I Really Didn’t Want to be Born Again

v2 Chapter 168: Chic scum

Shen Youchu never thought about this proposition-what would life be like if he hadn't met Chen Hansheng.

She had thought about what her life would be like when she met Chen Hansheng.

Very common and very simple.

When I was in college, I studied hard and helped Chen Hansheng with things;

After graduation, let's see what Chen Hansheng plans to do, so just follow.

In the future, marrying and having children, taking care of Chen Hansheng's parents, supporting her mother-in-law, and running the family are such simple and traditional concepts in her mind.

She has no lofty ambitions, and is unwilling to accept new trends. She just met Chen Hansheng, a boy who is not very conformist, and the people and things that entangle him.

Shen Youchu raised his head, the freshman junior sister in front of him is such an existence.

"Senior Sister, I actually like Chen Hansheng deeper than you, and I am willing to do anything for him."

Luo Xuan stared at Shen Youchu, then turned and left 101 after speaking.

Shen Youchu stood silently for a while, just about to continue cleaning, felt his chest was tight again, his breath seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't lift it up anyway.

She slowly squatted down with the broom, and only got better after a while, and then locked the door back to the dormitory after insisting on cleaning.

The next morning, Chen Hansheng came to 101 as usual, carrying a rare bag in his hand, and Shen Youchu bought him breakfast as usual.

"What's the matter with your complexion?"

Chen Hansheng asked suddenly, Shen Youchu looked a little haggard.

"It's okay, the weather is too hot."

Shen Youchu whispered.

Recently, it is the end of summer, and another rain will officially start autumn in Jianye.

"Chun Dongqiu, I can't change clothes casually recently. At this time, my mother used a stick to force me to wear long sleeves."

Chen Hansheng picked up the breakfast smoothly, but at this moment, he also showed his wrist.

In fact, with the scumbag's usual meticulous mind, the wound on his wrist has already been treated, and it is difficult to find if he does not deliberately observe it, so he dared to walk in front of Shen Youchu.

Chen Hansheng knew that Luo Xuan had made a misunderstanding, and Shen Youchu noticed it, but she lowered her head and said nothing.

After Chen Hansheng finished eating, he raised the bag in Yang Yang's hand and said, "Today I am going to the New Century Electronics Factory. I have a project to participate in."

"Ok."

Shen Youchu nodded, but just as Chen Hansheng was about to go out, Shen Youchu suddenly said behind his back: "At night, shall we have dinner together?"

"At night?"

Chen Hansheng felt a little strange, but he really hadn’t done anything to apologize to Shen Youchu recently, so he replied frankly: “It’s hard to say at night. This item is very important. Maybe I’ll have to stay overnight at night. I’ll eat after I’m back.

Shen Youchu let out an "um", she took Chen Hansheng to the door, looked at his leaving back, rubbed her chest and sat back on the chair to rest.

Chen Hansheng went to the New Century Electronics Factory to participate in the initial seminar of the MP3 project. He participated in the recording as an office administrator, integrated the opinions of all parties at the meeting, and finally reached an intentional conclusion.

Ordinary administrative staff can't do this job, because they can't fully understand Zheng Guanti's intentions, so Chen Hansheng, a "male best friend", must complete it, and he is also the initiator of the MP3 project.

It often takes a long time for such a 1,000-person large factory to establish a new department or conduct a project demonstration.

It is usually a two-hour meeting, a 15-minute break, and another two-hour meeting, preparing for the meal, after the meal, continue to have a two-hour meeting, and then rest for 15 minutes, and so on, repeat.

Fortunately, Chen Hansheng was mentally prepared. He knew that the 200,000 remuneration would not be too easy. In addition, this was also a learning process, so there was no burden to do it. On the contrary, Zheng Guanti was a little sad.

"I'm sorry, you almost forgot that you were a college student from morning till night."

Chen Hansheng smiled: "If there weren't always class or student council affairs to deal with, I would have forgotten it myself."

After 11 o'clock in the evening, the first demonstration meeting of New Century Electronics Factory finally reached an intentional decision to allocate all the resources in the factory to set up a new department and bid for manufacturers of MP3 monitors.

MP3 is mainly composed of a central processing unit, a display, and a memory card. New Century Electronics Factory focuses on the research and development of the core central processing unit. The display business is provided through bidding and cooperation with manufacturers. There are several electronic display companies in Jianye.

"I will ask the driver in the factory to take you back."

Zheng Guanti is very satisfied with Chen Hansheng's contribution today. Although he didn't say much, the summary of opinions is very complete, which shows that Chen Hansheng has a deep overall understanding of the project.

"Then thank Mr. Zheng, I will come back tomorrow."

Chen Hansheng was not polite. It was not convenient to take a taxi so late, so he asked the factory driver to send him back to school.

When he arrived at the entrance of the courtyard, the driver turned his head and said, "Secretary Chen, here."

Chen Hansheng was thinking about something, and he grinned when he heard this title. What is the secretary doing?

It was dawn again after a nap. In the morning, Chen Hansheng came to 101 again with his bag. He found Shen Youchu lying on the table.

"Is it uncomfortable?" Chen Hansheng walked over quickly.

Shen Youchu raised his head. It turned out that his ruddy face was slightly pale, and there was a sense of powerlessness in his whole body.

"It's okay, you have breakfast first."

Shen Youchu raised his head and took out the breakfast from his bag.

Chen Hansheng touched Shen Youchu's forehead, hot as if feverish.

"Let's go to the hospital."

Chen Hansheng acted decisively and immediately took Shen Youchu to the Jiangling District Maternal and Child Health Hospital.

Along the way, Chen Hansheng asked about Shen Youchu's symptoms in detail. In addition to fever, there were also a series of symptoms such as chest tightness, anorexia, insomnia, and weakness.

These seem to have no special characteristics of the disease, so Chen Hansheng assigned the number of expert internal medicine.

Although the registration fee is more expensive for female medical experts in their 50s, their attitude is really not good.

After listening to Shen Youchu's situation, she directly issued a statement: "Go get an X-ray first to rule out the underlying organic disease."

Chen Hansheng was taken aback: "So serious, do you still need X-rays?"

The female expert raised her eyelids and glanced at him: "I said it is ruled out. If there is no organic disease in the thoracic cavity and lungs, then it is definitely best."

Chen Hansheng nodded and said nothing, and what the female expert said made sense.

There are many patients in the radiology department. There are loud voices and noisy voices. Some people are talking loudly on the phone, some are sitting in a cold stainless steel chair, and some are running back and forth on the stairs.

The hospital, this is a place where hope and disappointment coexist.

Shen Youchu looked at the people in the room, she was a little scared, turned her head and looked at Chen Hansheng: "I feel much better, can I go back to school? You have to go out."

Chen Hansheng was originally going to the New Century Electronics Factory, but he was taken aback by the doctor. If he could not see the report, he probably had no intention of doing anything else, so he stretched out his hands and gently embraced Shen Youchu’s waist. : "It's okay, you are the most important."

Maybe it was because of being in the hospital, the action of "hug" was very warm. Although Shen Youchu was also very shy, he gently hung his head on Chen Hansheng's shoulder and closed his eyes to listen to the heartbeat.

Generally, there are two copies of X-ray results, one is a report form and the other is black-and-white film. Some people wait here just to get black-and-white film, plus a steady stream of new patients coming in, so it looks crowded.

The X-rays were performed by two female doctors. They were not very old and very anxious. They shouted in a sharp voice: "After the filming is over, you should go to the right window to get the report. The registered doctor has seen it and you can get it again. Film, because film time is slower."

"In addition, be careful not to jump in line, because there is no name on the film, so be careful to confuse it."

However, the environment was too noisy, and not many people heard the doctor's instructions. The female doctor did not want to repeat it a second time, and arranged for someone to enter the shielded room.

Chen Hansheng looked at the time and said to Shen Youchu: "I'll get the report later, and by the way, I will find a registered expert. You can wait for the film here, and stagger the action to save time."

Saving time is on the one hand, on the other hand he wants to know the result as soon as possible.

Soon, Shen Youchu's report sheet came out at the window. When he heard the name "Shen Youchu", Chen Hansheng's heart contracted sharply, and he took a deep breath and walked over to take the report.

As soon as he received the report form, Chen Hansheng's first reaction was to look down. He didn't feel that his heart had fallen again until he saw the line "No abnormalities in the lungs" in the column of examination results.

Chen Hansheng was a little funny thinking about it, turned to look at Shen Youchu, she still obediently waited for the black and white film.

There were a lot of people in the line, and Shen Youchu's head down looked a little sweet and silly and cute.

Chen Han smiled softly, took the report sheet and asked the internal medicine expert.

"There is no organic disease, this chest tightness should be caused by two reasons at the same time."

After all, the female expert still has a few brushes, and they quickly analyzed them: “First, the recent pressure is too high. Fever and anorexia are complications that can make her try to live in a different environment.”

Chen Hansheng was a little embarrassed: "She is still a college student. Unless she rents an apartment outside, how can she change the environment?"

The female doctor shook her head and said, "Change environment does not necessarily mean changing living environment. Sometimes staying away from people who are causing her psychological pressure is also a kind of changing environment."

Chen Hansheng was silent.

"In addition."

The female doctor continued: “There is another reason. Your girlfriend is in good shape. I suggest tailor-made underwear in the underwear shop, because the underwear on the market may not fit perfectly, and the tightness may also be a reason.

Only then did Chen Hansheng relax, stuffing the report sheet into his bag and leaving.

In fact, the external cause is very easy to solve, it is nothing more than spending money to order; but the internal cause is Chen Hansheng himself, this is a bit difficult to solve.

Chen Hansheng found Shen Youchu again, but he couldn't directly explain the two reasons. He just explained vaguely: "Don't worry, there is no big problem. I will go to the factory over there first."

Shen Youchu nodded, and when she was queuing alone, a middle-aged woman carrying a bag walked diagonally over, holding the child in her arms, holding the report sheet in her hand, and her face was very anxious.

The middle-aged women asked one by one: "Sorry, can I join the team? The doctor said that there were some problems with my report, so I quickly showed her the film, because she was leaving get off work at noon."

No one in front took care of it. When the middle-aged woman walked to Shen Youchu, her eyes were full of expectation. Shen Youchu did not speak, and moved a little behind to make room.

"Thank you, thank you."

The middle-aged women are busy thanking them, but the people behind are not happy: "College student, if you want to be a good person, then you must let it out completely, stand by yourself until the end and re-queue. We all have things.

Shen Youchu did not argue, and stood at the end of the team with his head down.

However, the order of taking the report is fixed. Shen Youchu’s kindness, several people including himself, were all messed up with X-ray film, so when she was in line, the female doctor looked up and suddenly called Shen Youchu in. In the room.

"Are you here alone?"

The female doctor asked with a serious face.

Shen Youchu was a little at a loss: "My boyfriend is also there."

"What about others?"

"Go, go."

"Where's your inspection report?"

"Not with me either."

The doctor in charge of the examination sighed helplessly: "Then what are your symptoms every day?"

"Chest tightness, anorexia, weakness."

Shen Youchu replied, her heart beating suddenly.

"That's it, the symptoms are similar."

The female doctor nodded: "Although I can't see your report, the film shows that you have begun to spread."

What the doctor said later, Shen Youchu Yun didn't listen to her in the mist. There was only one impression in her head--the spread of cancer cells.

"······In this case, we suggest you to be hospitalized for further examination······

Finally, the doctor concluded like this.

"I have cancer, what should I do with my mother-in-law, what should I do with my sister, and him."

Shen Youchu's head seemed to be emptied, and he walked slowly to the hospital lobby. The ambulance stopped at the door with the harsh sirens. The doctors and nurses hurriedly carried the patient on a stretcher to the emergency room, shouting loudly: "Let Please don't get in the way."

Then a large group of people came in, and Shen Youchu stood in the middle of the crowd, suddenly feeling as if he was transparent.

The sun was shining at noon, and the white sunlight penetrated the sycamore leaves, leaving a round spot on the ground. When Shen Youchu walked outside the hospital, her legs suddenly lost strength, and she slowly sat on a nearby road gird.

Seeing the passing cars, the hot duck blood fans at the food stall, and the pedestrians passing by, Shen Youchu exhaled two sultry air, and she felt that the soul returned.

"Does all this have nothing to do with me?"

Shen Youchu was trying to persuade herself to accept this fact when she suddenly felt that her mouth was a bit salty, and she didn't know when the tears flowed.

She picked up the PHS, and as long as she pressed the call button, she could immediately receive Chen Hansheng's mobile phone, because only his mobile phone number was stored here.

But at this moment, she suddenly remembered the Korean dramas that Hu Linyu watched a while ago.

"You Chu, if I get leukemia like the heroine of "Blue Life and Death", I will find a place with the most beautiful scenery and die quietly."

"Why don't you tell your parents?"

"I don't want them to feel sad, because these diseases can't be cured anyway."

Hu Linyu said plausibly: "You can't talk to your lovers either, because this will drag them down. Find a proper reason to break up. After all, when everyone is powerless, it's really cruel..."

"Justified reason."

Shen Youchu thought silently.

At noon, the radiology doctor came back after checking the information and suddenly said: "Oh, someone took the wrong film in the morning. Shen Youchu's report is still here."

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After 7 o'clock in the evening, Chen Hansheng, who had been in a meeting for a whole day, finally walked out of the office and looked up: "It's raining."

"Yes, the first autumn rain."

Zheng Guanti followed: "Do you want to stay for dinner tonight?"

Chen Hansheng waved his hand: "I can't eat it at all, my head is full of numbers."

Zheng Guanti is not reluctant, Chen Hansheng has paid a lot in the past two days, and the effect is obvious. 200,000 is really a great value.

The driver of the factory consciously drove the car over, and Chen Hansheng left.

The continuous high-intensity work made Chen Hansheng seem to have resumed his busy life before, a little irritable and a little tired, but when he thought of seeing Shen Youchu for a while, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt a little expectant.

"Boom."

A thunderstorm awakened Chen Hansheng. The car was almost at the gate of the school. The driver wanted to send him in. Chen Hansheng refused, and he asked the driver to drive back directly.

All the way to 101, Shen Youchu was inside.

It wasn't until why, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt something was wrong, and after turning around, he realized that 101 had been completely cleaned, and even the pot picking had been wiped again.

"What do you do for cleaning when it rains?"

Chen Hansheng said disapprovingly: "Anyway, I will be trampled on again. Have you eaten dinner?"

"have eaten."

Shen Youchu raised his head, his mouth moved, and he stopped talking about what he wanted to say.

Chen Hansheng is very keen in observation. While wiping his hair with a towel, he said: "Don't hesitate, just say something."

"I, let's break up."

Shen Youchu said suddenly, his voice was like a candle in the wind, without any power.

"Click"

An electric light flashed, and then a low muffled thunder sounded from the horizon, faintly shaking.

"what?"

Chen Hansheng was 100% sure that he had heard it wrong.

Break up?

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng, clenched his fists fiercely, and pressed his toes against the corner of the table so that he could have some support, and repeated: "Let's break up."

Chen Hansheng finally heard clearly. He threw the towel on the table with a "pop" and stared at Shen Youchu: "Did you take the wrong medicine tonight?"

In fact, Shen Youchu was extremely frightened. Not only did she have to endure her own panic, she had to face Chen Hansheng's incomprehension, and she held the corner of the table nervously.

"Shall we break up, okay?"

Shen Youchu couldn't hold it anymore, allowing the tears to fall, dripping along the chin into the cracks in the floor.

Chen Hansheng calmed down: "Can you tell me the reason?"

"The tooth print on your wrist."

Shen Youchu raised his head, tears covering his cheeks: "That was the girl who bit, and the girl who was in isolation. Whenever I think of these things, I get worried in my heart."

"worry about what?"

Chen Hansheng asked with a cold face.

"Worry you will leave me."

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng and pleaded: "I beg you, can I be alone."

Looking at Shen Youchu like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly remembered what the doctor said: "Sometimes it is a kind of changing environment to stay away from people who are causing her psychological pressure."

He walked over to help Shen Youchu's tears, and said: "Such a big problem occurred during isolation. You haven't left me. Now you will definitely not leave because of the tooth marks on your wrist."

Chen Hansheng knows Shen Youchu very well. After all, he is firmly in the initiative in this relationship: "The wound on my wrist is actually a misunderstanding. There must be a reason for your nonsense this time. It should also be a misunderstanding. Can you tell me?"

Shen Youchu actually wanted to tell Chen Hansheng, but as Hu Linyu said, this is a disease that a lover can't do anything about.

So she didn't speak, just crying and shaking her head.

At this time, the door of 101 was suddenly pushed open, and Shang Yanyan entered the door while closing the umbrella: "The rain outside is really heavy, I will avoid the meeting here..."

She was also stunned when she looked up, but she didn't expect to see such a scene.

Shen Youchu was not used to crying in front of others, stood up and walked to the door, turning his head and taking a deep look at Chen Hansheng.

Looking back, there were dependence, reluctance, sweetness, and grievances, but in the end it turned into a sentence.

"You have to be good."

When Shen Youchu finished speaking, he rushed into the rain, and the figure appeared small and lonely in the rain.

"Do you want to go..."

As soon as Shang Yanyan was about to speak, she saw Chen Hansheng pull her legs out and chased her out.

"Chen Hansheng and Shen Youchu, broke up?"

This message filled Shang Yanyan's mind. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but when she gritted her teeth, she suddenly took off her high heels, held it in her hand, and followed her barefoot.

Chen Hansheng finally caught up with Shen Youchu at the door of the dormitory. He shouted from behind: "If you have any problems, we can definitely solve them. But once you leave like this, you are not by my side. Where to go."

"You left this time, don't think about coming back next time!"

Shen Youchu paused, but rushed into the girls' dormitory without looking back. At the corner of the stairs, Shen Youchu couldn't help it anymore, squatting on the steps and hugging his knees, crying helplessly.

"I really want to have another time, Chen Hansheng."

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Seeing Shen Youchu leaving like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt a little trance, letting the rain wash himself.

"Step, step, step"

Shang Yanyan also chased over. She saw Chen Hansheng standing alone downstairs in the girls' dormitory, and suddenly she understood something.

She pulled Chen Hansheng to the corridor of the small garden, and Chen Hansheng reacted.

He took out the cigarette and wanted to smoke, but the rain wet all the cigarettes, softly drooping on his mouth, Chen Hansheng was annoyed and directly crushed the cigarette into his palm~lightnovelpub.net~The tobacco leaves were covered with all his hands.

Shang Yanyan felt very distressed suddenly. This is Chen Hansheng, a mature scoundrel in the scumbag, when has he been like this.

She hugged Chen Hansheng from behind, her body pressed tightly to her back, and comforted her mouth: "If you want to cry, just cry out. I'm still by your side."

"Sister, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Hansheng violently broke free of Shang Yanyan's embrace, and the water on her hair couldn't help dripping on her face: "Why do I cry? Starting today, I am a single scumbag again. I should celebrate!"

Only that night, Chen Han, who has always been in good health, raised his fever by 40 degrees.

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