Chapter 389 The Power of Despair, White Discovery 2

For decades, every image of his life has been deeply imprinted in Tang Ye's mind, those smiling faces and crying faces, from the innocence at the beginning of the memoir, to the loneliness that almost swallowed Tang Ye when he first came to the market, to turning into a zombie The humanity that gradually disappeared, now, all come back!

   Every place gives him the feeling, every time he cries and laughs, it is so clear, the incomplete life constantly surrounds his memory, those who meet people, their names are constantly intertwined!

   In the end, the memory returned to Honglin High School, the girl's smiling face, her dependence on herself, her kindness, Tang Ye brought back all the humanity that Tang Ye lost!

That goodbye seemed to be Tang Ye's last hope. Before, he hadn't noticed why he had to live when he became a zombie. He was as confused as a boat that could not be found in the sea. and where to go!

   Shouldn’t this be given up? Why is Tang Ye still alive?

   He couldn't figure it out, but at this moment, everything understood, just for the word "goodbye"!

   Isn't everything he does an innocent wish for that girl? All she wanted was the goodbye she said!

   See you for sure!

   In his shattered life, the ordinary warmth in the dormitory of Honglin High School became Tang Ye's last life-saving straw!

  Crazy and violent are constantly washing away his humanity, and that warmth is also desperately trying to help him bring back only humanity!

   In his mind, he heard the people he met in his life talking non-stop, densely intertwined, causing Tang Ye to suffer unbearably!

   is too contradictory! It's so contradictory!

   At this moment, Tang Ye's nerves are like a thread, one end is pulled by the emotionless corpse roar of zombies, and the other end is the stubborn resistance of the broken human nature!

The moment   Chang Jue stepped on the rubber band, Tang Ye was in despair, all his hopes disappeared at this moment, this step not only humiliated him, but also tore apart his longing for the future!

The pictures in   's mind flashed faster and faster. By the end, Tang Ye couldn't remember who he was, but at this moment, Ning Yuer's smile froze and occupied his mind!

   That smile was at the moment when she turned around on Hongyi Street. She smiled lightly, but her eyes contained too much emotion.

  Reluctant to give up? Nostalgia? fear? Worry? Sad? Or even a touch of love?

There were too many   , and Tang Ye couldn't see it. The picture was like a yellowed photo. Although it was frozen, it was a little blurry.

   At that moment, Tang Ye's mind just slowed down a little, and then passed by...

  Chang Jue's feet were twisting violently on the rubber band. He watched the soil below be turned upside down by him, and he no longer felt anything in his heart.

  Tang Ye can't explain how he feels now, sad? Heartache? ashamed? None of these! but despair!

   At this moment, the moment Chang Jue stepped on the rubber band with his foot, he already had a clear positioning of this inconspicuous object in his heart!

  It is your own hope! Hope to live!

   The scene that kept popping up like a movie in his mind just now made Tang Ye understand that his life is not without perfection, but there is! It's just that this perfection is very bland, and the bland Tang Ye didn't dare to look directly at it, so he simply ignored it.

   But it cannot be denied that it is always in one's own life!

   It's just that Tang Ye didn't feel it!

He hates perfection, especially the perfection of others, but he especially hopes that he has the perfection that others have. When he was a human, he did not dare to show the darkness in his heart, hide it deeply in his heart, and become a zombie. , this kind of darkness floats on the surface a little bit under the passage of time.

  Everyone has the same characteristic, that is, they are extremely enthusiastic about what they lack. Even if this thing is very trivial, it can be lacked, and everyone has to get it. This is the perfection that people pursue, and it is also human nature.

   Tang Ye now has this characteristic, which means that his humanity is still there!

But it was this human nature that made him feel hopeless, because he put all the perfection in his heart on this elastic band. When the elastic band was stepped on by someone else, he wanted to shred the other party, but his strength was not enough. Allow him to do this!

  Tang Ye knew that he was also perfect, he never noticed it, but now that he realized it, he really wanted to go back and review it, but of course the way to review it was not to travel through time and space, but to go out!

   It wasn't that his emotions flashed. At this moment, he was thinking of Ning Yu'er and the tenderness she gave him. He wanted to go out! want to see her!

   This desire is getting stronger and stronger! How can you see?

   Going out!

   How did he get out? His powerful and proud strength is not worth mentioning in front of Chang Jue, he can't run! Can't beat it!

  The desire in my heart is getting stronger and stronger!

   Under this endless cycle, Tang Ye felt despair in his heart, and this despair broke through his spiritual defense line!

what!

   He raised his head, his malicious eyes looked at Chang Jue and Yin Xiang behind him.

   So perfect! It's so perfect!

   is a match made in heaven, unfortunately, such perfection is not his own, and the owner of this perfection is destroying his own weak perfection!

  How can this be tolerated?

   "Get your feet off!" he roared, his voice hoarse like a beast's dying roar.

  Chang Jue teased in his eyes, and the foot that stepped on the rubber band was a little harder.

   "Let go? Won't do it, do you know your situation?"

   "You are just a weak person, and I am a god? How can an ant fight against a god? I want to kill you, one finger is enough!"

  Chang Jue's words were sarcastic, and Yinxiang next to him looked at him indifferently, and when he looked at Chang Jue, his beautiful eyes flashed with deep love.

   "Hahaha, are you a god?"

  Tang Ye wanted to laugh, but after laughing for a while, the momentum he just mentioned shrank back.

   "Maybe... yes, I'm an ant, but ants can bite people too! Let me go, I want to live!"

   "Live, do you think you have a chance? Despair, your obsession is getting heavier and heavier, I like it!"

   Hearing Chang Jue's words, Tang Ye's heart was full of despair. What he said just now had the meaning of asking about Chang Jue, but the answer was already obvious.

The regret in his heart spread all over Tang Ye's mind, which made him unable to control himself. Countless thoughts arose. When Tang Ye was about to give up, all of a sudden, Chang Jue twisted his toes again, and only twisted the fluff of the rubber band below. a few.

  Boom!

Tang Ye's head smashed all of a sudden, and his despair slowly burst out and radiated out. He wanted to scream hard, but he couldn't make any sound. His anger, his violence, appeared again, with the despair in his heart, It actually led to the anti-life substance in Tang Ye's body!

   They felt the pain that was hard to come out of the host's heart, and they quickly rotated, bursting out overloaded power for Tang Ye!

   (end of this chapter)