Chapter 1358 I also like listening to stories

Lin Jie stood up and stared blankly in front of him. Not only was Liang Qingbai's words echoing in his mind, but the emotions in his heart were so complicated that he couldn't describe it, so that his body was trembling unconsciously at this moment, like a drug addiction. More and more people are not satisfied for a long time and suddenly take a new and more powerful drug!

He couldn't say he was excited, he couldn't say he was angry, he didn't feel pain, he couldn't say he was happy, he just kept replaying the past in his mind about his own life. To the guidance of no light, was pushed into the bottomless abyss by one hand, and can no longer climb out.

Only now has he discovered that it is not the painful expressions on the faces of those people and the begging with hope that he wants to come back. No one can die happily in his hands. After the unparalleled pain and torture, he went to **** with resentment.

The pain that everyone shows in front of him can make Lin Jie feel extremely excited, but after that, there is emptiness. He is desperate for the pain on other people's faces, and he is constantly looking for his prey, and the prey is Those who used to push him behind his back, but gradually, there are fewer and fewer things that can satisfy him. His goal is not to be alone, but to include those who have offended him. , he became extremely bloodthirsty, the purpose was nothing more than the expressions on their faces.

But with the passage of time, the pain of people's faces can bring him less and less satisfaction, not because they give less, but because he is more and more greedy, he suddenly finds that he needs better "drugs", It was something, but he didn't know it, he didn't know how to find it, and he didn't know what it was.

   But my heart is desperate.

   And now, he seems to have found it.

   "Hehehe..."

   As if he could not see the two children who were full of hatred for him, he walked towards the door like a puppet step by step. Before taking a few steps, he let out an inexplicable laugh, and his back looked so lonely.

He understands that what he has always wanted is not the pain of those people's faces, but... repentance, their pain is only his own means, the real purpose is a trivial repentance, maybe a repentance, he will let go of everything , changed back to the self that he once was.

   At this moment, the torment caused by the pain does not seem to be as severe as it was at the beginning. It seems that someone has been put on painkillers, which calms his heart.

   "It turns out that, all I want is a confession, why...why no one finds out?"

   The three words "why" that run through his life have turned into complete interrogative sentences, but what remains is a lifetime of pain.

He was confused, just like when he came from that small town to a strange city. He didn't know what to do or where to go, but this time, it was even more serious. At that time, he had his own purpose, but now, he There is no purpose, only confusion.

   He walked out of the door step by step, but just as he was about to leave, a voice sounded beside him.

   "Where are you going? Come in and sit down, we still have bills to settle."

   Lin Jie narrowed his eyes and looked to the side. The door next door was already open, and a man was standing at the threshold, looking at him with a smile that was not a smile, and there was a joke in his eyes.

   The person who dares to settle accounts with him is probably the only person in this world. Lin Jie has already recognized the other person, and it is Li Henian.

   "You're here, I didn't find you."

   "I've been waiting for you for a long time, come in, don't try to escape, or I don't mind opening your head."

Lin Jie smiled, disapprovingly, then walked into the door that Tang Ye opened for him, and the other side showed a funny look. Lin Jie in front of him seemed to have changed from a lunatic to a normal person. Because of the "I'm sorry" that the woman named Xi Qing said?

   In Tang Ye's sight, Lin Jie walked in naturally, without seeing any difference, his first glance looked at Tang Ye's wrist: "It's unreasonable for this thing to appear on you."

"how?"

   "It's not something you should have. If I guess correctly, it should be a token given to you by someone who is very important to you. You are holding this thing, just waiting to see you again, right?"

"good."

   "Hehe, so, the first time I saw you, I thought you were the same kind of person as me."

"uncertain."

   "Yes, you are not necessarily human. But we have the same experience, it's just that my end is over, you have to continue, but the end..."

   "You think you're funny?"

"I don't think, Li Henian, don't you realize that this world is sick? Everyone is sick, they are not normal people, only us can be called normal people, but we are a minority, a minority is Alien, the most ridiculous sentence I've ever heard is that people are human because they have emotions."

   Tang Ye didn't speak, waiting for the other party's next sentence.

   "So, do you want to hear a story? Maybe after listening to my story, you won't have the same naive idea as me."

  Tang Ye changed his sitting position, gestured with his hand, and said, "Come on, I have plenty of time, and I also like to listen to stories."

   Lin Jie nodded and fell silent. At this moment, his thoughts seemed to return to a certain day many years ago.

In the summer of that year, the hillsides were dotted with gorgeous and mesmerizing colors of mountain flowers, the distant scenery was covered with greenery, and the breeze from the north carried a little fragrance of apricot flowers, which made the children fascinated by this, and the sun shined on them. The shadows of the trees swayed in the wind, the shadows were stunned.

The biting feeling of winter is gone forever. Spring has passed, and only warmth is left on the earth. On the yellow mud road not far away, there are children chasing and making trouble with windmills, making giggling laughter. People felt a trace of coolness, but when he was young, he didn't feel a trace of coolness when he looked at the yard in the distance, only cold.

  Boneless cold!

This year, he has blown the coldest wind. Even if the distance is far away, he seems to be able to hear the quarrel coming from the yard. An old man is sitting at the door with a cane in his hand. Every move, the turbid eyes have the color of pity, as if everything in front of the door is reappearing as before, but there is nothing that belongs to the past, as if a long dream, everything is actually illusory, never existed.

Everything in    made the heart of the old man feel lonely, and the bright sunshine could not bring any warmth.

   (end of this chapter)