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On the night of the New Year's Day, Xiaobaiyu accompanied Doudou, Han Duxue, Mu Feng, Xuewu, etc., all at Yu Yu's house for the holiday. In Mu Feng's words, this was his first New Year holiday. .The fastest update visit: щщщ.SΗυΗāНА.сОΜ. Never before, because he came from a monk's family, and the monk does not have the etiquette of a mortal.

The whole night was very lively, and Yu Yu started to write couplets two days ago. This custom made Xue Wu and Mu Feng stunned very much, especially when Ling Bier saw the pieces of red paper with black characters pasted on the'door', and felt that it was greatly incomprehensible.

At noon on the New Year’s Day, there were several tables of people in the house. Whether it was Zuo Xiaoyong, Chi Weihua, Qin Ming, Lu Bin, and others, they all sat down and set up a few tables in the backyard, eating and drinking. .

Eating dumplings at night is another magical experience for Mu Feng and others. I have never heard of this strange way of eating. Dumplings are nothing in this world.

At night, everyone was gone, Doudou fell asleep holding Xiao Pang Xiangxiang, Yu Yu sat quietly in the room with the spiritual position of his mother, father and others in this life, watching it were full of them. The spiritual position of the man is stunned.

In the second half of the night, Han Duxue came in unknowingly!

Today Han Duxue, Mu Feng, Ling Bier, Xuewu and others all stayed overnight at Yu Yu's house, and no one left.

Yu Yu sat on the futon in the house, the door was open, and it was unknown when the snow and flowers floated outside. Looking at the Han Duxue who walked in, Yu Yu smiled at her slightly, "Fairy Han hasn't slept yet? My house is simple, don't dislike it!"

Han Duxue ignored Yu Yu's words, but looked at the spiritual position above, frowning and said, "Who is this Yu Changtai? The spiritual position of such an extra family member above, is it just what you said before killing that red dragon? your family?"

"Yes!" Yu Yu said.

Han Duxue was silent for a moment, her voice softened slightly, and she said softly, "Yu Yu, things have passed for so many years, look at it, you are like this, I am afraid it is not what your parents and your grandfather want to see!"

Yu Yu smiled bitterly and said, "Who doesn't understand the principle, I naturally understand. I like reading books, I have read many books, I have read many story books, and many of the stories written on them are very good. Jing'cai, this kind of destruction of'door' is also written by many people.

I saw that many people took revenge when they were writing this kind of thing, and it seemed that nothing happened. It seems that the revenge is over, and the damage of destroying the'door' has been repaired. "

Yu Yu was silent for a moment, and shook his head gently, "It's not like that, it's not like that. Of course, those who write stories can't be blamed, because they haven't really experienced the disaster of destroying the'door'.

They can't imagine how much shock and trauma it will bring to our hearts when a person sees their own parents and die in front of them. This kind of damage is permanent, and you will never be able to erase it. "

"But Brother Yu, being like this makes people who care about you feel uncomfortable!" At some point, Xue Wu also walked in and stood on Yu Yu's other side.

Yu Yu looked at her, then at Han Duxue, motioned to the two of them to sit down, and the two'women' sat cross-legged on the grass mat beside Yu Yu. Yu Yu said, "The family background of both of you is very difficult. Fairy Han, you come from a rich and noble secular family, and you are a truly famous family.

Fairy Xuewu, you are originally a monk's family, and you are still in the Feixue Palace ranked so high in the'gate' of Sejong, and you yourself are the'daughter' of Palace Master Feixue. My Yu Yu is more than a hundred times stronger?

You can't imagine ordinary citizens arguing with others for a penny or two, or even fighting for something. You may be disdainful, tacky, or even disgusted. You can't imagine the concept that a family of four in the mountains can live a year with two or two dollars.

Everyone’s lives are completely different. You can’t experience it without experience. Although we live under the same blue sky, our world is actually different. This world is like this. None of us can control our own life trajectory, and follow the established route until the end of this line.

If this trajectory was originally good and has a relatively bright prospect, but it has been torn apart by people alive and pushed you into the abyss, this kind of blow and influence is beyond words.

As for me, up to now, my biggest dream at the moment is to take Doudou to a place no one knows, or a small town or a small town, open a medical clinic, hang the pot to help the world, and spend my life.

But I can't do it. That year, almost all of my family died, and my life trajectory changed because of this. This is beyond my control. I walked out of blood and fire and saw too many misery and injustices in the world.

I walked step by step from a beggar who was ‘wandering’ on the street to this day. Apart from the pressure, I never felt the slightest joy. Whenever I think of my biological mother, in order to survive, let my son survive to kneel and kowtow to those inferior dogs, so that their heads are broken. When they are still indifferent, I feel that my body seems to be affected. What's "extracted" is generally. "

Yu Yu squinted and looked at it. The two'women' on the left and right of his mother's spiritual position were silent!

He sighed, and then took a long time to soothe, "By this time of the New Year, I should be happy, but I have never been able to be happy, although I have become a great monk.

I am Tianchangyuan, I have solved my own problem of martial arts double cultivation, and in the eyes of many people, I have very rare opportunities, but what is the meaning of all this? My mother didn't see her son grow up before she died. "

Yu Yu shook his head, "I am an individual, with blood and flesh. I often suppress the violent and hatred in my body. I don't want to tell anyone about my experience until I am going to face Chilong. When this enemy.

I killed him ~lightnovelpub.net~ but I am still unhappy. This is my destiny. Even if one day, I can reach the point where many monks look up to me, so what? My mother still cannot survive. She is so kind, and her mind is so clean. She shouldn't have suffered from these innocent disasters, but she has suffered!

In the dark, I don’t know if someone is controlling our destiny, and I never believe that humans can go against the sky, because I am the source of the sky. I know that the sky is irreversible and it has done nothing wrong. Otherwise there would be no human beings.

But people are problematic. If there is another creature in this world that can survive, I don't think it will be a human being. This is a race that makes humans feel ashamed and hate.

I am not going to kill the whole human being with a stick, but to explain my own inner thoughts at this time. As I said, this kind of **** hatred of destroying the'door' has not really been repaid. It is impossible that the enemy is dead, and you will be fine. This is impossible, otherwise I killed Chilong, why didn't I be with my mother during the Chinese New Year today? "

"Yu Yu, are you too pessimistic?" Han Duxue said softly.

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