five more years in her life that was less than half a year, and she was already earning it. That family won't be silenced, and that Meimei won't be boiled in a cauldron to give off its fragrance.

Many things, many choices, are actually their own reasons, why their emotions fluctuated more obviously, or their own reasons, hesitant to do things, looking ahead and looking back, in the end, it is yourself who suffers.

Why?

Yeah, why?

Can't I be a little bit more self-willed, can't do things according to my own heart, if I want to escape, I will run away, if I want to help, I will help, if I want to kill, I will kill, if I want to love, I will love, if I don't want to kill you, I will not kill you. , If you want to die, you will die, isn't it good?

Why are you embarrassing yourself?

My freedom is gone~lightnovelpub.net~ My life is not in my hands, what can I not let go of?

Zhao Zhu raised his head and looked at the sky, as if he saw a net covering it.

This net made Zhao Zhu feel disgusted and disgusted, and there was an urge to tear it apart.

Bowing his head, Zhao Zhu closed his eyes again, and when he opened it again, the whole person's breath began to be restrained, and he became an ordinary person, but there was a cynical smile on the corner of his mouth.

Pain, suffocation-like discomfort hit right at this moment, Zhao Zhu knelt on one knee on the ground, endured the pain when the mission announcement came, then he took out his mobile phone and saw the group announcement.

Next Mission World: "Death Apartment"

"The next mission is finally here, why do I feel that I can't wait? Come on, I really can't wait, let me enjoy the remaining two mission worlds to the fullest, and then, campaign management When I am a member, whoever will fight with me, I will let whoever die!" (To be continued.)