I Am God!

Chapter 308: Reappearance of Barrow's Shadow

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Shana carried the box and headed towards the further south of the Fire City. He took a boat from the port of Bay Town, and then set out on the way back to his hometown.

He left on this road back then, and now he is coming back along this road.

He saw the outline of the Fire Protection City from a distance.

Twenty years later, Huhuocheng has changed a lot, and the business road between this bay town and Huhuocheng has become more prosperous.

Along the way, there are towns along the way, and new cities have been built.

"I don't know what happened to Yoan Town."

Shana used to be afraid of returning to his hometown, but after killing Carmon again, he had a strong desire to go back.

He's been adrift for too long.

He was also lost for too long.

He was like a lone boat lost at sea, desperate for a place to stop.

Carmon was his former friend and the enemy he wanted to kill the most.

But the last sentence he said went to the depths of Shana's heart.

"You too can have your own life."

Why did he desperately want to kill Carmon, and why was he so obsessed with what had happened.

Not just want one.

own.

A truly free life?

Back home, everything starts over.

All that was in the past is gone, and every day from now on is a brand new day.

The Shana family has no mission and no strings attached to them.

Shana walked all the way, and he saw people.

He saw the familiar mill in Joan Town, and also saw the newly replaced windmill.

He even faintly heard the ding-dong from the blacksmith shop in Yoan Town, and heard the frolic of the children. .

Twenty years have passed in Yoan Town, and there are a lot of new faces in the town, and many old faces are missing.

Although the life span of snake people is theoretically long, most people cannot live to that theoretical value.

"Who is this?" The young man didn't know Shana at all.

"Anyone from outside the town?" On the street, people kept sticking their heads out of the room to look outside.

"It looks familiar." Some people think that Shana is very familiar, but they fail to recognize at a glance that this down and vicissitudes of life man is the child of the lord's family in the town.

One of them recognized Shana and shouted at him.

"Little Shana?"

"Is it Xiao Shana?"

But as soon as he shouted out, he immediately changed his mouth.

"No, it should be Lord Shana."

The Shana family is the lord of this town, and the descendants will usually be awarded the title of oath-maker from a nearby small village when they reach adulthood.

Shana heard a familiar shout and looked over.

Son of a blacksmith, Shana's childhood friend.

And now he is the father of three children.

When the blacksmith saw Shana looking at him, he was finally determined.

He rushed over excitedly: "Are you back?"

Shana nodded.

The blacksmith asked him, "Will you leave in the future?"

Shana replied: "Maybe..."

He hesitated for a moment, then nodded and said, "Not going."

"I won't leave in the future."

The blacksmith was happy for Shana to come back: "That's great. How could you, a nobleman, be like this, can't you just stay in Joan Town?"

Shana smiled.

For the first time in years, he smiled so happily.

"Yes!"

"Can't you just stay in Yoan Town?"

"But sometimes, there is always no way to be good."

Seeing that the blacksmith couldn't understand his words, Shana patted him on the shoulder: "But it's fine now."

Shana and the blacksmith are talking, and the blacksmith rarely sees his childhood friends, chattering about their childhood.

At this time, the blacksmith's sons brought another young man to the door. One of the young man looked at Shana's back and shouted excitedly.

"Father."

"you are back?"

Shana looked suspiciously at the young man in his twenties, and didn't realize it for a while.

"You are?"

Suddenly, his pupils shrank, and he noticed that the face of the young man in front of him was almost exactly the same as when he was a child.

Shana immediately understood who the young man in front of him was.

He is the next generation of the Shana family.

Shana stepped back unconsciously, driving the hammer hanging behind him.

He stared at the young man in front of him, his face was numb, but his heart was overturned.

"what happened?"

"How do you..."

He didn't understand why the other party was still there.

He obviously destroyed the entire underground palace, and obviously killed the old guy who was at the mercy of everything.

Why is there a new Shana family born?

Shouldn't this cycle be over?

For Shana, this feeling was like pouring a bucket of ice water on top of her head.

"How do you know it was me?"

Shana's "son" told him: "I saw you when I was young, father."

"It seems like a very young age, when was it?"

The young man also looked puzzled, and finally said.

"I don't remember either."

Shana immediately recalled that when he had killed the old man, the young child wrapped in the cocoon opened his eyes.

Their eyes met, one innocent and the other full of horror.

Except for that one time, they could never see each other again.

Shana's "son" didn't know what he was thinking at the moment, and still said to him happily.

"Father!"

"You've been away from home for so long, and you're finally back."

"Grandfather would be happy if he knew."

Shana raised his head suddenly, the word grandfather was equivalent to "nightmare" in his mind.

"grandfather?"

Shana swallowed: "Is he still there now?"

But the moment Shana asked this sentence, he probably understood that that grandfather should be his father.

But even he didn't dare to fully confirm whether the other party was his so-called "father" or the weird old man he used to be.

The young man took Shana's hand: "Grandfather is at home now. He has been waiting for you to come back."

The "father and son" walked towards the ancient castle of the Shana family together. The heart of the "son" was full of joy, but Shana, as a father, was instantly nervous to the extreme.

Who is the "grandfather" in the family?

Is that old thing really dead?

The moment Shana saw the "son", the future he thought was full of uncertainty.

Shana's "son" suddenly asked him at this time, with longing and anticipation in his voice.

"Father!"

"Have you fulfilled God's mission?"

Shana looked at each other with that childish and young face.

He seemed to be the same as a child, never doubting what God's mission was like.

Faced with the other party's question, he didn't answer the question.

"I thought I did something."

"But it seems..."

Shana looked at "son" with doubts in his pupils: "Everything is still going on."

"Son" doesn't understand at all, just thinks this sentence is very profound.

And this time has arrived in front of the castle.

The gate opened and the servant stood in the courtyard.

"Son" rushed into the courtyard and shouted to the patriarch of the Shana family who was standing on the stairs.

"grandfather!"

"grandfather!"

"Father, he's back, he's finally back."

Shana raised her head and saw the figure on the steps.

The old Shana was on crutches, and he moved forward little by little, very slowly.

But in Shana's eyes, he seemed to see a shadow covering the sky covering the other's feet, to wrap him and hang him in the darkness.

That figure and eyes were almost identical to Shana's former grandfather.

But Shana didn't notice that his embarrassment and vicissitudes at the moment were exactly the same as his former "father".

Waited for a long time.

The old man slowly came to Shana.

The old man's eyes are cloudy, but there is a terrifying look in these cloudy eyes.

The old man stared at Shana with hook-like eyes, like a mountain that weighed him down.

Neither of them spoke, they just stared at each other.

This atmosphere seems to ordinary people to be a touching scene of a father and son reuniting many years later. The two met speechless and only had two lines of tears.

But Shana almost couldn't help but do it directly, he was screaming frantically in his heart.

"This is the old thing."

"This is him!"

"He's alive again, he's alive again."

"He's still..."

His fingers trembled uncontrollably under his sleeves, his muscles stiffened into a ball, and his cheeks were unknowingly strained by the clenching of his teeth.

Just when Shana was about to stop.

Finally, the old man spoke first and spoke to Shana in a hoarse voice.

"came back!"

"my son."

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After a "warm" family dinner, the old man raised his head and looked at Shana.

"Looks like it's almost there, come with me later."

Shana's "son" raised his head: "Is there something wrong?"

Old man: "I have something to say to your father."

After speaking, he added another sentence.

"It's about your coming-of-age ceremony in a few days."

The old man looked at Shana's "son" with expectant eyes: "When the time comes."

"You can leave Joan Town and go outside to perform your duties."

Shana's "son" was very excited, and his face was flushed under the lights.

The middle-aged Shana followed the old man to the depths of the promenade, passing one painting after another and stone carvings.

The old man stopped and pushed open the door with the ancient inscription "When the creator returns, the gods will wake up".

The familiar ramp leads to the depths, like a big mouth that devours everything.

The two descended the long slope.

The old man asked Shana, "How is Carmon?"

Shana replied: "Kamon is dead, and all the Camon clan have been killed by me."

Shana stared at the old man, meaning something.

"The strings that bind us are no more, it's over."

Old man: "Really?"

The old man's eyes showed an envious look: "Very good, they have completed their mission."

"The rest is to wait for the last moment."

Shana didn't understand what the old man's words meant, and the old man didn't continue the topic.

Shana's eyes were still fixed on the old man, and he asked directly.

"who are you?"

"Is it Shana from the previous generation?"

"still?"

He looked into the eyes of the old man, the ruthlessness in those eyes, and the despair that crossed the ages like a hook hooked into people's hearts.

This is a pair of eyes that should not belong to a person.

During the action, the old man told Shana some past events.

"When I was young, I also had a friend, and I followed him to ride a dragon across the animal husbandry plain, and went to see the legendary frozen plateau; the mirror of the sky is really the most beautiful place in the world, so holy Flawless."

"Before that, I had a friend; he was a captain, and I went on an adventure to the sea with him, and we tried to cross the sea of ​​​​storms together, and everyone died in the sea, but I lived alone down."

"A long time ago, I had a family once, and I had a few children; unfortunately I didn't watch them grow up in the end, because I had to fulfill my mission."

"Longer ago."

"..."

Shana was stunned. He had heard some of the stories, and some had not.

But the time line in it spans more than a hundred years, and it cannot happen to the same generation of Shana.

The Shana family itself is not a powerful person, and can only rely on the power of props, so their lifespan is similar to that of ordinary snake people, or even lower.

They can't even accept the magical power gift, because they are not living people; they can't transform into ghosts, bone demons, and abyss demons, because they are essentially puppets.

Shana: "No!"

"It's not a one-man story."

"This is the story of Shana from generation to generation. There are stories from decades ago, and there are stories from a hundred years ago."

The old man's hoarse voice came out again: "Then let me tell you a story about me hundreds of years ago."

"and."

"A story from a thousand years ago."

Shana suddenly didn't understand, and couldn't understand the old snake man in front of him.

"What kind of monster are you...?"

The old man stopped, and they just arrived at the end of the road at this time.

The old snake man suddenly turned his head to look at Shana, the eyes of the two of them seemed to be glowing in the darkness, and the old snake man suddenly burst out laughing.

"Don't you understand yet?"

"Shana!"

"One day you will also be me and have all Shana's memories."

"We've always been one person, and we're not separate from each other."

"We are born from the same personality, and ultimately belong to the same memory and end."

Shana faintly understood.

The Shana family is not a life, not even a group of puppets.

The root of all Shana clan is a certain person's personality, they will retrieve all their memories when they are old and become a real perfect Shana.

"Is this the secret of the Shana family?"

This should not have been known by the middle-aged Shana, but at this moment, the old-age Shana told the middle-aged Shana.

It seems that after going through generations of reincarnation, it has reached a key node at this moment.

Shana's head was numb at the moment, and it was difficult for him to accept this answer.

Although he understood Shana's existence mode, he didn't understand why he did this.

He doesn't understand.

What is the meaning of the existence of the Shana family, what kind of people made them, and why did they make them.

"why?"

"Why make us like this?"

"For what?"

"Is it for that so-called mission?"

Shana raised his head and looked at the back of the old man's head.

"Why do you have to be obsessed with that mission? Why do you have to complete it?"

The old snake man didn't answer, and the two walked into a stone room together.

The stone chamber went down, and after a long time, it stopped and opened.

The underground palace built by the Shana family for thousands of years is long gone, and only a mess remains.

A cave filled with rubble and an underground pool.

Shana he saw the dense threads intertwined, they longed for the Seeker's new carrier.

And in the center of the pool, where the white silk threads meet.

Inside a cocoon can be seen a newborn serpent child wrapped in it, waiting to be conceived.

The old snake man pointed at the cocoon and said to Shana.

"Look!"

"That's why."

Shana came to the edge of the pool, and he looked at the new Shana clan in the cocoon with their eyes splitting.

"What exactly is going on?"

"How can a new Shana be born?"

He roared at the old man, wishing to kill this guy immediately.

"What are you trying to do, and why do you create a puppet named Shana from generation to generation?"

"The so-called mission must be completed?"

"Can't you let yourself go, let go of us?"

The old man told Shana: "The mission must be completed."

Shana strongly retorted: "But there are no more lines, no more Camon."

The old man looked at the childish Shana and shook his head.

"Line is not our enemy!"

"Shana!"

"We're just chasing the same end, looking for the final release."

Shana calmed down, no longer as impulsive as when she was young.

"I'm waiting for your answer."

The old man's voice seemed to have magic power, bringing Shana into a distant era and telling him a truly desperate story.

"Hundreds of millions of years ago."

"A **** has fallen."

"Although the **** died, he left behind a plan to resurrect himself. His former believers and huge forces began to work hard for this plan."

"He left a prophecy."

At this time, the old man pronounced the language in the language of the three-leaf people.

"When the Creator returns, the gods will wake up."

This sentence also means that He will be resurrected in the era of the return of the Creator.

"God's plan was to create a special item called the Destined Puppet of Strings, for the purpose of resurrecting himself."

"The line is the Camon family, and even the Shana family."

"All the stories start from here, and resurrecting the gods is the mission of Shana and the Kamon family."

Shana stepped forward: "Where is this prop? Why didn't you find it?"

"Is it why we have to accomplish our mission?"

The old man reached into the water and looked at himself in the reflection.

"I have no idea."

"It's like I don't know how to catch, this reflection in the water."

The Shana family doesn't know.

After a mortal dies, it will turn into a dream of life and return to the dreamy star sea. The dream of life is condensed by the law of creation and will never dissipate. "

This is the law set by the Creator.

But this **** made use of the laws of the creator, and he planned to integrate the props into the dream of life at the moment when the dream of life condensed, which is also part of the creation of props.

This set of rituals is very complicated. First of all, a person needs to be willing to do so; and this person has a strong belief, which will not be dissipated by falling into a nightmare. He paranoialy believes that God will be resurrected, and runs this dream of life that belongs to faith.

The dream of life is born because of the law of creation, and it will immediately ascend to the dream realm of the kingdom of the gods.

But also because the dream of life has become a part of the prop, at that moment he no longer belongs to the complete dream of life.

Therefore, it cannot be attributed to the fantasy sea of ​​stars that created the kingdom of God.

No one can find this dream of life that has disappeared outside the dreamy sea of ​​stars, even if it is a fairy, even if it is a family of fairies in the forest.

Since then, this prop has always lingered on the edge of the dream world.

It's like a ghost that wanders beyond life and death.

There was a rippling reflection in the water, and the old man went on to tell the story.

"But we know that the destined pair of thread lifts will be derived from the unknown and put into the world of mortals."

"Where the thread is, a new couple will be created."

"This is the endless reincarnation purgatory of the Carmon and Shana clan."

The old man stretched out his finger and pointed at the new generation of Shana clan in the cocoon.

His hands were shaking at the moment, and there was endless despair in his eyes.

"do you see it?"

"Even if I die, even if you die."

"We are still constantly reborn."

"Even if it is not born here, it will be born elsewhere."

"Cannot complete the mission, this cycle is constantly repeating."

The old man's voice was extremely desolate: "Even if!"

"Is there a line, is there a Camon."

"We are all the same, and we all have to follow our mission."

"We have to do it, and only when we do it can we get out of this cycle."

The old man's voice grew louder: "It's not the wires that really control us."

"Shana!"

"It is the will of God, and it is the fate of the Shana family from generation to generation!"

Shana's whole body stiffened in front of the pool, and then collapsed a little bit softly. He felt that his strength was being drained a little bit.

He never imagined that everything would turn out like this.

He suddenly looked at the old snake man and asked him, "Can't I change it?"

The old snake man told Shana: "Not even death can change it."

"No, death does not belong to us."

"Because we never lived."

The old snake man's cane shattered the ripples in the water: "Xana!"

"We're just hookups, we..."

"no future."

The old snake man lowered his body and slumped in front of the pool with Shana in despair.

"The only way."

"The only way to end this cycle is to complete the mission."

"No one can start the resurrection ceremony of God, and no one can find the real ordained couple."

"Only when this ceremony is started, the doomed puppet of the thread will become part of the ceremony and part of the gods."

"And we."

"We will also step into eternal peace together, free from this endless cycle."

When the old snake man said this, he grabbed Shana's hand.

"but."

"This is the last time."

"This is the last reincarnation."

"You have found the wisdom of the gods, and the Kamon family has welcomed back the spirituality of the gods."

"The final ceremony is about to start, in Meiya City."

"You will inherit the memories of me and all Shana, and execute the final plan."

The old snake man clenched Shana's hand tightly, with endless anticipation in his eyes.

just like.

A worm struggling desperately in a glass bottle, a hungry dog ​​licking poison in a cage.

"The mission of resurrecting God is handed over to you."

"Shana!"

"The final moment has come, and Shana, Carmon, the twine and everything will be attributed to the gods."

"All reincarnations will end, and nothing will be reborn."

"Complete the final task, don't let a new generation of Shana be born again."

"We're tired already."

"Should……"

"ended."

Shana was stupid, he had never heard such a desperate story.

to despair.

Even the word death is so melodious.

After the old snake man said this, he patted the back of Shana's hand.

He walked towards the outstretching of the pool.

He stretched out his hand and pressed the cocoon on the pool, and the cocoon and the Shana clan in it slowly disappeared.

Like a melted egg.

He was telling Shana that as long as the mission was completed, there would be no more Shana clan.

After the old snake man did this, he was also wrapped in a white cocoon and was swallowed and melted a little bit.

at the same time.

The thread in the pool also wrapped around Shana.

The memory in the old snake man's mind is constantly being passed into the next generation of Shana's mind, and the memory is synchronized through the line. The old snake man doesn't even need to speak, and the voice can appear directly in Shana's consciousness.

It's like talking to yourself in your head.

The real world disappeared, and the two figures stood in a world full of white on all sides.

One is slowly becoming staring, the other is slowly dissipating.

The white world suddenly changed, and countless pictures rushed over from all directions, together with the voice of the old snake man.

"Look!"

"Shana!"

"This is our memory."

"Do you ever think that we are so similar; when you see the next generation of Shana, do you also think of the former self and the former me."

"Because we have the same personalities, we are always making the same choices."

"Even though we're going through different lives, we're making the same choices."

"Countless forks."

"We are ultimately choosing the same path."

The old snake man's voice was getting farther and farther away, and Shana even felt that the voice gradually became his own voice, that was himself speaking.

"When we were young, we looked for destiny."

"When we are young, we change our destiny."

"In old age, we recognize fate."

"We are wandering in fate again and again."

"We are wandering in the labyrinth of fate, finding neither a way out nor an end."

After the old snake man said this, he completely disappeared into the underground cave where the Shana family hid secrets for thousands of years.

The old generation of Shana died, and no new generation of Shana was born.

It also represents the beginning and end of this endless cycle.

The endless ring starts to break from this node.

Then from the breakpoint, a little annihilation.

The endless cycle of three generations of Shana, now there are only two Shana clans left.

Shana himself was overwhelmed by endless memories. He saw the dense white silk connecting the two stones.

Two stones are inlaid on a slate, and on the slate is drawn a puppet of thread.

"The doomed couple." Shana said its name.

But the doomed couple he saw was just an image in his memory, not a real Sequence 19 prop.

Shana felt the memory of countless strange and ancient species washed into his mind, and saw the reincarnation of Shana from generation to generation.

That where the pain and loneliness of eternal reincarnation is thrown into consciousness.

Directly crush Shana.

Shana's body trembled violently, panic and despair on her face.

Shana hugged her head helplessly.

He kept repeating a sentence: "The mission must be completed."

"It must be done!"

"It has to...have to...finish it..."

"At all costs, it must be done, it's over... it's over..."

"It's... it's over..."

And the oldest memories keep pouring in, going back hundreds of millions of years.

Shana was in pain like a bug struggling on the ground, but at this moment he suddenly found that the world around him had changed.

He raised his head weakly and found himself in the "Lost Country" once again.

The city of God's descent.

In front of the Palace of Wisdom.

He once again stood in the crowd of gods from the previous era, and in front of him stood the three-leafed man he had seen in fantasy.

His gaze fell on him across the ages, and he said the question like a nightmare again.

"Shana!"

"Did you wait?"

Shana looked at each other, he suddenly understood this time.

The other party is the beginning of everything, and the other party is the existence that created this eternal nightmare.

He looked at each other in despair, tears welling up in his eyes.

He questioned the other, he sobbed and roared.

"why?"

"who are you?"

"Why are you doing this?"

"why?"

"Why are you torturing us like this?"

He wanted to grab the corner of the other party's clothes, but the illusion in his memory had reached the end.

He plunged into the pool, and the cold pool water pulled him back to reality.

Shana was much older, his straight body collapsed and became a little stooped.

He raised his head.

These are a pair of eyes that should not belong to human beings, revealing the despair of traveling through the ages.

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The castle of the Shana family.

The new generation of Shana is having a coming-of-age ceremony, and only his father is doing it for him.

The previous generation of Shana died of illness and had just finished a funeral.

Although Xiao Shana was sad because of the passing of her grandfather, she was also excited about the coming of age ceremony.

in his eyes.

Revealing yearning for the outside world, as well as expectations for the future.

During the ceremony, he asked his father.

"Father."

"What is the mission of the family? What should I do?"

"Father" told him, "God will guide you."

"Little Shana!"

Xiao Shana looked blank, but could only pretend to understand.

"Father" took out the stone of wisdom and integrated it into Xiao Shana's body during the ceremony, and an incomparably powerful force rushed out of him.

Xiao Shana was stunned and looked at his father ecstatically.

"What a powerful force."

"Father" told him, "This is a gift from God."

He felt his own strength excitedly, and when he turned around, he just met his father's eyes.

Father opened his mouth to ask something, but closed his mouth again.

After hesitating again and again, his father asked him.

"Shana!"

"You will accomplish God's mission, right?"

Xiao Shana nodded: "I will definitely do it."

Xiao Shana's young heart was very restless. He combined his desire and expectation for the outside world with his expectation of completing his mission.

After the success of the ceremony, Xiao Shana couldn't wait to bring his luggage and set off.

Go far away.

Shana, who became a "father", stood in front of the castle and watched his "son" go away.

He suddenly said to himself, "Will he do it?"

"Will he be resentful?"

"Do you hate himself?"

From his perspective ~lightnovelpub.net~ generations of Shana clan appeared behind him.

They have the same personality but different memories.

Shana asked the other Shana: "Why don't we tell him directly?"

Others responded to him.

"That way, he would have no motivation to pursue his mission."

"And that just makes despair come early, and it doesn't make any sense."

"Even short-lived happiness, at least once had."

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