I Only Love You In The Whole Wide World

Chapter 1861: Without you (1)

Xia Changyue's words fell, and the room suddenly became quiet.

Yu Xinxing seemed to be unable to understand what she was talking about. For a while, she just looked at her without saying anything. In addition to sluggishness, there was stunned expression in her eyes.

What does it mean that Shang Lingsi forced her to take off the child to protect her?

Isn't he cruelly not wanting their children because he didn't want women other than Xia Changyue to have children for him?

What exactly is going on……

Yu Xinxing looked at Xia Changyue with a mess in his mind.

"You don't understand, the person he loves has always been you. For so many years, he hasn't let go of you. Even if we know each other, it is because of your wedding..."

"Just because you know it is related to me, you are sure that he will not fall in love with you. Is it all because of me?" Xia Changyue interrupted her suddenly, and his voice fell.

"Yu Xinxing, it is not Shang Lingsi who can't let go of me, it is you!"

"..." Yu Xinxing's body froze, holding the water cup in her hand, constantly exerting force.

She wanted to refute Xia Changyue, but she didn't know how to say it.

She has loved the man for eighteen years and has always regarded her as a substitute, a consolation...

"You don't look like me, and you don't have a personality like me. If Shang Lingsi really needs a substitute, it won't be you." Xia Changyue seemed to see what she was thinking, opening her lips indifferently.

She took the bag, pulled out a report from it, and handed it to Yu Xinxing.

"This is the information I found after a lot of effort. The answers you want are all here."

"..." Yu Xinxing looked at the report placed in front of her, just staring at it, but didn't reach for it, there was an inexplicable fear in his heart.

But the strong curiosity drove her, slowly stretched out her hand, and picked up the report.

When he saw what was written in the report, Yu Xinxing's expression changed, and he raised his head in disbelief.

"Is everything true?" Yu Xinxing's voice choked, and the broken words seemed to be squeezed out of his throat!

"No! It's impossible...I accompany Shang Lingsi for medical examinations every year. If I have medical problems, why has no one told me?"

After Yu Xinxing roared, as if thinking of something, her face became pale after a sigh.

She remembered.

She didn't have the habit of physical examination, because Shang Lingsi was going to go, but didn't like the hospital, so she was allowed to accompany her.

Her physical examination report has always been delivered directly to Shang Lingsi, and counting, she herself has never had a chance to see it.

Shang Lingsi always told her that it was okay, and she believed it.

"Although I don't know what your medical report is about, I'm pretty sure that Shang Lingsi would abandon the child because your body can't bear it. If the child stays again, I can't keep it. But your life is in danger at any time, this is something that Shang Lingsi cannot accept."

"..." Yu Xinxing grabbed the report's hand and couldn't help shaking.

"In the few days you left the Shang family villa, Shang Lingsi was as if he had been taken away from his soul. He was walking around looking for your whereabouts. As long as someone tells him where there is a figure very similar to you, he Will rush over as soon as possible."

Xia Changyue looked at her, faintly opening her lips.

"Can you experience the feeling of passing hope again and again, but finally returning with disappointment?"