How Could I Like Him

Chapter 84: relapse

Leaving the Class 10 classroom with Hou Yu, he was already 40 minutes late when he arrived at the tennis court.

After arriving at the tennis indoor training ground, I saw that Hou Mo and Sang Xian seemed to be playing singles.

He didn't go there immediately, but changed his sportswear. After he walked out, he took a racket and looked around. There was no place for him to practice.

He walked diagonally behind Hou Mo and asked when Hou Mo was picking up the ball: "Do you still practice the bottom line to cross the ball?"

The original appointment was to fight Deng Yiheng and Shen Junjing.

"You are too late, and you have changed the training content." Hou Mo replied and went back to the court to play.

Sang Xian glanced at Sui Hou Yu, then stopped talking for a moment, and finally said nothing.

Sui Hou Yu didn't know what he should do, so he walked aside to find a place and practiced point control by himself.

After such a stalemate could last for half an hour, Hou Mo walked over with a racket and stood beside Sui Hou Yu and kept looking at him.

He turned to look at Hou Mo, trying to observe, to see if Hou Mo was angry because he was late.

Hou Mo didn't lose his temper. He just said as calmly as possible: "With Hou Yu, our training has a customized plan, and what to do in each time period is clearly arranged. Especially those who cooperate with you are prepared. Well, if you didn't come, you would waste their time."

There seems to be nothing wrong with what he said, but he was not called Brother Yu, but his full name.

With Hou Yu pursing his lips, he apologized in a small voice: "Sorry."

"You are a newcomer. Many training programs are specially designed to match your time. You are the main one, and the venue is also your priority. Then they will be their turn. What about you, have you gone to fall in love?" Hou Mo continued to ask .

"I didn't. She was looking for something to do with me. I took a look at the question by the way..."

"If you want to study seriously and work hard for the exam, just talk to Coach Wang, so that he will not take you as a starting player to focus on training. It will also give you time to study. No one will force you to join tennis. team."

Following Hou Yu is not a good temper.

This time he knew that he was late, he did something wrong, and what Hou Mo said was also right, so he bowed his head and admitted his mistake.

But Hou Mo kept talking about him like this, making him feel uncomfortable, and he tried very hard to hold back his temper so that he didn't lose his temper.

After hesitating for a while, he replied: "I won't do it next time."

Hou Mo stood silent in front of him for a long time, exhaling in a trembling voice, and finally said: "Perhaps you can think about it, and now you still want to continue playing tennis. You don't have to suffer this hardship, Ran Shu and Su Anyi There is no need to accompany you to the tennis team. You also have time to spend time with Ai Mengtian."

"..." With Hou Yu frowned slightly, he looked at Hou Mo, "Are you driving me away?"

"Actually, you don’t have to do anything for me...just follow your own lifestyle. If you don’t really like tennis, it’s hard to stick to it. If you fall in love and can’t train well, will you quit? Can you leave me Will passing by here make me feel uncomfortable afterwards?"

Hou Mo became scared.

He repelled doubles before, because he didn't want to build a bond with anyone. When the partner who trained with him one day leaves, he will fall into sadness and cannot extricate himself.

He didn't want to try to lose the sense of the person he cared about anymore.

Therefore, it seems better to break early before the sinking is particularly deep.

Sui Hou Yu looked at Hou Mo for a long time, and suddenly sneered: "I **** gave you a good face, right? I'm late, I think it's my problem. But you are here forcing you to talk about what there is. Are you looking for a fight?"

"I'm just warning, lest you quit because you fall in love and waste other people's time and feelings."

"I said she was looking for something to do with me. Did you get lead in your ears? Can't you understand people? Did I say I would quit?! I apologized, I was late, I was wrong, you What the **** are you talking about?! Is it necessary?!" Hou Yu said more and more angry, and finally screamed out.

Hou Mo suddenly woke up when he was shouted.

He forgot that he had mania with Hou Yu, and his early experience made him unable to bear the slightest grievance.

Especially from people he cares about.

"Brother Yu, I said the wrong thing, don't be angry..." Hou Mo hurried over to hug Hou Yu and comfort him.

Following Hou Yu, he pushed him away: "Don't touch me!"

Su Anyi will not follow the training in the evening self-study time, but will study in the classroom.

At this time, only Ran Shu was in the training venue. Seeing that there was something wrong with the atmosphere, especially after hearing Hou Yu cursing, he ran over and stopped Sui Hou Yu to comfort him: "What, what's wrong? Brother Yu, don't be angry."

Sui Hou Yu was still yelling: "How come I am wrong, am I? No matter how wrong, everything I do is wrong!"

"Yes, we are right, let's go to watch anime, "One Piece" should be updated." Ran Shu pushed Hou Yu to the outside, turned around and told Hou Mo, "Don't follow me, I can't control it. I'll call you again."

Hou Mo knew that Ran Shu must not have dealt with this kind of thing for the first time, so he obediently did not chase him, and let Ran Shu take Hou Yu out.

The other team members didn't know the truth, so they gathered to ask.

Hou Mo waved his hand irritably: "Go back to training!"

Others no longer provoke Hou Mo.

Ran Shu went out with Hou Yu, instead of going back to the bedroom, but found a quiet place to sit down, and used his mobile phone to play "One Piece" with Hou Yu.

This is the way he used to coax Hou Yu.

Following Hou Yu's troubles, they watched anime together from childhood to adulthood.

However, Sui Hou Yu was not in the mood to watch it today, squatting on a chair, holding his legs and kept silent.

Seeing him calmer, Ran Shu asked, "Brother Yu, what's going on? It's been a long time."

"I'm late, Hou is unfamiliar." After calming down, he followed Hou Yu more obediently, only to narrate grievously.

"Then Hou Mo trained you?"

"Ok."

"That wouldn't be enough." Ran Shu was puzzled, it wouldn't be such a big temper at all.

Following Hou Yu's eyes, her slender and thick eyelashes covered her lost eyes: "Others say that I don't care, but he said that I care very much... it makes me feel uncomfortable than others say..."

"He is so kind to you in peace and usual times, but suddenly he is violent to you, making you unbearable?"

"Maybe... he asked me to quit the team, didn't he want me again? I was late for this one time..." He followed the training very hard, and he persisted in the high-intensity training, and stepped on it once he was late. Thunder?

"I think, I think it's angry, so he can't bear you." Ran Shu sneered, "It's that you make me care."

After Hou Yu didn't speak, he continued to sit with his legs in his arms and asked, "Did I be too much just now?"

"Just... I just lost my temper very inexplicably, but it's okay, at least I didn't fight."

"Then do I have to apologize?"

Ran Shu watched Sui Hou Yu for a long time, then suddenly leaned in and asked him in a low voice, "Brother Yu, don't you like that doggie?"

Hou Yu's eyelashes trembled slightly, and then raised his eyes to look at Ran Shu, without speaking for a long time.

Ran Shu looked at him for a long time, and finally only uttered one word: "Fuck..."

Yes, Ran Shu instantly understood that Sui Hou Yu was abnormal.

However, his mood was suddenly very unbeautiful, and he even wanted to ask a few people to put on Hou Mo's sack.

At this time, Hou Mo's mood was equally bad.

When he went to talk to Sui Hou Yu, he was stunned by the vinegar, and all sour words came out, and Sui Hou Yu became angry.

After he recovered, he had successfully angered Sui Hou Yu.

He now wants to go to Sui Hou Yu to apologize, but he is too entangled because he is afraid of stimulating Sui Hou Yu.

By the end of the training, Sui Hou Yu and Ran Shu did not return. Hou Mo didn't even dare to take a bath or go back to the dormitory, for fear that Sui Hou Yu would relapse directly when it was not time to go.

The recurrence rate of mania is very high, especially when Sui Hou Yu is not controlled by medication.

He sat alone on the chair in the dressing room, pulling his hair straight with irritability.

He really has **** in his head, how can he say those messy things?

Even if Hou Yu was really in love someday, and he really quit the team to study hard to prepare for the college entrance examination, he was not qualified to take care of it.

He and Sui Hou Yu are friends at best, and they are more concerned, because he has crossed the line.

The more I thought about it, the more I regret it, and I was so irritable that I couldn't wait to yell a few times.

Sang Xian, who had already left, came back suddenly, walked in and said to him: "I asked Ran Shu, it's much better with Hou Yu."

"Oh..." Hou Mo breathed a sigh of relief.

"I think Sui Hou Yu also cares about you, and it seems to have nothing to do with Ai Mengtian, you don't have to worry too much."

Hou Mo nodded: "Yeah."

Sang Xian saw that Hou Mo was so frustrated that he was about to collapse. After hesitating for a while, he said, "Sui Hou Yu should not be straight, and it's a bit interesting to you. Moreover, he cares about my existence and seems to be jealous. You are not completely No chance."

Hearing this, Hou Mo immediately shook his head and denied: "I have been with him for a long time. I know that he is really straight. He does a lot of things so straightforward that he doesn't even think he should avoid anything when he is with me. If it is really interesting to me, sometimes what I do is simply to seduce me. How could it be possible that Brother Yu is such a simple boy..."

"I'm a bystander, I can notice some details that you didn't pay attention to. You don't think it is because you like him..." Sang Xian still wanted to continue to persuade him.

Hou Mo shook his head: "I know you are comforting me, but I know that it is me who is wrong. I know that it is impossible to still like him, and now I think that he might fall in love with other people, and my heart will explode. I don’t want to have a good relationship with a person, I’m afraid that one day that person will leave me suddenly... But now I find that I actually care about a person. It’s also uncomfortable to see that person all the time, but that person doesn’t belong to me. ."

After Sang Xian was silent for a long time, he suddenly apologized: "I'm sorry."

Hou Mo was puzzled, turned his head to look at Sang Xian, and asked, "Why do you apologize?"

"I made you so sensitive and uneasy, sorry... because of me, are you tired?"

Sang Xian looked at him straight, his hands trembling slightly.

After a while, Sang Xian began to cry in disintegration, unconsciously and uncontrollably.

Hou Mo hurried over and asked, "Have you taken medicine?"

Sang Xian shook his head dumbly.

"Is there in the dormitory?"

Sang Xian shook his head again.

In order to be able to participate in the competition, he has stopped taking medicine for a long time.

Hou Mo didn't expect things to develop like this, so he quickly sent a voice message to Uncle Sang and asked them to send a car to pick up the people.

Putting down the phone, Hou Mo sighed: "What to do, talking to you will stimulate you... Others persuaded me to come out, in fact, you should come out? I don't hate you anymore..."

The author has something to say: Sang Xian will cry uncontrollably when he relapses, will apologize constantly, will self-harm, and even...wounds on the wrist, you know.