In the next second, her tears fell.

In the past year, she thought she was the only one who suffered, and never knew that her departure was a kind of harm to him.

She just wanted to fulfill his happiness...

"I...I..." Yi Xiaoling bit her lip vigorously, not daring to recall what happened at that time.

The accident that day happened too suddenly.

She was kidnapped, and the group of people didn't want money, and they didn't even tell her, saying they would ruin her innocence.

She shouted his name desperately, wishing that he could appear in front of her like every time she missed him.

But she didn't wait for anyone...

Later, she fainted, and when she woke up again, she didn't remember what happened to her.

Did not dare to go to the hospital.

She was scared, even afraid to think about what happened that night, but wanted to leave, the farther away the better, she didn't know how to face him.

"Don't say anything, come with me." Yan Shuhan interrupted her memory, got up from the grass, led her, and walked towards the manor, taking Yi Xiaoling into his study.

"Go and open the cabinet yourself." Yan Shuhan let go of her and pushed her forward.

Yi Xiaoling was startled, staring at the cabinet in front of him, blank for a moment.

On the first day she came back, she secretly went to his room and turned his room upside down, but she had no chance to come to his study.

Yi Xiaoling got rid of the mess of speculation, went straight forward, and stretched out his hand to pull the cabinet open.

In the tall cabinet, all the original documents were gone.

The cabinets are packed with pillows.

All hand-sewn, she likes the style.

"These pillows are..."

"After you leave, I will make a new one every month. You said you like to sleep with the pillow I gave you. I'm afraid you will not sleep without the pillow when you go abroad. I want to send it to you, but I can't contact you at all. On you."

Yan Shuhan walked to her, hugged her from behind, put his chin on her shoulder, and his thin lips opened slightly.

"I promised you to stay with you all the time, but I didn't protect you."

"No... it's none of your business..." Yi Xiaoling looked at the exquisite pillows in front of him, and couldn't imagine how busy he was, but sewing the pillows one by one.

It took him so much effort to make so many pillows, but she didn't know anything.

Just blindly hiding in his turtle shell, pushing him far away.

"Come here, I also prepared another gift for you." Yan Shuhan seemed to feel that the excitement was not enough for her. He pulled Yi Xiaoling and pressed her to his desk.

From the shelf, he pulled out a picture album and put it in front of her.

"For me?" Yi Xiaoling stretched out his hand and stroked the picture album in front of him, his fingertips trembling slightly, afraid to read it.

Yan Shuhan held her hand and opened the first page for her.

What caught my eye was a sketch.

A baby girl in a swaddle, with a small pink face, the sketches are very vivid.

Especially those big shiny eyes, like Yi Xiaoling, when she was just born.

The second one shows her one year old, lying in his arms, letting him breastfeed.

The third one is when she was two years old...

Yi Xiaoling turned back uncontrollably like a demon.

Turning to the last picture...

"Brother Han..." Yi Xiaoling's eyes were blurred by tears, she threw herself into Yan Shuhan's arms uncontrollably, and hugged him with both hands.

"Xiaoling, don't leave me anymore."