It snowed again, and the sky was white. Cheng Yu looked at the snowflakes in front of him and suddenly thought of the last scene of "Yun Yun".

At that time, he thought that he had already acted very well, and he could already understand Jing Huan's mood very well, which was in line with Jing Huan's mood at that time.

But now, Cheng Yu felt that if he was asked to act again, he might act better than before.

You can never truly appreciate the other person's sadness and despair, unless you experience the same sadness and despair as him.

And now, he felt it.

He drove the car and took a detour to Lin Anlan's community.

He didn't dare to go up, but just parked the car downstairs, pressed down the car window, and looked in the direction of Lin Anlan's house.

What is he doing now?

Will he think of himself?

Will there be a minute to think about him?

Cheng Yu didn't know, and he didn't dare to ask.

Lin Anlan walked so resolutely that he refused to stay and also rejected him. He has no right and is not qualified to go to him.

He leaned back in the driver's seat and wanted to smoke, but only pulled out a box of mints on his body.

Yes, Cheng Yu thought, he quit smoking, Lin Anlan didn't like the smell of cigarettes, so he quit smoking. He quit smoking for Lin Anlan, but he failed to keep him.

Cheng Yu ate a mint, which was cold and refreshing.

He put the sugar in his mouth and put the box back, only to hear the phone ring.

Cheng Yu picked up the phone, glanced at it, and picked it up.

"Mr. Lin called Jiang Xu yesterday, and not long after that, Jiang Xu went to see him at his house."

Cheng Yu didn't speak, this was not in his hope, but in his expectation.

Lin Anlan found out that he lied to him, and she would definitely want to know what happened before he lost his memory. Jiang Xu was the best candidate.

"I see." Cheng Yu said, "You don't have to tell me this again in the future."

The person on the other end of the phone paused, "No need?"

"Jiang Xu continues to stare. If he goes to see the Cheng family, then tell me, but Lin Anlan doesn't need it."

"Are you sure, Young Master Cheng?"

"Sure."

"Okay." The other party responded.

Cheng Yu hung up the phone and ate another candy.

All he wanted to know was the news about Jiang Xu and the Cheng family. Lin Anlan was a complete accident. He was just afraid that Lin Anlan, who had lost his memory, had something to do with Jiang Xu. trend.

If he has contact with Jiang Xu, or Jiang Xu contacts him, let him know.

But now that Lin Anlan has left and the truth has been revealed, there is no need to invade his privacy anymore.

He had violated his privacy for so long, and it was time to stop.

Cheng Yu looked at the white snow scene outside the window. The snow had not disappeared, and the road was covered with snow tracks pressed by tires, which looked muddy and dirty.

The snow in the sky is different from the snow on the ground. When it is in the sky, it is white and flawless, but when it falls to the ground, it is only dirty.

Lin Anlan thought he was the snow in the sky, gentle and clean, and could be trusted and depended on.

But in fact, he is simply snow on the ground, full of scheming and cunning, and filthy.

He is not the type that Lin Anlan likes at all, and it's no wonder he doesn't like it.

Cheng Yu laughed at himself and leaned back in the chair.

The phone rang at the right time, Cheng Yu picked it up, it was Hua Rong's phone.

"Come out to play?" Hua Rong asked him, "I just have time."

"Not interested in."

"Knowing that you can't bear Lin Anlan, you should take him to the head office. Anyway, we agreed last time we met, so let's take him out with him."

Cheng Yu was silent for a moment, and after a long time, he seemed to calmly say, "He knows."

"Know what?" Hua Rong didn't respond.

"I know I lied to him."

Hua Rong was shocked, "How did he know? Has he recovered his memory?"

Cheng Yu was not in the mood to answer him, "You and Xu Sheng get together, I won't go."

"Don't, now Lin Anlan knows, what's the situation on your side, are you... alright?"

"It's okay." Cheng Yu replied, "Hang up."

He threw the phone to the co-pilot, sighed, and ate another mint.

Cheng Yu stayed until it was dark at night, and finally started the car again and drove back.

He drives very slowly, the road conditions are not good on snowy days, and Chengyu doesn't care. Anyway, there is no one in his house, no one is waiting for him, and no one wants him to go home as soon as possible, so he will not go back as soon as possible. necessary.

He drove home slowly, took a shower, and slept.

It was only when Lin Anlan was browsing the forum that she realized that it was the tenth day and Cheng Yu's movie was released.

He suddenly remembered what he had said to Cheng Yu before, "I will accompany you to watch the movie when it is released."

But now, he can't go.

The forum has a very good evaluation of this movie, the social reasoning, the story is simple and easy to understand and sad, the method is not subtle but it is better than the classic, many people like it very much, and they keep posting for Amway.

Lin Anlan himself actually prefers Benge reasoning, but these days, socialists are far more popular than Benge, so most of them are brought to the screen.

He has no interest in the social faction, and naturally he is not interested in this movie. It's just that the starring role of this movie is Cheng Yu, which gave him the idea of ​​watching the movie - he once promised Cheng Yu that he would watch it with him. .

After thinking for a long time, Lin Anlan decided to vote for the day after tomorrow and planned to watch it alone.

He put down the phone and thought of Cheng Yu again.

Gentle, like his Cheng Yu.

Humble, keep his Cheng Yu.

He raised his eyebrows and gathered the sun into his eyes.

His eyes were red with sadness.

Lin Anlan had never so hoped that he could restore his memory now and see his entire feelings for Cheng Yu in its entirety, instead of being split, only knowing his current feelings.

He fell in love with Cheng Yu's deception, the love is real, so the reluctance is also real.

But he didn't love him before he lost his memory, and it's true that he didn't love him, so it's also true that he deceived him.

With so many truths and falsehoods mixed together, Lin Anlan hardly knew how to face Cheng Yu. He needed his previous memories, and he needed his past feelings to help him fill in the missing ones.

He wanted to restore his memory and to see what kind of feelings he had for Cheng Yu.

Should he forgive Cheng Yu?

Can you continue to love him.

He closed his eyes, full of confusion.

When Hua Rong came to see Cheng Yu, he found that Cheng Yu was in a worse state than he thought.

It had not been a few days since the day they met in the supermarket, but his whole person seemed to have lost his anger. He was still the same person, but it seemed to be a different person.

"Let's go," Hua Rong hooked his shoulders, "Brother and you have two drinks."

"I don't want to go." Cheng Yu refused.

"Aren't you in the right mood for drinking right now? Let's go, let's go, I'll treat you and call Xu Sheng together."

Cheng Yu couldn't, so he had to get into the car with him.

Xu Sheng arrived later than them, and when he entered the box, he saw Hua Rong pouring wine for Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yu had a sullen expression, Hua Rong fell, he would drink, Hua Rong didn't fall, and he was too lazy to pour himself.

"What's wrong?" Xu Sheng sat down beside him, "Why did you live like this after a new year? Did you quarrel with your father?"

"Look at his dad." Hua Rong said to him with a cigarette in his mouth, "His dad quarreled with him, so he has to be willing to take care of his dad. Just him, take care of him?"

Xu Sheng thought about it, too, after so many years, Cheng Yu would take Cheng Feng seriously when he longed for his father's love when he was a child.

Later, his mother went, and his father continued to be romantic. From then on, Cheng Yu looked at his father like a passerby on the side of the road, with no thoughts, no expectations, no feelings, and no mood swings for him.

Let him quarrel with Cheng Feng, it is indeed a high opinion of Cheng Feng.

"Then he is?"

"Lin Anlan knew the truth and left." Hua Rong said.

Xu Sheng was surprised, "When?"

"Just two days ago."

"Fuck!" Xu Sheng hurriedly looked at Cheng Yu, and saw that Cheng Yu was still expressionless.

After thinking about it for a long time, he could only pat Cheng Yu's arm and say to him, "Sorry."

Cheng Yu smiled and nodded.

Xu Sheng was even more worried about him in an instant.

"What's going on? How did you discover the truth all of a sudden? Jiang Xu told him? Or is there something else you didn't notice?"

He asked very sincerely, and his words were full of confusion, "You have been hiding it from him for half a year, how could you be discovered at this time."

Yes, Cheng Yu thought, how could he be discovered at this time?

Because it is always fake, fake is always fake, and there will always be a day when it will be exposed.

Not today, but tomorrow.

Can't escape, nothing bad.

He lowered his head and poured himself a glass of wine and drank it silently.

"Why don't you speak?" Xu Sheng asked him.

"There's nothing to say." Cheng Yu said.

Xu Sheng glanced at Hua Rong dejectedly, Hua Rong shrugged, "Don't look at me, I can't help it, if I can make him willing to say it, why would I ask you to do it?"

Xu Sheng had no choice but to turn his eyes back to Cheng Yu, "Ayu, you should talk about it. If you don't talk about it, it's not for nothing to worry us."

"There's nothing to worry about." Cheng Yu said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine."

He poured Hua Rong and Xu Sheng a glass of wine and handed them the glass, "Come, drink."

Xu Sheng looked at him, and reluctantly touched a glass with him, watching him while drinking.

Cheng Yu actually didn't want to drink at first. He didn't drink too much, and he didn't have the habit of getting drunk. He could drink, but he didn't drink often.

But slowly, after drinking a few bottles, he also felt the beauty of alcohol, and felt that drinking some wine at this time was a good thing.

He doesn't have the habit of talking, and since childhood, he was not a person who was good at talking.

When he was young, he couldn't face Yu Heng who believed in him and said that I don't have as strong a heart as you. I hope that someone will take care of me. I hope that someone will care about me all the time, just like parents and children in ordinary families.

Now, he is still unable to express his pain, his sadness and despair to his trusted friends.

He was accustomed to growing up by himself, and that he was accustomed to digesting his emotions inwardly.

When he encounters happy things, he can take the initiative to say it and share it with everyone.

But when it comes to sad things, he likes to bear it alone and be sad alone.

Cheng Yu didn't think it was necessary for him to say anything. Love was a matter of two people, neither Hua Rong nor Xu Sheng could help him.

Only Lin Anlan can help him, but Lin Anlan has already withdrawn from his world.

Therefore, there is no need for too many people to participate in this love.

He doesn't need anyone to persuade him, nor does he need someone to tell him where there are no herbs in the world, he knows everything, he's just stuck in the mud and can't break free.

Everyone understands the truth, but how many can really do it?

Cheng Yu poured the wine and drank it slowly.

Seeing this, Hua Rong put his shoulders on his shoulders and persuaded him, "Ayu, brother, as someone who has come here, let me tell you something about love. You like him before, but you don't think he will give you a chance. You think that if you can get in touch with each other well and get to know each other well, then you will definitely become a couple, but now, you have tried, the opportunity has been given to you, you have even been with each other for half a year, and this is still divided, which proves that you may It's really inappropriate."

"For things like love, it doesn't mean that I like you, I like you the most, it can be established. He has to be a double arrow, otherwise there are so many boys and girls who like you, why haven't I seen you and others?"

"So, feelings like this are something that can't be forced. Maybe you really have nothing to do with Lin Anlan, so don't hang around with him all the time."