2020 is my saddest year.

　　 I failed in the postgraduate entrance exam. I stayed at home for a year. I was busy preparing for graduation in the first half of the year. In the second half of the year, I was busy with World War II and work. (To be honest, there are really no happy things.)

At the beginning of December, I quit my job, and it’s not considered a decent job. At best, it’s a long-term internship. A small company has just passed the start-up period, and it’s like being tormented in oil every day. I can’t live this kind of life. So I just left.

I originally wanted to write this book well, but I didn’t do it, it’s not wonderful, it’s not good-looking, the plot is protracted, the explanation is not clear enough, there are probably many setting problems, but I can’t change it. .

　　I only have a short period of half a month after the postgraduate exam. I wrote seven or eight chapters every day for these two days, just to be able to write a little more plot and finish it as soon as possible.

　　 I am really uncomfortable. I have never felt that I am like a waste. After a while, I will start looking for a job again. What kind of a good job can an engineering student who graduated from non-university find?

　　Good, it's just a false proposition.

　　 The year 2020 has passed, and next year may not be much better. After all, since 2013, I have been on a decline.

I always feel that I am unworthy, and maybe it is true. It is not difficult to be a loser. It is not easy to fail like me. People always compromise with the world, but after experiencing so much, I choose to bow to the world. .

　　 I am not good enough.

But don’t do this. I’ve been broken by failure. I can only find dignity in the novel. This is terrible. Whether you are a student or a social person, since everyone can spend money to read books here, then At least the character is very good, so don’t be like me, really,

　　 Don't succumb to fate easily.

　　 Finally, I'm sorry.

　　 All of this is not because I don’t have the ability to get it, but because I originally didn’t deserve it.

　　 Everyone... 2021... Let's not talk about happiness, just hope that it will go smoothly.

　　 I hope you will not live as hard as a dead pig like me.

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