Jingzi, who learned the truth, couldn't help crying again.

　　 She originally thought that the stone **** was going to commit the crime for their mother and daughter, but she did not expect that the other party committed another murder in order to protect her.

　　 hesitate to ruin her own life, to save her plain, ordinary, and even some dirty and selfish woman.

　　 She doesn't know anything about it.

　　Who would have thought that behind Shi Shen's expressionless face, there is a love that is incomprehensible to ordinary people.

　　 So Jingzi fell into deep self-blame.

Open the drawer on the side and take out the innermost box. There is an envelope in the box. There is nothing written on the envelope, but there is a piece of paper covered with dense handwriting. It was given to him by the stone god. What should I use? Said resigned in response to the police's instructions.

After 　　 instructions, there is still such a paragraph.

[Mr. Kudo Kudo is an honest and reliable person. Marrying him, you and Misato are more likely to be happy. Forget me completely. Don’t feel any guilt. If you are unhappy, everything I do It is in vain. 】

The Kudo mentioned in 　　 is a man who has been in contact with Jingzi after Fujian's death, and has a wealthy family, who has a good impression of Jingzi.

　　 Ishigami hopes that Yasushiko will marry Kudo and be happy.

　　 This is no longer love, but a very indescribable feeling that "as long as the person in my heart is happy, I will be satisfied".

　　 In Leng Feng's eyes, he was even a little humble.

　　 Shi Shen wanted to protect Jingzi's life at the price of ruining his own life. This sentiment made him as a reader sigh.

　　 Give everything for this kind of thing.

　　 Is it really worth it?

　　 looked at the thrilling last chapter, and continued on.

　　 There is another reason for this.

　　 A year ago, Shishen lost the meaning of being alive. At that time, he felt that if he was only good at mathematics, if he could not develop in this field, he would have no value in existence.

After 　　, he thought of committing suicide. Every day, there was only one word of death in his mind.

　　 Finally, one day, he took the rope, tied it to a strong nail, circled it in a circle, and planned to end his life.

　　 Just as he was standing on the stage and was about to put his neck into the rope, the doorbell rang.

　　 Outside are the mother and daughter who have just moved in, Jingzi and Misato.

　　 Only when I saw the two of them, Shi Shen's body seemed to be penetrated by something.

　　 [How can there be such a beautiful mother and daughter? Before that, the stone **** had never been attracted or moved by the beauty of anything, nor had he understood the meaning of art. However, at this moment, he understood everything. He realized that this and the beauty of solving mathematics were essentially the same in different ways. 】

　　 That’s right, after that, the mother and daughter became the same as mathematics in Shi Shen’s mind, letting him abandon the idea of ​​suicide, as if he was reborn.

　　 But this kind of pursuit is not to be related to Jingzi and satisfy desires.

　　 is similar to viewing flowers, viewing the moon, etc. As long as you look at it from a distance, you will be happy. Just imagine the happy life of the mother and daughter, you will be happy.

　　 is very humble, but also very simple.

　　 For noble things, being able to touch the side is already happiness.

　　It is natural for Shi Shen to help the mother and daughter.

　　 Without them, there would be no him now.

　　 Therefore, what he is doing now is not a crime.

　　 but repaying kindness.

　　Sometimes, as long as a person lives well, it is enough to save someone.

　　……

　　 slowly lit a cigarette again.

　　 Leng Feng can't remember how many cigarettes he has lighted in this short period of over an hour.

The meaning of the word 　　 dedicated to life has finally been truly clarified.

　　 In his heart, the five flavors began to be mixed up. There were shocks and surprises when the mystery was solved, and there was also a kind of embarrassing regret for what the stone **** did.

　　 But I haven't finished writing here.

　　 At the end of the book, the author made the last cut to the stone god.

　　 Legal principles and emotions are opposite.

　　 There is no distinction between justice and evil in this opposition.

　　 The machine of the law will not let any murderer go. This is probably the fate that all murderers cannot escape in the mystery novel.

　　 In the end, Shishen’s dedication did not bring salvation to Jingzi, but plunged her into deep self-blame.

　　 Yukawa sighed for Ishigami. His brilliant mind was used to kill people, which made him lose his unique genius friend forever.

　　 Out of selfishness for emotions, Tang Chuan only told Jingzi the truth, but didn't want to report it to the police station, and didn't mean to arrest Jingzi as well.

　　 At least, he wants Shi Shen's dedication to be worthwhile.

　　 But.

　　 Jingzi turned himself in.

　　 After learning that Shi Shen surrendered, her daughter Miri could not accept the fact that her benefactor had committed the crime. She attempted suicide by cutting her wrists at school and was directly admitted to the hospital.

And this also caused Jingzi to collapse the last line of defense in his heart. He was overwhelmed and voluntarily surrendered. He explained to the team leader the whole process of Yuchuan's reasoning for him, and took out the various notes given to him by Shishen as evidence. Like a mountain.

　　 The stone **** who heard the news completely collapsed.

　　 Jingzi surrendered, it shows that everything he did was in vain.

　　 is like a weapon that someone had been brushed out for a year, but it was disassembled by the opponent's backhand.

　　 That kind of inner collapse is indescribable.

　　 At this moment, Shi Shen finally lost his temper.

　　 After doing all this and abandoning everything, but after all he can't get the desired ending, this is what makes him most painful.

　　 ["Why... in such a place..." He sighed.

　　 Jingzi Ru's frozen face almost collapsed in the blink of an eye, and tears flowed from her eyes. She walked to the stone **** and suddenly fell to her knees.

　　 "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Let you...for us...for a woman like me..." Her back shook violently.

　　 "What nonsense are you talking about! What are you talking about...stupid...you are talking nonsense..." Shi Shen muttered like a dream.

　　"We can’t just get happiness...No! I should atonement! I want to accept punishment! I want to accept punishment with Mr. Shishen. All I can do is this... I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"]

　　Shi Shen became an accomplice for love.

　　 But this kind of sentiment, Jingzi simply can't bear it.

　　 Leng Feng watched the ending over and over again, and felt like a sigh in his heart.

　　 The bamboo basket fetched water, and in the end, it was empty.

　　 What is the significance of everything that the stone **** does?

　　【He suddenly turned around, holding his head in his hands.

　　 "Ah—" He roared like a beast, and the roar was mixed with howls of despair and chaos. All the listeners were moved by the roar.

　　 The police came to stop him.

　　 "Don't touch him!"

　　 Yukawa stood in front of them~lightnovelpub.net~ At least, let him cry enough..."

　　 The stone **** continued to roar, as if to vomit his soul. 】

　　 The screen freezes and ends amidst the loud roar of Shi Shen's gaffe.

　　 The book "Devotion of Suspect x" is finished.

　　 The last portrayal is very shocking.

　　 The heart-piercing sadness makes the readers unable to help but be moved.

　　 At the same time, there is also the loss and sympathy for the ending.

　　 In the whole book, the detective is not exactly the incarnation of justice, and the criminal is not necessarily the representative of evil.

　　Jing’s mother and daughter are facing Fujian. They are clearly a disadvantaged group, but they are not protected by the law, because Fujian has no actual criminal actions.

　　 From the standpoint of Shishen, in order to protect the disadvantaged group of mothers and daughters, he killed another innocent tramp. This poor tramp is also a vulnerable group in society.

　　 The tramp was an innocent surrogate, a complete victim from the beginning to the end. However, what is even more sad is that in his death, no one even seeks justice for him in the book.

　　 The constant drift between legal justice and rational justice is also the deepest theme of this book.

　　……

　　

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