"Then the spoils obtained in this battle have brought even greater disasters... Careerists controlled by greed and arrogance have done everything in order to evolve into higher ranks and continue their predecessor to form an organization called the Healing Church. The criminal experiment continued in the name of treating patients, but Maria, who had clearly felt regret after the slaughter in the small fishing village, became the guardian of the experimental building."

"Is this considered regret?" Sakura Kyoko raised an eyebrow. "If you really regret it, you should kill those careerists."

"So I said she is a contradictory person..." Jon shrugged, and then continued: "He knew it was wrong, but he chose to stay in the laboratory building to take care of the patients who were destined to be unable to be treated successfully. Although loved by the patient, he committed suicide because he could not forgive his past and was imprisoned in a nightmare."

Coase is not the first high-ranking person to appear in the blood curse world, but it should be his death that accelerated the study of the healing church's desire to evolve into a high-ranking person, but Jon did not say much about this matter. He You don’t know too much, and there is no guarantee that it is 100% correct.

After speaking, the room fell into silence.

This past seems too heavy, so Kyoko Sakura eventually turned off the game console.

"Suddenly I'm not in the mood..." Sakura Kyoko dropped the gamepad and lay on the floor in large letters, then rolled over, patted Jon's arm, and asked: "Since she has committed suicide, Why are you still here?"

This is where Sakura Kyoko is puzzled. Since Maria chose to commit suicide because she could not forgive her past, even if her soul was imprisoned by a nightmare, she would not have come here.

"Who knows, but since it's a guest, then naturally there is a reason for her, maybe it's just not found yet."

As he said, Jon turned his head.

"Where is Kozakura?"

"Isn't it there just now?"

...

In the coffee shop.

Maria was still sitting alone, and then she heard the sound of the door being opened behind her.

The one who opened the door and walked in was Ma Tongying. After hearing that Jon said that Maria had become regretful because of participating in the hunt, she guessed the reason for Maria’s presence here. Of course, she was not very sure. So I want to come over and ask.

Noting Ma Tong Ying's behavior of coming directly to her after pushing the door in, Maria looked down at Ma Tong Ying.

"What's the doubt, my child."

It's not your child! Jian Tongying snorted in her heart. After looking back and seeing that Qian Qiao was still in a coma, she said: "You are not Maria, or you are not just Maria, are you."

Maria was taken aback by this sentence, and she answered after several seconds.

"Profound question..." Maria took off her gloves and looked at her slender, white fingers, "Yes, obviously I have committed suicide, can I still be regarded as the real self?"

Maria couldn't answer this question herself, because she was also a person cursed by Coss.

Then, she turned her gaze to Makiri Ying again, and asked gently: "Why did you suddenly ask this question? My child."

"Attitude." Jian Tongying directly pointed out the evidence she found, "At the second start, your attitude towards me has changed too much."

At the beginning, Ma Tong Sakura didn’t notice too much abnormality, but after listening to Jon say that Maria may be remorseful and self-blaming for killing Kos, so she did not fall into the same way as other hunters. When the endless hunting and beastization went mad, she realized this.

Maybe Maria hadn't noticed it herself, but she might have a trace of the will of the high-ranking Kos in her body!

The despair of a mother who failed to give birth to offspring, and the obsession of a child who longed to be born in this world, when the two are mixed together, it is very likely that Maria came here.

When Ma Tongying said her discovery, Maria was also silent.

She remembered the experience that she had rarely calmed down after returning from this dream to the nightmare.

Then she understood, and understood the meaning of being here.

If possible, she wants to comfort the child who was not born because of human greed.

"My child, thank you..." Maria stood up from her position, half-kneeled on the ground and stared at Ma Tongying's beautiful eyes, as if thanking her for her help.

"Just to help Jon." Jian Tongying said, she wanted to prove that she was much more useful than the stupid clerk who had been sleeping.

but...

"But the idea of ​​possessing your father is still wrong. It will turn into a beast in your heart."

Ma Tongying's body stiffened. When Jon noticed that Ma Tong Ying had come to the coffee shop and pushed the door in, he found that Ma Tong Ying changed her previous behavior of repelling Maria and sat next to Maria, but she was sitting next to Maria. Judging from his little actions, it seems a bit reluctant.

After seeing Jon coming in, Jian Tongying breathed a sigh of relief and ran to Jon's side, grabbing his palm and beckoning him to bend down, as if she had something to say.

Jon bent down, but to his surprise, Ma Tongying was talking about Maria.

Come with a trace of the will of the superior Cos? Jon didn't think about this before, but he didn't rule out the possibility.

This also made Jon a little curious.

"Then Ms. Maria, what are your plans next?" Jon asked.

"I think it might be a good choice to watch the birth of a new life up close." Maria took off her three-cornered hat for the first time, revealing her beautiful silver shoulder-length hair, and smiled at Jon.

At this moment, the smile on Maria's face was very gentle, as if she would patiently hold the palms of the patients in the laboratory building and comfort them with the softest voice.

"I understand, I will help you." Jon nodded, but he was a little doubtful whether this behavior could be successful.

...

Maria’s request is not excessive, she just wants to watch the birth of a new life up close, and her body is dead, only the soul is left, so even if her clothes are weird to the people in Guishi , Ordinary people can't see her existence.

However, just as Jon thought at the beginning, if Maria really came with a trace of the will of the high-ranking Kos, it would not be so simple to be satisfied.

Just as Jon thought, after returning to the office from the nightmare again, Maria took off her hat and placed it in front of her, crossing her fingers in front of her.

"Although the nightmare is still calm, I can feel that... what I see and what I feel does not satisfy the other person..."

A trace of confusion appeared in Maria's eyes.

After sensing the signs of the nightmare fading away, she really felt hope, that she could repay the sins she had committed.

Even if she can't make up for it completely, she wants to work hard.

She thought that the mother who failed to give birth and the child who longed to be born in this world needed the joy that people showed when a new life was born in this world, so she went to the hospital with Jon’s help. The mother who has witnessed those new lives come to this world, and has witnessed the birth of a child, although her face is pale, she smiles from the bottom of her heart.

Then she returned to the nightmare with these memories.

But the nightmare situation has not improved.

Did you choose the wrong target?

"I also..." Jon wanted to say that he couldn't help it, but then he remembered something that he couldn't remember clearly.

He remembered that in the blood curse game, if the player took the "Yanan Stone" to the fishing village and gave it to the fishing village, he would say excitedly:

"Kos, the lovely son of Kos."

"Time is endless, and the sea rumbling in the distance, however, we can feel the strong love of our mother."